As shared within a recent post, “Pondering, Embracing & Integrating a Family Friend’s Text That I Am Pure Evil,” there were various reasons as to why I was strongly drawn to Egypt (to include past life dreams), and why I chose to visit this sacred space this year, after years of checking out many options with discernment (following my inner guidance/Heart/intuition).
Image by Domenic Hoffmann from Pixabay
Soon after my 5th and last ayahuasca ceremony—within my first, 11-day ayahuasca retreat in Brazil this year—I experienced what I have no doubt was a profound connection with my Twin Soul/Flame, quickly manifested as animal spirit guides.
I had asked, and immediately thanked my Beloved Twin Soul/Flame to appear before me so that I can SEE (with CLARITY), and not just FEEL, The Presence (the latter of which I’ve experienced in the most powerful and loving way in 2001—recorded in post, “Dreams of Jesus,“ that also include an Initiation by the Holy Spirit/Goddess via a red wind entering my body in a desert.
And while I was relaxing at the pond area of this ayahuasca retreat (after the 5th/last ceremony), I noticed two, red dragonflies gracefully dancing in front of me (that reminded me of spiritual/flight meeting physical world with color red symbolic of root chakra).
This cosmic orchestra was followed by two, breathtaking hawks in the bright, blue sky above me, and then two, jet-black horseflies with gorgeous, emerald green eyes.
Granted, I eventually commanded the flies to keep their distance since they were crossing my healthy boundaries with their uncomfortable, stinging landings (and/or bites) on my limbs.
I later shared these invaluable experiences with this retreat group during our gathered shares.
During these precious moments, I intuitively and confidently knew that their presence was the answer to my request; so I thanked Beloved Self for SHOWING UP in such beautiful and unexpected ways.
And the insight that I received was that our Beloved Twin Soul/Flame can show up in our lives in seemingly countless ways that interconnected Life manifests in spiritual and physical worlds.
The question is…are we paying attention? Are we noticing, recognizing, trusting, acknowledging, honoring, appreciating, and unconditionally embracing/loving?
As I’ve shared in two blog posts in the past, the Twin Flame subject has been turned into a cosmic circus by many (not all) within humanity—to include all the physical world human and E.T. fear-based dramas, and an over-focus of only the romantic side of relationships, like “the chase” game, candle-light dinners, and the physical sex.
I’ve even witnessed spiritual teachers who have claimed to be in Twin Flame relationships—that also included heart wounds, unresolved traumas and earthly dramas—that didn’t last, because it was the minds wanting and rushing what the hearts weren’t ready for.
I trust that authentic/true, sacred reunion Twin Soul/Flame relationships are much more profound—about a habitual (key word) WHOLE Being reuniting with another habitual WHOLE Being (whether in spiritual and/or physical realities)—and not just a fraction or half being looking for another fraction or half being to complete oneself, to fill some void.
Perhaps when it’s for the highest benefit of self/Self/Life, a Twin Soul/Flame will reunite in physical reality—whether this particular world of planet Earth, and/or another within this Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse—that will MIRROR the sacred reunion of inner world.
Before my first trip to Egypt, I experienced a visit from two, gentle and playful coyotes right outside our apartment window at the mini dog park (which I will upload to my YouTube channel, and then share the link here).
My husband and I have sporadically seen a single coyote during the day, but never as what appeared to be a couple.
At night, we’ve heard them as an enthusiastic and very vocal pack(s) many times while living in Sedona; but to actually see them relaxing and playing in broad daylight was a Divine gift.
While I was watching and then recording them, I intuitively knew that they showed up to UPLIFT me during a very challenging time (shared within above mentioned post).
I thanked the Coyote Spirit Guide for sharing its wonderful presence, great strengths, and for reminding me to incorporate HUMOR into my daily life, and to LIGHTEN UP, rather than take life too seriously.
As I’ve shared in so many stories within stories, recorded within this blog, various aspects and extensions of Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE self/Self have been showing up throughout my life, to include animal spirit guides (example post, “The Presence of Moth, Wasp and Gecko Uplifting Me“).
