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When Life feels very HEAVY at times, EMBRACE the so-called DARKNESS…

the DISCOMFORT…

the PAIN…

the STILLNESS…

the EMPTINESS…

the NOTHINGness…

the NOBODYness…

and DARE to fully TRUST in a very loyal POWER within you, that will help you to…

BOUNCE BACK…

FACE 🫵🏼 fears…

& RISE 🐦‍🔥AGAIN…

every single time, without fail, because it is part of your nature / Divine Essence to do so.

I shared the following comment for the YouTube video, “Divine Feminine, Your Energy Is Used As A Mirror To These Specific People…✨ DF
Reading”:

Thank you 🙏 for an overall, very helpful video message. I don’t relate to the middle section—13:41 ~ 18:51—but I understand that viewers don’t need to resonate with the entire message (like you stated); plus, I deeply appreciate the rest that felt spot on.

This past Friday, on 7/5/2024 of New Moon 🌚🌱, I had my second dream of white horses.

The first one was probably over a decade ago, and within 13 years of deep, inner work.

In the first Dream, I basically saw three, bright white, shimmering horses exit a barn side by side, and through a gate I was standing next to on a sunny day.

I don’t recall much details of the second dream, but I strongly sensed there was conflict between two large groups (which I trust was MIRRORING my own inner conflict).

At one point, I witnessed what appeared to be a monkey being behind another one threatening to cut his throat if ______(that group didn’t back down perhaps).

At another point I looked behind me—while we were breaking free from the other group—and vividly saw at least two, bright, clean, white horses running and kicking off I think monkey beings.

I felt proud of them, whoever I was in this symbolic and/or alternate reality dream.

Upon waking up, the white horses reminded me of the part of Self that wants to experience more inner power, freedom, and moving forward in Life, without being weighed down by old, outdated, non-beneficial energies.

And the monkey beings reminded me of “monkey brain” that Victor Oddo sometimes mentioned within his videos that I used to watch often…

basically our society-conditioned, fear-based, individual and Collective ego that tries to sabotage our efforts to change for the better…

due to mistaking what’s familiar—like frequent inner and outer world conflict (from childhood through adulthood)—with what’s safe, though the two don’t necessarily relate.

This online quote right below—by blog: hellofearless.com— perfectly matches what I strongly sensed about the message of this dream:

“Strength And Freedom: White horses
represent strength and freedom, inspiring us to break free from limitations and pursue our goals with determination. Transformation: White horses symbolize transformation and personal growth, encouraging us to embrace change and evolve into our best selves.”

I was drawn to an image of 2 white horses, which led to a reading that mentions white horses in 2 places in the Bible—related to an unknown rider and Jesus (know as Faithful and True).

The 5th image and reading I was drawn to mentioned horses in BATTLE, that matches this dream.

After recording this journal, and looking up dream meaning of white horses, I heard loud Raven sounds as they were flying by.

I opened the rest and most of the windows since it was very windy and cool (thanked Raven: Spirit Guide/Animal Totem/Power Animal and wind).

Most of this past Friday felt very HEAVY within, possibly due to releasing, healing, integrating and processing energies.

This included the very familiar and brief, accelerated ascension symptoms, such as fatigue, mild body discomfort—“Lightbody” symptoms rather than “flu” symptoms—and even half a day of a very rare, migraine-like headache (that dabs of organic, essential peppermint oil on a few parts of my head helped pretty quickly).

I’ve also been hearing louder than usual tones of various kinds—that’s also been occurring within 13 years—and thanked Self/Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse for highly beneficial, Cosmic frequencies.

So I did my best to simply be gentle with myself, and rest, relax, enjoy, recharge, and only focus on whatever I felt like at whatever moments (without judgment, doubts, guilt, or even shame of not being productive, that society often suggests).

Even when certain challenges showed up, I chose to believe that what’s for the highest benefit of Self/self/others, will ABSOLUTELY happen in Divine perfect timing and order, despite current, outer circumstances.

Therefore, when my phone call wasn’t returned by VA Prescott for important paperwork, though I was instructed to call back this past Friday, I let it go, and chose to trust in the greatest power within both inner and outer world.

The remnants of my old self attempted to overly focus on the why this happened, but I paid attention to my thoughts.

In a nutshell, during mid-June, I triggered (as you mentioned) a VA, male staff member by asking a simple follow-up question during a phone call (since I was informed by my VA facility to follow up with Prescott VA).

