Update blog page and post added next day (11/15/2024, overseas date):
- “Rapid, Domino Effect Downfall of Abusive, Corrupt Energies of This World: Psychopath, Sociopath & Serial Killer Aspects, Plus Full Supermoon on 11/15/2024, 11:11 & Universal Mind / Metatron Support for Order Throughout Chaos“
- “Rainbow Spectrum of Spiritual Teachers and/or Healers: Signs of False, True & Combination“
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I shared the following message for video, “The 7 Hardest Spiritual Tests Only the Chosen Ones Endure” (plus, additional gold color expressions within brackets [ ]):
Thank you so much for sharing this very encouraging, uplifting, empowering, inspiring, and Consciousness expanding video message.
I tuned into this vibrational frequency channel in Divine perfect timing and order, near my breaking point, though I’ve been able to BOUNCE BACK many times throughout my life since early childhood.
This year, especially the past couple of months, has been one of THE MOST INTENSE AND CHALLENGING, Dark Nights of the Soul within multiple ones throughout my life.
This included: a death of one of my elderly aunts due to cancer, another aunt diagnosed with cancer (both happened soon after I visited them and returned home), divorce after almost 18 years of marriage to my second husband,
another “failed” investment, letting go of an outdated career plan (due to red flags I observed), solitude overseas (though mostly peaceful, free, curious, exploring, and fulfilled),
even MORE INTENSE challenges showing up lately (even within dream state, as well as sudden collective energies of psychopath, sociopath, and serial killer energy aspects, like a stranger man I was able to face,
and Be one of the most POWERFUL, I AM FULL PRESENCE experiences I’ve ever had, to include maintaining very strong and healthy boundaries, Being assertive, expressing whatever needed to be shared,
and choosing to fully Be Loyal to Self/self for once, etc. [ additional details of these “disturbing” energies in orange font, right after this comment ]
Also, as you’ve stated, though I have endured much “darkness” and deep pain throughout the decades, RESILIENCE and TRUST in the UNKNOWN, NON-RELIGIOUS, UNLIMITED, MUCH GREATER VERSION of HIGHEST SELF/SPIRIT/MOTHER GODDESS/BUDDHA/HIGHER SELF/SOUL/GOD/JESUS/UNIVERSE/MULTIVERSE/OMNIVERSE has kept me going.
However, I did notice that my needs and desires have been rapidly decreasing more than ever lately, to include two days of no sleep and not needing to eat, which I had never experienced before, and that initially instilled concern for parts of WHOLE Self/self (hence, I went back to sleeping nightly and eating daily due to not feeling ready for that I suppose).
I blogged for over 13+ years, due to being inspired to share inner and outer work after Army life, experiencing the 11:11 phenomenon, as well as an EXPLOSION of COSMIC EXPERIENCES: number synchronicity, many earthly and otherworldly dreams of symbolic, parallel reality, alternate reality, past/present/future lives, animal spirit guides, visions, flash images, etc.
Before suddenly joining the Army (after noticing 3 signs from God), I had experienced in 2001 a week of spiritual dreams of Jesus/God, Holy Spirit/red wind entering my body while I was roaming a desert (found out WHOLEy Spirit/Return of the Divine Feminine/Mother Goddess decade later), and flying into a cave (after a deep, gentle male voice suggested).
But then there was a LONG pause for over a decade since Army life was extremely challenging (starting around 4 am and ending between 6-7 pm; hence, no time to recall any dreams, though I incorporated some solitude time during off days at beaches while reading mystic books).
I even shared some videos via social media, but then I decided recently to switch them all to private view (for however long), since it helped to more deeply experience, “WHO AM I without all these earthly labels and outer world NOISE.
After all, despite sharing freely for this long period, it seemed as if I was practically invisible to this world, so it didn’t seemed like it mattered whether I shared my devoted creativity, that perhaps wasn’t meant to be in that particular form, since I also recently “lost” 3 years of so much dedicated work (that I “accidently” deleted and read that I wasn’t able to recover).
I had even changed my full name that I intuitively knew to do, and then the Universe—through its usual, daily Divine Synchronicity in various forms—further confirmed my decision, which was helpful in developing my intuition (which I had doubted many times throughout my journey).