And not just when I’m in a state of high vibrational frequency, but even when I’m in a so-called low state of high vibrational frequency (i.e., sad, irritated, angry, anxious, depressed, hopeless, etc.).
I fully trust that our Higher Self (and even Highest Self)—aka Soul, Spirit, God, Goddess, Universe, and teams of Angels, Archangels, Ascended Masters, Elemental Realm, Animal Spirit Guides, Earth and Cosmic Ancestors, Starseed Galactic Soul Families, etc.—are always there for us, and available to us no matter what.
And this is despite a common belief within some of the communities of Spirituality, to include Abraham Hicks (channeled by Ester Hicks)—whom I highly resonate with when it comes to other types of wisdom, and who I deeply appreciate nonetheless.
I’ve learned from Soul Teachers like Teal Swan—whom I also deeply appreciate (for the wisdom I highly resonate with, along with the contrasts mirrored), but haven’t watched (her YouTube videos) in a long time—to NOT throw out the baby with the bath water, to basically take onboard what FEELS light/true to my Heart, and discard the rest.
So I trust that I’ve been getting better at following my inner guidance/Heart/intuition/inner-wisdom/insights/ideas/true FEELINGS (to include gut feeling)/and other love-centered energies.
Though I could probably write many blog posts, and even a book, about the before, during, and after experiences of this Egypt trip, for now, I just feel like sharing only some of the best parts.
The other best parts are related to some amazing Soul connections that were deeply heartfelt and unforgettable.
However, one of the facilitators of this retreat group (L____) asked us NOT to publicly share our experiences, so I won’t for now, but may without mentioning any names in the future, possibly within a book.
The following are some of the INCREDIBLE experiences from my first, sacred journey to Egypt:
While deeply appreciating and savoring the super peaceful and Soul-soothing energies of Nile River—during the cruise part of this Egypt retreat—I started recording this amazing environment that stirred up ancient feelings.
And when I played the recoding, I noticed an aqua colored, bigger than usual orb of light dancing around towards the end (which I’ll also share as a YouTube link); I shared a still photo of it with this retreat group, that only two people seemed to notice and appreciate.
The next morning, I was woken in the middle of the dark morning by an unknown, crystal clear voice.
Since I was somewhat disoriented, I initially thought I was hearing one of the daily prayers that starts early in the morning.
However, the voice wasn’t the typical male voice, but rather, a beautiful, ancient-sounding, mysterious, female voice singing, “Ah ah ah…” (if I ever get a chance to hear it again, I will surely recognize it).
I became so excited that I started recording it, and then went back to sleep. Soon after waking up, I shared this experience with my roommate, and then played back the recording.
However, it only play back silence interrupted by my roommate’s snoring ever now, and then that I embraced.
I wondered if it was Goddess Hathor, since we had visited Dendera Temple the day before, but I doubted since it seemed so unbelievable…INCREDIBLE.
But to my delightful surprise, when I shared this with a few others who were sitting near me at the breakfast table, one of the facilitators of this retreat (J_____) provided very helpful feedback, confirming that it’s Goddess Hathor.
And after breakfast, one of the women who I didn’t realize overheard the conversation, approached me and whispered, “She chose you!” referring to Goddess Hathor, which I appreciated since it always helps to experience outer world confirmations.
I’ve had a dream about being in ancient Egypt, where I was more than like a Priestess toning, the way I was toning in a cave in another dream—both recorded in post, “Dreams of Toning, Synchronicities and Ancient Sound Healing” (Goddess), that includes post, “The Dark Being and Jesus Within Me” (under subtitle, “The Disguised Nightmare” of July 8, 2013).
At the Goddess Isis temple in Egypt—and during our sacred ceremony as former Priestesses—I asked and thanked (ahead of time) Goddess Isis for any messages she may have for me.
