Note: The photo on right was taken yesterday while enjoying a creek area within Mother Nature of Sedona.
This included soaking my feet and hands while visualizing old, fear-based energies leaving my entire body, and powerful, love-based energies entering my body, while thanking Spirit.
The “V” tree —reminded me of The Divine Goddess Symbol🔻—which is a perfect representation, since Cathedral Rock vortex is more Divine Feminine energies (than Divine Masculine energies, whereas as Bell Rock is vice versa). I will add it to Pixabay another day.
Recently, I noticed that my life is noticeably improving on all energetic levels—mental, emotional, physical, financial, material, and spiritual.
Surprisingly, my outer reality is starting to mirror more positive aspects rather than the usual negative.
The gifts from the Universe within (and without) include (but are not limited to) amazing experiences of…
profound wisdom, healthier boundaries, honest and tactful communication with so-called others, soul connections, joy, synchronicities (to include number synchronicity, animal spirit guide messages, dream state messages, etc.)…
and other forms of uplifting abundance—to include monetary abundance from different sources (to include another big raise within two months, plus a bonus, and my husband’s big closing, commissions, and new leads), as well as an opportunity for me to become a trainer so soon.
Granted, I’m also learning to more fully embrace the so-called negative aspects of Life as well, since they’re basically part of the package deal of the physical worlds, where the gift of CONTRASTS, can highly benefit us all.
This includes helping us to realize who we prefer to Be (and not be), and what all we prefer to say, do, believe, etc. (and NOT).
The “Negative”
For instance, this past Tuesday afternoon, I noticed a man (probably in his early twenties) rush towards our staff bathroom and storage room.
I approached him and gently said, “Sir, that room is for staff only,” but he grabbed the door knob, so I added, “You’re not allowed in there” (since our staff has their purses in there as well).
However, he pushed me aside, opened the door, very briefly and half-assedly washed his hands, dried them off with a paper towel, and calmly walked out with a smile on his face.
Initially flabbergasted, I witnessed these moments with disbelief; but then I noticed his facial expression and demeanor, and realized that he probably has some degree of autism (which I’ve experienced before with a few others, whom I shared stories about within this blog).
So I realized that his autistic aspect—among seemingly countless, other NEUTRAL aspects within the whole self—also exists within me to whatever degree.
So I’m learning to also unconditionally accept, embrace, and even love and integrate this so-called “unacceptable”/looked down upon part (according to society), that’s also an interconnected part of the whole/The One.
I’ve learned that adults with autism (like one of my husband’s cousin)—to whatever degree within the autism spectrum—can easily be overwhelmed by the outer world’s stimulation, since their perception level can be very high (i.e., highly and even ultra sensitive to surrounding energies).
That’s why, when I was briefly working as an Assistant Teacher back in 2012-2013, at an early learning school with preschoolers (at Mustard Seed in San Antonio), the one autistic boy that I also worked with for half a day, five days per week, showed signs of this state.
Sometimes, he would take his hands and slap his ears repeatedly while closing his eyes and making sounds that revealed discomfort.
I instantly and intuitively sensed that whatever high, vibrational frequencies that he was experiencing at the time, was too much for him.
Eventually, and thankfully, he did less of that, and even became more gentle and loving (though he often threw toys and chairs at first).
In addition, there are autistic qualities that are very creative, highly beneficial, and even genius.
So I realize that I can relate to this autistic aspect within the self/others, since I, too, can be highly and ultra sensitive by surrounding energies, and can easily become overwhelmed at times.
However, I can highly benefit from this much unknown aspect, by being able to maintain a healthy FEELING state (i.e., vibrational frequency) within the surrounding environment.
I do this by first realizing that, ultimately, there is no separation between the self and the environment/the part and the whole/the self and the ALL/All That Is (like Alan Watts taught).
So our Universe within is always on our side—things are always happening FOR us rather than TO us.
