Note: This post includes excerpted sections from a chapter titled, “The Disguised Gift of Material Loss” from my upcoming first book, Invaluable Birth to Earth Gifts: A Treasure Chest from a Soul’s Journey. It is also an update—rays of sunshine piercing through dark clouds—to the recently published post, “A Letter to Disease, HUmanity, god of this World and Goddess/All That Is” and is from August 25-27, 2015.
My husband informed me this morning (8/25/2015) that we had officially lost our house. To my great surprise, I didn’t fearfully react the way I had imagined I would when I found out that I lost something else.
Rather than being devastated, I remained calm. Even while being calm, I thought it was quite interesting that I was able to do so.
I wondered if this was due to having gotten used to gradually losing everything in my outer world since 2011. Or, perhaps it was my Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within me who helped me to be inner peace…or even both.
After taking a shower, I reminded my husband that by changing our perspective about the situation, we could actually start feeling excited about our move into a smaller, more intimate apartment. Note: I’ve learned that mastering our thoughts allows us to master our emotions, words and actions, which I’ve been practicing to the best of my ability.
Afterall, we’ve had two extra rooms in the house that was pretty much used for storage, we sometimes talked about how moving elsewhere would be adventurous, and even talked about how we would love to live in a neighborhood where we wouldn’t have to hear blasting music often, or the sound of firecrackers going off in the middle of the night starting about five days prior to holidays.
In addition, we received three surprise checks recently, which was completely unexpected, and was enough money to pay for our moving expenses, to include the movers, rent deposit, pet deposit, rent, etc.
The checks were from the closing of our condo in Hawaii—the one I had bought in 2005 while stationed in Hawaii—and the last of the rent money that had accumulated due to our misunderstanding of the situation; we were under the impression that everything would be taken from us in relation to the closeout of the condo.
When I opened an e-mail from our former condo manager, I noticed that the street number of the address, where we had received the miraculous checks, was 888, which I instantly and intuitively knew was yet, another sign from my Beloved within.
The website, ANGEL NUMBERS – Joanne Sacred Scribes, was a guidance tool that I often used whenever I experienced number synchronicity. Note: Click on the “888” link above to see a detailed meaning from this website that I trust matches my situation.
These days, I reference the angel number meanings when I feel like it, but I just trust that simply acknowledging them and expressing my gratitude to all aspects and extensions of Divinity within—ultimately Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within—is suffice.
I also realize that these sacred numbers, that I (and many others) often notice daily, may have additional meanings as well—to include TRUTH codes from Archangeloi of Elohim of the Blue Rays of Consciousness, as well as triggering of Master Numbers, sacred geometry, Language of Light, once dormant DNA, ancient memories, etc. from our Galactic, Celestial, and Universal Family of Light.
I trust that the hearing of various tones on a daily basis, to include musical ones, is an activation of such inner gifts as well.
When I dig deeper, I realize, once again, that my soul/Spirit always sends me everything that I need to experience for interconnected Life’s highest benefit. Thank you Beloved within me for reminding me to continue trusting you rather than freaking out and losing hope for self—as fearful ego self—especially in the post mentioned on top.
Looking back, my husband and I also realized that whenever we had a seemingly fearful, financial issue, we always ended up receiving—sometimes at the very last minute—whatever amount or help (in another form) we needed in Divine perfect timing and order.
When our last car (not current one) broke down completely, we kept our spirits up by staying positive, and walked to wherever we needed to go—up to 8 miles to a local store—and even used a rental car every now and then.
We then experienced a nice surprise. To make a long story short, an older Korean lady that we helped out, about a week prior to our car breaking down, ended up helping us by talking to her sister-in-law into selling her extra used car to us at a discounted price.
A week or so prior to our car breaking down, despite not having much money, I had a strong urge to go to a Korean restaurant that was further away from our house than the other ones, and was a little more pricey.
My logical mind obviously thought it wasn’t a good idea, but my heart felt otherwise; and I was glad that I had followed my heart’s inner guidance.
Looking back, there were times where I had made impulse decisions based upon how I strongly felt (which I trust is from Spirit within), though my logical mind would bombard me with screaming thoughts of panic afterwards. However, the end results of such “unreasonable” decisions (according to society) always ended up deeply benefiting, not only self, but others as well.