I was reminded of two, personal experiences I had, that were shared within posts, “A Bizarre and Unforgettable First Breathwork Experience” and “Dreams of Alligator & Many Birds Leading to Integration of Non-Action & Bold Action.”
The following is an excerpt from the first post right above, “A Bizarre and Unforgettable First Breathwork Experience”:
The best way I can describe this unique, bizarre, and seemingly earthly and otherworldly experience is as follows (without going into too much details of the initial process):
Before lying down to start the breathing techniques, we were instructed to choose an intention word and to pick a tarot card (from the artistic and wise creator of the deck who had passed away; and hence, Anahata believed that she could assist with choosing).
I chose the intention word, “allow,” and the tarot card that I selected—though it oddly felt like there was a pull on the other end—was “shapeshift.”
As soon as I saw this card, I silently communicated to self/Self, “Whatever you need me to allow and shapeshift to—even something that can be perceived (by self/others) as strange, wrong, bad, or even evil—I am willing to be and do; so let it be done.”
I fully recognized, acknowledged, and embraced this particular series of synchronicity, which were happening in Divine perfect timing and order (like everything else within interconnected Life).
Yesterday morning—before I attended this sacred ceremony in the later afternoon—I created and published a post , titled, “Dream of Many Small Snakes in Sand & Then in Water.”
Within it, I shared some information about how I’m practicing (with more mindfulness) to allow self/others to simply Be as IS, as well as the topic of shapeshifting (related to one of the shapeshifting dreams I’ve experienced in the past, and shared within this blog).
After doing the deep breathing techniques, I felt tingling sensations throughout my body (which was expected since we, as the group, were given a heads up before we started).
Then, parts of my body felt really weird, like the INTENSE energies within my lower legs, lower ab area, and arms started AMPLIFYING at a rapid rate.
It became so overwhelming that my entire body seemed to lock up in a paralyzing way, and I felt panic set in.
I then heard gentle voices—Anahata and at least a couple of her 7 or so kind and helpful assistants; they comforted me (and others) by encouraging me to switch from deep breathing to breathing at a normal pace.
And as I followed their lead, I then experienced my arms being slowly stretched out towards my sides (and slightly off the floor) in a VERY INTENSE, yet, gentle, manner—perpendicular to the length of my body, and with my palms facing up, though they were initially faced down (because that’s what felt comfortable to me, though it was suggested to face them up).
What was strange was that it seemed as though there was this strong, inner struggle within—a part of whole self telepathically communicating, “Yes, you got this,” and another part resisting this seemingly mandatory stretching of my arms, and was silently shouting, “NOOOOOO!!!”
It felt as though this powerful and unstoppable force (perhaps my Higher Self) that was stretching my arms kept GOING, GOING and GOING (like an energizer bunny on crack), as though it had the confidence that I can be like rubber.
I couldn’t believe what was happening because it seemed so unbearable, yet, exciting, at the same time (Divine Dichotomy I suppose, where two seemingly opposite things can share the same vibrational space).
And it also seemed like something that would occur in dream state only—where anything and everything can happen within a Cosmic, MEGA combo package of dimensions, realms, timelines, probabilities, possibilities, etc.—but NOT in this physical world.
^^^END OF EXCERPT from 1st post above^^^
The following is an excerpt from the second post right above, “Dreams of Alligator & Many Birds Leading to Integration of Non-Action & Bold Action“:
Image [on right above] by Julien Tromeur from Pixabay
In another dream (or perhaps continuing from the above mentioned adventure), I was walking on a beach on a sunny day, and I noticed around five or more group of large birds—that seemed to include hawks and an eagle––fly by in front of me, and then land on a protruding branch that was hanging from a cliff on the right side.
Image [on left above] by Kevinsphotos from Pixabay
For whatever reason, I felt peaceful and happy to see them, as if they were loved ones I hadn’t seen in a while.
I then sensed a strong presence behind me, and when I turned around, I was suddenly surrounded by seemingly countless, small birds flying around, so many that I could barely see them in detail.
