Intro: I shared most of this message with the creator of this image => Thank you Gerd for sharing this soul-igniting artwork that reminded me of an amazing experience I had while meditating over two years ago. I recorded it within post, โA Vision of One Eye in Center of Squares Within Squares Wormhole.โ
Image by Gerd Altmann from Pixabay
ย And though I had recently received an additional insight about this, you helped to further confirm through your own inspired creativity.
I strongly sensed that this single EYE was the essence of the Divine Feminine energy—aka Mother Goddess/Holy (WHOLEy/PURE Spirit)/Cosmic Heart & Womb (Quantum Field of Unlimited Possibilities)/One of Many Names (Ultimately The Nameless).
And I trusted that The Observer EYE being within many squares was symbolic of the Divine Masculine energy—aka Higher Mind/Light/Yang/Sun/Soul/God essence—to perhaps be able to somewhat materialize/densify Her Spiritual essence of immensely high vibrational frequency, and very briefly SHOW herself (the way feminine and masculine energies are within ALL interconnected Life of this world and beyond).
This state of Being, of essentially the CIRCLE within SQUARES, is seemingly opposite to two other, vivid dreams I had within a decade ago.
One was of a faceless female body who had a CUBE belly, instead of a ROUND one, which I trusted to be symbolic of the Mother Goddess having created the original God (Her other Half of the Cosmic Coin/Her first Divine MIRROR and sacred relationship). [recorded within post, โDream of Pregnant Woman with Cube Belly and Smiling Childโ (Divine Mother Goddess
And the other similar dream was of my pet dog, Kami (before he passed away) who was in a swimming pool (water symbolizing the Divine Feminine energy), surrounded by several orcas facing him right outside an invisible CIRCLE that he was in (the CIRCLE being another symbol of the Goddess essence). [recorded within post, โAdventures with Cetaceans in Dream Stateโ]
Though I had named my pet Kami, due to being drawn to the meaning, “Spirit of Nature” (like Goddess), I learned years later that this name also means, “Gods” in Japanese.
An elderly German man—who used to be a martial arts teacher in Japan—somehow found and contacted me via email one day, which I later realized was in Divine perfect timing and order, since more puzzle pieces came together.
So I gathered that the orcas—Orca Spirit Guide/Animal Totem/Power Animal that’s known to lead us back to Soul Home (among other benefits)—were showing their honor of the Great Spirit/Omniverse that contains even the gods of many worlds/Galaxies/Universe/Multiverse (THE WAY to Soul Home). I used it for post: [this one]
I wonder, how many seemingly countless times throughout the ages, the Divine Mother Goddess essence has felt judged, criticized, denied, ridiculed, ignored, rejected, condemned, oppressed, suppressed, forgotten, invisible, non-existent, unappreciated, and invaluable within this and other similar worlds dominated by the lost version of masculine energies that has forgotten—as the densified individual and Collective Ego—its Divine, exalted, God essence (meant to be a Team of One with the Goddess).ย
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I shared the following message for video, “5 Things You Should Know About The New Moon & ECLIPSE – (October 25, 2022)“:
Welcome back Victor, and thank you so much for sharing Super๐you/You, and your invaluable gifts as well. ๐ As usual, I was able to deeply relate to some of things you talked about.
For about a month or so, I haven’t FELT really excited about anything in my life, though it wasn’t an actual phase of minor or major depression that I’m very familiar with (though perhaps brief moments).
And like you said, though my mind often reminded me of what I SHOULD be doing—to include a creative project/hobby of working on a new open-mic comedy set—I didn’t FEEL inspired at all.
And I’ve been learning the importance of taking inspired actions rather than only logical actions (the latter of which can lead to unpleasant experiences/learning about Life the hard way).
I was planning on performing during an upcoming family trip to Hawaii, and even for the preliminary round for the “Funniest Person in the Universe” contest in Phoenix next month, but it’s like I just lost interest and passion. I pondered on whether this phase stemmed from my ego’s fear, but I didn’t feel fearful either.
I eventually embraced this “hermit phase” to simply be/Be, gracefully embrace ultimately neutral emotions, honor true feelings, and do whatever the hell I felt like doing moment by moment (which is actually liberating and empowering).
Like you, I’ve also stated a few times within my blog of over a decade, that I was no longer blogging (for whatever reasons) ๐ ; but then I ended up continuing due to the STRONG need to EXPRESS (as you stated) authentic WHOLE self/Self, to include much vulnerability (that can be judged by self/others).
But even with creative projects like blogging, I did reach a point where I felt that I could even LET GO of this as well (if needed), though the old version of self would’ve felt as though I had wasted over a decade of my time.
But I realized that what matters most is who I’ve become (as WHOLE self/Self) due to whatever earthly and otherworldly Life experiences— from this particular physical reality, or many other parallel and alternate realities—and the priceless wisdom gained from them.
I’m continuing to learn that the less I attach to ANYTHING and ANYBODY in Life, the more FREE I AM. So even though the mere thought of losing certain, close family members—especially current husband, adult children, mother, Korean relatives, and two pet cats—would’ve devastated the old self, I’ve been ready to further release even Earth family members (if or when needed).
For decades, I’ve often quietly giggled to myself during minor to major turbulence on planes—refraining from busting out laughing (though I slipped once), since I understand that many are fearful of such experiences that could possibly lead to death—because the up and down and/or side to side ride tickles my stomach, and I’ve been ready to welcome death whenever it shows up.
