WOW. While watching, “How to Break Through Stalemate in Life – Live Sacred Space Session with Artie 8-15-2021” today, I was blown away by this new depth of profound wisdom that I’ve never experienced before.
Without going into details of this session, since I trust it’s best that one has their own personal experience (a replay is available), the intriguing and fascinating fairytale story about the dragon and his grandmother is shared through a mytho-poetic lens—and I learned that this is where we regard every major actor in the story as a symbol for a different part of our whole self/Self (something I’ve been doing with my dreams for a while, but not to a full extent).
What amazed me even further, are the insights I received during this session, which I took notes on, and I’m sharing below.
There were aspects of this story that instantly reminded me of two related dreams I had—that were similar to one another— that I had shared in this blog a while back, “Dream Dragon” (the short version) “The Meaning of Dragon in My Life“ (includes related personal stories) and “Further Expanding Mind/Heart with White Snake Dream,“ that both occurred 7 years ago in 2014 (the same number of years shared in the story within this session).
These dreams were followed by the dream recorded in post (almost a year later), “Dream of Pregnant Woman with Cube Belly and Smiling Child” (that I trust is symbolic of The Divine Mother Goddess
While Artie or Gowri were sharing a bigger picture of “fairytale” stories, and how they can be filled with profound wisdom, I recalled something that Peter Sage had shared within his “Ultimate Self Mastery” online course, that I’m currently participating in.
Side Note: I’m also participating in Artie Wu’s “7-Day Healing” (which isn’t about a quick fix at all, but VERY DEEP healing; also participating at my own pace), “Mastery of Connections” by Mat S. (FUN and effective transformation; also participating at my own pace) and the “TEDx Talk Mentor Program” created by Taylor (deeply heartfelt and empowering; also participating at my own pace, though not needing to procrastinate), all of which has been very helpful; though it seems like a lot, I now see these wonderful learning opportunities like going through various classes within a school phase.
Anyhoo, Peter shared a great point in one of the videos, as he often does, to include talking about various states of consciousness.
However, he followed this particular statement with, “That’s Disneyland thinking,” which is understandable from one perspective, since it was basically about not waiting for things to magically show up, but rather, making things happen.
However, at that moment, I didn’t resonate with that part of his message, since I intuitively knew that things can magically show up without much or any effort (something I’ve experienced personally, and was also reminded of many times by Abraham-Hicks—that we can attract from our Prosperity Consciousness vibrational frequency state, which is much more powerful than the doing state, though that can help too).
And Peter knows this too, since he also talked about (in other moments) the “Through Me” and “As Me” mental states of Being, which were very helpful (and I’ve also been practicing for years, though I haven’t mastered them yet).
In addition, another story within this session about the king and the feast, and how all of the food he tried to eat turned into ash, instantly reminded me of something strange that has been happening lately.
I noticed a pattern that some of the foods that I really liked and loved for a while, and ate multiple times throughout the years, I no longer enjoyed anymore, and won’t be eating again.
Though some of the cooks of these restaurants apparently hadn’t changed, some of the meals we’ve made for a while, and the meals tasted the same to my husband, for me, they were nothing like how I remembered them to be.
I shared with my husband this past week that I strongly sensed that I’m literally and effortlessly letting go of more and more of the old and outdated (that I’ve been intending for a while), in order to make room for all the new experiences in Life; and he agreed that it seems that way to him as well.
I also craved for hot sake this past week, which was very unusual since 1) I was never really a fan of sake, and 2) I hadn’t drank it in over a decade or so.
But as I’ve shared within this blog recently—don’t recall which post right now—I had a similar experience where I suddenly had a strong craving for chow mein, which I’ve never been a fan of as well.
And when I chose to simply go with the urge, I came to a realization that these particular meals and drinks would be the last for this last lifetime.
