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Have you ever experienced feeling frustrated at times, with not having CRYSTAL CLARITY about your next moves within your Life Path?
How about feeling SO DONE with having more than enough experiences of what you don’t prefer in Life, that you’re confidently READY for more of what you DO prefer in Life?
Are you tired of others telling you that you’re not being and/or doing enough, when you have been throughout your life (lives)?
And last but not least…
as an Ancient Spirit and/or Old Soul, have you ever felt IMMENSELY EXHAUSTED at times…
from OVERCOMING SO MANY LIFETIMES of CHALLENGES…
GIVING SO MUCH of WHOLE Self/selves within MANY earthly and otherworldly realities (that you’ve recalled via dream state)…
going through some INTENSE, accelerated, ascension symptoms, ETC…
that you’re just fully READY to simply REST, RECOVER, RELAX, REJUVENATE, FLOW, BASK, and RECEIVE more (i.e., and other Divine Feminine Energies/Goddess Essence/Heart: Unconditional Love, to include CREATING WITH JOY)?
It’s one thing to unconditionally and continually GIVE SO MUCH from the HEART…
that is mostly IMMEASURABLE (to this world), and often go UNNOTICED and UNAPPRECIATED…
but it can become very discouraging, if or when we FORGET all that we truly are…
as Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE Self/self…
and ALL that we’ve CONTRIBUTED to this world/Galaxy/Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse/&♾️…
and start to get lost within the false belief that we are NOT being and/or doing enough…
just because the majority of this ASS-BACKWARDS, unevolved world says so.
I invite you to my own personal stories that has helped me on my journey so far.
And since you’re here—and ALL Souls are energetically connected—I trust that you, too, can make your own discoveries.
I have no doubt that this post contains an abundance of invaluable and helpful:
stories, authentic and honest expressions (not just “right and good”), information, knowledge, profound wisdom (especially from my “mistakes and failures”)…
insights, ideas, methods, examples, analogies, etc., that I have intuitively weaved together 🕷️🕸️…
that you can ponder, and intuitively incorporate into your own life.
I realized that the best way I can help others is by simply doing my best daily to Lead by Example, and to Be Living Wisdom (though I still have a lot to learn and apply myself).
And whenever it seems that I’m not in alignment ☯️✡️🕉️ with MERGED Heart/Mind 💖 within, then you can also learn from those moments as well.
Once I create my first, online business, I will also offer additional services (besides this free blog of over 13 years).…
that may include: a newsletter, workshops, a course, plus personal and/or group coaching services, retreats, etc. that can further support you.
I will be charging for future services since, I, too, desire to THRIVE (and not just survive) within this physical world…
where the neutral tool of money, can be used in highly beneficial ways for interconnected Life (rather than misused and abused).
And the more I have, the more generous I can Be toward contributing to Life.
Plus, I have further re-membered (as a Soul), and further learned (as physical being)…
that my habitual Full Presence 👁️👀, Heart/Mind 💖, Multidimensional gifts 💝, profound wisdom (as an Ancient Spirit & Soul), focus, attention, time, energy, and efforts, are all VERY RARE & INVALUABLE.
I initially titled this post, “Synchronicity 🧩s: 🧘🏻♀️&➡️📭🎤🎭💡, 😯 Main Life Path 🐸🐬🤗❤️🔥👣🏞️, Heaven on 🌏🌎🌍🏡s 😲😃🤩🥰🫠, & First Known 🕯️Encounter 👤👥 with Unknown ⚫️ Amish: Innovative Creators 🕷️🕸️ of Tiny 🏡 Communities,”….
but I decided to change it the next day to what it is now, that felt more helpful for others.
Very early this morning, while meditating in bed (lying down)…
and then briefly crying/releasing/healing from having been exhausted from recent challenges…
I suddenly TUNED INTO 🎛️📻 an unexpected, highly creative and joyful state.
And I started receiving insights and ideas for more open-mic comedy sets.
This usually happens while I’m showering 🚿 🧼 at times, but other times, I’ll effortlessly IMAGINE, VISUALIZE 👁️👀 and strongly FEEL as if these “future” moments are happening NOW.
