I shared the following letter with a family friend this morning, and I have no doubt that it can highly benefit so-called others as well:
Good morning ____, this is Bobbie. First of all, thank you again for your generous gifts—incense, soy candle and iii supplements. 🙏🏼
You’ve always been a very generous and unconditionally loving friend, and we appreciate you.
I’m also very grateful that we were able to have a deep, soul-igniting and heartfelt conversation the day before yesterday.
Overall, Angelo and I enjoyed our lunch with ___ yesterday, so thank you for that new experience as well. She seems very lively, straightforward, ambitious, determined, outgoing, animated and fun.
Towards the end of our lunch gathering, I didn’t say anything, though I initially felt the brief, mental and emotional trigger that ironically happened recently as well—practically the exact same thing! 😯
But I realized that it’s a great opportunity for MAJOR transformation🐍🦋🪲 on all energetic ♒️ levels:
mental (realizing another blessing in disguise, and becoming more open-minded and optimistic)
emotional (unconditionally loving more aspects of WHOLE Self/self; hence, inner cup/Heart effortlessly overflowing to interconnected Life)
physical (further activating our spiritual DNA 🧬/mislabeled as “junk DNA,” and being more multidimensional) and
spiritual (more often tuning into Unity Consciousness/Unconditional True Love, and, hence, able to further embrace and even deeply love more of Life)
And even financial (by Being Wealth within FIRST AND FOREMOST, Being Prosperity Consciousness, and remembering and confidently HONORING our Divine Self/self-worth, that includes our always available Divine Self, our love-based powerful beliefs, our precious values, our preferences in Life, our multidimensional abilities, talents and skills, etc. I have no doubt that when we habitually operate from this IMMENSELY POWERFUL AND UNSHAKABLE FOUNDATION, we can deeply appreciate and enjoy our physical and material world, WITHOUT being attached to it in an unhealthy way. And if whatever physical matter happens to go away, we won’t feel unworthy without it.
Regarding the repeating experience:
In a nutshell, one of the friends of the female gallery owner came by recently with her husband; and her and her husband’s vibes, words, behavior and actions felt very strange (in an unpleasant way), something I rarely experience with visitors.
I’ve been highly to ultra sensitive to a wide spectrum of energies from childhood through adulthood, and my psychic abilities have continued to increase since I’ve been living in Sedona.
Anyhoo, at one point, she asked me a few questions about an original wall art. And as I answered them, each time, she abruptly cut me off with, “Yeah, yeah, yeah!” with an annoyed tone and non-verbal cues (to include micro-expressions of contempt 😄).
I shared this with the female owner the next day, and let her know that I did my best to make her friends feel comfortable, and to enjoy the gallery, but it intrigued me why she was this way, and other unusual ways, that made me wonder…why?
The owner said that was rude and apologized, and mentioned that her and her husband’s friends have certain personal reasons, which is completely understandable from the society-conditioned, human perspective.
However, from an unlimited, multidimensional, EMPOWERING perspective, we all have the free-will choice to change for the better—to break free from the chains of society’s limiting boxes 📦 (to include disempowering labels we place on ourselves, victim mentality we can drown in, poverty consciousness that we can get STUCK in, etc.).
We can CHOOSE to change, at ANY given moment, by doing our best daily to be more AWARE, and to heal, balance and harmonize our unhealed versions of our feminine and masculine energies within.
We can PRACTICE daily aligning ourselves with the already merged version of the always available Divine Self within: the Divine Feminine🚺 & Divine Masculine🚹 Energies/Yin & Yang☯️/Higher Heart & Higher Mind/Unconditional Love Frequency & Light Frequency/Goddess & God essence/Spirit & Soul/Moon🌚 & Sun🌝/Water🌊 & Fire🔥/etc.—2 sides of the SAME Cosmic Coin, meant to be a TEAM of ONE, the Sacred Union🌓, Sacred Marriage✡️ within/our Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE Self/self, aka True Self, with our physical human self Being the rainbow 🌈 bridge from our heart chakra, sacred space.
If it hadn’t been the owner’s friend, I probably would’ve asked her, if she’s not really interested in the painting, why ask more questions; but I did my best to be polite.
However COMMA if I see this friend next time, she’ll see a more assertive side of me that may surprise or even shock her, the way it’s happened as a pattern for decades throughout my life.
I just find it fascinating that yesterday, while ___ was questioning me—which later felt more like an interrogation 😅—she did the exact same thing!