I realized that I’m even willing to LET GO of the label, “Chosen One,” though over a year ago, I saw a license plate with this word; and soon after arriving home, and continuing to read a book, I turned to the next page that mentioned Chosen Ones.
It was an [The Return of The] Anunnaki book (whom I dreamt of many times as Gods Enki and Thoth, Goddess Inanna, etc.)—that I read with discernment, only taking onboard what I resonated with—like:
the mention of 777 (that I’ve been seeing for years [often alongside Thoth related experiences]), and including the license plate on the yellow moving truck enroute to Sedona),
Ascended Masters (whom I received messages from, especially via 333, 333 and 3333 and a dream; to include a black sport car suddenly cutting us off in Sedona with license plate 3333, which I saw twice that day),
and harmonious and highly evolved lifestyle on planet Nibiru that sounded like a heavenly world…
[ additional details about Nibiru further below, in gold section ]
Plus, on this first day at Sedona, AZ—known as “the mecca of spirituality,” though I ended up exposing and triggering many there while working 10 different jobs (though no more; and there exists THE REAL DEAL SPIRITUAL TEACHERS AND HEALERS AS WELL, THOUGH SEEMINGLY RARE)—l then noticed (and the bought) at an indoor and outdoor art gallery place,
an already created license plate that had my full name initials plus 0144, which has various interpretations, to include my own insights, but the one I mostly highly resonated with is,
THE RETURN OF THE DIVINE FEMININE AND DIVINE MASCULINE ESSENCE AND I AM PRESENCE AS SACRED REUNION WITHIN:
ZERO = CIRCLE/COMPLETENESS/MOTHER GODDESS/SPIRIT/UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FREQUENCY/MONAD/OVERS-SOUL, AND 144 = GOD/SOUL/LIGHT FREQUENCY/EARTHLY & OTHERWORLDLY SOUL FAMILIES [144 DNA STRANDS OF WHOLE SELF: a book I finished reading, reviewing, taking notes, and studying last month, Rising Merits: The 42 Pearl Temples of Ancient Egypt by Zaneta Ra brought together many more puzzle pieces to the BIGGER PICTURE, especially about Monad (which I had a vivid ream of many years ago, but let go of), ancient Mu/Lemuria, Mother Goddess, Priestesses, God, Angels, Archangels, Ascended Masters, Elemental Realm, and much more, If you FEEL strongly drawn to ancient Egypt, you may want to check it out; I was considering starting a book club one day], ETC.
While driving from TX to AZ, and wondering if I had made the right decision to suddenly move (without ever visiting), I noticed 3 highway signs, that were numbers for my birth month, day, and year; which provided confirmation within a seemingly split second, since we were driving by very fast.
So despite these signs, I can even embrace releasing the “Chosen One” aspect who has to SACRFICE AND ENDURE SO EXCESSIVELY MUCH. I’VE BCEOME EXHAUSTED FOR OVER 5 DECADES, AND THIS IS COMPLETELY UNDERSTANDABLE,
AND I CHOOSE TO HAVE SELF-COMPASSION. I PREFER TO ENJOY MORE OF LIFE. BECAUSE IF I WERE TO SUDDENLY AND NATURALLY PASS AWAY TODAY, THIS WOULD BE THE LAST MESSAGE I WOULD SHARE WITH THIS WORLD—
TO SIMPLY BE WHATEVER ASPECTS OF FULL-POTENTIAL, MULTIDIMENSIONAL, WHOLE SELF THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE,
DO WHATEVER YOU [ TRULY ] FEEL LIKE DOING,
AND BE AUTHENTIC, LIBERATED, AND EMPOWERED AS YOUR EVER CHANGING AND EVOLVING GREATEST SELF AT EVERY MOMENT.
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Regarding this paragraph mentioned above: It was an [The Return of The] Anunnaki book (whom I dreamt of many times as Gods Enki and Thoth, Goddess Inanna, etc.)—that I read with discernment, only taking onboard what I resonated with—like: harmonious and highly evolved lifestyle on planet Nibiru that sounded like a heavenly world…
[where everyone is taken care of within a loving, supportive, safe, clean, organized, uplifting, healthy, flourishing, and luxurious home and society environment,
and where everything is freely provided for in abundance (but not in a hoarding kind of way that’s not needed).