This may not appear to be so at times, especially when Life is challenging, but I’d love to build enough energetic momentum towards creating a solid, new, optimistic, highly beneficial belief that ALL Life experiences are either an obvious blessing, or a blessing in disguise.
The “Positives”
This past Monday, three young ladies (customers) stopped by our boutique. They were standing in front of our Dune collection that includes jewelry from two of Sedona’s major vortexes (Bell Rock and Cathedral Rock, as mentioned in the intro of this post).
So as usual, I gently approached them to share some helpful information, along with some added profound wisdom; and depending on how interested and receptive customers are, I’ll share more or less.
Well, with these lovely ladies—who were so authentic, transparently honest, wise, unconditionally kind, joyful, and playful—the interactions were effortless, and truly a deeply heartfelt, soul-level connection (a reuniting of soul families, which I shared, and they excitedly agreed).
When I shared about the importance of Unconditional Love—not only for others, but for self as well—the deep, soulful look in their eyes revealed their gratitude and appreciation, and they even verbally expressed it several times.
One of the ladies mentioned that I should do spiritual events, and then they all agreed they would attend.
That was the first time anyone has ever said something like that to me, which I really appreciated, because I sometimes wondered if that could be one of my Life Purposes that would highly benefit self/others.
In one of the Sedona post series a while back, I did share two stories of wise women—customers at a crystal store I worked at—who shared with me that I’m a clear channel of Spirit, which I’ve also never heard anyone share before; I deeply appreciated the feedback since I hadn’t thought of myself in that light.
They both mirrored to me a positive, shadow/unknown aspect (Light), though I seemed to have been mirrored more negative, shadow/unknown aspects throughout my life.
One lady was a Reiki Healer from Puerto Rico, and another older lady had done extensive studies about various branches of Spirituality for over two decades.
Anyhoo, towards the end of our conversation, I reminded the three ladies—beautiful Lisa, Stephanie, and Jamie—to always remember to honor the Divine Goddess within them and interconnected Life (alongside the Divine God essence).
They then mentioned that if I had a book, they would buy it. So I followed my inner, Heart’s guidance, and did something I don’t do with customers.
I shared my blog, though a smaller part of me (my ego self) hesitated, since I had done so at times in the past, and the response was usually awkward, I never received any feedback, or I never heard from those people again, which is completely understandable since my blog is very unconventional (though I’ve grown to love it).
Ironically, I’ve started many chapters for a book series, but then the project came to a halt years ago, which I trust was meant to happen.
I also trust that all the puzzle pieces of the various projects will gracefully come together in Divine prefect timing and order.
This includes my open-mic comedy sets, which is why I had requested to our GM to have Wednesdays and Thursdays off, since I intend to perform at Stir Crazy Comedy Club one day in Glendale, AZ (love that club name ^_^).
I often catch myself rehearsing in the shower, where I also receive new ideas; then I find myself chuckling with joy.
Anyhoo, before these trio ladies left the boutique this past Monday afternoon, they even promised me that they’d visit the next day.
So I reminded them that Life is about continual change; hence, when we wake up the next day, we may not feel like doing certain things that we had planned, and that’s okay. So for them to simply go with the flow with how they FEEL.
They enthusiastically thanked me even more. I trust that they intuitively knew that giving self and others much Freedom is interchangeable with giving self/others Unconditional Love (something I had shared with other customers before, and they loved it).
They did visit again the next day, and shared with me the first, genuine, deeply heartfelt, positive feedback I ever received from another (in person) about my blog.
I thanked them, and silently expressed gratitude to Spirit within for this form of gift—a positive CONTRAST from over a decade of seemingly being dark/unknown and invisible to this online world.
Strangely, I hardly ever receive negative or positive comments (just mostly spam comments); but I’ve grown to embrace it, and even appreciate it.
I have a strong feeling that acknowledgement and appreciation of my blog from others stems from acknowledgement and appreciation of my blog from the whole self.
Whereas before, there were still parts of self who felt ashamed of my blog contents, that I did my best to be transparent about.
This past Tuesday, I had some related, amazing experiences as well.