She, too, cut me off with an annoyed, “Yeah yeah yeah!”
So as I had shared the other day, it’s way too easy to get triggered by others, and participate in the individual and Collective blame game, that only adds fuel to the fire 🔥 of ongoing conflicts, battles, and wars of both inner and outer worlds.
But when we dive deeper into the Cosmic rabbit 🐇 hole—with a discerning open mind, and open heart with healthy boundaries—we can SEE 👁️👀 with further CLARITY, especially if the same or similar situation REPEATS (like a blinking NEON sign from the Universe trying to get our attention).
So I wondered, “What’s the message, the Life lesson?” And as I’m typing typing this, I received an insight/the answer🙏🏼.
Again, Sedona’s amplified energies has a tendency to push out old and outdated repressed (since childhood) and suppressed (since adulthood) often fear-based energies—those ultimately neutral, but “negative” aspects that have been deemed “UNACCEPTABLE” by society; hence, our egos have SHOVED THEM DOWN in order to be accepted by this world, and to survive.
These UNKNOWN/DARK/SHADOW aspects resurface in order to be noticed, recognized, acknowledged, embraced, integrated, healed and transformed into WHOLE Self/self…ONLY IF if choose to grow and evolve from it.
If we continue to get triggered by it and continue to REACT from fear, then as we’ve discussed, the lesson will reappear as an opportunity to expand our individual and Collective Consciousness.
So to be transparently honest, BOTH recent situations—where others have cut me off with the “Yeah yeah yeah”—did NOT FEEL light/right to my heart, and understandably so, since no one likes to be treated as if what they’re expressing isn’t worth another’s Full Presence, respect, kindness, and active listening ears.
I realized that since childhood—like many within humanity—I was strongly conditioned by my mother to NOT be rude like that to others. So when these negative version of SHADOW aspects showed up, especially during unexpected moments, my mind and heart were baffled 😳 😵💫.
So what’s the gift 💝/blessing in disguise? I’m deeply grateful for the CONTRAST that showed up TWICE this week, and further helped me to realize that I still prefer NOT to treat others this way (now 100% sure), since it doesn’t FEEL good on the receiving end.
But I can still use this “rude” energy tool within my energetic treasure chest of many aspects of Life, IF absolutely needed for the highest benefit of self/others (granted, though ANY negative aspect has its Divine purpose as well, they’re NOT meant to be misused or abused).
While in the Army, when I switched to the interrogator job, from a cryptologic analyst, I followed my heart and chose NOT to treat detainees the way the typical interrogator did (with much aggressive energies, frequent yelling and a lot of cursing); but once in a blue moon, I would strategically use the aggressive energy tool when needed (i.e., raising my voice in an intensified way with strong eye contact, but not necessarily yelling).
And I have no doubt, because I chose NOT to misuse or abuse this aggressive energy, this method became very effective (worked like magic).
Please share this pdf doc with ___, since we can all learn and grow from this, and we’re all on the path of expanding our individual and Collective Consciousness.
EnJOY many present and pleasant moments, and safe travels to both of you. 🙏🏼
As you already know, I’m leaving this country soon as well. But what I haven’t shared, is that I’ll probably be gone for a while.
I’ve been realizing more each day—especially with a building up of recent experiences—that I truly deserve the best in Life (like all interconnected Souls).
And this includes healthy, authentic, honest, unconditionally loving and supportive relationships, and overall positive, supportive and flourishing environments that are habitually encouraging, uplifting, empowering, inspiring, and Consciousness expanding.
I choose to gift 💝 this to my WHOLE Self/self, and I wish this invaluable gift 🎁 for everyone else as well.
p.s. YES, this is a LONG-@$$ message that’s NOT typical; but I usually don’t do typical anyway 🤷🏻♀️😄
Much love to you Soul Family 😘💖💓💕, 🐻🫂 Barbara 🙋🏻♀️🐮🐯💖
UPDATES
Next day, 7/20/2023 (Thursday)
I tuned into another insight about the “Yeah yeah yeah” energy aspect that can be perceived as rude.
Since we can be ANY aspect of our WHOLE Self/self—IF we’re being TRANSPARENTLY HONEST with ourselves—I asked myself, “Who could I imagine verbally expressing this phrase to if I lived in world where there was no duality/polarity (i.e., no such thing as right vs wrong, good vs bad, light vs dark, up vs down, etc.)?