And the only thing needed to do is what one is passionate and excited about when it comes to “work, job or career,” via sharing one’s gifts with interconnected all…
(which explains why I didn’t mind sharing freely for decades, to include this blog for over 13 years,
though my logical mind had to adjust to it, due to deeply ingrained societal conditionings and limiting, collective beliefs.).
Humanity may have a very difficult time believing that such a planet and world can exist, but I’ve experienced many worlds within dream state, so I know SO MUCH IS POSSIBLE.
Plus, I bet many highly evolved, extraterrestrial worlds live a similar type of harmonious lifestyle like Nibiru;
its just that this particular Earth world (out of many parallel or alternate realities) is in its crawl stage…
especially with all the CHAOS, to include ongoing, seemingly never-ending misuse, abuse, massive littering, contaminating, corruption, conflicts, battles, wars, tortures, and other intense, fear-based energies (within BOTH inner and outer worlds).
I also love to use my imagination, visualization skills, and FEELING state to TUNE INTO a reality that’s somewhat close to Nibiru.
Perhaps this planet is one of my homes in another reality that my Over-Soul is currently experiencing in the NOW moments, at the same time as this one….
since ALL past/present/future lives of an Over-Soul is happening simultaneously in the present moments, from a multidimensional perspective…
though from a human, linear perspective, it seems like past, and then present, and then future.
Within some otherworldly dreams of the past, I suppose I’m royalty as well—and not just different humans and ET’s—since in one dream, I was wearing a long, flowing, gold dress, and surrounded by a shimmering gold, indoor environment, to include a gold floor.
In another dream, I heard and then saw a short and tubby ET blowing what appeared to be a back in the day horn.
And I was standing somewhere very high during a sunny day, looking down at ginormous formations of many different extraterrestrials.
Plus, there were other dreams like this that I already shared within this blog.
I sometimes thought it might be pointless to share such experiences, since it’s pretty much my words and no proof.
Humans with their limited, logical minds love material world proof of things, though even “expert” scientists have been wrong throughout history;
but then I realized that it doesn’t matter if others believe or not; what matters most is that I REMEMBER, FEEL, AND KNOW (via experiential knowledge/wisdom).
Plus, there are many other Souls who have been waking up throughout the decades, activating their once dormant, spiritual DNA, igniting more and more psychic abilities, and recalling many Soul memories (even children).
And the UNKNOWN/DARK/SHADOW of interconnected Life within this Universe and beyond is the majority, like BLACK MATTER and approximately 95% of SUBCONSCIOUS MIND/MOTHER GODDESS. (& GOD)/INNER WORLD…
while what’s KNOWN/LIGHT is the minority (like LIMITED CONSCIOUS MIND OF HUMAN/GOD/OUTER WORLD).
Today, I noticed a video that I usually don’t see within my YouTube homepage.
It was a short video message by the legend, Tupac, that I felt strongly drawn to, though I don’t know much about him, besides his MAMA song that I like, and some positive information I heard about him in the past.
And I was glad I tuned into this frequency channel, since he brought up some great points (minus the small part stemming from poverty consciousness).
I shared a comment for the video, “Tupac Talks Donald Trump & Greed in America in 1992 Interview | MTV News,” and I’m glad I took a screenshot of it, since it’s not showing up anymore.]
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[ The following within these brackets and orange font were added later, and are NOT part of this comment shared for above mentioned video:
Plus, last night through this morning, I came upon information I had never heard of before, and wondered about.
Jeffrey Epstein and his sex-trafficking islands—who was more than likely murdered—and the Epstein List of more than 150 High-Profile names of people who participated, and still needs to be fully revealed, but isn’t for whatever reason(s).
When it comes to conspiracy theories, I’ve learned that it’s profoundly wise to BE DISCERNING, rather than swing the pendulum to the polar opposite extremes, and think that they’re all false or all true.
There’s a high probability that there’s a combination of both and everything in-between, just like the rest of Life of many worlds.
Years ago, when I found out about Anthony Bourdain’s “suicide,” I had a gut feeling it was NOT true (just like Robin Williams), though I had no solid proof;
granted, I simply trusted that IF it’s for the highest benefit of interconnected Life for me to find out, I will in Divine perfect timing and order.
