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Are you READY to Be your own, unique version of a BAD@$$, Full-Potential, Multidimensional, AUTHENTIC / WHOLE Self (Divine Self/physical selves)?

I share with you my own invaluable, spiritual/physical journey…

and may whatever helpful, puzzle 🧩 pieces of Information/Light Frequency & Unconditional Love Frequency 💖 further IGNITE 💥🔥🔥🔥❤️‍🔥 deep within you, whatever’s highly beneficial to your own invaluable, spiritual/physical journey.

This post can be read as a continuation post from the previous one titled, “Multi-Life Purpose Plus Freely Being & Sharing Outside of Society’s Limiting, Labeled Boxes 📦,” or on its own (I typed it while adding update insights to yesterday’s post).

In addition, I haven’t bought crystals for myself in a long time.

I’ve been wearing for a while a necklace that includes a teamwork of crystal pendants: Libyan Tektite/Dessert Glass, Moldavite, Aqua Andara, Citrine & a silver Goddess Hathor pendant with a circular turquoise.

However, right before returning to the U.S., the Citrine pendant fell off.

By the way, whenever I lose something material, rather than feel like there’s been a loss, I would trust that it was time to leave my life.

For example, sometime between 2012 and 2015, while walking in nature at a San Antonio local park, I lost a gorgeous, purple Sugilite pendant and necklace I had just bought like a day ago or so.

I was initially disappointed, and my husband and I did our best to look for it.

But at one point, I received an insight that this Crystal had served me well, and it didn’t matter for how long since time is linear.

So I thanked this Crystal, chose to trust that whoever happens to find it, will not only be excited about this free, beautiful, and invaluable gift, but will highly benefit from it.

Now returning to the citrine that fell out of its pendant:

I intuitively knew that it was TIME to fully embrace and integrate into WHOLE Self/self “DARK” & “LIGHT,” to include no longer needing to use spiritual tools like crystals to cleanse, protect, and get rid of “negative” energies.

We only need protection if we believe there’s something “out there” that can harm us. 

But if we choose a NEW, EMPOWERING belief that the…

Divine/Goddess/God/Spirit/Soul/Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse/whatever higher power we prefer to call it…

IS ultimately EVERYTHING/ALL THAT IS, then we will only experience OBVIOUS BLESSINGS or BLESSINGS IN DISGUISE.

Now, this isn’t to say that we don’t practice having healthy boundaries, or that we shouldn’t be discerning and cautious.

But there’s a different kind of energy between being very fearful, and simply being aware, discerning, and cautious.

For example, I have known at least two people throughout my adult life who were absolutely terrified of flying on planes (though it’s been proven that there are many other ways to death that are a higher probability).

We can all be nervous about flying on a plane to varying degrees.

But rather than miss out on the adventures of Life (and cause loved ones to miss out as well)—to include the opportunities to travel around the world of wonders—why not trust that…

 if it’s time to go, it’s time to go (especially if one claims to believe in a higher power).

The best we can do is put on our seatbelts, be informed of other safety procedures, and perhaps not fly when the weather is extreme for both departure and arrival locations.

In addition, if turbulence happens to occur, shifting our perspective about what we perceive can be a major game changer in how we FEEL about it.

I’ve experienced feeling afraid during turbulence many years ago, so I completely understand.

But I noticed one day, that my lower abdomen felt ticklish during turbulence, so I started giggling quietly like a kid.

I was then reminded of a mild to medium level, roller coaster ride (don’t like the extreme versions, though experienced various ones with family members who enjoyed them over a decade ago).

I then realized that instead of being fearful of turbulance, I can feel excited about them.

Bashar—channeled via Darryl Anka—shared a teaching a while back about taking fear out of anxiety, and you’re left with excitement.

I highly resonate with many of his teachings, which reminds me to read his book soon that I bought.

Anyhoo, as I practiced this empowering, joyful state—as opposed to the disempowering, fearful state—I developed a new belief about turbulence.

Plus, JOY is known to be a very high and powerful vibrational frequency.

So for me, it’s like an amusement park ride that includes FUN thrills and tickles, and they’re very brief.