That way, my society-conditioned ego—who only wants to be right, good, and light, in order to be accepted by society—can step aside, and allow this once UNKNOWN/DARK/SHADOW aspect to come out and play, in order to finally be SEEN 👁️👀, recognized, deeply understood, acknowledged, embraced (with Unconditional Love and neutrality), healed, integrated, and transformed into its exalted version, part of WHOLE Self/self.
Well, I was able to imagine saying this “unacceptable” yeah yeah yeah phrase to the following energetic aspects (regardless of the physical human body/personality):
- to someone who habitually (keyword) likes to express fancy, spiritual concepts—like meditation, peace, compassion, wisdom, love, prosperity, etc.—but yet, doesn’t habitually SHOW UP as Full Presence (a very powerful meditative state), Active Listening Ears, Deep Understanding, Empathy, Unconditional Kindness, Appreciation, Thoughtfulness, etc., or even habitually lead by example when it comes to daily lifestyle.
- to someone who habitually drains others with CHRONIC and extended: data dumps of random negative information, drama dumps, repeating of past stories over and over again (without a willingness to expand one’s perspective, and gain wisdom and solutions), extreme disempowering victim mentality, extreme BLAME GAME, poverty consciousness (to include being an extreme workaholic), and other INTENSE, fear-based states.
- someone who is often very boring due to being much more left brain-centered (rather than making efforts toward merging both left and right brain 🧠 hemispheres/Heart & Mind, integrated Heart/Mind), and NOT being habitually authentic, honest, and wiling to grow on all energetic levels—mentally, emotionally, physically (further activating spiritual DNA 🧬), and spiritually
The following is from the description part of this morning’s YouTube video, “Soul🌟-Igniting 💥 FirePlace Explosion: Hair on Fire 🔥, Burnt Eyebrows & Eyelashes + 💝s of Wisdom“:
Soon after uploading this video, I shared the following, related comment for an often SPOT ON tarot reading YouTube channel, Minnow Pond Tarot, that I’ve been tuning into for a while now:
Triple WOW 😳😮😃🥰regarding the inspiration card that read…
“SPARK 💥 of inspiration will IGNITE 🔥 brilliant new ideas.”
I just uploaded my first, unedited, longer than a SHORT video, because I tuned into profound wisdom right after experiencing a seemingly crazy-@$$, gas fireplace explosion, where my hair caught on fire, and also burned my hand, most of my eyebrows , and half of my eyelashes.
But yet, I was unbelievably calm, cool, and collected…even now as I’m tying this. The old version of me probably would’ve FREAKED OUT 😱🤯🫨
I noticed 3:33 (am) soon after it happened, as I was about to take a shower, which reminded me of the presence of the Ascended Masters as usual.
So I thanked them for their loving presence and support during this phase, for the past 13 years, and pretty much throughout the rest of my life’s journey, since they—like all other aspects and extensions of Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE Self/self of THE ONE—are part of Earth/Galactic/Universal/Multiversal/Omniversal, Soul Families.
I shared expanded perspectives within this YouTube video, in order to SEE 👁️👀 with CLARITY the lighter sides of this blessing in disguise, Soul 🌟-Igniting 💥🔥 incident, that could easily be perceived from various, disempowering, non-beneficial, fear-based perspectives, to include trauma, negative version of karma, “bad” luck, negative synchronicity, warnings from the Universe/Goddess/God/etc.
However COMMA I’ve been preferring and doing my best to consciously CHOOSE encouraging, uplifting, empowering, inspiring, and Consciousness EXPANDING perspectives. 🥰
Going to continue watching video, which I look forward to, since you’ve been consistently SPOT ON with many parts of your readings and intuitive insights.
Thank you ahead of time 🙏🏼 Chris, you are deeply appreciated Soul brother. 💖🐻🫂
UPDATE minutes later:
As I was sharing with my husband about the synchronicity of the above mentioned, “SPARK 💥 of inspiration will IGNITE 🔥” MATCHING this morning’s fireplace🔥 explosion 💥, he reminded me that the day before yesterday, our family friend introduced us to his friend, whose YouTube channel contains the word SPARK✨💥. 😲
What an amazing series of Divine Synchronicity. 🐸
And this encounter led me to creating a blog post yesterday (below), that helped me to further grow on all energetic levels—mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually:
“Integrating the Rude Energy Aspect for Major Transformation”: https://www.reunitingall.com/integrating-the-rude-energy-aspect-for-major-transformation/
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