Well, some new and controversial information showed up into my awareness starting yesterday, and I intuitively knew to PAY CLOSE ATTENTION…
though I’ve been following my inner guidance FIRST AND FOREMOST for several decades (to the best of my ability), and don’t necessarily feel the need and/or desire to focus on something or someone just because they happen to appear in my outer reality.
After exploring some very meticulously analyzed readings, and watching many verbal and non-verbal cues of videos…
I strongly sensed RED FLAGS regarding the “coincidental suicides (by hanging) around a little over a year timeframe” for all 4 people who knew one another (below in order that they passed away):
- Chris Cornell (died May 18, 2017; lead vocalist, rhythm guitarist, and the primary lyricist for the rock bands Soundgarden and Audioslave)
- Chester Bennington (died July 20, 2017; Linkin Park lead singer)
- Avicii (died April 20, 2018; aka Tim Bergling, a Swedish DJ, remixer, and record producer),
- Anthony Bourdain (died June 8, 2018)
And they were apparently working on a project to EXPOSE pedophiles and/or sex-trafficking of high-profile people; hence, “loose ends” were probably taken care of by whatever corrupt organizations.
Perhaps this is why I’ve seen some famous people within dream state—to include Whitney Houston, and multiple times for Obama (though I mostly haven’t watched the news for over two decades); I only tune into news briefly, when I feel guided to from within.
Plus, there may also be other forms of extreme and unthinkable corruption within Hollywood (though not necessarily applying to all)…
which may include the worst forms of abuse of innocent children regarding their blood (even if it’s not one of the parallel or alternate realities that I necessarily need to focus on and tune into; but I CHOSE TO MAKE IT MY BUSINESS); and IF this is true …
Then No Mercy.
THESE OUTDATED ENERGIES
May Die Soon
IN DIVINE PERFECT TIMING AND ORDER, ESPECIALLY BY IMMENSELY POWERFUL AND UNSTOPPBALE COSMIC FORCES that naturally BALANCE Life’s energies within us and all around us…
TO INCLUDE SOLAR FLARES AND STORMS, THE VARIOUS MOON PHASES (ESPECIALLY NEW MOON, FULL MOON, ECLIPSES, AND SUPERMOONS),
AS WELL AS THE MERGED LIGHT FREQUENCY AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FREQUENCY.
The extreme, fear-based, negative, abusive, and corrupt energies have played out TO THE MAX
throughout the ages, just milking every nanosecond, while becoming SO HEAVIER, UNCREATIVE, AND VERY DULL.
It’s definitely time to return to SOURCE, and we can do this with GRACE, or RESIST, kicking and screaming.
Super low-level consciousness beings like Harvey Weinstein—and for those who have supported him, and/or continue to do so behind closed doors—WILL MEET THEIR DOWNFALL (NOT as punishment, but to learn, grow, and evolve as Souls).
Harvey continues to DENY and REFUSE TO TAKE AT LEAST SOME REPSONSIBLITY, despite over 80 women who accused him of sexual harassment and rape (to include very famous Hollywood women).
Yes, to people like Bill Burr—whom I actually like a lot as a very talented and hilarious comedian, despite some of the things he says that doesn’t resonate—it’s possible that not all 80+ women may be telling…
the complete truth to whatever degree, though I strongly sense that most are, or even all are to a certain degree.
But because Harvey has been RESISTING to OWN UP to his corrupt ways, he has recently been treated in the hospital for BONE CANCER.
And as I’ve shared via blog pages and posts related to DECADES of observing PATTERNS showing up as DIS-EASE and/or DEATHS—ESPECIALLY CANCER, STROKE, AND HEART ATTACK—this will continue to MANIFEST in this world…
until Souls WAKE UP.
So because of Harvey’s prison home and BONE CANCER, he is forced to sit his perverted, fat ass down within an enclosed space—mostly disconnected from the noise and distractions of outer world (his old life)—and do his best to BREAK THROUGH THE HARDEND, BONE-LIKE BARRIERS OF HIS UNHEALTHY VERSION OF HUGE EGO, AND FOR ONCE…
DIG DEEP WITHIN, LOOK DEEP WITHIN, so that he may have a chance to actually connect with his Heart and Soul, HEAL AT A PROFOUND LEVEL, AND HOPEFULLY CHANGE AND TRANSFORM in a beneficial way.
