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Hopeless to Clarity: Orcas, Lemuria, Jumping Spider & Major Opportunities

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Intro: I shared this message with the creator of this image on right =>

Thank you supra for sharing this perfect image that instantly reminded me of the Orca Spirit Guide/Animal Totem/Power Animal and the Spirit/The Divine Mother Goddess essence (represented by the Tree of Life grounded into Mother Earth/& Within Water/Ocean containing God essence as well, that’s represented by both the land and sea animals, turtle and penguin). I used it for post: [this one]

Image by supra from Pixabay

As part of this particular series (or phase) of Divine Synchronicity, I saw orcas show up 3 times within the past few days (in this physical reality), along with a magenta, jumping spider (in dream state), and a swarm of crickets plus 1 cricket (in this physical reality) prior to that, all interconnected puzzle pieces revealing the BIGGER picture, like the rest of Life within this world and beyond.

Recently, I’ve been drawn to watching a certain Korean drama series (that I watch with discernment) about an intriguing topic due to personal experiences from the past—3 autistic people showing up in my life, a repeating pattern that highly beneficial to notice, recognize, acknowledge, embrace, and integrate within WHOLE self (physical self)/Self (Divine Self within/aka Higher Self/Source/Universe/Spirit & Soul/Goddess & God/etc.).

In a nutshell, this show is about an amazing, autistic adult attorney who is different from the typical lawyer, since she’s very Heart-centered, has loving intentions, is AUTHENTIC/WHOLE/PURE, is transparently honest, and has a child-like, innocent, and curious free spirit.

And despite her having a “disability” according to this world’s society, often being extremely logical and analytical, unable to recognize social cues (though she’s willing to learn and grow), and other ways of not being “normal,” she is a Creative Genius who strives to Be and do her best in Life to contribute to herself and interconnected humanity.

And she has a deep passion, loyalty, and unconditional love for whales, and other cetaceans (to include orcas)—who I trust to be symbolic of her inner guidance/Heart/intuition/inner-knowing/inner-wisdom/insights/true feelings/gut feeling/other love-based gifts (to include psychic abilities), and animal spirit guides.

Any even though she’s a fictional character, I found myself FEELING super uplifted and happy to experience her Full Presence—as well as other Heart-centered characters—especially during a brief timeframe where I completely lost hope for humans (to include my physical self).

Image by Peter Fischer from Pixabay

And I have no doubt that this fictional character MIRRORED to me Shadow aspects of my Spirit & Soul within that I deeply love, but didn’t give enough credit to in the past, due to believing that these aspects (whether Golden positive or negative) were mostly about so-called others from outer world (though they were MIRRORING inner world aspects all this time, to varying degrees, and continue to do so).

I also have NO DOUBT that the orca spirit guide, which is also known to assist us in returning back home—not physical home, but I trust Earth/Galactic/Universal Soul Family Home—showed up in my 3 times recently (3 being a major, sacred number) in Divine perfect timing and order, when I started to believe that even my spiritual family no longer cared.

But when I start to have hope and care (as unconditional love for self/others)—even with the tiny faith of a mustard seed, like the name of the preschool I briefly worked at from fall of 2012- to spring of 2013—then outer world automatically MIRRORS to me this True Love.

And as I’m typing this, I’m deeply moved to tears.

On August 3rd and 6th of 2018, I had two, vivid dreams of baby orcas that I realized—while doing some dream work—were connected to ancient Lemuria.

I’ve shared many dreams within this blog for over a decade—to include insights and epiphanies that I’ve gained from them—and to include many different, earthly and otherworldly animal spirit guide messages.

However, for whatever reason(s), I didn’t share these dreams—though I’ve shared one dream of orcas in old post, “Adventures with Cetaceans in Dream State“—-but I now trust that it wasn’t time yet.

The following are the most relevant parts of my dream journals that I haven’t shared publicly until now (like many other journals that remained private due to following how I FELT/my inner guidance).

Without going into all the details of the dream journals—perhaps in a future book series if I feel like it—in the first dream on 8/3/2018, I had a dream of being submerged into the deep ocean in front of an orca calf; it felt so real and peaceful.

In the second dream, on 8/6/2018, I had a dream of swimming with orcas in a water park, that seemed to be an upgrade from a similar dream I had many years ago of being afraid of orcas in a swimming pool, because they suddenly surround my pet dog in a circle, shared in post, ________

I then saw a female, orca calf, who then looked like a little girl all of a sudden (perhaps synmbolic of my inner-child).

Anyhoo, while reading another blog post titled, “Lemurian Magic,” I wondered if they had anything to do with seeing orcas in these dreams since I had also experienced number synchronicity.

I saw 1:11 and 1:44, which both reminded me of Lemuria and Soul Family at the time, and sine then, 111 has frequently reminded me of Unconditional Love/Spirit/Divine Mother Goddess essence/endings and new beginnings, and 144 has reminded me of Light/Soul/God essence/Full Support.

