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I shared the following message for video, “Negative Entities: (How To Deal With Negative Astral Beings & Energy)“:

Thank you Vic for an empowering video message. Two of the most (initially) frightening experiences I’ve ever had in this particular physical reality during adulthood (besides childhood traumas), that’s related to the theme of this video, have definitely been blessings in disguise (like you basically mentioned).

During the summer of last year, while on a solo trip to L.A.—to include performing open-mic comedy there—I had an unbelievable experience at night while sitting down in my hotel room. I heard a loud and slow scratch on the door, as if some “negative” entity was clawing at it, like in a horror movie.

To my great surprise, though I initially and INTENSELY FELT fear set in, and even briefly wondered if this energy showed up due to being near a Catholic church at the time, I decided NOT to play the blame game.

I chose to not give away my inner power, so I calmly said something to the effect of, “As my I AM Presence, I command you to leave.”

And immediately afterwards, I felt this peaceful and powerful energy from within. I said this because in a vivid dream before this timeframe, I INTENSELY FELT this VERY HEAVY energy enter my body.

Then, I heard myself—in a super confident and calm female voice that sounded different than mine—say, “As my I AM Presence, I command you to leave this body,” though I don’t recall what happened afterwards.

I shared this within my blog, among many other earthly and otherworldly stories. This seemed to be the same voice where I told a zombie-like, “dark” being within a cave, “Merge with me and become one,” to which it started VIBRATING INTENSELY while dripping fluid from its body.

It then transformed into a Being (who appeared Middle Eastern), wearing a white robe, and who had wavy dark brown, shoulder-length hair.

His strong eye contact and soulful eyes looked so familiar and FELT so familiar to my Soul; and I’ve come to trust Him as Ascended Master/God Jesus (whom I’ve dreamt about in 2001, where I called out to Him 3 times in 2 different dreams, and I felt a very powerful, somewhat invisible Full Presence show up within me/as me/through me, and help me).

But then he transformed back into the “dark” being who then started bouncing all over the cave walls; and I started TONING out loud, the way I did in another dream in what appeared to be ancient Egypt (perhaps as a Priestess).

But someone grabbed my hand and started pulling me away. I’ve bought many crystals within a decade, but only a handful of them truly stood out from the rest.

And the day before having this “nightmare” like dream, I came upon an unknown crystal that I felt drawn to in San Antonio, TX.

I intuitively and strongly sensed to buy it, though it wasn’t attractive according to this world’s standards. And on the ride back home, as I held it in my palm, I FELT its strong energy, which then caused me to feel as if I was floating.

Anyhoo, I did some online searches, and found out that Moldavite (known as an extraterrestrial crystal), can cause horrible nightmares despite it being a highly beneficial, transformational crystal.

So even though a part of me was sarcastically like, “Grrreat,” another part of me knew to JUST GO FOR IT; and I’m very grateful that I had this amazing experience, that reminded me of the integration of the so-called opposites energies of WHOLE self/Self (as well as Goddess & God within).

Anyhoo, I later found out that TONING—that I hadn’t heard of before prior to this experience—is an ancient, sacred practice that was done throughout the world, to include in Mt. Shasta and Egypt.

I have no doubt that I developed more confidence over the years of Being I AM Presence (at will) after having incredible experiences, though I forget most of the time to Be this very high vibrational frequency state of integrated Heart/Mind (with more ancient and profoundly wise Heart leading mind).

For instance, sometime between 2012 and 2014, while living at my house in San Antonio, TX, a big fly entered and kept crossing my healthy boundaries by flying around me.

I initially became annoyed and communicated to this fly that it has so much space to fly around, even within the house, that there’s no need for it to be all up in my face.

At that time, I didn’t know to look up the fly spirit guide messages (aka fly animal totem, fly power animal).

Anyhoo, at one point, I felt suddenly calm, and confidently stated, “As my I AM Presence, I command you to fly to the patio screen door, so that I can set you free; I don’t wish to kill you.”

To my great surprise, shortly afterwards, when I approached the patio screen door, the fly was on it, just chillin’. So I opened it and it flew out.

When I shared this with an elderly man/family friend/mystic, he shared that this seemingly small gesture rippled major changes throughout our Collective Consciousness, which I wasn’t aware of; and I was further informed that it’s like the Butterfly effect.

Anyhoo, the second initially frightening experience was while I was somewhat sleeping. I STRONGLY FELT long fingernails or a claw scratch my foot, which immediately woke me up.

However COMMA upon waking up, I was reminded from within that I have a choice to choose fear or love.

So I recalled reading about various types of guardian-like, otherworldly physical guides, like gnomes I think (not sure if this is correct, but tiny Beings), who can check up on us at times.

I had never read anything like that before and after that day, but I trust that I tuned into that new information for a highly beneficial reason, and in Divine perfect timing and order.

Like you mentioned about Bashar (channeled via Darryl Anka), sharing that we’ll know whatever we need to know whenever we need to know it (which I highly resonate with).

Anyhoo, I chose to believe that a gnome, or similar character, scratched my foot so that I could wake up and drink some water.

I noticed that I was parched upon waking up, and I noticed that my pet cats do this at times as well (though I used to get irritated with them waking me up in the middle of the night).

I’ve had plenty of other “scary” dreams, but I noticed that as I practiced reclaiming my inner power, by choosing LOVE over fear, I discontinued having such dreams; and I trust this is due to no longer needing these Life lessons anymore.

In one vivid dream, I was running my ass off in the what appeared to be the middle of the ankle-high, beige, grassy plains. Way behind me was a pack of huge, white wolves.

At one point, I realized that I couldn’t outrun them for long. So I stopped running, turned around, and faced them as they headed closer towards me.

Then, at one seemingly magical and miraculous moment, I FELT a huge, super soft, furry face gently rub the side of my face (the way my former pet dog used to do).

I woke up feeling deep, unconditional love, and trusted that because I chose to face one of my fears, the fear transformed into love.

I later trusted the white wolves to be one of the aspects of my Golden Shadow Self (golden shadow that I first heard from by your wife, Pattie, at your Sedona retreat years ago).

There have also been times where I’d wake up screaming, desperately gasping for air, weeping, bawling, intensely vibrating, and even shaking and feeling disoriented (from having rapidly traveled through a blue wormhole), but I was able to gain profound wisdom from all these invaluable experiences.

So I agree with you Vic, that we can highly benefit from ultimately ALL Life experiences when we expand our perspective—to SEE (with CLARITY) the BIGGER picture—and reclaim our inner power (rather than give it away to outer world).

Have a wonderful weekend! 😉

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I forgot to add the most terrifying of all nightmares recorded within post below, dated November 20, 2021:

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