What I find fascinating, is that I experienced a series of synchronicity prior to this hell and heaven-like day.
One day, I had a dream of a lone, black wolf, panting while lying on the ground—that I wrote a post about titled, “Messages from Lone Black Wolf and Pack of Coyotes”—which I trust connects with the Full Wolf Moon of January 2020 (the lone wolf aspect within me being liberated).
In addition, I had an unusual, strong urge to look up a number sequence that weren’t repeating double, triple, or quadruple numbers (or even numbers like 123, 456, or palindrome numbers).
I recorded the number somewhere, but I don’t recall at this time. But I do recall is the gist of the angel number message (aka truth code, wake up code, activation code, etc.), which stated something to the effect that it was a confirmation of my strong feeling that something (job, career, relationship, etc.) was coming to an end real soon.
Earlier that day, of the Full Wolf Moon in January of 2020, a very warm and friendly woman called our office to apply for a Master Practitioner position.
I’ve had several of these experiences before, but for the first time, the information she provided over the phone grabbed my attention.
It was as though her email address—the word, “Free” + animal (that reminds me of The Great Spirit) + repeating triple digit number that reminds me of uplifting abundance on all levels—revealed a message that instantly and intuitively conveyed, “Liberate yourself, and uplifting abundance on all levels will follow.”
Time froze again, and I simply stayed fully present with this heartfelt, inner knowing as long as I could before proceeding with my daily tasks.
Little did I know what delightful surprise would await towards the end of the work day.
Ranting from my manager, followed by amplified acute hearing, noticeable inner voice, and then intense feeling in my heart chakra that spread to my throat chakra (which I’ve learned was Spirit wanting me to speak up).
I’ve had several talks with my manager before (for myself/herself/and other coworkers)—and to my great surprise, most of the time, she seemed very receptive to topics like: our vibrational frequency affecting our reality—but she always managed to bounce back to her usual, very negative self.
One day, when we agreed to remind one another to have a positive outlook whenever we noticed we’re down, she asked what I thought about reminding her, “Don’t be a negative Nancy.”
Since that seemed negative it of itself, I suggested asking in a friendly tone instead, “What’s your vibe (vibrational frequency)? and she agreed that was better. Very slowly but surely, life seemed to be getting slightly better.
However, this special day was different. I expressed some things that she didn’t want to hear, and she did the same. And what started out as a disagreement, quickly spiraled down into a full blown yelling match (mirroring each other’s low, fear-based vibrations).
One of the things she told me was that my energy is so intense, that it makes her want to throw up, and that everyone else from the office feels as though they have to walk on eggshells around me (which turned out to be untrue, when I asked reliable coworkers; it was just her projecting her own habitually aggressive and negative ways, which often made others uncomfortable).
Once, she yelled at me for asking a simple, new question, which turned out she didn’t even know the answer to. Another time, she went off accusing me of doing something that she misunderstood.
I later had a talk with her in the back office, and shared that I’m very open to learning, but that I don’t do well with yelling, especially for asking a question (that I have every right to ask as a fairly new employee); and she apologized, and we ended up having an effective, heart to heart talk where we shared each other’s perspectives, feelings, personal stories, suggestions, ideas, etc.
Amidst all the yelling and throwing of invisible daggers into each other’s hearts, I calmly told her that I was done with all of it, gathered my stuff, and left.
I texted the owner as soon as I came home (that I left); I then sent a few more text messages after having a bottle of wine. I found out the day after (Saturday, 1/11) that the owner fired the manager.
I initially felt somewhat guilty for sharing some truths with the owner, but I eventually let it go by trusting that it was for the best (for all of us), and that she would find a better job where she’s actually happy at (despite her earthly circumstances).
I also saw 1:11 during the day of the Full Wolf Moon, which also reminded me—along with the symbolic email address message mentioned above—that it was THE END of this particular phase of my life (like the experience I had in post, “An Unexpected Appearance of 111 After a Car Accident“).