This has happened at least two other time recently, when the 3rd time occurred…
I intuitively and confidently (finally) knew the answer that I had been seeking…
and that I’ve asked many times (within)—until I recently released the need to know—for CRYSTAL CLEAR CLARITY regarding my next phase(s) of Life Path.
I’ve learned, on my journey, that we can experience many CONTRASTS in Life that show all that we DON’T prefer…
that can take us increasingly closer to all that we DO prefer.
I’m pretty sure the source of this helpful information was from wonderful Abraham-Esther Hicks (though I’m not a full-time follower).
Because I’ve considered open-mic comedy as a once in a blue moon, sporadic hobby…
I’ve pursued many other paths since I also wanted to make money again.
Though I’ve learned the hard way to further releasing my ego’s strong grip of working conventional, 9 to 5 jobs (after many, but not all, unpleasant experiences)…
there were still remnants of needing to find a new career path (via others beliefs)…
where I could make money while doing what I’m passionate about and enjoy.
Otherwise, like billions of people on this planet, who are stuck in poverty consciousness state…
I would end up increasingly miserable being in robot 🤖 mode, and just going through life according to what’s expected of us from society.
As I slowly, gradually, quickly, and even rapidly, at times, further tune into Prosperity Consciousness…
I prefer Being like many free-spirited Souls who are doing what they love for a living as Entrepreneurs.
So I explored the path of the (Multidimensional) Life Coach…
since it seemed to be the closest to what I’ve been naturally and freely doing for a few decades…
especially for many strangers that I had crossed paths with throughout this world (shared story within About page of this blog).
So I invested in a very expensive program, fully trusting and investing in its claimed, high value.
I learned some very helpful information and wisdom, but there was always something missing, that was Soul-igniting and deeply heartfelt.
But because I had invested so much, $15,000, my logical, physical mind (not Higher Mind) has convinced me that it’s completely irresponsible and even cowardly to just quit; plus, it’s a waste of money.
Plus, my society-conditioned (since childhood) mind, also reminded me that in order to survive, we need to somehow make money.
Therefore, hobbies like open-mic 🎤 comedy 🎭 are not even an option to consider.
Why? Because according to the majority of society…
(a very strong individual and Collective belief, stemming from deeply ingrained poverty consciousness/ lack mentality)…
it takes a VERY LONG, AND EXTREMELY CHALLENGING TIME to even get noticed by the “right” people…
let alone consistently succeed and make any money.
And this archaic belief of “WORKING VERY HARD TO ACHIEVE ANYTHING” also stems from poverty consciousness…
deeply ingrained by a male-energy dominant, patriarchal society.
Because as I’ve shared before, HUNDREDS OF BILLIONS WITHIN HUMANITY have BUSTED THEIR ASSES OFF since the dawn of time…
but yet, the majority were dirt poor, or barely making ends meet.
So this method has PROVEN throughout history, that it’s absolutely NOT the way to a fulfilling life.
I’ve also learned on the open-mic comedy journey, that it’s even MORE DIFFICULT for females to succeed…
since, like the military that I’ve already experienced, where it’s true…
it is VERY HEAVY, MALE-DOMINANT, where many males perceive women as less than (though the emotionally intelligent and wise ones know better, since we all have our own strengths).
Even Ali Wong’s helpful and funny book 📕, “Dear Girls,” she shared how male comedians mistreated her, though there’s always the exceptions even for her.
However COMMA she overcame these obstacles with a fiery spirit ❤️🔥.
Plus, even other female comedians like Ellen DeGeneres—who has been my top, handful of favorites—overcame very difficult challenges, and succeeded with her super lovable Self/self.
As I’ve shared before, BELIEFS—whether negative or positive—are VERY POWERFUL.
So it’s completely understandable that I, as the ultra-sensitive, empath aspect of WHOLE Self/self (since childhood)…
had taken onboard (unknowingly absorbed) others’ fear-based and lack-mentality beliefs throughput open-mic comedy experiences.
