Within a week ago, I had an unbelievable experience that felt more neutral than positive or negative (though initially 😳and then exciting 😲😃🤩🥰).
I was going to share this as a blog post—that I’ve done for 13 years—but a part of me was very tired of sharing what the majority of this world wouldn’t be able to relate to, let alone believe, or even care to know.
However, I trust that this 💝, too, was part of this most recent series of Divine Synchronicity.
And it doesn’t matter who believes what or not, but that I share what can possibly be helpful to the expansion of our individual and Collective Consciousness (that Bashar, channeled vis Darryl Anka, has even shared).
After a pleasant day, I was lying in bed briefly meditating as usual, and feeling grateful and appreciative of Life.
As I was about to fall asleep, I was awakened by THE MOST SUDDEN AND EXTREMELY RAPID version of astral traveling I had ever experienced.
I astral traveled many times during meditative state—mostly while lying in bed, where I feel the most comfortable—but not like this.
Example post, “Brief Space Travel While Meditating” (which includes closest video clip of what it’s been like to astral travel; click on title link above to open this post in another window. Also, 2nd screenshot is another post related to meditation):
Though that astral travel experience was brief, it was so immensely exhilarating, and ended with a noticeably loud sound of THUNDER—the latter of which I’ve never knowingly experienced before during astral travel.
What further blew my mind 😳🤯😵💫 the next morning, is when my partner (former husband) shared that there was a forest fire 🔥near Flagstaff—about 50 minutes north of Sedona—which is why the entire house 🏡 smelled like smoke.
Image by WikiImages from Pixabay
I instantly wondered if the thunder I had heard the night prior was somehow related to perhaps lightning ⚡️ that had caused the fire 🔥. 🤷🏻♀️
Actually, I now trust that this symbolic of the DEATH ☠️ of the old and outdated 🍂, and BIRTH 🐣 of the NEW 🌱.
Note: There’s no name that appears for whoever shared this via Pixabay.
I had shared a while back, a related post, “Observations of Extreme Weather Anomalies and Their Connection to Powerful I AM Presence” (photo within screenshot below was from our apartment in Flagstaff at the time):
This morning, May 15, 2024, I had a nightmare (blessing in disguise) / Soul-igniting 🕯️💡dream of being gnawed on by unseen creatures (that I trust were symbolic of the remnants of my fear-based thoughts and beliefs).
The following is part of this morning’s journal (I didn’t share the rest, since includes further, outer world confirmations of how all these puzzle pieces 🧩 shared within this blog, and outside of it, perfectly matches the personal details of my life, especially birth date, various names since childhood, and many other other earthly and otherworldly labels and experiences).
Also, since context helps, I will share an intro before sharing this dream.
Yesterday was pretty challenging on all energetic levels.
And although I’ve been getting increasingly better at quickly to rapidly bouncing back from society-conditioned, negative thoughts or beliefs dragging me down, I had a difficult time most of the day.
I wondered why was it that for years, I had reached a point in my Consciousness state, where I could effortlessly STILL my mind many times by simply choosing to do so.
I’ve also been able to experience effortlessly astral traveling many times, as soon as I closed my eyes (without formal meditation 🧘🏻♀️ positions).
So it was very strange that I was aware of the fact that I was spiraling down in negativity, but felt CONSUMED by it, and didn’t feel like changing this seemingly chaotic state.
The initial trigger was so strong, it was like an UNSTOPPABLE, MEGA TSUNAMI WAVE 🌊 that had built momentum throughout the day and evening.
I had forgiven SO MANY TIMES—the way I did with my mother—but it’s just been on ongoing, seemingly never-ending pattern of CHAOS that sporadically rises up.
I now trust that the blessing in disguise—that I shared a poster for in the previous post—for these recent, connected experiences was this:
By Being FULLY Present with these so-called “negative” energies from both outer and inner worlds—ultimately neutral energies that have been lost within the darkness—and also INTENSELY FEELING them with embrace 🫂 (rather than judging, controlling, and suppressing), I can more effectively HEAL and INTEGRATE them into WHOLE Self/self (TRANSMUTING them to their exalted states).
Though I don’t resonate with everything that every Soul Teaches shares, I have been appreciating Joe Dispenza’s “Rewired” series via Gaia 📺.”
And he explains very well how these negative thought and belief patterns can repeat itself until we decide to change them.