This young man reacted with much anger, and ironically accused me of being combative, twisting his words—though I just repeated back what he stated—and having an agenda, which were a bit dramatic, and not true.

But soon after, he revealed that he was so tired of Veterans calling with the wrong instructions by other VA facilities.

Since he continued to be hostile despite my attempts to make peace with him…

I initially wrote a negative review to get a chance to express my own truths—without being cut off—and to also suggest for him to find a fulfilling job or career; but I chose to delete it over a week later.

As I initially sensed, and even shared, this troubled young man probably has his own struggles…

hence, he was not able to give to others (like respect and kindness) from an empty cup, no matter how much I did my best to talk to him in a calm and reasonable manner.

So despite feeling lower energies at times, I continued to experience many forms of Divine Synchronicity on a daily basis—including vivid dreams, number synchronicity, animal spirit guides, etc.—which has been the norm for 13 years.

I trust this is due to my overall state of Consciousness that I often bounce back to—my core, vibrational frequency state that’s in alignment with Source within—though I may fluctuate my vibes at times.

Yesterday, Saturday, I felt inspired from within to do some MAJOR RELEASING OF THE OLD & OUTDATED.

I spent more than half a day organizing big bags and boxes (about 10) of many different items to give away—to include many more clothes, shoes, collections of small figurines, jewelry, wigs, and much more random stuff.

Plus, I ended up throwing out things that didn’t benefit for self/others, to include old facial care and makeup that contains toxic chemicals (that I forgot about), as well as stick-on nails that caused my nails to become unhealthy and brittle.

Starting today, Sunday morning, I felt LIGHTER 🪶 and REFRESHED.

So I went outside around 6:00 am to do sun gazing in the superhero standing position (the position, not the sun gazing, that Tony Robbins had recommended during the “The Game Has Changed” amazing, 3-day, online event, from start to finish).

By the way, I’ve learned that it’s highly beneficial to only do powerful sun gazing at sunrise 🌅 or sunset 🌄; that way, it’s NOT too INTENSE 🫨 and too harsh for our eyes during the day.

I’ve been sporadically sun gazing within 13 years—to include gradually looking into very bright sunlight during the mid-day—but didn’t know this was too much.

I chose to trust that all is well, despite not knowing better.

Plus, I went for a hike afterwards—within the neighborhood and the surrounding nature in Sedona—with my former husband (now friend), and our two, pet cats, Shadow 🐈‍⬛ & Leo 🐈 (within a large, pet stroller, highly ventilated on all 5 sides; they love exploring ☺️).

During this excursion, I noticed probably the largest cockroach 🪳 I’ve ever seen, lying on its back with its legs wiggling.

And just like a decade ago—with 3 different roaches on its back on different days (a vulnerable position)—I used a rock to gently flip it over, and blessed it with my hand over it, since it seemed injured.

I first did this for a beetle that appeared to be struggling on its back around 2011 or 2012 or so, soon after leaving the Army life.

Like I shared at that time, if I was in the middle of a desert 🏜️—with a heavy rucksack on my back—and happened to fall backwards…

I would deeply appreciate the help of a giant walking by.

During these deeply heartfelt moments, I have no doubt that I AM 👁️💖 ONE 🌚🌓🌝 with interconnected 🕸️ Life 🌳🌼.

Also, speaking of Tony Robbins (further above), both him and Dean Graziosi were initially on my radar years ago, for a few red flags I had noticed (mainly, bully-like behavior and overly pushy sales).

However, when they showed up in my reality the second time around—which SPOT ON matches what you shared in this video—I intuitively knew to hear them out, and give them a second chance.

And I’m deeply grateful I did; because, like you had mentioned as well, I’ve been noticing a big shift within both (probably mirroring my own shift within as well).

By the way, I sensed that doing sun gazing—especially during this timeframe—is extra beneficial…

since our sun and moon is apparently in alignment with our spiritual sun, Sirius Star.

And this “Cosmic alignment of the Sirius Gateway…

which is also the beginning of the ‘Dog Days of Summer”…

begins roughly on July 3 and concludes after the Lion’s Gate around August 11th” (according to a new video, “Sirius Gateway New Moon Shift” I saw yesterday by Sarah Hall).

Anyhoo, recently, I’ve been feeling more fully present and alive than ever before, and inspired and motivated to drastically and noticeably change myself and ALL aspects of my life for the better—mental, emotional, physical 🧬, and spiritual (and even financial and material).

AND SO IT IS.

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