So, once again, even though my logical mind reminded me that I should use the money we had wisely since there wasn’t much of it, my heart reminded me to follow my path of excitement and passion, which informs me that I’m in alignment with my soul/SPirit…basically, on the “right” path. Note: I learned this information from Bashar (channeled through Darryl Anka), and from Pleiadian teachings (mentioned in book toward bottom of post)—both of whom I deeply resonate with
My husband and I ended up helping the older lady and her small family business that wasn’t doing well, which just started with a simple mention that we noticed that they didn’t have a website, and that having one would be very helpful to them these days.
The older lady’s face—which initially appeared very sad and hopeless—lit up and she sat down next to me and shared from her heart many personal stories.
She was the owner/waitress/chef/accountant, etc., and her husband and sister-in-law helped here and there. Her oldest son was no longer able to help with the family business, and had left a while back.
Since the older lady and her husband couldn’t afford to pay for a new website, my husband and I ended up co-creating a website for them for free; they just had to pay for their monthly and annual fees to their hosting company in order to maintain it.
We we’re so glad to hear from them that the modern design website brought them more business. I had no doubt that Spirit within had guided me to this experience, among many others.
When I didn’t have enough money to visit my kids, my new friend Zilkia, whom I mentioned in the recent post, “Starting to See Outer World Reflect Inner Change” informed me that she was planning on dropping her college-attending daughter off to the same state that my kids happened to live in, and offered me to go on a road trip with her where she would drop me off en-route to her destination, which thankfully wasn’t out of the way.
She also stated that it would be fun talking to one another on the long trip. The timing could not have been more perfect. I thanked her (as well as my Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within) and took the offer, and the trip was very healing for all of us.
Note: I’ve learned from the beautiful and wise book, Beloved I AM: Messages from the Divine Feminine, that our Beloved I AM Presence is within all of Life, and I trust this information/knowledge/Light to be true since it highly resonates with me; hence, a better understanding of a Jesus quote that I had shared in the recent post, “Dream of Pregnant Woman with Cube Belly and Smiling Child“:
“I was naked, and you gave me clothing. I was sick, and you cared for me. I was in prison, and you visited me.” [ Jesus didn’t mean he was in prison because he was also visiting prisoners, the way some Christians may misunderstand the words (or like to manipulate them); but rather, he was stating that God (of both the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine energies and consciousness) is within all of Life, to include the so-called unforgivable prisoners, and that Christ Consciousness (which Jesus had) is available to all souls] Matthew 25:36
I trust that recent events, among others, were no coincidence as well, but rather, a series of Divine synchronicity—both negative and positive, the former enhancing the latter since duality and polarity works wonders that way; otherwise, positive experiences wouldn’t be so meaningful without the negative providing a comparison.
My husband and I are treating Zilkia and her daughter for their thoughtfulness, kindness and unconditional love. I was delighted to see that even Zilkia was confident that us crossing paths, as well as our kids living within the same state, was no coincidence at all.
It’s deeply soul touching to experience how everything—Life/All That Is—is truly interconnected, and we’re all meant to most highly benefit one another, though sometimes, it may not initially appear so from the outer surface.
The following (in pink text only) is a comment that I shared with Trinity Esoterics who have been so helpful, and I’m sharing it because I want others to know how wonderful they are:
Archangel Gabriel and Shelley from within us and outside of us: Thank you so much for all the unconditional love that you generously share with humanity and beyond, and for simply Being amazing you.
Your encouraging, refreshingly honest, supportive, uplifting, empowering, wise, and inspirational messages have kept my husband and I going through some very challenging times, especially financially, and we just wanted to share this donation from our hearts. One day, we look forward to gifting you with a greater amount.
To our great surprise, despite the “financial issues,” we received whatever amount we needed for whatever moments in Divine perfect timing and order; and we trust that these are signs from SPirit within to continue trusting in the Divine Plan.
Again, thank you for Being a blessing to All That Is…Master Teacher and beyond. ^_^
Regarding the dramatic statement I made yesterday about the trip to the Grand Canyons—in the post mentioned on top—what I forgot to mention is how I came up with the idea in the first place.