Even from my personal experiences, most (not ALL) male, open mic comedians were extremely competitive (in an unhealthy way)…
bitter about not getting a break—after years to decades of performing—and definitely not friendly, let alone supportive.
After one too many of these unpleasant experiences, I was conflicted between…
what I felt excited about creating and enjoyed performing…
and the mostly negative environment that I didn’t look forward to returning to again.
So I further realize why I eventually grew further and further apart from what I very much enjoyed.
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Update stories and insights (below) added on 8/12/2024
I was also IMMENSELY TIRED of even the thought of continuing to “WORK VERY HARD.”
I’ve been working hard since 9th grade, to include manual labor at military summer hire jobs during scorching hot weather.
I’ve experienced working double shifts as a waitress in my late teens through early teens, from 10:00 am to 2:30 am.
In the Army, my typical schedule was waking up around 4:00 am, and coming home from work between 6:00 – 7:30 pm (increasingly later as years went by, due to leadership positions).
Plus, there were 24 hour shifts and working during the weekend many times.
Even while deployed, I worked 15 hours per day for 3 months straight, without a single day off. Before and after the Army, I worked hard at various civilian jobs, even studying and learning during off days how I can better contribute to these jobs.
Going above and beyond no matter where I worked since childhood also came with a high price…
becoming a workaholic without life and work balance.
I’ve even been working hard to fit into society and survive—and not being a normal kid—since early childhood…
waking up at 5:00 am every morning due to my parents being early risers (and experiencing much neglect and abuse).
Even while visiting my Korean grandmother’s house practically every summer and winter breaks…
our very motivated, former Army, well-meaning, young uncle treated my sister-like cousins and I like soldiers (starting early elementary school 😅)…
even shouting, “WAKE UP!!!” every dark morning 😴😳…
where we had to quickly fold the blankets and put them away, brush our teeth, wash our faces, and be ready for breakfast (like Army Basic Combat Training).
Throughout high school, while others were taking 1 science class per year, I took 2 (in addition to other challenging classes)…
because I was informed by my teachers that this would helpful on my college application as a Biology major.
In addition to that were very difficult AP classes, various sports, Student Council President, Honor Society, science fair in Japan, Model U.N Conference in Cali, art projects, ETC.
I didn’t know how the hell I was able to do all that with no support at home.
Plus, I had struggled academically since elementary school…
even needing to take a few special classes (due to speaking mostly Korean at home while my adoptive dad was often away).
Almost 3.5 decades later, I learned that this late 80’s plus timeframe is when there was a powerful spiritual movement (MAJOR ENERGETIC SHIFT)…
where our once dormant, spiritual DNA 🧬 started activations; so then it made sense.
This also explained why, after leaving Army life in 2011…
I experienced an EXPLOSION 💥 of SO MANY earthly and otherworldly dreams, recalling past/present/future lives within parallel and alternate realities (as other humans, extraterrestrials, Lightbeings, the Divine, etc.).
Plus, numerous dreams (to include symbolic) of earthly animals otherworldly creatures.
Some days upon waking up, I feel so exhausted from SO MUCH ACTIVITIES during dream state.
And when some of those are very unpleasant, then that can become EXTRA CHALLENGING during waking hours.
Plus, there have been (and continue to be) other types of Divine Synchronicity…
to include daily number synchronicity, other outer world signs 🪧 from the Universe, flash visions during awake state, astral travel, increasing psychic abilities, etc.
So after typing all of this, I COMPLETELY REALIZED that I have DEFINITELY NOT given Self/self close to enough credit for ALL that I’ve been through in THIS and MANY other lifetimes.
And I further realized that I’ve been ON THE GO from early childhood through adulthood.
So my NERVOUS SYSTEM—that has served me very well throughout my life—has reached a point where it’s like…
ENOUGH!!!
So it is CRYSTAL CLEAR NOW…
that it REALLY doesn’t matter what others tell people who they should be and do (or not)…
because they DON’T see the WHOLE picture, and they DON’T know fully and truly what’s best for whoever.