Image [on right above] by RENE RAUSCHENBERGER from Pixabay
I initially felt slight fear set in, probably because it reminded me of a swarm of locusts, and even a dream I had last month (August) of an abundance of insects—shared in post, “Is It Coming? An INTENSE, Blizzard-like Swarm of Various Insects.”
However, I quickly snapped out of fear, raised my arms out to my sides, and started slowly flapping them (like wings), and confidently said something to the effect of, “I AM Flying and I AM Free.”
Image [on left above] by chiplanay from Pixabay
And regardless of how many “solid matter” birds I was around, I don’t recall any of them even touching me, as if they were simply around me, and supporting me, with their loving vibrational frequencies (just like the huge alligator, who could’ve easily snapped my head off, but seemed like a friendly, gentle giant).
Image [on right above] by GraphicMama-team from Pixabay
In addition, the first group of large birds that showed up in this dream, reminded me of the Pleiadians, whom I sensed visit at times as birds, or even very vocal coyotes near our home, since they’re able to shapeshift like other Galactic and Universal Soul Families.
Image [on left above] by Smim Bipi from Pixabay
I thanked Beloved Self within, for showing up as “different‘ aspects and extensions of WHOLE self/Self, to spice up Life and make it more interesting and FUN.
Image [on right] by Jim Cooper from Pixabay
As usual, I looked up some interpretations of the power animals/animal 
totems/animal spirit guides—as well as other key words within the dreams—and only took on board what FELT right/light/true to my Heart.
^^^END OF EXCERPT from 2nd post above^^^
After two days of our visit to temple of God Horus & Sobek (light and dark merging as One), and then Goddess Isis temple, we went to an outdoor market.
One of the facilitators of this retreat (L____) shared that this was the best place to buy Egyptian figurines; so I bought 3 figurines that represented Goddess Isis, God Horus, and God Anubis.
I chose them to add to my sacred altar collection of Egyptian Neteru/Goddesses & Gods whom I’ve dreamt of in the past.
Mohamed—our Egyptian trip guide, who was a major player of our Egypt retreat group—worked his magic to bargain with the seller to give me a great deal.
It was very interesting and entertaining to observe their highly animated, non-verbal cues, to include exaggerated tone and pitch, though I don’t understand Arabic.
Mohamed Zedan has an official title, Field Manager, from his company, Soul of Egypt; but he was and did so much for us, that I gave him additional titles that we laughed about, to include Soul Uplifter/Healer (by his invaluable, loving and powerful, Full Presence).
He is one of the most amazing (and seemingly rare) Souls I’ve ever crossed paths with—to include Being so multi-faceted, multi-talented, very open-minded (with discernment) & open-hearted (with healthy boundaries), authentic, refreshingly honest, unconditionally kind, joyful, hilarious, and super FUN.
I fully trust that his kindness is truly unconditional, because I’ve observed multiple times that he doesn’t discriminate who he’s kind to, especially strangers (a big sign 🪧of genuineness since there’s no intention to gain anything in return by sharing it).
On the other hand, I’ve witnessed certain spiritual teachers who are very nice to people who have the potential to be future clients (followers), but yet, are not so kind to strangers, to include waitstaff at a restaurant (treating them as though they are below them).
There’s a saying to watch how people treat people like servers, because it reveals a lot about their character, and their habitual form of kindness (i.e., conditional or unconditional).
Thanks to the existence of all the ”negative” CONTRASTS within duality/polarity of physical worlds, we have the opportunity to choose who we prefer to Be, think, believe, feel, say and do (or NOT); and we can deeply appreciate the opposites.
For example, cold and distant rudeness helps us to deeply appreciate warm, unconditional kindness.
By the way, Mohamed is an awesome dancer too! The majority of us, to include the playful and FUN cruise boat/dahabeya crew, danced during two, celebration nights while traveling on the Nile River—a birthday party for one of the women, and a farewell dinner for us all.
