I’m able to deeply empathize with those who feel that humanity in general is hopeless—often drowning in it’s overly fear-based way of living and being throughout human history—because I’ve often experienced the very dark side of humanity (to include my own) since I was a child.
The lost aspects of our humanity that has forgotten its true essence—that we are all interconnected parts of The One—and has forgotten to balance our male and female energies within (regardless of gender), is the following and probably more:
judgmental (as opposed to merely observant), resentful, angry, jealous, disrespectful, patronizing, condescending, manipulative, controlling, arrogant, mean, bitter, apathetic, cynical, extremely competitive, aggressive, passive-aggressive, withholding of love (e.g., not paying attention/not being fully present with another, not actively listening, not appreciating, not giving compliments, etc.), selfish, narcissistic, disloyal, two-faced, back-stabbing, obsessed with technology (e.g., excessive use of cell phones, violent video games, social media), discriminating, critical, hypocritical, racist, greedy, dishonest, deceptive, calculating, conniving, scamming, not authentic, righteous, abusive (psychologically, emotionally, physically, and/or sexually), violent, hateful, condemning, and/or cruel.
However, miraculously, there’s still a very small part of me (at the moment) that still has hope—or more accurately trust—for the human species (to include myself), and perhaps that’s due to not only experiencing the tiniest (or more) sparks of light and/or love in the seemingly darkest of human beings, but also having experienced the light and love within me (Wounded Healer/Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within) during my (and others) most darkest hours on this planet.
To the darkest of human beings I’ve experienced throughout my life—all Wounded Wounders, ultimately very low-vibrating/dense/dark energies from within—I unconditionally forgive you (as Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within) at the deepest level of my being, and I thank you publicly for contributing to my inner-child’s soul growth/evolution (Inner Child: “As Spirit within me had chosen to experience through me and as me as part of the Divine Plan”):
To my “narcissistic, abusive and/or neglecting” biological parents and adoptive parent, who’ve unknowingly (as ego selves) and knowingly (as soul/Spirit within), taught me to unconditionally accept and love myself despite not having Earth parents (the so-called foundation) who did…
Note: The following are some example posts about my three parents that include some of their light and/or love:
- Posts about my biological mother ranging from very dark to very light: “Liberating Wings of Freedom: Rising Above Childhood and/or Adulthood Abuse“—especially under subtitle “Comments of the Unhealthy Mother vs. the Healthy Mother”. After rereading this informative, encouraging, uplifting, supportive, empowering, inspiring and very helpful post, I dedicate it to my amazing inner-child—especially the section, “Comments of the Unhealthy Mother vs. the Healthy Mother.” I love you from the depths of my heart. Other posts: “Generosity” and “Sharing” (links to last two posts within the first mentioned post)
- Posts about my adoptive dad ranging from dark to very light: “Heartbreak” “Hurt” “Courage” (link included in last post mentioned) and “I Was Blessed to Have My Dad“
- A few non-consecutive posts within a series of posts about my biological father, ranging from me being very hurt and angry to deeply understanding, unconditionally forgiving and unconditionally accepting: “My First Encounter with a Narcissist,“ “Unconditional Love from Angels and Aliens” (starting with section next to “Self-Worth” butterfly poster on right-hand side of post), “Facing the Unknown: An Examination of True Love” starting with subtitle, “What My Biological Father Mirrored to Me”
- Post about my biological mother and adoptive father: “The Meaning of Dragon in My life” and soon-to-be published post, “Lemuria: Another Galactic Puzzle Piece in My Life”)
To the “insensitive rapist who basically got away” (SSG Butthead from post, “Outer Angels and Demons Reflecting All the Inner Ones) who unknowingly (as ego self) and knowingly (as soul/Spirit within), taught me that no one can take away our dignity, a Divine birthright…
To the “manipulative predator of female soldiers who basically got a slap on the hand after being busted” (SSG Fox from post, “Outer Angels and Demons Reflecting All the Inner Ones) who unknowingly (as ego self) and knowingly (as soul/Spirit within), taught me to regain my Divine Feminine Power from within…
To the most manipulative and controlling friend I ever had (and others like her), who unknowingly (as ego selves) and knowingly (as soul/Spirit within), taught me to Be assertive, draw healthy boundaries, and to let go of that which no longer serves the soul/Spirit within…
To those who habitually mistakened kindness for weakness, unknowingly (as ego selves) and knowingly (as soul/Spirit within), taught me to Be Discerning, and to no longer generously give to those who habitually take advantage of and/or don’t appreciate others…
To the “mean kid who probably learned racism from his parents” and said to me in elementary school (in Osan AFB, South Korea/mid-80’s) “Get out of my way you ugly, flat-faced Korean!” when I opened the door for him, unknowingly (as ego self) and knowingly (as soul/Spirit within), taught me to see my own inner and outer beauty, despite if others are blind to it; in addition, I learned who I wasn’t thanks to him, and more of who I truly am.
To all the unhealthy and hurtful relationships I’ve ever had, who’ve unknowingly (as ego selves) and knowingly (as soul/Spirit within), taught me to Be Compassion (especially toward self) and Unconditional Forgiveness, as well as remember the truth that we all deserve much better…the very best in life—to be in relationships that are respectful, unconditionally accepting/loving, uplifting, encouraging, supportive, healing, thoughtful, appreciative, kind, sharing, transparent, empowering, and inspiring, and much more loving energies from the Heart.
But this true love relationship must start from the whole-hearted willingness to fully and unconditionally accept/love self first and foremost, Being whole and balanced energies from within (that I’m still remembering to fully Be at every moment effortlessly)—the integrated Divine Masculine/God/Yang/Sun and Divine Feminine/Goddess/Yin/Moon = Beloved I (God) AM (Goddess) Presence/Christ within/Twin Flame within/Monad Within/Source within/Prime Creator within/Infinite Creator within. Otherwise, how can we fully and unconditionally accept/love all interconnected others?
Note: Images above found next to links (thank you alll) => 1) lostallhopeforhumanity.wordpress.com 2) plus.google.com 3) sothl.com and 4) positivecognitive.wordpress.com 5) albereo.com
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