I crossed paths with around five or six customers named Mary—all within the late morning to late afternoon—which initially blew my mind.
From one perspective, it was like I had just stepped into The Twilight Zone, where the Universe was messing with me, while laughing its ass off.
From an expanded perspective, I intuitively sensed a pattern that’s been going on recently; because whenever anything repeats, especially that many times, it’s like the Universe is shouting with joy, “Check this out! You’re gonna LOVE it!!”
I realized that the essence and presence of The Goddess has been mirroring to me, to include the three, young, authentic ladies mentioned above, as well as all the female customers named Mary (symbolic of the Ascended Master Mary Magdala/Magdaline, Ascended Master Jesus’ Twin Soul/Twin Flame).
In addition, I ended up having a soulful conversation with another female customer (possibly in her late 30’s) for about half an hour or so during non-busy time.
Her name is Renee, and her middle name is the same as my first name; and she, too, is wonderful with her authentic, wise, peaceful, and loving full presence.
Our conversation ended with her sharing her recent visit to Egypt (that’s on top of my bucket list), which I deeply appreciated.
She also mentioned Goddess Isis (aka Goddess Hathor, along with many other earthly names that we given to this Divine Feminine Mother Goddess essence by humanity and other Beings).
To make this day even brighter, I experienced another intriguing encounter.
This same day (later in the evening, right before closing), I crossed paths with, yet, another Goddess-like woman.
I met Anahata, the creator/founder of Shamangelic Healing in Sedona. After I asked her name—since I was gradually helping her set aside clothes she selected into a dressing room—she replied, “Anahata.”
I told her what a beautiful name she has, and after a brief pause, I excitedly said, “Oh! Like the Heart chakra!” And she smiled real big and kindly confirmed.
It’s not coincidence (only Divine synchronicity) that her name means Heart, which also relates to the recent, perceptually noticeable theme and pattern of The Divine Goddess essence.
Once I looked her up in our system—since she’s a local customer who’s whopped with us before—I noticed that her email address looked very familiar.
I then told her that I recalled coming upon her website when I first arrived to Sedona several years ago, and that I was going to check it out again.
I did on my day off, and I’m so grateful for this gift, since I could use some in-person, genuine, spiritual assistance right now from a profoundly wise, soul sister.
While exploring various parts of her helpful website, I came upon one of her YouTube videos.
I was just planning on leaving a simple, gratitude comment, but the Universe within had something bigger in mind; so I just went with the flow.
The following are recent interactions with a so-called stranger/man regarding our opposing comments (the gift of CONTRAST) that we shared for Anahata’s YouTube video, “Sedona Retreats | Spiritual Awakening & Core Healing with Shamanic Healer Anahata Ananda“
Side Note: This Cosmic gift arrived in Divine perfect timing and order since it’s a great reminder for myself as well, to further LET GO of any remnants of bitterness that I still have towards certain, challening coworkers and leadership, that I’ve shared stories about in post series, “An Unshakable Full Presence is More POWERFUL Than Bombarding Negative Energies,“ “Choosing Self-Care Over Another’s Manipulation” and “Solutions for Challenging Coworkers & Leadership”
I first noticed this comment below (which I trust was meant to happen for our highest benefit):
1 year ago
Nothing like a pandemic to move people past the idea that you’re creating your own reality. Grandfather says those who love themselves are being taught a lesson about how powerless they are because they have forgotten how to love each other.
I then shared the comment below for Anahata:
22 hours ago (edited)
Anahata, I’m so grateful that we recently crossed paths in Divine perfect timing and order. A few years ago, when I first visited Sedona, I recall coming upon your website and considering a spiritual session with you one day, but then “forgot” about it (since the teacher will appear when the student is ready). Thank you for sharing your precious, authentic, full Presence, and your invaluable gifts/services to humanity and way beyond. ^_^ I look forward to experiencing a session with you soon. Barbara 😉
Anahata’s soul-igniting, deeply heartfelt message within this video reminds me that when we learn (as a physical human) and re-member (as Soul/Spirit within) to UNconditionally love more and more NEUTRAL aspects of our full-potential, Multidimensional WHOLE selves, not only do we reconnect to the already existing, merged, inner Divine Love, Divine Wisdom & Divine Power within, but the FULL, inner cup effortlessly overflows to interconnected Life within this world and beyond.