However COMMA many like him are SET IN THEIR OUTDATED, FEAR-BASED WAYS of being, thinking, believing, behaving, feeling, saying, and doing.
Therefore, it will take a FREAKIN’ MIRACLE for any positive transformation to take place; and I wouldn’t have ANY expectations whatsoever.
Some humans (like Harvey) just need to RAPDILY DIE, for the sake of humanity and WAY BEYOND.
They’ll be doing interconnected LIFE a HUGE favor by simply returning back to SOURCE…ASAP
(NOT EVEN BOTHERING TO RECYCLE / REINCARNATE, causing even more pain and suffering for Life).
So even though he has a re-trial in 2025, until he starts to LOOK IN THE MIRROR for who he’s habitually been throughout his miserable, low self-esteem, SEXUALLY HARASSING, ABUSING, AND RAPING life—especially how he treated females of various ages (probably stemming from deep mother wounds)—his life may not end well.
After typing the above paragraph, it occurred to me that the “psychopath” like older, stranger man I interacted with toward the end of last month, looks similar to Harvey Weinstein, which I initially didn’t judge;
but then he wouldn’t stop behaving and talking like a dirty old man in a “joking” manner, though I asked, and then commanded that he stop (hence, it was just a one-time, meetup dinner, despite his aggressive, verbal efforts to meet again the next day; and when I declined, he said I was very selfish, and I agreed).
And just like the 80+ women who were REPULSED by Harvey boy, I, too, felt REPUSLED by him, as well as this stranger guy, who could pass as Harvey’s brother (blog title and link further below in red).
He was the first man I’ve ever met in person whom I NEVER, EVER want to cross paths with again (though if I did, I’m confident that I can handle his “charming,” and extremely manipulative and aggressive ways),
He was a very effective, ONE-TIME Soul Teacher, MIRRORING further, helpful CONTRASTS that
I needed to BE FULLY PRESENT WITH, AND INTENSELY SEE AND FEEL WITH CLARITY,
more of what I absolutely do NOT prefer-–in any relationship (with self/others)—so that I’m much closer to various aspects that I DO prefer to be in a relationship with.
Related to Celebrity “Suicides” & Corruption (Found Online)
(again, follow your own inner guidance/intuition/gut feeling, and read with discernment, only taking onboard what FEELS true to your Heart, and discarding the rest.
NO MATTER WHAT IS TRUE (OR NOT), OR WHETHER JUSTICE IS SERVED (OR NOT)—ACCORDING TO OUR LIMITED, PHYSICAL MINDS—FROM THE
UNKNOWN/HEART/MULTIDIMENSIONAL, EXPANDED PERSPECTIVE, EVERYTHING WILL FALL INTO PLACE LIKE PERFECT PUZZLE PIECES):
https://dauntlessdialogue.com/suicided/
Anthony Bourdain: Suicide or Suicided? November 8, 2024 Russ Winter
https://www.winterwatch.net/2024/11/anthony-bourdain-suicide-or-suicided/
https://www.winterwatch.net/2023/05/terror-calling-card-death-by-doorknob-and-other-hanging-suicides/ :
“Following the sketchy death of Anthony Bourdain, ex CIA spy and whistle-blower Robert David Steele shed some light on the hanging-by-doorknob method of suicide.
Steele said that doorknob suicides bear the hallmark of professional hit jobs designed to silence others into going public with damaging political or personal information. The combination of the doorknob and the scarf — especially a red scarf — appears to be a signature intended to terrorize others. It is a calling card, a message, a signal to others. It’s the same genre as a Colombian necktie or placing decapitated heads on spikes around the edge of a village. A derivative of this is hanging in secluded public places.”
https://www.spreaker.com/episode/silent-children-conspiracy–50909221 [haven’t watched this one yet, may or may not another time ]
“Description
Back with a brand new conspiracy theory! On this episode we dive into the conspiracy theories surrounding the deaths of Anthony Bourdain, Avicii, Chris Cornell, and Chester Bennington. Truthers believe their deaths relate to their exposing of child sex traffickers. You decide!”