Whenever I feel like it, and usually while I’m lying in bed, I relax, close my eyes, and silently communicate to my Multidimensional, whole self (earthly and otherworldly physical selves)/Self (Soul/Spirit within)—aka Source, Higher Self, I (God) AM (Goddess) Presence, etc.
Note: Image on right found next to link => Openhearted Rebel
Sometimes, I specify which aspect(s) and/or extension(s) I’d like to communicate with, such as my inner-child (deeply wounded aspect or free-spirited aspect), body part (if I ache in certain areas or just sense something), chakra areas (if it seems blocked), animal spirit guides, angel-selves, Ascended Master-Selves, etc.
Note: Poster on left is symbolic of the unknown/shadow aspects of animal spirit guides who have shown up in my realities (both physical and dream state), and some continue to do so; it was created using canva.com and a consolidation of images found next to links => 
animal-jam-clans.wikia.com (black panther), Max Pixel (beetle) iStock (wolf), Wikipedia , PBase.com (black bee fly), (raven), animalphotos.info (crow), and a personal pic of one of my amazing cats named Shadow
Thanks to this recent series of Divine synchronicity, I was able to notice the breadcrumbs of joyful abundance (non-material and material) showing up, while following my inner guidance, which included a handful of beautiful oracle cards that I chose throughout the week (a guidance tool that I use only when I feel like it).
Note: Image on right found next to link => unitedseminary.edu. Images below found next to => 1) Society6 2) Natalia Kuna 4) A Love Beyond Borders 5) Videvo and 6) Depositphotos. Poster (image #3 below) created using canva.com, integrating personal quote with image found next to link => dinksfinance.com
The following are the titles of the oracle cards, along with a gist of what it shares (combined with my expressions):
Core Healing”
- noticing, embracing, deeply healing, and integrating the wounded, inner-child, and allowing the mask to fall off to reveal authentic state
“Children”
- potential of free-spirited, highly creative inner-child who simply desires to enjoy Life; as well as my Earth family adult children, and all the interconnected children of this world and beyond
- “Abundance”
potential to Be Free and Happy in all areas of Life from all levels of one’s Being—physical, mental, emotional, financial, and spiritual; and a great reminder that our heart’s desires can manifest from integrated Mind/Heart—aka merged Soul/Spirit within, Light/Love, Yang/Yin, Sun/Moon, God/Goddess, Uplifting Knowledge/Wisdom, Christ Consciousness/Buddha Consciousness which equals Whole Self/MerKaBa/Star of David Frequency/Spiraling Consciousness/12:12/Realization
- “Fear”
A great reminder that fear energy has a Divine purpose, just like everything else in Life and non-life within this world, Galaxy, Universe, and beyond. Though fear has its benefits (helping us to survive), it’s not meant to take over the ship (i.e., whole self/Self) in an out of control manner (just as wee wouldn’t allow a child to drive a vehicle).- continuing to unknowingly repress, knowingly suppress, judge, ignore, deny, ridicule, criticize, and even condemn our fearful energies within will only make matter worse, like lava that bubbles
bubbles bubbles, stews, and then EXPLODES from within the volcano/human body like out of control negative thoughts, emotions, words, and actions. - Being fully present with fearful energy aspects within from an unconditionally loving state of open mind
and open heart/aka integrated Mind/Heart; whenever we truly feel loved, our fearful state becomes transmuted, and we transform into a higher vibrational frequency within the full spectrum of the Light/Love Frequency and expand our consciousness.
Girl on swing at sunset
I communicated to all the fearful aspects of subconscious self to express themselves to me by showing up in my presence and sharing any images, feelings, thoughts, and/or beliefs. In the middle of the night, I very briefly woke up and sensed intense energy from within.
While my eyes were still closed, I saw rapid movement of dark and light energies seemingly swirling around like my inner world’s exciting, energetic dance.
Note: Image on left found next to link => Power of Positivity
When I woke up this morning, I recalled bits and pieces of vivid dreams that included my children when they were over a decade younger (desiring to provide them with warm blankets and shoes), and a few of my past fears from childhood related to my mother whom I feared, my inability to use the toilet in front of her (i.e., release emotions), and my junior high through high school girlfriend and boyfriend whom I bonded deeply with, but also felt betrayed by.
Note: Image on right found next to link => Reddit
These dream themes were recurring since 2011, after I left the Army life and started remembering my dreams again. The military lifestyle can be very hectic—often waking up around 4:00 a.m. and coming home around 7:00 p.m.—so I don’t recall any dreams within that decade. So why were they showing up so many times within this decade? They were sporadically repeating over and over again to get my full attention.