Anyhoo, after purchasing the three Egyptian figurines at this particular market, I thought it would be nice to buy a figurine of God Sobek (the crocodile Being) since I realized I had at least two vivid dreams of crocodile and/or alligators.
However, the facilitators announced that we were leaving soon. But to my great surprise, as we were all rushing to leave the market, right before exiting the area, an Egyptian man approached me.
He was one of the sellers, and when I saw that he was holding a gorgeous, alabaster figurine of God Sobek, I immediately recognized the Divine gift, and thanked Beloved Universe for instantly manifesting my Heart’s desire (which rarely happens that fast).
Granted, I still chose to play the highly recommended bargaining game, since they’re know to overcharge due to the expectation of bargaining itself; and we met halfway with what seemed to be a fair price.
The following is an excerpt from the second post right above, “Dreams of Alligator & Many Birds Leading to Integration of Non-Action & Bold Action“:
Upon waking up this morning, I effortlessly recalled a set of vivid and WILD dreams that I strongly sensed were related to tonight’s full moon, since I’ve been noticing a pattern of experiences that occur during these times of powerful energies (i.e., feeling inner body vibrations, hearing musical tones that seem to be from the Angelic Realm/Arcturians, having otherworldly dreams, experiencing more Divine synchronicity, to include number synchronicity, etc.).
Image [on right above] by Eli Grek from Pixabay
In one dream, I noticed a huge, bright green alligator next to a body of water across the road, who remained STILL [NON-ACTION] for a while.
I felt excited, immediately rolled down my window from the right side of the vehicle I was in, and then shouted out some words (though I don’t recall what I said).
Image [on left above] by warrior-on-ice from Pixabay
At another point, it was as if I zoomed right in front of this alligator, who then looked at me, and appeared to smile as if to acknowledge my cheerful greeting.
Image [on right above] by Reinhart Zehetbauer from Pixabay
I then drove off in the driver’s seat like a WILD WOMAN [BOLD ACTION]—speeding without any fear of getting a ticket (though my ego self would be concerned)—and feeling so HAPPY and FREE; I trust that this is a great sign to Be optimistic, despite whatever temporary, current circumstances.
Image [on left] by mohamed Hassan from Pixabay
Though I’ve had some dreams in the past of being the driver of a vehicle, I usually dreamt of others driving, to include my husband driving us off of a cliff or down a dark basement; and various dream interpretations have shared that the latter means that I’m allowing others to have more control of my life.
Image [on right above] by Julien Tromeur from Pixabay
^^^END OF EXCERPT from 3rd post above^^^
Another day, soon after doing a sacred ceremony within the Nile River—releasing what no longer serves, deeply healing within the ancient waters, and intending to manifest our Heart & Soul dreams into this particular reality—I noticed an unusual, yet, familiar rash on my body while drying myself after a shower.
It was three, red dots in a row on the right side of my sacral chakra area, that was similar to the one I had years ago (on my leg) while hiking at Bell Rock (not for the first time) in Sedona, Arizona, where I’ve been residing at for a while.
Just like the bizarre and fascinating rash (a Light Code)–shaped like a parallelogram, photo shared in post, “Taste of Madness: Abrupt Major Changes, Dreams, Strange Rash & Synchronicity“—I took a photo of this one as well, though it’s a faded version (on right that I will insert later).
While it was fresh (the dots were red), I showed it to my Egypt retreat group during our gathered shares.
And shortly after our scared ceremony at the Giza Pyramid another day, one of the women at this retreat—a very gentle and loving Soul/empath/introvert—who whispered and reminded me that the row of 3 red dots “rash” was related to Orion’s Belt, which I agreed.
Plus, this also happened while I was reading the chapter about Sirius (related to God Thoth creating Giza Pyramids) from the book, Activate Your Cosmic DNA 🧬: Discover Your Starseed 🌌🌠💜 Family from the Pleiades, Sirius, Andromeda, Centaurus, Epsilon Eridani, and Lyra, mentioned in the previous post.