Many people want to become very successful according to this world, leave a legacy, own whatever parts of this planet (though ultimately nobody does), have a funeral (where people mourn for their departure), etc..
But though I wouldn’t mind experiencing such things, I’ve also reached a point in my life where I’m completely okay with never experiencing and/or accomplishing any of those things before I pass away.
I no longer feel as though I have missed out because I never had a “normal” life, to include but not limited to: frequent family gathering, friends, a wedding, being a bridesmaid, attending a bachelorette’s party, and many other typical, material world stuff that humans have experienced.
I even told my husband that I would like to be cremated upon death and perhaps tossed into nature (but not placed in some urn on a shelf๐); and that if I happen to be in a coma for whatever reason, to just pull the plug (since a Soul sister would appreciate that!). I’ve been noticing that the more I let go of the fears of Life, the more comfortable I FEEL.
And thanks to Sadhguru’s video message that I came upon recently—that contained information that FELT light/true to my Heart (and parts I didn’t resonate with)—-I was also able to embrace and integrate a life without purpose, meaning, and even Divine support.
So recently, while meditating lying down in bed—before going to sleep and soon after I waking up (again, whenever I FEEL like it)—I further realized the essence of Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE self/Self.
Because within silence, stillness, and darkness (like many Soul teachers have shared, to include Sadhguru)—and without the outer world influence (to include much noise) and inner world thoughts and emotions—I was simply neutral, calm, peaceful Full Presence.
And this is how I was within certain dreams, to include the one where I wasn’t surprised or excited about seeing a cupid-looking angel—banging on the high-rise window, making unusual sounds, and alerting me—and I wasn’t shocked or afraid of seeing many meteors falling down from the sky, to include one that pierced a huge hole through an airplane.
Granted, in this particular, physical reality (as human self), I probably would’ve felt excitement and then fear during those moments that would normally be emotionally charged. I trust that I was, I AM Presence (The Neutral Observer), during those dream states, the way I’ve often been while fully present with self/others, especially while genuinely connecting with and paying full attention to many Souls, to include deeply understanding, having compassion for, and actively listening to them.
I have wondered at times who I am without all the earthly labels of life (and not just planet Earth and human self)—and even without what seems to be support from the so-called Divine—and it’s simply the authentic/pure/whole essence of existence and Being.
Just because we’re NOT being and doing what others say we need to be and do—or even being and doing what others want us to be and do—doesn’t mean we are LESS THAN or MORE THAN’ we’re ultimately The One.
I further realized that we can each choose: whatever neutral aspects of WHOLE self/Self to be/Be at ANY given moment, what we choose to do (or not), and assign whatever meanings to Life (so Sadhguru and like others were right about this part).
By the way, thanks to your intro to Rick Rubin, I checked out and then shared the following comment for YouTube video, “Rick Rubin: The Guiding Shaman | The Control Room | All Def Music“:
While watching Victor Oddo’s most recent video this morning, he started talking about BAD@$$ Rick Rubin in a highly respectful and admirable way; so my cat-like curiosity led me to pause his video to do a quick search to check him out.
I’ve passionately loved and enJOYed various genres of music since childhood, but I had never heard of him before.
And from one perspective, it can seem like I’ve been living in a dark cave in this lifetime๐, but I never felt the need to research and focus on memorizing names of artists, producers, albums, songs, etc.
And from an expanded perspective, I’m reminded from within that all interconnected Souls cross paths in Divine perfect timing and order, so it wasn’t time yet.
Anyhoo, from the few photos I’ve seen so far, I felt drawn to Rick’s handsome appearance, Full Presence, non-verbal cues, and soulful eyes.
And while watching and listening to his words of wisdom that’s related to Soul connections, mindfulness, imagination, creativity, and igniting one’s greatest potential, I’m glad that I felt intuitively guided from within to explore this UNKNOWN/NEW (perfect for the upcoming New Moon & Solar Eclipse).
At the 5:11 mark, I felt so grateful for another Divine gift of a MIRROR that helped me to more confidently know and deeply appreciate Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE self/Self. I also learned a new word, dyadic—“any committed, intimate two-person relationship” (that sounds like Fully Present Soul relationships, regardless of amount of time)—that I’ve often been while connecting with so-called others (even many strangers), but just haven’t heard of this either ๐คทโโ.
Thank you for sharing this video experience to all who co-created this. EnJOY many PRESENT๐๐ and pleasant moments of NOW๐๐๐โโฏโก๐๐
Ahaya ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐
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I shared the following message for video, “People with spiritual gift are affected by |These 10 strange things“:
Thank you for sharing this helpful video message that I was able to relate to in various ways, that brought together certain puzzle pieces, and that further confirmed what I intuitively knew and/or personally experienced.
Granted, I feel that the spiritually gifted—that all interconnected, Full-Potential, Multidimensional WHOLE Souls are able to tune into with their integrated and aligned Heart/Mind (to include starseeds)—are NOT limited to any earthly labeled boxes, since I was able to also relate to many opposite things that you’ve stated within the list of 10 as well.
I trust that ultimately, we can all be ALL neutral aspects of the WHOLE self/Self (to varying degrees) if we’re being authentic and transparently honest with ourselves (which helps us to be this way with so-called others).
EnJOY many present๐๐๐โโฏโก๐๐๐๐ and pleasant๐ธ moments of now๐ ๐๐๐ณ๐ผ๐ณ๐ข๐๐๐ฌ๐!
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