I also see 9:11 often whenever it’s the end of one phase, and the opening of doors to another.
I didn’t realize it until later, but that same week, both my manager and I had free sessions from one of the Master Practitioners, who chose for us what healing method she would perform.
She chose to do Reiki on me, and told my manager the next day that she was going to do an intense toxic cleansing for a few days where she would have to drink lots of water every two hours throughout the day and night (she hated it).
During that timeframe, I was also interested in doing a popular session that was known to be highly effective, Core Belief Transformation.
I asked one of our Practitioners if I could do this session with him whenever it was slow season and he had time, and to my great surprise, he offered the session as a gift for free.
I gave him some “tip” money and a card (expressing my gratitude) that I had created via Zazzle, using consolidated artwork like a sculpture I made titled, “The Return”, that includes a photo I had taken during a nature excursion, and other art materials (see Mulantis store of this blog).
I didn’t realize this until later, but the strong, Full Wolf Moon energies, along with all the old wound energies that had resurfaced from both of our healing sessions, more than likely contributed to all the chaos that day, along with THE END of our time together.
Strangely, though I’m very grateful that we parted ways, I will always treasure the brief, uplifting moments we shared with one another.
I had my very first Reiki experience (energy work), and it was mind blowing and heartfelt (literally).
At one point, the Master Practitioner (S____) rang an instrument, and I intensely felt it inside my chest area from my throat to heart chakras. It turned out to be a the largest, white crystal bowl I had ever seen.
I’ve demonstrated crystal bowls while working at a crystal store before, but even though their sounds were beautiful, I’ve never intensely felt them inside of me.
When she rubbed my forehead with some oil, while my eyes were closed, my body started vibrating very noticeably, and I felt my eyelids fluttering uncontrollably.
Then, I suddenly started to experience astral travel—seemingly traveling through dark space, at a rapid rate, while seeing rays of bright white light pass by me.
I shared this story in post, “Brief Space Travel While Meditating,”along with other related stories in the AM I : I AM category page of this blog.
I hadn’t experienced this for a long time, though I used to be able to do this at will, just by simply closing my eyes and focusing on a single point, which started several years ago while reading the book, The Emerald Tablets of Thoth The Atlantean (shared about within this blog).
When she rubbed the outside of my ears, I sensed that she intended to expand my hearing abilities; and sure enough, I started hearing what sounded like angelic, musical tones (perhaps Music of the Spheres), that I hadn’t heard in a while as well, though I used to hear various tones often.
After this session, I shared my experiences with the wonderful Master Healer, and she was thrilled to hear my perceptions because she said that the huge crystal bowl was a gift from a friend, who said that it was of Arcturian origin, and that it’s a message for whoever can FEEL it inside of them, especially the higher heart chakra area, inbetween the throat and heart chakras; that blew me away.
She also confirmed that her intention was to expand my hearing abilities and consciousness when she was rubbing my ears.
Before I left, she introduced me to her wolf dog named Orion, who seemed gentle loving.
I resonate with his name because I have three freckles on my left forearm that looks like the Orion belt (that I’ve also shared in a post).
I’m strongly drawn to the way the Egyptian Giza pyramids, and other pyramids throughout our world, are in alignment with Orion’s belt.
In addition, ever since 1991, while very briefly attending UCR in CA, I went to a museum in LA and did a report about Kachina dolls and the related Native American cultures.
I was strangely drawn to them; and when I saw them again while exploring Sedona, I intuitively knew there was some unknown connection that I was meant to discover one magical day.
I also did a tour of the Hopi mesas given by a Native American, Hopi elder while living in Flagstaff. That was a hilarious experience, but that’s another story (that I think I already shared somewhere within this blog).
When the Master Healer told me about him, I asked if I could meet him since I had never seen a wolf dog in person; and she granted my wish.
I hugged and thanked her for helping me to reconnect with what seemed disconnected for some time, and she, too, thanked me for sharing my gifts.
Continuing…
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