Note: This is a continuation post from the previous one titled 1) “Messages from Lone Black Wolf and Pack of Coyotes“, followed by 3) “I AM Mostly Dark, Negative Energy“ and 4) “Actual LIVING of Profound Spiritual Concepts is TRUE WISDOM“; but can be read on its own
The following is a comment I shared for the helpful video “2020 is Your Year!: 5 Ways EMPATHS Can THRIVE! (in our “3D” modern society)“:
Thanks Vic, I deeply appreciate you and all of your very helpful sharing of your inner-strength, BOLD courage, authenticity, vulnerability, refreshing honesty, encouragement, upliftment, empowerment, inspiration, and the expansion of our individual and collective consciousness.
Regarding #3 of this video, I do truly yearn to be surrounded by those who are unconditionally loving—or at least somewhat close to it—but I find myself often being surrounded by mostly the opposite.
Ironically, while at your retreat in Sedona this past August, I had a session with the psychic that your best friend, Aaron, had recommended.
I’m still very grateful for:
– the initial insight that she shared: that I’m a teacher and healer who’s overcome a lot of traumatic challenges, and there’s a great reason why I’m in Sedona
– what she had strongly confirmed after I told her: of being a multidimensional open-mic comedian who shares humor integrated with unconditional love and profound wisdom
– her mentioning that I need to focus on building my psychic abilities while living in Sedona, as well as learn about reiki energy healing, and then move to Las Vegas in two years where there’s an abundance of opportunities to share my talents
However, when I mentioned that I was currently at a job where there’s one particular person (my manager), who’s extremely negative—and one by one, every coworker is revealing their own perspective of how this is true, and negatively affecting them as well—-this psychic told me, “So what.”
She then continued that I need to stay at this job—rather than bouncing from job to job—and even in my current relationship, because things will eventually improve.
Well, that conversation took place in August, and now it’s the end of November, and this person hasn’t changed much (more than likely mirroring the snail-like slow change of negative habits within me).
It’s very draining, and though I’ve had a couple of heart to heart honest talks with her, she still continues to make everyone at the office miserable.
She spends at least half the day total complaining how much work she has to do, she gossips to the extreme about everyone and their mamas and grandmamas (especially our founder and her husband whom she refers to as a narcissist and con artist), she makes fun of how stupid people are, she repeats all that she can’t stand about life, and she adds more of her projects onto her employees plate.
I’ve been doing my best to do shadow work, but I wonder how much more of this is necessary for my soul growth. I’m just exhausted, at times, on all energetic levels—physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. I’m so tired that I’ve lost interest in pursuing my interests, let alone fiery passions (like performing open-mic as a hobby).
To be honest, today, I feel very vulnerable. I’ve had three beers so far so that 
I could cry and release, because I had a feeling I was suppressing; and I deeply cried for a few minutes.
Both you and Aaron (though I haven’t watched his videos in a while) have shared in your videos often, TO LET GO OF WHATEVER NO LONGER serves you, makes you happy, brings you joy, benefits you, encourages you, uplifts you, empowers you, inspires you, etc. So it can be confusing, these messages that contradict that psychic’s message that Aaron recommended.
I’m at the point where I don’t care anymore. I recently found out that there are two other employees at work who are not trustworthy, and I trusted them. From an expanded perspective, I realize that I don’t need to trust anyone human, that I could simply love them unconditionally; but I suppose I yearn to be around those I trust completely. Perhaps I need to trust myself completely.
If you resonate with the idea, check out (if you haven’t already), the wonderful Vickie Howie from Sedona. The 5 Shadow Qualities to Heal Your Chakras (there’s a video for each one) has been mind-blowing and eye-opening, though I don’t think I’ve even come close to truly learning them, let alone mastering them.
Anyway, I’m not expecting you to reply or to have any answers. I’m just venting. If you even had the time to read this message, thank you so much. If not, it wasn’t meant to be.
I also realize that, ultimately, psychic or no psychic, I need to always follow my inner guidance, which is Source/Soul/Spirit/Higher Self/God-Self/Goddess-Self/Master Teacher within.
I realize that I need to unconditionally love my whole self more, to have healthier boundaries, and to mostly do what makes me truly happy.
Take care Victor. This world is blessed to have highly evolved Beings like you. I will continue to enjoy your existence and amazing 
contribution to planet Mother Earth and way beyond.
Continue to Be an invaluable gift. Much love soul brother.
Mulantis
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