Intro: I shared this message for the creator of this image => Thank you Vanesa for sharing this mysterious, intriguing, inviting, thought-provoking, dark & light, perfectly WHOLE and lovable image. I used it for post: [this one]
I noticed a pattern throughout my life, that whenever I wonder about something, I often have the opportunity to experience whatever I’m curious about.
I wondered how the Goddess—in ALL neutral aspects of Her WHOLE Self, various Multidimensional forms, and many earthly and otherworldly names—must have felt like for being a complete outcast of this world’s society, to include being labeled EVIL and ironically punished for it in the most cruel ways (related posts at bottom of this post).
Recently, I received a text message from a family friend of 20 years—my first/ex-husband’s second/current wife—that surprisingly included some extreme words, to include how I’m pure evil in her book.
She didn’t even have all the facts, but mentioned not to reply, so I didn’t.
I asked my adult son what he had told her for her to say such things, and he replied that it was all a misunderstanding, and that he was going to clear things up.
Image by Myriam 🌞 Thanks for the likes from Pixabay
I was initially triggered by this message, but then I experienced a deep calm and peacefulness that often comes during meditation, and/or after weeping, crying, and/or bawling (aka releasing/healing).
Image by Ralph Lindner from Pixabay
I then received an insight that being labeled, “pure evil” is probably the worst that any human being can be called, since it’s often associated with people like Hitler; hence, it’s the end of any “negative” name that anyone can ever use to hurt me.
Plus, from childhood through adulthood, I’ve been called many hurtful names—mostly by my own mother (a deeply wounded Soul from her own childhood through adulthood)—as well as from bullies (children and adult); so this felt like it can’t get any worse than this, which was a relief.
In addition, like the overall, very talented, highly creative, intelligent, and hilarious comedian Bill Burr shared in one of his Netflix specials, there have been much more evil beings than Hitler, like Stalin and Mao, who have killed many more people; and even the white men have annihilated so many Native Americans.
So it’s about perspective, and the more we incorporate other perspectives—with a discerning open mind and open heart (with healthy boundaries)—the more we can learn (as humans), remember (as Souls)…
and grow and evolve on all energetic levels (mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually), further expanding our individual and Collective Consciousness towards our Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE selves/Selves.
Continuing some other time…
After typing most of the above draft about two weeks ago or so, I shared the following related message today (New Moon of 11/23/2022) for the video, “5 Things You Should Know About The Full Moon / ECLIPSE (November 8th, 2022)“:
Thank you so much Vic, this is one of your top best, inspiring video messages for sure, with the exception of the judgment towards our inner critic/”the monkey mind”/”Mr. Stupid.
I’ve learned that we cannot fully, truly, and UNconditionally love ALL aspects of our Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE self/Self if we judge, deny, reject, criticize, ridicule, condemn any parts of ourselves, that are ultimately NEUTRAL when SEEN from an expanded perspective of Unity Consciousness (rather than separation consciousness that further divides and pushes away).
I highly resonate with being able to gracefully embrace and integrate even the most unsavory aspects of ourselves/interconnected humanity/and beyond, though that can be extremely challenging.
Image by Marisa04 from Pixabay
I trust that our Higher Self can take charge of the ship (WHOLE self/Self) like a professional Captain, without resorting to lower levels of consciousness.
I’ve learned that one of the ways is to simply observe (as Higher Self’s I AM Presence) so-called negative thoughts and emotions that show up—that eventually subside or even dissipate, usually within minutes—rather than resist and further suppress them.
Image by Peggy und Marco Lachmann-Anke from Pixabay
^^^Side Note^^^
I shared this message for the image (above right): Thank you Peggy and Marco for sharing this perfect photo that reminded me of the Buddha Consciousness that contains the unaware, lost, fear-based, lower levels of consciousness/Unity Consciousness that contains separation consciousness/Unconditional Love Frequency that contains fear energy/The white light that contains the dense, low vibration color of red through the high vibration color of violet/The WHOLE that contains the parts/etc. I used it for post: (this one)
^^^End of Side Note^^^
I watched your 11/23/2022 video yesterday, and I watched this 11/8/2022 today, which, from a human’s logical and linear perspective can seem @$$-backwards; however COMMA it beautifully and perfectly worked out from a multidimensional perspective.