And the more I enJOY the ride, the quicker it seems to end, since it’s also no ancient Japorean secret that…

TIME FLIES 💸 WHEN WE’RE HAVING FUN 🐸🤗.

Granted, I’ve been doing my best to refrain from completely releasing my WILD 🤪 side, SHOUTING in the middle of turbulence, exhilarating expressions like, “YEAH!! BRING IT!!!”

Because the airline crew may end up escorting me out once the plane lands. 🫢🤭

I have even crossed paths with some people within Spirituality, who were PARANOID about not being around any negative energies.

So much to the point where they would:

Surround their house with an overboard (keyword) of crystals, like citrine, that’s known to transmute negative energies…

Hardly ever travel anywhere due to the exposure of negative: people, places, things, animals, technology, X-rays, chemtrails, “evil” aliens and E.T.s, toxins in the environment, and a much longer, seemingly increasing list of things to be very fearful of, which is disempowering 

Refuse to be around anyone who expressed any negativity; hence, the popular “High Vibes Only!” saying (though it’s beneficial to express negativity in healthy ways, rather than suppress them and cause out of control moments)…

Refuse to notice, recognize, acknowledge, embrace, and deeply heal their own negative thoughts, beliefs, emotions, behaviors, words and actions…

And lastly, I have even crossed paths with some people within Spirituality, who were so PARANOID about not being around any negative energies…

that they—as in some Master Practitioners—would avoid stopping by the main office of a spiritual business, because the manager was known to be very negative.

Granted, this was spot on true, but even she had her rare, wonderful aspects and moments.

But I do get it, because I even left after several months because it was too much, too draining to HABITUALLY be around.

So I definitely don’t encourage HABITUALLY (KEYWORD) being in negative environments and relationships.

But at the same time, we don’t need to be afraid to experience shorter amounts of time with lower/dense/fear-based energies.

Not too long after I left, I ran into the most seasoned employee (a pleasant older lady), who also left once, telling the same manager, “I don’t need this shit!” 😄 returned, and then left again, only to return the second and last time to temporarily help out before finally retiring.

And she shared that I was known to have flipped that place upside down, like Kali, because of how everything ended before I left.

I had butted heads with this manager multiple times, after doing my best to Be professional, assertive, honest, tactful, communicative, cooperative, supportive, a team player, deeply understanding, compassionate, and empathetic.

However COMMA she pressed my last button one day, and let’s just say more blunt truths were revealed that made her, and then the owner, very uncomfortable.

But not too long before I left, this manager and I had a deeply heartfelt conversation.

She had shared her side of the story (that’s beneficial to record) about an apparent, false accusation made, regarding her offering marijuana to a neighbor who asked for it, that was then blown way out of proportion.

She also felt enraged by the injustice of exaggerations published in local newspapers, which is completely understandable.

I could tell from her teary-eyed expression and tone of voice that she continued to feel very ashamed about it.

So I shared with her something to the effect that our past doesn’t define our WHOLE Self/self, since we are much more than any earthly label.

Plus, we can learn from our past experiences and gain much invaluable wisdom.

I trust that truths are revealed in Divine perfect timing and order.

Fast forward back to our argument: I quit—while also shouting, “I don’t need this💩!” (just like the most seasoned employee), and then got the manager fired.

And one of the last things I told the owner was, “Not even a felon (the manager) deserves to be treated that way.”

And by that I meant—and she (the owner) knew exactly what I was talking about—her habitually disrespecting, yelling at, and over-tasking this manager with the her personal and business to-do lists.

And there seemed to be the implication of, “You’re going to take what I dish out 24/7, since someone like you (the manager) don’t have any place else to go.”

This was unfortunately true at that time, because this manager applied for other jobs, but never heard back.

But I thanked the Universe to help her tune into a better job opportunity where her mind, heart and Soul can finally heal—without another continually adding fuel to the bonfire 🔥 of hatred from past heartbreak 💔 wounds ❤️‍🩹.

There were times I regretted my part of getting this manager fired, wondering if it was better that she had stayed at this job since it’s better than no job.

But then again, she was tired of her job, and definitely exhausted by the the owner (and often reminded everyone at the office; and by often, I mean DAILY).

But to be fair, the owner also had to put up with the manager being a pain in her ass.