So again, just because someone has become very tired in life…
doesn’t necessarily mean that s/he is lazy, unmotivated, a procrastinator, a quitter, an unbeliever…
hasn’t forgiven enough, hasn’t meditated enough, hasn’t learned enough knowledge and wisdom…
hasn’t given back to society enough, hasn’t tithed enough, hasn’t taken enough actions, ETC.
If many more Souls of this world experienced an noticeable increase of their spiritual DNA 🧬 being suddenly activated…
so many of the people trying to convince Souls that they need to be this and that—and basically need to be fixed—would have nothing on them.
And I further realized, that ANY Soul can CHOOSE, at ANY given moment..
NOT to allow others to manipulate, control, and/or influence them in ways they DON’T prefer.
END OF: Update stories and insights (above) added on 8/12/2024
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When Sedona closed the only two open-mic comedy places to perform…
I embraced that perhaps it’s just meant to be a hobby whenever I get a chance to perform.
Granted, the exciting, inner rehearsals would reignite every now and then…
as if my Spirit & Soul were whispering reminders of what truly makes me come alive…
when it comes to a new way to Be highly creative (that I have no doubt can become one of my fortes).
Plus, when I expand my perspective, outside the limiting box 📦 of society-conditioned, fear-based beliefs..
I can SEE 👁️👀, with CLARITY, all the other Souls who have made their dreams come true, despite their own challenges.
I recently watched a Netflix show of Kevin Hart receiving the Mark Twain Prize for American Humor award.
And the most Soul-igniting and deeply heartfelt moments, is when he shared very powerful and inspirational words of profound wisdom.
In a nutshell (and paraphrasing here), he BRAVELY AND BOLDLY DECIDED decades ago (when he was starting out as an open mic comic)…
to put ALL of his eggs in 1 basket 🪺, without any backup plan…
and to JUST GO FOR what he confidently knew he LOVED doing, and what he was passionate ❤️🔥 about.
Kevin’s sincere words really hit home…SOUL HOME, to the depths of my Heart 💗.
Though a smaller part of me briefly felt sad that I had been the exact opposite of him when it comes to UNSHAKABLE FAITH/TRUST in Self/self…
a greater part of me felt so grateful that he MIRRORED🪞to me exactly what I needed to hear.
This is the Divine ✨gift 💝💖 of OPPOSITES/CONTRASTS/DUALITY/POLARITY…
that comes with package deal of physical worlds.
Update stories and insights below added on 8/12/2024:
Plus, as I shared in a comment for the Amish, tiny home community video further below…
how I had this UNSHAKABLE FAITH/TRUST in Self/self at a major juncture of my life.
(This part and below wasn’t included in above comment): But I had lost it along my journey, due to disappointments in the Divine, who seemed to lack compassion, power and support.
So now I more deeply empathize with the elderly woman who glared at me (story shared in a recent post).
I also realized that Kevin Hart had also MIRRORED🪞to me the 3rd ESSENE MIRROR of RELATIONSHIPS…
🪞of that which was lost, given away, or taken away…
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that I shared another story about in the recent post:
END OF: Update stories and insights (above) added on 8/12/2024”
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So this morning, around 4:00 am, after feeling super excited about my inner world, open mic comedy performances that I thoroughly enJOYed…
I communicated to the Divine within to help me with certain monetary aspects of my life (that I specified)…
so that I can find a highly beneficial, new home environment that I LOVE…
and where I can THRIVE (since I hadn’t experienced a mostly healthy environment before)…
thats somewhat near an overall supportive, open mic comedy club(s)
so that I can fully Be and continue to generously share (in new ways) my Soul’s gifts…
that has the potential to highly benefit Self/self/others/interconnected Life.
Soon after this inner conversation, I simply followed my Inner Guidance/Intuition 💖 as usual.
I just did what I felt like that seemed exciting to whatever degree (part of a teaching by Bashar, channeled via Darry Anka—FOLLOWING PATH OF EXCITEMENT 😯😃🤩🥰🤗🫠).
I decided to stimulate my sub’s consciousness mind—that’s known to create about 95% of our physical reality (it’s language being images and feelings).
I did a search for tiny and small, luxury homes—as well as other related searches—and then noticed the breadcrumbs of Divine Synchronicity as usual (to include number synchronicity).