First of all, certain issues I had shared in yesterday’s comment was surprisingly answered within this video message as awesome solutions.
It also helped me to further release what’s highly beneficial to share.
For instance, no one likes to be labeled in negative and hurtful ways; so what happens when someone close calls us the most extreme labels?
I used to believe that I had heard so many from my mother that it couldn’t get any worse, especially by anyone else.
But I had the opportunity this month to experience a blessing in disguise/a Divine gift from the Universe that contained an invaluable gem of profound wisdom.
Image by Merlin Lightpainting from Pixabay
When a family friend accused me of being pure evil, I initially reacted from fear because…
1) I was shocked that she (whom I’ve known for 20 years) would even go there…
2) frustrated that she doesn’t even know all the facts of why I suddenly joined the Army while my first-ex husband/her current husband took care of our toddler children (that I chose not to tell her because it could destroy her psychologically), and…
3) I had plenty more to express—that she denied me of by stating not to reply to her—to include but not limited to:
A) she has thought, felt, said, and done things in her past that could easily be labeled as “pure evil,” and she knows this deep in her heart…
B) Is it not cruel to take a warm blanket off of a 5 year old child while she’s sleeping, knowing it’s cold?
Image by Leandro De Carvalho from Pixabay
C) Is it not way to easy to display many positive and happy photos, videos, and comments about how righteous and good one is on social media like Facebook, while hiding many skeletons in the dark closet?
Anyhoo, what was amazing to me, is shortly after INTENSELY FEELING raw emotions that had been triggered by this situation, I suddenly felt a soothing wave of calm and peace.
Within the silence, I then received an insight that I had reached the end of “hurtful words” since it can’t get any worse 
than the label of being “pure evil.”
Image by Victoria Model from Pixabay
And way back in the day, when many women with spiritual healing gifts using Mother Nature (like witches/The Wise Ones) were labeled evil by the Catholic church (along with their innocent, black cats), they were cruelly burned alive.
However, there’s nothing to fear anymore (I’m safe now), to include an alternate reality dream of holding a loved one who had been burned to death long ago.
This also explains why I had a deep fear of being thrown into a black stove of fire during childhood. Perhaps in one of my past lives, I had experienced being condemned for being pure evil.
Image by Merlin Lightpainting from Pixabay
But we cannot heal that which we are not willing to face; so I’m grateful for this experience.
While pondering how I can best embrace and integrate the aspect that’s called “pure evil,” I realized that I can be this at times as well (since I choose to be transparently honest with myself).
[And I’ve chosen to unconditionally forgive myself for every hurt I’ve caused interconnected others/Life within this world and beyond.]
In certain past/present/future life dreams, I did the following that can easily be [perceived and/or] judged as “pure evil”:
1) I apparently annihilated many since I was surrounded by seemingly countless, bloody corpses near a city (which upon wakening, reminded me of the story of Goddess Sekhmet during her rage with humanity),
2) I stabbed (with a sword) a young Japanese woman wearing a kimono in a village,
3) I unwillingly prepared nauseating human meat that my elderly, Caucasian husband had brought home,
4) I walked past Hitler, who made a facial expression that seemed to convey that something strange had just happened, as if he didn’t see me, but yet, felt my presence, and…
5) I wasn’t excited about seeing a cupid angel, who alerted me to what was happening outside a high rise that I was in; and when I saw many meteors falling from the sky, and one piercing through an airplane, I didn’t feel fearful or bad (I was neutral)
6) One of the flying dreams I’ve had in the past was flying on what felt like a wobbly broomstick. Upon waking up, I thought to myself while smiling, “I was a witch?! So I was like, ‘Yo bitches, I mean witches, let’s fly into the moonlight!!!’?“
So there it is, adding to the long list of all the negative and frowned upon aspects that I was in whatever lifetimes, and probably still can be to whatever degree (along with all the positive), that many within humanity don’t ever want to be, which is completely understandable, since our individual and Collective Egos have been deeply conditioned and ingrained to ONLY be right, good, and pure-hearted.