Note: Image on left found next to link => Giphy
I have no doubt that the human experiences related to those whom I most deeply bonded with (mother, best friend, first boyfriend)—along with those related to my Korean grandmother who raised me from six months to three years old, and my biological and adopted fathers—have also been the ones who I felt the 
most wounded by; hence, these aspects have been very challenging to heal, embrace, and integrate into the whole self/Self.
However, I’m reminded that such invaluable experiences—especially those that gift profound wisdom from the extreme opposites/contrast/duality/polarity—can be a major game changer in Life once we recognize, acknowledge, and then choose to highly benefit from them (i.e., the Divine gift of Unconditional Forgiveness).
Note: Two images above found next to links =>HD Wallpapers (above right) and Pixers (left)
Yesterday, I had another vivid dream—related to fear energy and its contrast—where I was able to recall more details.
I initially recorded this dream in my google doc journal, but I’m going to share it because I now trust that I’m meant to, though I may not know all the reasons why at this moment, and/or how it can benefit anyone else who crosses this space.
Note: Image on right found next to link => Giphy
9/27/2018 (Th)
This morning, right before waking up, I had a vivid dream that felt so real. I was swimming in an ocean on a gloomy day, and the water was very calm and dark grayish blue.
Though I’m not a good swimmer in this physical reality, in dreamstate, I was able to alternate between the breaststroke, freestyle stroke, and backstroke. Note: This is third dream that I recall of swimming in the ocean. The first two were recorded in post, “Adventures with Cetaceans in Dream State.“ Image on left found next to link => Fotolia
At one point, while treading water, I looked to the left of me and noticed what appeared to be a body of water that seemed separate, yet, connected; and it had a moving tidal wave that seemed to be stuck within a loop of time. When I looked in front of me, I noticed that the shore was at a distance.
Note: Image on right found next to link => giphy.com
At another point, I was swimming again, and I heard subtle, strange sounds around me, and wondered what sea creatures they were.
Though the sounds didn’t seem like they were coming from dolphins, I recall briefly thinking of them.
Side Note: Looking back, I trust that their loving presence—as an animal spirit guide that has appeared in my dreams at least a few times (shared in this blog)—positively affected my thoughts and emotions.
Note: Image on left found next to link => 1ZOOM.Me
I felt slight fear set in at one point, perhaps due to wondering what all was in the deep water near me, hearing unknown sounds, and seeing how far I was from land; however, the feeling of inner-peace was definitely dominant, and I continued swimming at a slow, seemingly effortless pace. I trust that the remnants of fear that I felt were quickly transmuted by Light & Love.
Note: Image on left found next to link => 1stDibs
If I was more fearful—how I most likely would’ve reacted in this physical reality—I have no doubt that I would’ve been swimming at a rapid pace while feeling much anxiety; either that, or I would’ve been panicking and drowning, which I’ve vividly experienced before during childhood (around four or five years old).
Note: Image on left found next to link => Griffith University
But even then, someone had apparently helped me; otherwise, I wouldn’t be alive today. 
Granted, my parents didn’t recall the incident, and no one other Korean or American extended family member did either.
So I wondered if it was one of the members of Family of Light, like the water beings I saw in dream state, recorded in posts, “Releasing Judgment About The Unconventional” (possibly from Sirius) and “The Meaning of Dragon in My Life“ (green dragon).
Note: Image on right above found next to link => Shamanic Dreams of a Pagan Earth – WordPress.com
At one point in my dream, I heard some young, male’s voice behind me say that I probably wasn’t going to make it to shore since it was too far; but I paid no attention; plus, I don’t even recall looking behind me to see who had said that.
Though there was no physical lighthouse ahead of me shining the bright light of hope, there apparently was one radiating from within my heart.
Note: Image on left found next to link => iStock
Shortly afterwards, I arrived safely to shore, and I was walking on what appeared to be reddish brown, damp ground (like hardened mud) surrounded by greenery. As I was walking on the narrow strip of slightly elevated ground, I wondered what land creatures were around, though I didn’t see any.
Side Note: While searching for a similar image that reminded me of this unknown location (according to my conscious mind), I came upon various images that had Australia in its description; I then received an insight that I was being led to the the third Earth chakra (solar plexus chakra) located at Uluru- Kata Tjuta National Park in Australia, perhaps it’s mirroring the healing of my own solar plexus chakra.
Note: Image on right above found next to => viagginews.com
Moments later, I noticed a small group of people walk toward my direction, to include a brunette, Caucasian female that I didn’t recognize.
They ended up heading toward my right side and I don’t recall what they said, though there seemed to been a conversation. That’s all I remember.
