A while back, I shared a story within stories recorded in a post that was more than likely related to one of the wolf dreams that I had.
I trust that these were messages from the wolf spirit guide aspect of The Great Spirit within.
Image by Doreen Sawitza from Pixabay
In this vivid, real life-like dream, I was running my ass off within a vast, flat landscape.
Way behind me were a pack of huge, white wolves; so at one point, I simply accepted the fact that there was no way in hell that I could out-run them.
Granted, I’ve had dreams in the past where I was able to run alongside wild dogs, sprint ahead of my pet Siberian Husky, and swim with dolphins.
I was more than likely an otherworldly shapeshifter since humans beings are not known to be capable of this ability yet (not until once dormant DNA are fully activated).
Anyhoo, I came to a halt (from running away), calmly turned around, faced them, and awaited for the seemingly frightening unknown.
However, to my great surprise, as I tuned into a parallel reality—due to choosing courage, and raising my vibrational frequency—I suddenly experienced a soft, furry animal face gently rub the side of my face, the way a loving, cuddly pet dog would.
Upon waking up, I strongly, intuitively, and confidently sensed, that because I chose to face my fear—rather than continue to run from it–—it (the once scary wolf) transformed into pure (white) Unconditional Love.
I even dreamt of splashing water onto three, black wolves in the past, and they shapeshifted into what appeared to be sleeping male beings, who gracefully collapsed onto the ground. I trust that the water represents the POWER of the Divine Goddess energy/essence.
The following is a related excerpt from post, “Choosing Self-Care Over Another’s Manipulation,” followed by an INSIGHT:
Her non-verbal cues, to include facial, micro-expressions revealed that she was busted and surprised (AGAIN, since I called her out the day before when she pretended as though she didn’t know how to close, so that she wouldn’t have to do all the work herself).
Insight
I tuned into the realization that the above, recent experience (as well as others in the past) IS the perfect re-mergence of a past, negative experience within the Army where I lacked healthy boundaries—story recorded in post, “The Rainfall and Sunshine of Balance” (Army-related post regarding so-called injustice, among other stories).”
I didn’t fully rise from this Life lesson, but this time, I had the opportunity to integrate, deeply heal, transmute, and transform from this blessing in disguise.
In a nutshell, while in the Army, I allowed a fellow Solider to manipulate me into doing all the work because she feigned different physical issues.
But rather than stand up to her, I attempted to get another—a completely insensitive student/Soldier in a temporary leadership position—to help me, which didn’t work out, since I was meant to experience self-empowerment.
The following is another excerpt from the same post above, where facing my fear allowed Unconditional Acceptance/Embrace/Love (to include forgiveness) to be birthed, and to start over, while still maintaining healthy boundaries:
She then apologized multiple times throughout the day, so I informed her that it wasn’t necessary to continually repeat apologies.
I also told her, “B_ _ _ _, I can be quick to forgive, but moving forward, I would appreciate it if we could just treat one another the way that we would like to be treated”; and she agreed.
She then proceeded to compliment me multiple times throughout the day.
So I informed her that I appreciate genuine compliments, but that I don’t care for insincere flattery.
She replied that she’s trying to change, and that she’s being sincere; so I said, “Ok.”
Another UPDATE:
We worked together just fine after this conversation, which I’m very grateful for.
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