However, I’ve learned that CONTRASTs helps us to know (experiential knowledge/[wisdom]) and deeply appreciate OPPOSITE experiences.
I’ve learned from Goddess Sekhmet/Hathor (or Hathor Sekhmet) that we can only know what it FEELS like to be POWERFUL (that’s not meant to be misused or abused), once we’ve experienced its opposite of POWERLESS.
If we’re only surrounded by very loving people, the deep appreciation would eventually fade away and lose its profound meaning.
So-called “bad people” give “good people” the opportunity to SHINE BRIGHT, the way the pitch black, night sky gives the countless stars the opportunity to SHINE BRIGHT.
Vic, you mentioned that “Let your freak flag fly” can mean different things for all of us, so I suppose this is my own version—to truly Be WHOLE, and not just right, good, pure-hearted, but not just wrong, bad, and evil as well.
Image by OpenClipart-Vectors from Pixabay
Also, thank you for sharing Pattie’s experiences that were extremely helpful, since—as I’ve mentioned in the previous comment—I’ve been struggling with what she’s been through as well.
Please tell her THANK YOU SO MUCH, if you happen to read this comment.
You’ve also inspired me to start creating YouTube videos starting this upcoming New Year of 2023, since I’ve been sporadically imagining and visualizing it for years with much child-like excitement and even humor.
Image by HANSUAN ALBERTO FABREGAS from Pixabay
And this will be shortly after returning from my first (and probably last) sacred, Egypt retreat, that I have no doubt was inspired from and related to these experiences:
1) a past life dream of toning in Egypt perhaps as a Priestess,
2) a vivid dream of lying in bed at night, seeing a large black square on the wall, and then seeing some slender, female figure dressed in full black and wearing goggle-like face gear sneaking out of the square and into the room I was in (like a thief in the night), I was unable to move so I shouted, “God!” and woke up; and later came upon a page within one of the books by Zecharia Sitchin that showed an image that looked exactly like this unknown being, who was Goddess Inanna,
3) a vivid dream of walking on a bright green lawn on a sunny day with two lions on each side of me, and then heading to some house, opening the door, seeing a dark gray environment with what appeared to contain my Earth family, and then gesturing with my hand for the lions to stay outside while I entered this house (perhaps symbolic of this dense, physical world)
4) a vivid dream of walking in a desert, seeing a lion in a tree, feeling scared, walking backwards, rolling on the ground, terrified that the lion approaching was going to eat me, shouting at the top of my lungs for the first time, “GODDESS!!!” and then feeling huge, furry, and soft paws padding and hugging me from behind, turning around, and seeing a huge, gentle, and friendly lion, and then enthusiastically saying with a child-like voice, “Hey, you can talk!” and the lion nodding its head up and down with a smile
5) two vivid dreams of roaring (one while in a strange world of feline humanoids, and one while roaming through a desert and noticing 3 fox cubs picking on a baby echidna)
6) hearing a deep, poetic, safe-feeling, soothing, male voice within while reading the book, Thoth The Atlantean Emerald Tablets, which then started a long phase of being able to effortlessly do astral travel immediately upon closing my eyes
7) several dreams and flash images of God Thoth,
8) a dream of a flaming energy being with many arms (like Shiva) whom I called Enki within the dream, and held his charred hand in-between mine when he reached out to me, and
9) a dream of seeing a group of unknown females setting up tables displaying makeup, and while I was checking out a blue eyeshadow set, a female (that I don’t recall appearance) saying, “The Anunnaki don’t wear those colors”; and me asking, “Who are the Anunnaki?”
10) standing in front of God Thoth while feeling the most INTENSE ENERGY during my first ayahuasca ceremony in Brazil.
Surely, the earthly and otherworldly puzzle pieces are coming together in Divine perfect timing and order.
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Hauntingly Beautiful Music
“1 Hour of Magic Fantasy Music – Beautiful, Magical, Relaxing” (<= click link to listen to in another window)
I listened to this mostly hauntingly beautiful music (with the exception of one or so) while adding images and colors to this post. I came upon it sometime this year, and shared a comment for the highly creative and talented creator.
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