After watching this Sadhguru video, “Kundalini Yoga: Awakening the Shakti Within,” receiving an insight, and sharing the comment below, I was about to add an update to an old post within this blog, “Dreams of Jesus.“
However, after doing a search within my blog for this post title to edit, I noticed that I had a draft post from 2014 titled, “Insights from Post Dreams of Jesus,” that I apparently forgot about (along with 140 other drafts, which I didn’t feel inspired to publish at the time, but trust that I will, in Divine perfect timing and order, if needed).
Comment for Sadhguru Video
Thank you so much Sadhguru for sharing this very helpful message, which seemed to support a vivid dream I had in 2001, where some unknown, male being (that I don’t recall seeing) told me to fly into a cave, and I trusted him, and did so. I appeared to be in an environment that looked like the Grand Canyons, and the cave was located on the other side of a very steep cliff. In this physical reality, I had a deep fear of heights, that even watching someone on TV or a movie in high areas made my hands and feet sweat profusely. However, in this dream, I had no fear, and as I gracefully flew into this cave—fully trusting that I can—I recall feeling so light and peaceful. I shared this in a post over a decade ago called, “Dreams of Jesus,” because right before I suddenly joined the Army and left my husband and two toddlers, I had about one week of spiritual dreams (though I didn’t recall dreams back then). And in one of those dreams, I was in pitch darkness, I felt terrified, and I shouted to Jesus 3 times (each time louder than before), and I then felt an invisible, strong presence in front of me that made the red eyes go away. I didn’t understand why I called Jesus, when I had let go of experimenting with various Christian denominations that year—after a decade of trying to see which one I fit into–because I became tired of all the hypocrisy. Anyway, I had another dream where I was in an old, empty house within a dark environment, and I heard all these negative voices, so I ran into the kitchen, I noticed some energy that seemed harmful, so I grabbed some kitchen knives and started throwing them at it, but it dodged them. So I shouted out to Jesus, again, 3 times, and I then felt the Full Presence (perhaps I AM Presence) in front of me. I also had another dream where I was in the middle of a desert, and a red wind approached me, and then entered my body. When I shared these dreams with my Korean neighbor in Okinawa—whom I found out over a decade later that she was a mystic—she told me (with a serious look on her face) that it was the Holy Spirit. I didn’t take it seriously then since I got tired of hearing anything related to religions; but now I trust that the actual Holy Spirit is the Divine Mother Goddess.
One of the commenters shared the following that I noticed after I shared the above comment (which Sadhguru had mentioned in the above video as well):
NOTHING COMES TO YOU UNLESS YOU ARE READY – This is a Universal law.
2014 Draft Post Originally Titled, “Insights from Post Dreams of Jesus”
Whenever I have an urge to review certain books that I’ve already read (inspired by my Beloved I AM Presence), to include any personal notes that I’ve made, I noticed that I gain further insights that I wasn’t ready for before.
As I was reviewing these books, I made note of two books that instantly reminded me of one of my oldest posts, “Dreams of Jesus” (published On November 10, 2011), which allowed me to have a deeper understanding of why I had these dreams at the time.
From the book, We, The Arcturians, on the top of page 271 (first paragraph)—I realized why I had experienced such vivid dreams—to include why I called out to Jesus three times in two different dreams, and why I was led to a lighted door in one of them—after I read about the the path of the fifth ray and Jesus (now Sananda) personally guiding “each through the door to the sixth ray […]”.
In addition, this book mentions the “Beloved I AM Presence,” which I thought was interesting at the time I came upon the page (March 26, 2014), and made a note that I had ordered the book, Beloved I AM: Messages from the Divine Feminine on March 25, 2014.
From the book, Beloved I AM: Messages from the Divine Feminine, on the right side of page 26 (with artwork of Sananda), helped me to better understand how all the dreams tied together—to include why I called out to Jesus three times in two different dreams, and why I flew into a cave in another dream after someone told me to, whom I now trust was Jesus/Christ within me.
At first, it baffled me as to why I didn’t bother to further analyze this dream; however, now I realize that I just wasn’t ready for the teacher to appear:
From “Dreams of Jesus” post: Bobbie was in an abandoned apartment. She was standing in the middle of a living room when she heard voices of evil spirits surrounding her. She ran toward the kitchen to grab some knives. As soon as she got to the knives, she noticed an evil figure at the entrance of the kitchen. She threw the kitchen knives at it, but it dodged all of them like one of the Matrix movies. In panic mode, she cried out for Jesus again…three times again…and Bobbie felt the unseen presence once again. And just like the previous dream, the evil spirit vanished.
The following is from a dream dictionary that I use as a guidance tool (however, I follow my intuition first and foremost; hence, if it doesn’t feel true, I don’t take the information as truth):
Your dream house is symbolic of the Self, while the rooms inside the house relate to various aspects of the Self and to the many facets of your personality.
To dream that you are in the living room represents the image that you portray to others and the way which you go about your life. It is representative of your basic beliefs about yourself and who you are. Alternatively, the living room is indicative of your freedom and space. This is the boundary between your personal self and your public self. Objects that do not belong in the living room denotes the various aspects of your life that are invading your personal space.
To see a kitchen in your dream signifies your need for warmth, spiritual nourishment and healing. It may also be symbolic of the nurturing mother or the way that you are for your loved ones. Alternatively the kitchen represents a transformation. Something new or life altering is about to occur.
To dream that you are carrying a knife signifies anger, aggression and/or separation. There may be something in your life that you need to cut out and get rid of.
Perhaps the image that I was portraying to others was that my life was like an abandoned house (symbolic of abandoned soul/Self), and the only thing remaining were the “voices of evil spirits” surrounding me (i.e., my ego self’s own negative thoughts bombarding my mind, and creating my own version of “hell”on Earth). I was going about life as though I was a victim to these so-called voices (my own ego self’s fearful voice), and that they can control me, rather than realizing that my habitual negative thoughts—“objects that do not belong in the living room”/various aspects of my life that no longer highly serve my soul growth—were in fact invading my soul’s freedom and space.
I ran into the kitchen because it’s symbolic of my soul’s need for “warmth, spiritual nourishment and healing.” The so-called “evil spirit” that I was running away from was merely an aspect of self reflecting back to me my own fear energy (my fearful ego self/unhealed masculine energy/wounded inner-child) that’s deeply stored within my DNA ready to be released and healed. My attempt to kill my ego self with knives stemmed from anger toward myself (a lack of self-love). I trust that I called to Jesus (Christ within me) three times because I intuitively knew, at a soul level, my Beloved I AM Presence—Trinity: God (Divine Masculine Energy/Consciousness: already healed version of my ego self), Goddess (Divine Feminine Energy/Consciousness/healed shadow self), and Divine Spirit/All That Is. Perhaps the three times is symbolic of Trinity. I trust that “the kitchen” was indeed where transformation began, and I resonate with the quote, “Something new or life altering is about to occur.”
To see or dream that you are in a cave symbolizes the womb and thus signify refuge, protection and concealment. continue co-creating after reading about the magic of caves = http://www.earthspirit.com/fireheart/fhcav.html
Update
6/22/2024
Although I had saved this poster within my phone since February, I didn’t connect the dots until today (of me throwing knives, in the dreams of Jesus, also relating to “Sekhmet of the Knives” within this poster, and many other puzzle pieces 🧩 relating to my experiences with Mother Goddess Sekhmet, especially in dream state):