Note: Image on left found next to link =>Enlightenment City /Ancient Beings
I strongly sense that the young, male’s voice I heard behind me—that said I probably wasn’t going to make it to shore since it was too far— was symbolic of my fearful ego self (aka young, male energy/the emotionally and spiritually immature, still sleeping aspect of the mature, Divine Masculine God energy within, which reminds me of the dream recorded in post“Dream of Shouting at Ibis, ‘God Thoth, Wake Up!’”).
Note: Image on right found next to link => Fine Art America/Bird Photograph – Bird Art – Everglades Ibis Sleeping On A Foggy Morning by Bill Swindaman
I trust that the body of water (to include the tidal wave) on my left side correlates with the right 
hemisphere of the brain, and is symbolic of the Divine Feminine Goddess energy.
Source can seem separate, though energetically interconnected with All of Life (All That Is) throughout this world and beyond.
Perhaps Her potential and emotional power—represented by the tidal wave (an interpretation at bottom of post)—appears stuck in linear time of physical reality, barely within my reach; but as I clear away old habits, I trust I can tune into this potential and power from within.
Note: Image on left found next to link => pinterest.com
Sometimes I wonder why I’ve been blogging since 2010, and continue to do so. According to society, it would be considered a waste of time and energy since I rarely get traffic, and I’ve only made $9.99 in donation so far (after 
all these years).
However COMMA today, I was reminded from within that I enjoy fully and freely expressing myself (without necessarily needing someone to listen), time flies by whenever I blog (or do other forms of creativity), and one of the ways to communicate with and transform our subconscious mind is through a repetition of soul-igniting images, stimulating colors, and heartfelt feelings (language of the subconscious mind), as well as positive thoughts and beneficial new beliefs and habits.
Note: Image on right found next to link => Visual Meditation/a helpful reading, “The Healing Power of the Subconscious Mind“
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The following are dream interpretations from Dream Moods Dictionary that I often use as a guidance tool (though I also use various other websites as well—that I’m drawn to at whatever moment—to include dream interpretations and animal spirit guides):
Ocean
To see an ocean in your dream represents the state of your emotions and feelings. It is indicative of spiritual refreshment, tranquility and renewal. Alternatively, the dream means that you are feeling empowered and unhindered. You have a positive outlook in life and are not limited by anything […]
Water
To see water in your dream symbolizes your subconscious and your emotional state of mind. Water is the living essence of the psyche and the flow of life energy. It is also symbolic of spirituality, knowledge, healing and refreshment […] To see calm, clear water in your dream means that you are in tune with your spirituality. It denotes serenity, peace of mind, and rejuvenation. To dream of water that is black colored signifies an emotional void in some area of your life. Alternatively, the dream means that you are mourning about something.
Waves
To see clear, calm waves in your dream signify renewal and clarity. You are reflecting on some important life decision that needs to be made […] Waves also symbolize potential and power […] To dream that you are caught in a tidal wave represents an overwhelming emotional issue that demands your attention. You may have been keeping your feelings and negative emotions bottled up inside for too long. You may be holding back tears that you are afraid to express in your waking life. On a positive note, the tidal wave symbolizes the clearing away of old habits [….]
Swimming
To dream that you are swimming suggests that you are exploring aspects of your subconscious mind and emotions. The dream may be a sign that you are seeking some sort of emotional support […] To dream that you are swimming away from someone or something indicates that you are avoiding some deep emotional issue. You are refusing to acknowledge and confront your feelings because it may be too painful or too fresh. In particular, if you are swimming away to escape danger or death, then it suggests that you are letting fear take over your actions. You are afraid of change […]
Dolphins
To see a dolphin in your dream symbolizes spiritual guidance, intellect, mental attributes and emotional trust. The dream is usually an inspirational one, encouraging you to utilize your mind to its capacity and move upward in life.�Alternatively, it suggests that a line of communication has been established between the conscious and subconscious aspects of yourself. Dolphins represent your willingness and ability to explore and navigate through your emotions […]
Shore
To see the shore in your dream suggests that your emotional needs are satisfied and inner turmoil has been resolved. It refers to the point where the conscious mind meets the subconscious. You have come to a place of solace and comfort. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you have explored all your options and need to think outside the box. There is still endless possibilities for you to consider.
Ground
To dream that you are on the ground represents your foundation and support system. It is also the boundary between your conscious and subconscious. You may be getting closer in confronting and acknowledging your subconscious thoughts. The dream may be a pun on being well-grounded and down to earth or that you have been grounded. Perhaps you are feeling restricted in some aspects of your life.
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