This morning, I noticed someone had shared a comment for this blog post, “Mysterious Body Markings that Look Like Orion’s Belt,” which perfectly matches one of the personal stories within this post (part of this particular series of Divine synchronicity). I shared the following reply:
Thank you Camille for sharing your related, personal story that further contributes to our invaluable, individual and Collective experiences. If the idea resonates with you, you may want to look into what star system(s) you are part of as a starseed, which can be part of Orion, Sirius and/or other Galactic and Universal Soul Families. You’re absolutely SPOT ON about this “birthmark” having a simple, yet, deep meaning. I agree that regardless of what we learn about ourselves/others/interconnected Life within this world and beyond, what matters MOST is how we do our best to APPLY the information, data, knowledge, and wisdom as PROFOUND, LIVING WISDOM in our daily lives…how we SHOW UP for ourselves/Life. Wishing you a Happy New Year of 2023 and beyond, that includes an abundance of Unconditional Love for WHOLE self/others, and many present and pleasant moments of NOW within obvious blessings, and blessings in disguise! 😉
The trip back home was a series of hell & heaven like experiences (though mostly the former) that felt like I had stepped into the super “dark” realm of The Twilight Zone—as I’ve shared in the Sedona post series of 9 different jobs (that I’ve let go of for a while).
At the Egypt airport, I noticed two men who were the spot light of those moments—the younger one who appeared to be very dark-skinned Nubian, and the older one who appeared Caucasian (with a European accent).
They were very aggressively shouting the few, same words back and forth multiple times without accomplishing any effective communication; they reminded me of aggressive dogs barking at each other.
It appeared that one had cut in line, and the other was not having it; they both stood their ground as extremely stubborn hotheads.
At one point, they decided to go separate ways, but then another argument pursued near them. A large group of what appeared to be Egyptian men started yelling at a small group of perhaps Egyptian women who appeared very passive and anxious.
They were yelling at them to go to the other line, but the women didn’t move, and were mumbling amongst themselves in hesitating and fearful ways.
At one point, I felt like something took over me as I shouted at the top of my lungs—THE LOUDEST AND MOST INTENSE SHOUT I think I’ve ever experienced—a very confident and powerful expression that felt beyond, as if Goddess Sekhmet had taken charge of those unforgeable moments.
Right afterwards, it was as if the entire airport came to a halt. And the look in everyone’s eyes seemed like a combination of unbelievable shock (mostly from the shouting men), exciting surprise (from bystanders), and deep gratitude (from the women who also thanked me gently).
The previously aggressive, Nubian looking, young dude attempted to cut in front of me as well; but as I looked into his eyes and gently, yet, firmly informed him that I was there first (but that he can place his stuff behind me), he gently nodded with agreement as he looked at me with soft eye contact.
After passing through security, a Caucasian gentleman gently informed me that the men were yelling because the other line had a female to pat down all the women.
I smiled and replied that I realized that afterwards, and that I guess I made an @$$ out of myself, but OH WELL.
He smiled and said, “You’re a strong woman,” which I thanked him for the compliment.
Though I very briefly felt silly for going off on the aggressive men, I realized that they didn’t have to yell at those women—something that they were probably used to doing throught generations (treating females as less than)—and that they could convey the same message in a respectful and kind way.
I also realized that this can apply to me as well; but I don’t regret my Heart-centered actions, since I rarely use the aggressive energy due to preferring NOT to misuse or abuse it.
Anyhoo, since then, my flight from Egypt to Germany (a layover) was delayed twice.
Right after the plane landed in Frankfurt, I looked outside the plane’s window, and couldn’t believe my eyes!
I saw an orange fox running around, followed by a running rabbit, which seemed surreal. I’ve never experienced seeing any animals in the landing area of airport.
I communicated to myself to remember to read the fox and rabbit animal spirit guide messages upon returning home (and I even ended up checking out a couple of “fox and rabbit” stories; though neither resonated with me, I’m open to exploring others in the near future, if I FEEL like it).