And these signs 🪧 from the Universe 🌌 is like a “YES 🙂↕️, 🫵🏼 are on the 👍🏼👌🏼 path 👣🏞️🛤️🛣️!!”
To my great surprise 😲, I came upon short videos of what appeared to be HEAVEN ON EARTH 🌏🌎🌍 dream homes 🏡…
unlike ANYTHING I had ever seen before within this particular world.
Granted, I’ve seen MANY expensive homes 🏠, luxury homes, and/or huge mansions…
via TV, in the movies, and online.
And I’ve even seen many in person as well (since my former husband has been a Realtor for a while, and is currently also a Broker in Sedona, AZ, where there are many fancy houses).
But the houses I saw today seemed otherworldly.
The following are links to theses very short videos, (also shared comments):
- My favorite video so far of a Heaven on Earth Home 🏡 (though I prefer a much smaller version):
- https://youtube.com/shorts/roTKOxOHDGw?si=At_p1ia_LGz35ZF4https://youtube.com/shorts/O5btdyz0ChE?si=ief8zFBt-ZsQ0K9lhttps://youtube.com/shorts/_Ck-xLxcKXU?si=CqaApqRi_2KUUF7N
As I flowed in this direction of exploring new homes 🏡 for the near future…
I decided to TUNE INTO 🎛️📻🎥 a video that felt exciting to some degree.
And sure enough, I noticed 711—one of the many number sequences I’ve been seeing within the past 13 years—that showed up as number of 👍🏼 (after I liked it as well, it turned to 712).
The following are some of the online, 711 😇# poster messages 🗣️💖 that felt light to my Heart 💗💓:
Regarding the poster message above, it reminded me of the blog category page I published the day before yesterday, “A Message 🗣️💖❤️🔥 for My Beloved 💝Adult 👩🏻🧑🏻🦋 Children 👶🏻: 👧🏻👦🏻 🐛 Before I Depart This World🌏🌎,”…
as well as my recent, detailed, long message to the some of the staff of Brave Thinking Institute (mainly 3)…
for the Dream Builder (DB) Life Coach program that I had invested a lot of money in. [see UPDATE on 8/15/2024 further below].
I admit, I was very blunt, as if the former, Army Interrogator Instructor came out to play (that rarely does).
However COMMA I chose to trust in its effectiveness, despite how it can appear from the human perspective.
Because sometimes (as I’ve shared before), the gentle kind and/or stern, assertive approaches can go into one ear 👂🏼 and out the other.
So I was able to deeply empathize with former Amazon CEO, Jeff Bezos, though I was initially judgy 😅 in a recent post, “Thank You 🙏 : Archaic 🦖, Only Left-Brain Centered, Fear-based Ways of This World, for the Invaluable Gifts 💝of Contrasts ☯️, Including the 🙅🏻♀️ Misuse and Abuse of Power & Wealth.”
Again, I was able to emphasize with Jeff, IF he happened to be an @$$ to his former employees at times (or often, I don’t know 🤷🏻♀️).
It doesn’t make it okay to habitually treat people in a BLUNT way (pointing out substandard results).
But IF he started out communicating in a respectful and kind manner, but was brushed off, especially more than once…
I can see why he might’ve decided to TURN UP THE HEAT ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥☄️⚡️💥🌋, and LIGHT UP 🔥🔥🔥 SOME ASSES.
UPDATE added on 8/15/2024: I was offered a phone conversation with a Senior Staff member today, that went well (overall pleasant and peace-making); so I’m grateful for that.
And I also apologized to her—and the rest of the staff (asked her to pass it on)—for being too blunt and a bit aggressive, rather than tactful.
She, too, apologized—to the best of her ability for those moments–for basically not being fully present, compassionate, and helpful during this program’s important event this year.
I don’t regret all the content that was authentically, passionately, and honestly expressed, because it needed to be shared, and it led to working solutions.
However, I have learned that I can tone it down more next time.
I’ve decided to continue exploring other sections within this program—that has had good to great content so far (besides the majority of the business section)—so that I can SEE with further CLARITY the BIGGER picture.