She gave the manager chances for mistakes, and even financially helped her at least once (though she chose to have healthy boundaries and put a stop to that, when the manager asked her again to borrow money).

The manager was a single parent and had a tween kid, so this was completely understandable.

I offered to financially help her once—when her situation seemed to get desperate—but she ended up finding another source.

But reflecting upon this one last time—to bring complete closure—I fully let go of any remnants of guilt and/or shame, and fully embrace all that had happened.

I choose to fully trust in Divine Wisdom—to include Essene Mirror #7 of 7—that EVERYTHING that happens is perfect, despite temporary, outer appearances to the limited, human perspective.

I now have no doubt they both benefited from separating and discontinuing their mostly unaware, immature games—to include secretly hating one another while pretending as if they’re good to go, and using each other—that’s been negatively affecting themselves and the whole company.

MAJOR DRAMA was a daily occurrence at this place, mainly between the manager and the owner, who also showed up miserable practically every day (though in front of customers, there was the “happy” side).

And though various fixable problems were brought up to both sides, no solution ever seemed to help (just a vicious cycle of blame games, excessive complaining, and victim mentality).

Looking back, I’m even more grateful for these seemingly

CRAzy-@💰💰experiences.

They truly are blessings in disguise.

I had never thought of this before—one of the main reasons why I love blogging (gaining new insights)—but…

All 3 of us women—with very strong personalities, overly FIERY ❤️‍🔥🔥🔥🔥 at times, but yet, with big, tender hearts deep down—have been set FREE from having to continue being inauthentic to ourselves and others.

And even this owner had her own seemingly rare, wonderful qualities (like every Soul), and loving moments.

If it’s completely true that I was known to flip everything upside down, like Kali—“The Destroyer” aspect of the Mother Goddess—then SO BE IT. 🤷🏻‍♀️

I’ve learned that as the so-called OLD & OUTDATED 🍁🍂 gets “destroyed” / released 🦎👋🏼, the NEW 🌱🪴🌿🌲🌳 can be BIRTHED 🐣.

I understand becoming deeply lost within the so-called darkness, because I, too, have tuned into these fear-based states; but I didn’t like the control and power it had over me.

Anyhoo, back to lighter 🪶thoughts like crystals ☺️

We can enJOY using various spiritual tools in an empowering way, rather than disempowering way.

For instance, I recently felt very excited with the idea of buying a purple crystal, but not the typical amethyst or even sugilite, since I had “lost” the latter years ago for a reason.

Plus, I didn’t feel drawn to it anymore, though I still find it interesting that it includes my mostly unknown, Japanese-American, bio father’s name, Sugi.

Anyhoo, this sudden urge to buy a purple crystal stemmed from a related series of Divine Synchronicity.

And this included a vivid dream of a translucent, purple snake poking its head and neck out of a sideways cup I was holding in front of me (shared post), and a vibrant, dark purple, velvet, gorgeous, sexy, and classy dress I was attracted to, and bought, for my husband’s work Christmas party.

So the night of this annual party, less than 10 minutes or so before the crystal store (of my preference) closed, I trusted that I would quickly recognize what I needed, and be out of there before closing.

I intended that, because I prefer NOT to be that customer—for whatever physical businesses (to include restaurants)—who shows up shortly before closing time, and then stays for a while.

Why? Because I’ve worked various civilian jobs throughout my adult life—and more accurately since 9th grade via summer hire jobs—and employees have lives too, and want to go home soon after closing time (and they deserve that).

Anyhoo, I quickly scanned through all the jewelry cases, and though something caught my eye 👁️👀, I continued to check out others while making a mental note to return to that one.

And sure enough, I felt strongly attracted to this unknown crystal pendant, that looked like a reunion of Trinity crystals—so mysterious, magical, captivating, intriguing, and inviting.

I informed the lady that I’d like to check out this crystal, and saw the tag, “Shangaan,” which I had never read about or heard of before.

I had dedicated much time within 13 years exploring various crystals, and testing them out.

But there’s only been a few I’ve strongly felt, to include my first of two Moldavites, this new set, and some crystals that I placed in my pillow case, and/or worn in bed, that have matched my dreams.