Granted, I don’t resonate with what he shared further below (2 of 5 screenshots) and I have sensed—more than enough times— that he comes off subtly judgmental about the body, emotions, and even feelings (with a superior vibe), very much favoring the mind’s abilities.
Joe teaches about the Heart/Mind with his mind-related: “right” words, research, experiments, measurements, calculations, analysis, predictions, many hours of meditations (that he apparently makes himself and others do), etc.; but his vibrational frequency so far has mostly FELT mind-centered.
I’ve been highly to ultra sensitive to many different energies since early childhood, and his vibes have FELT very close to Peter Sage’s, though a higher upgrade.
I had learned from Peter for a phase in my life—mostly of who not to be as an entrepreneur, and what not to say and do.
Granted, I’ve also learned some helpful information from him, witnessed his own positive qualities, and appreciated the unique gifts he shared.
Peter, like Joe, was also much more mind-centered, and was seemingly obsessed with Joe Dispenza, though he taught NOT to place anyone on a pedestal.
This is why I wasn’t interested in Joe Dispenza, because despite Peter having took so many of his online courses, listened to his mediations, and attended his retreats, they didn’t seem to make him a better person.
The following screenshots are part of the previous post, “Recognizing 👁️👀 & Appreciating the Beauty 🌹 & the🌵Thorns of Life 🌳🌼” (which provides more context, 🧩s, to include the mention of the 📕, The Sophia Code, which shares Goddess Hathor Being “She of a Thousand Voices,” just as Goddess Sekhmet 🐯-Hathor 🐮, or Hathor 🐮-Sekhmet 🐯 is known as The One of Many Names, but ultimately The Nameless).
This Morning’s Dream
This dream was very vivid, yet, elusive in certain details.
By the way, I checked out various dream interpretation reminders of key words and phrases of this dream in bold font below).
I saw a big, dirty toilet, so I cleaned it before using it.
At one point, I strongly sensed some unseen things, that sounded like creatures coming out of the toilet, which felt like they started gnawing at my left arm, and working their way to the rest of the left side of my body.
I don’t recall my arm hurting, but I think the mere thought of them gnawing at my body was repulsive.
It wasn’t easy to speak, but at one point, I called out to Amun and Sekhmet in what sounded like my dying voice.
I don’t recall ever calling out to them before, though I’ve dreamt of both, especially Sekhmet-Hathor, or Hathor-Sekhmet many times.
I shared most within this blog, though not all dreams, since there have been so many, though many more were at least recorded in personal journals.
After calling out to both Amun and Sekhmet, I noticed that the gnawing discontinued, and then I saw a translucent, dark, still presence next to me instead, that appeared to be a humanoid form.
Image by István Bogdan from Pixabay
I briefly wondered why I called them by their names without prefacing them with God and Goddess.
As mentioned in the dream of Enki post, I wondered why I referred to Him by his name only, without prefacing with God or Lord, that he’s known for within this particular world.
But then again, as I’ve mentioned with my blog before, it’s perhaps because they are not above me in status, but we are at least equals.
As I’ve also shared in the past, I have also shouted out for, whispered, or called out to: Jesus, God, Higher Self, I AM Presence, Goddess, Buddha, and Thoth before as well.
I came upon a reminder this morning, they are all THE ONE of Many Names, but ultimately THE NAMELESS.
I also recalled what a deep male voice told me while I was standing face to face with Thoth (and 2 other Beings by my sides)—during my first (and maybe last) Ayahuasca ceremony in Brazil (that FELT THE MOST INTENSE energetically)—“You are among Gods.”
I’ve had a habit of often remembering that “negative” energies of Outer World MIRROR🪞 the negative energies of my Inner World.
However, I often forget that I’ve also experienced an ABUNDANCE of “positive” energies of Outer & Inner Worlds, though mostly NOT of this particular, physical world.
Most of my many “positive” otherworldly experiences—whether Divine, angelic, spiritual, extraterrestrials from various star systems, aliens, unknown cosmic animal-like creatures, etc.—have ALSO MIRRORED 🪞 to me the Light 🕯️& Unconditional Love 💗 -based energies 💖 of my Inner World.
I now fully trust that even Amun and Sekhmet are part of “Outer World” MIRRORING 🪞 Inner World—that I had tuned into this matching vibrational frequency because Gods/Goddesses (or ultimately Goddess/God-Self) is within me and all around me.
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