[UPDATE added 8/21/2024: Out of curiosity, I checked out Lauren’s website; but don’t know why all of her courses are no longer available. i asked a Senior Staff member, and she didn’t even know why.
Plus, there were suddenly new, negative reviews online about Dream Builder Life Coach program and the Life Mastery Consultant program—that I hadn’t noticed before I signed up—which I saw afterwards, but hardly any positive reviews, except via their website.
Mat Boggs claims to have been on The Oprah Show, The Today Show, CNN, etc., but yet, I haven’t been able to find a single article, blog post, photo, or video clip for all of them, which seems very strange.]
^^^END OF ABOVE UPDATE^^^^
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Anyhoo, regarding this DB Life Coach program…
I made a deal with Beloved Self/God/Universe…
to SHOW ME THE FULL SUPPORT, and nothing half-ass anymore…
since I’ve been trusting, devoting, committing, dedicating, and giving it my ALL since I’ve been initiated by the Divine back in 2001 (before joining the Army)…
and I’ve been at it for over 13 years since I medically retired (after serving for over a decade)…
when it comes to both inner and outer work of MANY WORLDS—to include numerous parallel and alternate realities during dream state.
A SOUL SISTER’S EXTREMELY TIRED AT TIMES 😵😮💨, BECAUSE IT TAKES A LOT OF ENERGY TO BE MULTIDIMENSIONAL WITHIN MANY REALITIES…
that’s IMMEASURABLE to this particular physical world; hence, I used to allow ignorant MF’s to convince me, at times, that:
I don’t know enough, I don’t care enough, I don’t give enough, I don’t do enough, I’m not productive, I’m lazy, I’m not motivated, and all the other MEGA LOAD OF DOO DOO 💩.
FUCK ALL OF Y’ALL “KNOW IT ALL” MF’s.
Why don’t you do some COSMIC OBSTACLE COURSES—that make Marine Corps obstacle course look like baby phase—fly through a wormhole, transport to other CRAzyass realties (and not always pleasant ones 🌞🌈💐), dodge bullets, and THEN WE’LL CHAT.
BUT BEFORE THAT, YOU CAN ALL KISS MY MULTIDIMENSIONAL, JAPOREAN 🇯🇵🇰🇷-AMERICAN 🇺🇸 ASS.
Now that I allowed myself to fully express the above, so-called “negative, wrong, and bad,” yet, raw and authentic aspects of WHOLE Self/self…
I can fully release it 🌬️to the angelic realm to be TRANSMUTED back to Source.
Otherwise, I may end up denying and suppressing, which then causes the negative energies to stew within, and come out in out of control ways.
I also communicated to the Universe
to SHOW ME THE MONEY 🤑💰💰💵💵 I love 🥰 and appreciate 🙏—if it’s in my best interest to switch paths right away.
But until then, I will continue doing my best with this Life Coach path—as well as the Mastermind Business System (to create my first comedy-like course)—to see what else I can learn from both of them (that way, I won’t wonder in the far future).
After all, I can only do my best with the inner and outer world resources that I currently have (which is abundant, besides cash 😅 currently).
Plus, the nearest open mic comedy club is a 4 hour drive back and forth, so I choose to wait until I move to a more ideal location.
I do have a strong feeling that I’m going to “have my cake 🎂 and eat it 🍰 too.” 😁🥳🎉🎊🎈🙌🏼🎆🎇
I seemingly digressed, but I fully trust that the next puzzle piece 🧩 —comment I shared below—is somehow related to this particular series of Divine Synchronicity (though currently UNKNOWN 🌚 ⚫️).
I shared the following message for, “Just Buy the Home | NO KEY MONEY | Rare Tiny Home Community Opportunity | Don’t Miss Out!”:
Thank you so much 🙏 for sharing this helpful video that was intriguing and inviting 🐸. You both seem like very optimistic 🌞, Heart-led/intuitive 💖, nature 🏞️🌳🌷honoring, VISIONARIES with amazing 😯😃🤩🥰 ideas 💡.