Granted, just like everything else in Life (to include humans), there’s going to be a rainbow 🌈 spectrum of aspects ranging from authentic to fake.

But what matters most to me, is whether or not I’m attracted to whatever crystals depending how they look, FEEL, and/or what metaphysical properties they’re know for (especially the ones I absolutely love 🥰).

And last but not least…what matters is what I choose to BELIEVE about whichever crystal, because BELIEFS are known to be very POWERFUL.

Since the sales associate wasn’t aware of the crystal benefits, and didn’t have a crystal description card to go with it, I did a quick online search.

And as soon as I read one paragraph, I had my additional confirmation that this was it:

The shangaan amethyst is an elestial quartz with natural lines and layers in the crystal. It contains a strong feminine energy that brings out self-confidence and personal power. The crystal is seen as a master healer that creates personal transformation.
https://www.debarnsteenspecialist.nl › …

Plus, I read an additional piece of information that Shangaan crystal can help with creating one’s career, that perfectly matched this phase of my life. 

While keeping an 👁️ on my phone clock, I then asked the sales associate if I could check out a medium collection of rings I chose up close; and one immediately caught my attention.

Unlike earlier, I didn’t feel the need or desire to look any further, since I’m continuing to develop my trust in my keen intuition.

The colors matched the shangaan pendant I chose, with the vibrant purple mixed with black (see photos below; wouldn’t upload for unknown reason, will try again next time).

I went through the same process as the shangaan Crystal pendant, and found out the ring is Purpurite, which I had never heard of before either.

But I had no doubt whatsoever that they were a perfect match for this phase of my life’s journey.

And as the sales associate was completing my checkout, the store announced their closing.

Multiple customers were still looking around, but I was grateful that I was able to buy exactly what I desired and needed, and leave on time.

And sure enough, from the moment I wore them, I had various experiences that matched their metaphysical properties—of ultimately becoming more aware of the already merged version of both worlds: physical (dark color part of crystals) and spiritual (purple part of crystal).

I usually cleanse crystals I buy—that’s highly recommended within the spiritual communities—and I trust that I did within 13 years when I needed to during that timeframe.

But while meditating in bed in the darkness, stillness and silence, I realized something profound.

If I truly yearn to unconditionally love WHOLE Self/self—which helps me to fully do so for interconnected Life as well (and vice versa)—then I must stop being more biased towards positive energies, like many within humanity.

Because, as I’ve shared plenty of times throughout this blog, it’s WAY TO EASY to only like the likable, and love the lovable.

So-called negative energies has its own benefits as well; but they’re not meant to take over the entire ship.

Our Wisest (version of) Self is the Captain of the entire ship/WHOLE Self/self—regardless of what earthly labels we give to this higher power (that doesn’t misuse or abuse its power).

Anyhoo, I wore both the Shangaan necklace and Purpurite ring to the Christmas party.

My husband shared the next day, that towards the end of the party, I even enthusiastically asked the busser guy his name, and told him to bring it in, and then gave him a bear hug 🐻🫂 (the way I did with some of his coworkers and the bartender 😅).

Yes, I had some wine 🍷, though I haven’t had any alcohol in months, but I embrace that (though I initially kicked myself in the ass for possibly making others uncomfortable).

My husband said he loves the outgoing and fun part of me, and I felt grateful for his feedback since it helped me to realize that I do too.

Granted, as I get older, I’m leaning more towards the introverted side of me (like many awakening Souls), though technically, I consider myself an ambivert.

I just prefer NOT to say, behave, or act in non-beneficial ways for self/others; and he reassured me that I didn’t at all, so I chose to trust his words.

But I also realized that if I have doubts about who I am and what I say, behave or do, I need to take full responsibility and not drink wine if I don’t fully recall a night’s happenings (this is one perspective).

But in Brazil once—after my first ayahuasca (and probably last) retreat—I felt like dressing up to go dancing 💃🏻 with new Brazilian friends I had met on a nature tour (a very nice, English speaking couple).

And in a nutshell, after a few drinks, I FELT as though the Goddess within took over, and I passionately ❤️‍🔥 danced 💃🏻 in the most unusual ways (meaning, foreign to me, and as if I had little to no control over my body 😳😲😃🤩🥰).