Yesterday, I watched Victor Oddo’s YouTube video about healing ancestral trauma, which explained a lot of the dreams I had in the past (and even recently) about so many known and unknown people (to include my mother, Korean relatives, and many unknown Asians).
Recently, I’ve also been drawn to a Japanese movie—the name escapes me, but the end of the title is “The Beginning”—about samurais, and the interaction of the extreme opposite, main characters.
Ultimately, the very aggressive, yet, protective male energy not in touch with his emotions and feelings, which is later gracefully transmuted by the feminine energies of wisdom, flow, peace, and unconditional love.
I wondered if the Japanese themes showing up in my current reality, to include sake and samurais, possibly relates to the ancestral energies from the other half of me, since I’m Japorean (Japanese/Korean)-American.
Though I didn’t grow up with my Japanese-American bio father (I was raised by adoptive, white dad), and hence, wasn’t exposed to Japanese culture during childhood, I lived in Okinawa for a combined few years as an adult.
And what I highly respect and admire about the Japanese culture, is their way of often Being and living life in a fully present way.
The Tom Cruise character in the movie, “The Last Samurai,” explained it best, something to the effect that the way of the Japanese people is like an art (which I intend to fully integrate and incorporate more into my own life).
My Japanese-American bio father—who left my mother and I when I was a baby, and whom I reunited with in my late thirties (thanks to my husband finding him while I was deployed in Iraq)—shared many stories when he visited my home for the first time in 2012 (the second time we interacted as adults), and one of them was that we’re from samurai background.
But I had taken this and other stories of his with a grain of salt, since he had some narcissistic tendencies, and I also wondered if he was either exaggerating or lying about them in order to inflate his own ego; but I now realize that he could’ve been telling the truth about whatever, since some stories proved to be true.
And I’m also curious now if these sudden, unusual, strong cravings I’ve been experiencing this summer possibly stem from these old, ancestral energies resurfacing, to experience one last time whatever foods they/I enjoyed in whatever lifetimes, before I fully release them within this lifetime.
I embrace these experiences because I intuitively sense and trust that it’s all part of the process, and All is Well in my world, something I’ve been reminding myself lately with repeated thoughts and feelings to create new, highly beneficial beliefs that will create my own version of Heaven on Earth, to include:
I live in a loving, friendly, highly intelligent, deeply wise, supportive, unlimited, abundant, and generous Universe (from within and without).
In addition, after the memorable sacred session today—“How to Break Through Stalemate in Life – Live Sacred Space Session with Artie 8-15-2021”—I felt like doing the exercise that Artie suggested (though we didn’t have to if we didn’t feel like it).
I went outside on my balcony and simply sat on a folding chair and held space for my inner world.
Though I’ve heard many share (online and in person) how challenging it is to meditate at time, due to bombarding thoughts, I haven’t really had that issue for a while, though I initially did, and still do at times (thoughts popping up).
Often times, as soon as I close my eyes while lying in bed, I can be in complete darkness, stillness, and silence, and even experience astral travel right away—seemingly flying through pitch dark space while light yellow or white rays of light are rapidly passing by.
So while I was meditating, I observed a handful of thoughts visit the space, but then I experienced something completely new (or at least it was the first time that I became aware of this).
For the first time, I noticed my very present emotional state during meditation—I felt INTENSE ENERGY within that didn’t feel so good.
However, I did my best to hold space for it, the way I would gently hold a child to sooth him or her.
I chose NOT to: judge it, deny it, ignore it, run away from it, suppress it, and even fix it/change it/transmute it (with positive thoughts); I just allowed it to BE.
Shortly after, I felt this deep sense of inner peace, which I was so grateful for.
I then received an unbelievable, funny insight regarding a recent situation where I judged another, and felt so disgusted by him (but not my husband this time); but that’s another story that I’ll probably share in a future post, and definitively within a new, open-mic comedy set, since it was mind/heart/eye-opening and consciousness expanding (hint: he was an aspect of my Shadow Self).
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