Ever since I read my all-time favorite book, Bringers of the Dawn: Teachings from the Pleiadians, I sometimes wondered what it would be like to actually experience a suggestion they had made regarding “the cliff” idea.
Although I’m terrified of heights, to the point where my palms and feet sweat profusely with the mere thought or sight of me or someone else being on a high surface, there’s a part of me that gets excited with the idea of doing the seemingly impossible.
I have a strong feeling that the fearless aspect of me is the same one who has actually flown in several dreams, which I shared within this blog, as well as other courageous words and actions.
I’ve also co-created a post a while back titled, “A Response to, ‘God, I’m Scared‘” which is about the very fearful aspect of me being stuck on a very high, metal beam up in the sky, and then being helped by God.
So I thought, since I’ve done some crazy-ass things in my life, why not give the cliff idea a shot…for shits n giggles; that is, if I can build enough courage to do something like that when I feel that there’s nothing else to lose.
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Added August 28, 2015 (Friday)
I woke up at 11 p.m. last night, and couldn’t fall back asleep. So I decided to get up and search for some Citrine Native American artwork, jewelry or dream-catcher for my daughter—a surprise gift for her new journey.
My husband woke up around 3 a.m., and we went outside our backyard. I noticed what I initially thought was a full moon, but after doing some research on full moon energies afterwards—since I recalled reading a while back that it’s very powerful (especially enhancing intuition and feelings)—I learned that it was a phase toward the full moon for the super full moon tomorrow, on August 29th.
I came upon this reading, “Unlimited Possibilities – Pisces Full Moon” and decided to add it to this post to share it—with anyone who crossed paths with this information in Divine perfect timing and order—because I trust that these powerful energies have influenced this entire month’s events and ways of being (both fearful and loving), not only for self, but for so-called others as well.
The following are some highlights of the very helpful and wonderful reading/link above (again, much gratitude to Jana, creator of reading):
Unlimited Possibilities.
Pisces helps you make sense of life. It helps bring all the pieces together. It is symbolic of the boundless ocean of unlimited possibilities […]
The veil between worlds is thin.
Because of it’s natural state of duality (two fish swimming in opposition) Pisces may also drum up moodiness, hypersensitivity, and doses of self-pity. The key to navigating churning emotions is compassion, balance, and accepting change.
The Pisces Full moon represents a time when the veil between the physical and spiritual worlds is thin. You may experience bursts of insight, feel more intuitive, or have intense dreams […]
Be attuned to hunches, coincidences, and repeating messages from other people or situations outside of yourself. What are you feeling or thinking in these moments? These are clues that help you align with your higher purpose.
Random acts of service.
Pisces inspires compassion […] Compassion is one of the most healing forces on the planet. It opens our hearts as well as those who receive compassion. Holding a vibration of unconditional love is one of the most powerful forces you can create. It shifts your vibe and what you attract, and everyone around you also feels elevated by your presence […]
Tap into your vivid imagination.
Impressions and messages from your guides are heightened with the Pisces Full Moon. Tapping into your intuition and visualizing the results you want are intensified with this full moon […] Listen to the guidance of your heart versus head. This is your life […] Remember that making no decision is the same thing as saying, “I want everything to stay the same.” Be bold and creative when envisioning your amazing life!
Surrender!
Pisces reminds you to surrender. The full moon has a way of uncovering whatever emotions you need to release. It brings up stuff like feeling unsupported, unresolved emotional wounds, addictions and means of escape come to light, and anything else that is sabotaging your progress. Limitations and fears are highlighted at this time so you can see where you’ve been getting in your own way in resolving them. This is full moon is a great time to ask yourself,
What habits do I need to change to achieve my goals?
Why do I hold onto particular behaviors or beliefs?
What delusions do I need to release?”
Who do I need to forgive?
How do I follow my soul’s desires?
Pisces supports you in releasing resentments, judgement, grudges, and codependence. This includes self-judgement and forgiving yourself. Pisces reminds you to accept what is and to focus on only you. You’re only responsible for your life. Other people will have opportunities to heal, with or without your help. By letting go of what you cannot change and focusing on what you can change, you lighten your load […]
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