I simply trusted this “take over”—that would probably frighten many people—but for me, it felt more like another version of me (the Divine Dichotomy of familiar, yet, unknown)

Since childhood, I loved dancing, and even my mother said that whenever it was bath time, I loved the water so much, that I’d start dancing without music.

So throughout adulthood, I’ve lost myself within the dance, and developed many dance moves over time—my own and learned from observing others.

Granted, this night was a WHOLE other Cosmic ballgame. 🪩

It was as if an INTENSE, yet, SUPER JOYFUL ENERGY took charge, saying, “I GOT this girlfriend. Let’s enJOY 😉😘.”

Plus, the next morning (after the Christmas party), I chose the Light Language card, “SIRIUS INITIATION: TRUST” which was PERFECT for what I needed for time (to trust more in Self/self/Life/supportive Universe & beyond).

[SEE BOTTOM OF POST FOR ADDITIONAL DETAILS OF LIGHT LANGUAGE CARDS, INTEGRATING OPPOSITES & SPECIAL FORCES]

While wearing the new Shangaan necklace and Purpurite ring, I FELT INTENSE, yet comfortable, inner-body vibrations.

I continued to experience this sporadically since, and though I’ve experienced inner-body vibrations many times within 13 years, they usually seem more spread out.

I’ve also had many otherworldly dreams that seemed like adventures with a small group of Beings (who I don’t recall seeing) in fascinating worlds.

I’ve even seen strange animals, to include this morning’s dream of sneaking around in a large, dark cave.

There were about 5-6 large creatures that appeared to be a cross between a lion and a wolf.

They were all asleep, and I told whoever I was with to be careful not to step on them.

But whoever this other was, was apparently a clumsy ass 😆, because s/he stepped on these creatures (to include tail) at least twice.

I recall feeling very cautious, but not fearful, though in this particular physical reality, I’d be very scared to be in that situation.

At least twice, I witnessed two of these creatures wake up, only to fall back asleep again, which was such a relief. 😮‍💨 

At another point, we were sprinting our asses off, and upon waking up, I wondered if my clumsy, numbnuts, team member woke up the entire pack.

But who knows, maybe that clumsy one was me the last time. 🤷🏻‍♀️

I briefly wondered if this dream was symbolic, an otherworldly dream, and/or alternate reality past life dream. 

But it felt so real to be symbolic; if felt more like many other dreams of going through various obstacles, like some kind of test, some form of mastering of multidimensional abilities, skills, and talents.

Also, the dark (root chakra related) and purple (crown chakra related) colors of the Shangaan and Purpurite crystals instantly reminded me of the recent post titled, “The Divine Masculine/God Essence in Various Forms & Dream on New Moon Day: Insects, Bugs & Translucent, Violet Snake Head Coming Out of a Cup” (screenshots below; click on image to view a much larger version, or  better yet, click on title of post above to open link in another window):

I used to journal many more earthly and otherworldly dreams, but it became overwhelming; so I learned to discern which ones to reflect upon, ponder, and gain wisdom.

Plus, not all dreams are adventurous, exciting, and fun, or even peaceful, breathtaking, deeply heartfelt, and awe-inspiring.

Some are so-called “nightmares” that would probably cause most of humanity to shit their pants (shared some stories within blog).

However, as I mentioned in this post, when we choose to SHIFT our perspective, we can even SEE the gifts (to include humor) within nightmares.

But regardless of how we categorize dreams—ultimately NEUTRAL, not right or wrong, good or bad, light or dark, etc.—I fully trust that ALL are highly beneficial for ALL aspects and extensions of Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE Self/self.

I trust that our Souls are having a BLAST 💥 exploring seemingly countless, different versions of itself within this Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse & ♾️.

And I trust that these experiences are ALL happening simultaneously in the PRESENT 💝 moments of NOW, to include past/present/future; though from a linear perspective, it’s perceived as past, and den present, and den future.

I’ve had dreams where people—that I’ve personally known or NOT (like famous people)—from my past were interacting with myself and people from my current reality, and/or with futuristic beings.

So there was no division called timeline; it was just…

ONE BIG

Cosmic Party!!!