At the Frankfurt security, I saw and then stood in the longest line I had ever experienced at an airport, which was almost 3 hours.
A German security guy shouted to everyone to get in another line if they were flying with United and two other airlines.
Since Lufthansa is operated by United, I asked him if this applied as well, but he brushed me off in a rude way; and the friendly elderly couples next to me even shared that he didn’t.
So I assertively said in a loud voice (since he was far away), something to the effect of, “YOU DIDN’T ANSWER MY QUESTION. I ASKED YOU TO ENSURE THAT I’M STANDING IN THE CORRECT, LONG LINE. I WOULD APPRECIATE A CLEAR ANSWER.”
To my great surprise—though it no longer needs to be, since I’ve experienced this many times before—he did a 180, and approached me in a gentle manner, and spoke to me in a very respectful and kind tone, providing clarity that he initially didn’t.
I further realized at that moment that I’m further coming into my Full Power as I AM Presence within and without; and I thanked Beloved Self/Higher Self/Goddess (Spirit) & God (Soul) within for assisting me to fully RECLAIM my Heart’s Inner Power.
By the way, I had THE MOST INTENSE, accelerated, ascension symptoms—Light symptoms of activating once dormant DNA)—that can FEEL like the typical cold or flu symptoms (and even covid).
I’ve learned that the difference is the timeframe and the types of symptoms (that include bizarre rashes that are shaped as a triangle, a parallelogram, Orion’s Belt, etc.).
In addition, I’ve even experienced “cold/flu” symptoms for a minimum of a day; and even an inner-ear ache for less than 30 minutes (due to rapid healing with the assistance of the Arcturians and Archangel Raphel, who are known for this rapid healing ability, part of their forte).
I’ve also been tested for covid (just in case), and the results came back negative.
For this return trip, the accelerated, ascension symptoms lasted 3 days, to include two days of traveling.
For over a decade, I had chosen NOT to take non-beneficial pills due to one of the invaluable Life lessons I’ve learned while in the last year of the Army.
From 2010 to 2011, I was part of a military women’s PTSD group who shared with one another the negative side effects of various depression medications that we were taking for over a year or so.
Therefore, I only took Tylenol, and even Dayquil and Nyquil once, due to extreme pain that felt unbearable; I chose to have compassion for myself, and allow myself to sleep peacefully.
So due to the intensity of this return trip, I intended to buy some Dayquil, but the few airport stores didn’t have it; plus, I spent the majority of my time speed walking, jogging, and even running from one point to another due to many flights being delayed and cancelled (and not just mine).
After my flights were delayed the third time, and I was about to miss my flight from Chicago to Phoenix, I experienced another blessing in disguise.
Once one of the airport guys gave a go to my customs form that I had filled out—listing all that I had bought from Egypt (as suggested)—I came upon an intriguing character.
She was a customs staff member—a Latino-American women who appeared to be in her mid to late twenties—who interrogated me for about 15-20 minutes.
She asked very slowly and sternly about the details of what I bought, why I bought it, what they were made of, and who they were for.
I could tell that she was purposely taking her sweet ass time, so I informed her that I was going to miss my flight soon, to which she replied that she didn’t care if I missed my flight since that’s not part of her job description.
The old self would’ve said some memorable things, without a shadow of a doubt, but I suddenly felt a deep calm within, looked into her eyes, and simply nodded my head with agreement to what she was communicating (both verbally and non-verbally).
To my great surprise—though once again, it doesn’t need to be a surprise or shock anymore since it’s been a huge pattern—this woman who was initially so rigid and cold, did a 180 and became gentle kind.
She then suggested that I don’t have to pay any tax this time, but to ensure that I have all the receipts in one place next time, so that it can be determined how much tax needs to be paid in the U.S (which I told her before I had never experienced in the past, during many international travels).
So despite rushing around up to this point, I no longer felt like doing so anymore.