The lady 🌹has a great sense of humor too! She made me laugh 😄 at the beginning.
You mentioned Amish, so wondered if you need to be one in order to be part of your tiny home 🏡 communities. 🤷🏻♀️ I’ll look into it. ☺️
I trust that regardless of worldly labels, backgrounds, groups, differences, opposites/contrasts/duality/polarity, etc., that further SEPARATE Souls (separation consciousness)…
the FOUNDATIONAL CORE of Life is ultimately about Unconditional/True Love 💗 —aka DIVINE LOVE for interconnected ALL THAT IS—as well as DIVINE WISDOM (doing our best to BE Living Wisdom) & DIVINE POWER.
Anyhoo, this location is gorgeous 🌺!!
I’ve been pondering a Soul-igniting and heartfelt tiny home community, and this opportunity sounds like an incredible deal (with Incredible Tiny Homes 😁).
I once CONFIDENTLY told something to a very skeptical doctor 🤔—that was completely understandable why he was this way—while I had UNSHAKABLE FAITH, despite an extremely challenging phase of Life.
When he said he wasn’t quite feeling warm fuzzies about my basically “impossible” situation (according to the limited human perspective)…
I 🐰🥕shared with him, “Doc, I’m not here to give you warm fuzzies. If God wants me to join the Army, He’ll MAKE IT happen.”
I was confident—without a shadow of a doubt—because prior to that moment, I had a week of unusual, vivid, spiritual dreams (first experience), though I had let go of this world’s religions after a decade of exploring (due to all the hypocrisy and many other red flags 🚩).
I still believed in Jesus and God, but intuitively knew they/He (and His LOVE) was MUCH GREATER than mankind’s limiting boxes 📦.
I still trust that there are still invaluable gems within this world’s religions, and other belief systems, but I’m simply on a Mystic path of experiencing the Divine directly (I later realized since early childhood).
And this series of numinous dreams included shouting to Jesus 3 times in ✌🏼different dreams, and then Him helping me…
the WHOLEy-Holy Spirit—that I later realized IS the long forgotten Holy Ghost/Mother Goddess 🕊️❤️🔥—entering my body as a red wind at a desert 🏜️…
And some unseen, gentle, yet, commanding male voice telling me to fly into a cave at what appeared to be the Grand Canyon…
and me confidently believing that I could—though I have an INTENSE fear of heights in this physical reality—and then flying into that cave.
And shortly after these dreams, I witnessed 3, undeniable signs 🪧 from outer world to TAKE A LEAP 🦗🦘OF FAITH and join the military…
that I NEVER wanted to, due to only being 4’9” tall (another reason why I’m drawn to TINY homes 🏡 😊).
And sure enough, though I was told by this doctor and my Army Recruiter, that there was only 1% chance that I could be approved by the medical board, it happened, as well as many other earthly and otherworldly MIRACLES since then.
So I choose to BOLDLY tune into 🎛️📻 the IMMENSE POWER of FULL TRUST/FAITH 💖 again (though I had lost it)…
that I can ALSO live my NEW 🐦🔥🪷🐣🌱🌿🌲🌳 DREAM LIFE—that can highly benefit energetically connected Life—that includes a wonderful dream home 🏡 that I LOVE 🥰, within a MERGED Heart/Mind 💖, unconditionally kind, and supportive 🐻🫂community 🌾.
If it’s highly beneficial for interconnected 🕸️ Self (Spiritual Self/Higher Self: Spirit & Soul)/self (human self)/“others”/Life 🌳🌼, we shall cross 👣 paths 🏞️🛤️🛣️in Divine ✨ perfect timing and order.
But if not—and were only meant to share with one another helpful information (Light 🕯️)—then I embrace that too.
enJOY 🫠🐸🤗 many Fully Present 💝 and pleasant 🪷moments of NOW 💖🌅🌄🌌🌠! 🙋🏻♀️
🖤🤍❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩷🩶💖❤️🔥
I’ll be going on an extended, solo trip soon, far far far away ☺️…
so this may be the last blog page or post for a while.
😘💝💖💗💓💕🐻🫂