🎉🎊🪅🎈🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

🌅🌄🌌🌠🎆🎇

💖❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🪩💃🏻🕺🏽.

Years ago, I would feel guilty at times about sleeping a lot of hours after feeling so exhausted from many dreams.

Because society’s mostly logical/left brain-centered, fear-based/survival only ways has strongly conditioned people to believe that sleeping too much equates to laziness, being unproductive, and not contributing to this world.

But then I came upon readings related to an increasing number of awakening Souls using A LOT of energy during dream state, and to allow ourselves (without judgement) to fully rest and recover as needed.

I also realized that we can embrace and integrate into WHOLE Self/self the frowned-upon aspect called “laziness.”

It’s not about habitually taking this (or any other aspect) to the polar opposite extreme—in an unhealthy and non-beneficial way—and habitually being lazy.

But rather, simply by being ok to Be this aspect when truly needed—like to rest, just BE rather than DO DO DO like an energizer bunny on CRACK, enjoy Life without needing to contribute to society the way society believes it needs to be done, etc.

Plus, Souls who have been and are waking up—hence, experiencing MAJOR transformations 🐍🪲🐛🦋 on all energetic ♒️ levels (mental, emotional, physical 🧬, and spiritual)—CONTRIBUTE A LOT, not only to this particular 🌏🌎🌍 world, but to many other worlds within this Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse.

And just because the extreme logical beings of this world cannot MEASURE the amount of contributions, doesn’t make them any less than.

Years ago, my husband woke me up, but not only did I find it challenging to wake up, once I got out of bed, I felt very disoriented.

Why? Because the last I recall—right before he woke me up (forgot the reason)—I was rapidly traveling through a bright blue wormhole, which was INTENSE, and felt a bit out of control.

Now I don’t know if the latter had to do with being woken up—hence, interfering with the astral traveling process—but it was definitely unforgettable visually and in FEELING.

I’ve had other experiences of traveling through wormholes—during dream state and especially during meditation (astral traveling soon as I close my eyes at times)—but they usually feel very liberating and/or super peaceful and effortless.

So when we feel immensely exhausted, drained, disoriented, uncomfortable, etc., let’s ensure we get plenty of rest, relaxation, enjoyment, and recovery.

Otherwise, we will experience burnout (been there); and in this state, we’re not helping anyone, to include ourselves.

I briefly expressed my perspective of Special Forces in the previous post.

And they do so much—where most of their accomplishments and contributions are not publicly recognized—but that doesn’t make their contributions any less than.

They, like many awakening Souls within this world, often have a thankless job from the majority of humanity.

But that’s okay, since we can thank ourselves and others, and deeply appreciate ourselves and others for everyone PLAYING their part in this Cosmic Game of Life.

By the way, regarding Special Forces, I highly respect and admire their high-level of professionalism, integrity, honesty, discipline, teamwork, BOLD but not arrogant confidence, courage, bravery, strong yet gentle eye contact, often ambivert ways, and other BAD@$$ qualities; however COMMA..

I absolutely believe that humanity no longer needs to continue ongoing conflicts, battles and wars—that are riDONKulousky OLD, OUTDATED, IMMATURE, UNWISE, and extremely FEAR-based.

I trust Special Forces are highly intelligent enough to focus their very well-rounded abilities, skills, talents, etc. in powerfully creative ways, not through participation in more wars.

As I further expand my perspective, I feel that ultimately, there’s a greater version of the BAD@$$ “Special Forces” part of every Soul.

And it includes our further opening hearts and minds, our growing AWARENESS/CONSCIOUSNESS, and increasing spiritual DNA 🧬 activation towards our Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE Self/self that we can fully, consistently and habitually Be, though we tune into this channel at times (some more often than others).

I get that society has deeply ingrained the collective to believe that freedom must be earned through wars; but that’s old and outdated too.

Ultimate Freedom comes from within; and as we continue to connect with, deeply commune with, and SET FREE our own prisoner inside…

then the most POWERFUL AND UNSTOPPABLE, Teamwork of Cosmic Forces within—The Divine Feminine/Goddess & Divine Masculine/God essence—will SHINE 🌅 through, co-creating so-called MIRACLES.