Because one cannot truly and UNconditionally give to another from a barely filled or empty cup. If one has forgotten to love so-called others, this stems from having forgotten to love certain, neutral aspects within the self; since, ultimately, there is no energetic and spiritual separation from self/others (simply interconnected parts of the whole/The One).
I then replied the comment below for
22 hours ago (edited)
I shared this message in a comment (bottom section), which was inspired by your above comment (so thank you for mirroring an effective CONTRAST):
Anahata’s soul-igniting, deeply heartfelt message within this video reminds me that when we learn (as a physical human) and re-member (as Soul/Spirit within) to UNconditionally love more and more NEUTRAL aspects of our full-potential, Multidimensional WHOLE selves, not only do we reconnect to the already existing, merged, inner Divine Love, Divine Wisdom & Divine Power within, but the FULL, inner cup effortlessly overflows to interconnected Life within this world and beyond. Because one cannot truly and UNconditionally give to another from a barely filled or empty cup.
If one has forgotten to love so-called others, this stems from having forgotten to love certain, neutral aspects within the self; since, ultimately, there is no energetic and spiritual separation from self/others (simply interconnected parts of the whole/The One).
FreedMan76
17 hours ago
@Mulantis Reuniting All I surely know her better than you. She used to work for me. Self-love is either narcissism or masterbation, but it’s definitely not spiritual. I left the New Age immediately when I discovered its Satanic roots. Nothing good can grow from such a seed. I’m much happier and more deeply fulfilled now.
And I replied to him the comment below this morning (after receiving a notification that he had replied):
1 second ago
@FreedMan76 I HEAR you soul brother. However, Life itself is about continual FLOW with the Cosmic River and CHANGES; hence, this includes the probability that ANY sentient being can CHANGE for the better at any given moment (to include you).
When we hold onto negative judgment about interconnected others, this stems from not being able to have compassion for, unconditionally forgive, and unconditionally accept/embrace whatever aspects that we judge in others/self.
UNconditional Love is a Universal language throughout this world and beyond, and is not solely about the New Age.
And this UNconditional/True Love is like a Cosmic Dance, meant to be shared with self AND others (not just others).
Some examples of self-love are: positive self-talk, taking care of our physical body (via drinking fresh water, eating mostly healthy foods, incorporating some exercise, listening to our body signals, resting, sleeping, etc.), having healthy boundaries, remembering to treat and gift ourselves, having compassion for self when we’re not feeling our best, etc.
So you see, self-love is NOT the same as selfishness or narcissism (the latter only caring about self to the extreme, and not others).
We all have free will, but if you continue to believe that self-love is wrong, bad, or even evil, then you are truly NOT a “Freed Man,” let alone a truly FREE SOUL.
However, we are ALL on our own, unique paths of soul growth and spiritual evolution—exploring, experiencing, enjoying, overcoming challenges, learning, and growing at our own pace—so simply continue being and doing who you are now, and discover where it takes you on your Earth journey.
If you’re TRULY happy, then carry on. But a happy person doesn’t waste their energy and time checking out a video by someone they don’t care for, and even leave a comment. Happy people simply enJOY Life and spread JOY to interconnected Life.
So if there are any aspects of your whole self who is still bitter—which stems from fear-based energies, along with negative judgment (that can be considered wrong, bad, and even evil/satanic)—then perhaps it’s time to ride the Cosmic Wave of CHANGE to increase your own vibrational frequency/FEELING state (that stems from your thoughts and beliefs).
May you further open your mind and heart, and always follow your own inner guidance/Heart/intuition/inner-wisdom. I wish you well.
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