I recalled some wisdom that two, profoundly wise and strong women (both Italian-American ladies/Soul sisters) shared with me from my Egypt retreat, and I felt even more grateful for these Divine gifts.
One shared that rushing anywhere isn’t beneficial for our nervous system since it basically puts our body into a fear-based mode.
Another shared that…I’m having a brain fart at the moment, but I trust it will come to me in Divine perfect timing and order (and if still needed).
But the bottom line was…it wasn’t the end of the world, there was no dire need for me to rush anywhere.
So I decided to truly and simply FLOW with the Universe, and NOT just talk about it.
When I approached the express baggage area to recheck my suitcase, I was informed by a very rude, older black woman that I had already missed my flight, so I needed to go to the counter and rebook.
At the counter, a very friendly and helpful, older black lady (a Trainer)—along with a very friendly and highly motivated young, Middle Eastern guy (a Trainee)—assisted me with rebooking my flight (that was five hours away), and instructed me to take my suitcase to the guy with the green shirt.
What an interesting, mixed bag of experiences I thought, that reminded me to Be Neutral within interconnected Life that contains the rainbow spectrum plus more many colors—to Be in this world, but not of it.
I realized that JOY is like a precious and priceless RARE gem to me—like a magical and fleeting hummingbird that seems to visit every now and then, teasing me with its heavenly, free-spirited presence of, “NOW YOU SEE ME, NOW YOU DON’T!”
Recently, I saw two hummingbirds dancing around, flying together and then separately, and then rejoining as a pair.
I was so mesmerized by them that I started taking a video (which again, I will share as a link to a YouTube video, so that others can enjoy as well).
They reminded me of the Twin Soul/Flame energy connection, reminding me to Be Joy whenever I feel like it, because it—along with everything else within interconnected Life of this world and beyond—exists within me at all times.
Divine synchronicity can seem like unrelated coincidences to the logical mind, that’s not connected to the Heart of unlimited possibilities.
However, for another recent series of synchronicity—as I was following my inner guidance, and all the breadcrumbs of joy from outer world—I explored a website that one of the facilitators of the Egypt retreat had shared (information for the remaining 14 Egyptian sacred oils that I had requested).
As my cat-like curiosity clicked on various links that I felt drawn to, I came upon something NEW, intriguing and inviting.
What caught my attention were the quotes from the Leader of this community, where he basically shared the importance of Being Living Wisdom—and NOT just talking the talk (that Ascended Master Jesus taught about, and that I highly resonate with)—and that the second coming of Christ is being able to SEE the Christ energy in so-called others.
Though I’ve let go of this world’s religions since 2000, and discontinued attending any church, I continued to explore various types of belief systems within the broad spectrum of Spirituality.
I had officially started on a mystic’s path since 2001 (after an initiation, mentioned above)—though I didn’t even know what a mystic was at the time—and I fully trust that I’m meant to continue Being, thinking, feeling, believing, saying and doing whatever I FEEL like as WHOLE self/Self.
I’m curious what this non-religious church and community is like within Sedona, named, The Global Center for Christ Consciousness (Formerly Unity of Sedona).
Tonight, I plan on attending their service, New Year’s Eve Burning Bowl Ceremony. I called yesterday, and found out from Valerie that it’s basically about writing down and releasing what no longer serves (i.e., everything that’s no longer beneficial for the WHOLE self/Self especially the Soul & Spirit within), and intending to manifest what one prefers to experience in life (e.g., more unconditional love for self/Life, healthy and loving relationships, more more wisdom more peace, more freedom, more joy, etc.).
This event (and others) are led by their Spiritual Leader, Michael Mirdad, who is known to be a “teacher’s teacher” and a “healer’s healer” (which I also resonate with). We shall SEE.
I used to get very excited about so many NEW experiences of Life; but I’ve learned to Be Neutral now, since not every shiny object (or person) IS what it seems from the outer surface.
However COMMA I do look forward to this obvious blessing, or even blessing in disguise.
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