🖤🤍❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩷🩶🤎💔❤️‍🩹💖

The following is the UPDATE section mentioned above, from the previous post that has additional details of Light Language cards, integration of opposites, and Special Forces:

UPDATE Part 2 of 2

UPDATE below (in light teal font) added day after, on 12/6/2023:

This morning, I asked/thanked Source (Goddess & God)/Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse for showing me what Light Language card is most beneficial for today (and possibly longer).

As I’ve shared in other posts, I’ve been using Light Language cards created by Jamye Price from Sedona for 2-4 years or so (lost track of time). 

It’s the “COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS ASCENSION DECK,” and I’ve had many experiences that matched practically every single card that I chose.

Blew me away, so I shared some of these experiences with Jamye (via comments), since I have no doubt that they’re helpful feedback for her.

She’s one of the handful of people I’ve crossed paths with in Sedona—though energetically with her rather than in person—who seem to truly represent the deeply spiritual, unconditionally loving, and profoundly wise Soul.

Though I’ve never personally met her before (perhaps one day), I’ve been FEELING her vibrational frequencies that she habitually radiates via these cards, her newsletter, and her YouTube videos, though I only read or watch them whenever I FEEL guided to from within.

Anyhoo, as I was shuffling as usual, a card popped up much higher than others.

It was “SIRIUS INITIATION: BALANCE,” which perfectly matched this section of the post published yesterday.

Because whether it’s the “empath & narcissist” energy dynamic, or the “Special Forces level teamwork & no teamwork” energy dynamic, both are extreme polar opposites.

Granted, I trust that all that these elite level guys do, absolutely requires extraordinary teamwork, since their brother-like team members’ lives are at stake, as well as their own.

But within the civilian world, it’s healthy and beneficial NOT to have super high expectations of teamwork for most and many people who have not had high-level training (or perhaps they did receive it, but don’t give a rat’s ass).

Nonetheless, to have unreasonable expectations for such situations only causes a lot of stress for the self/others.

The best thing one could do is to lead by example, and teach others through showing what exceptional looks like.

This can inspire others to emulate what type of leaders they would like to be—just the way a handful of amazing, true Leaders inspired me while in the Army…

Or, this can trigger others due to their own insecurities, resentment, envy, jealousy, and even hatred; ultimately, NOT recognizing their Golden Shadow aspects (that all aspects, to include positive ones, exists within all of us, but dormant in most).

But I’m reminded that we’re not here to control others, so all we can do is our best (and let the dominoes fall however).

It was also a great reminder to Be Balance & Harmony—not in a 50/50 kind of rigid way, but like ebb and flow, just as Jamye had mentioned.

I trust this card—one of various spiritual tools that I use daily—helped me to re-tune into the profound wisdom that I was already aware of from past experiences, but had forgotten about.

In addition, I haven’t bought crystals for myself in a long time […] CONTINUING IN NEXT POST [this one]

❤️🧡💛end of above update💚🩵💙💜

UPDATE Part 1 of 2

UPDATE below (in pink font) added day after, on 12/6/2023:

When I expand my perspective even further—to SEE with CLARITY the BIGGER picture—I recall that the infamous dance of the so-called empath and narcissist energies show up in Divine perfect timing and order to benefit us. Like ALL other aspects, these energies exist within ALL of us, though we express them (or not) to varying degrees. 

Empaths have a tendency to be too giving to others while neglecting the self.

And narcissists have a tendency to be too selfish (different from self-love), and not giving (of various forms of love) to others.

Both energies are extreme opposites that are not healthy and beneficial. So without labeling anyone an “empath” or “narcissist”—to end the “name calling” and blame game”—we can shift our perspective into a positive one (a blessing in disguise).

So the next time narcissistic energy SHOWS UP, I now trust in my multidimensional abilities—that includes expanding my perspective—to silently express:

“Namaste Soul brother/sister, thank you for reminding me:

that I’m neglecting my own well-being, needs and desires…

thank you for reminding me to have healthier boundaries…

thank you for reminding me to Be my own best friend, to assertively, confidently, and tactfully stand up for myself, to NOT betray myself, to Be Self-Loyalty…

thank you for reminding me to unconditionally love myself more…

❤️🧡💛end of above update💚🩵💙💜