During these timeframes, I had also intuitively googled Lemuria and Orion, and came upon the following reading, “Life in Lemuria“ (excerpt below):

Lemurians gave birth in sacred birthing pools that filled with fresh spring and rain water that mixed with pink salts present on the island. Babies were born fully submerged in the warm saltwater pool. The baby was then lifted to the breast while still being mostly submerged in the warm water. Within the baby’s first year of life, they are taken out into the ocean, introduced to their clan’s animal, receive their spirit name and are officially accepted into their clan. Shortly after the clan and naming ceremony, the baby receives their blessing from the cetaceans. The baby is submerged in the ocean and the cetaceans sing a blessing to the baby.

Again, the above reminded me of a dream I had a while back—while residing in Flagstaff, AZ—of being submerged in water next to a baby orca.

Plus I had recorded other dreams of dolphins within blog, and the above post also explains why I had a vivid dream of being surrounded by what appeared to be tropical monkey beings standing upright—as well as a couple of dreams of seeing many baboons—why I’m attracted to Mother Nature, lots of greenery (to include vines), rustic design homes (to include stone walls and wood), crystals, waterfalls and water fountains, fire pits, and wind chimes.

A Related Long Comment Shared That Led to Further Insights

Side Note: Non-consecutive sections in peach font—for the remainder of this post under this subtitle—were deleted within the YouTube video comment mentioned below, since the comment was too long; however, I’m very grateful for the opportunity to fully, freely, authentically and honestly express (realizing nobody HAS to read it if they don’t feel like it), further learn, heal, grow and transform, become wiser, and Be a greater version of WHOLE self/Self so that I can further contribute to self/others/Life. 

I shared the following message for video, “Leo ‘Finally Getting Ahead!’ September 5th – 11th Tarot” (and was reminded of how going with the flow of Life, Being authentic self/Self, doing whatever I FEEL like, and often times sharing long-ass comments with others, can lead to processing inner truths in healthy ways, further healing, and tuning into profound, transformational, uplifting, empowering, and inspiring insights from outer world and inner world):

I’m so glad this video showed up in perfect timing, and I immediately felt drawn to watch it. I’ve been getting tired of people lately, and definitely feeling like, if I fell asleep and never woke up again, I would NOT miss anyone.

However COMMA your authentic presence, Chris, reminded me of how much I appreciate and enJOY your Soul essence, and all that you generously share with interconnected Life.

I realize that I recently felt this way due to 3 new “friends” (since Spring of this year) taking advantage of my generous kindness, and mistaking it for weakness.

So rather than suppress and stew with anger—that doesn’t go anywhere, but ends up bubbling like lava and then exploding in an out of control manner—I decided to express my anger (a neutral emotion that reveals our authentic state at any given moment) in a healthy way.

I chose these opportunities to I develop stronger, healthy boundaries, be more assertive (when needed), and share my inner truths (to include true feelings) in an honest and tactful manner; and felt lighter and empowered. [DELETED SOME DETAILS IN COMMENT SINCE TOO LONG, BUT WILL INCLUDE IN UPCOMING NEW POST]  

Despite having two, unpleasant experiences of lending friends money in the early 90’s (first friend) and then around 2011 (second friend), and basically losing both, I wanted to help this new “friend” who had been so friendly while I was in Brazil.

Plus, I was reminded from within when my husband and I experienced seemingly desperate times. Our pet dog (my first pet) suddenly needed surgery that cost a lot of money.

But because we were going through financial challenges at the time—to include “losing” a house—we chose to do what hurt our egos’ pride, which was to ask a handful of close relationships if we could borrow that money, that it was a lot to ask for.

And unfortunately, nobody was able to help, so we had to euthanize him so that he would no longer suffer from the intense pain he was going through (which caused our own suffering for years).

So I wanted to help this new friend, since she said it was urgent. To be transparently honest, when she begged me to borrow money, I intuitively sensed that it wasn’t urgent, that she wasn’t telling the truth, and that she wasn’t going to keep her promise to pay back; but there was a part of me that wondered if I could trust new friends again.

Anyhoo, when she didn’t pay back after two days later, I gently brought it up to her as a friendly reminder just in case she forgot.

And of course, she did what my first girlfriend did—became defensive and tried to make me feel guilty for even bringing it up (which is a MEGA LOAD OF DOO—and I brought it up to her not too long after that if I had borrowed money from another, and I wasn’t able to pay back when promised, that I would at least apologize and give an actual date that I can pay back.

^^^UPDATE for above paragraphs^^^

The following excerpt is from a later post, “Many Possibilities: Full Moon AMPLIFIES Energy State We Radiate“:

2) The last (most recent) time(s) I set a boundary and it worked out well:

Situation A:

A fairly new friend borrowed money and didn’t pay back (as she promised), even after I gave her an extra month.

When she tried to flip it onto me—trying to make me feel guilty for even gently reminding her—I showed her an aggressive aspect of WHOLE self/Self (that’s not meant to be misused or abused, but used wisely), confidently, firmly and BOLDLY calling her out in a “I’m not taking your BS” manner, since the gentle kindness and assertive communication styles didn’t initially work.

I then followed up with an assertive, tactful, and calm sharing of how the situation made me FEEL, since it was about true friendship, trust, honesty, and integrity FIRST AND FOREMOST, rather than the money (which I later told her she can just keep). To my great surprise, she did a 180, sincerely apologized, and adamantly insisted on paying back soon.

^^^END of UPDATE^^^

And to my great surprise, she finally replied, though she hadn’t for a while. Granted, the first girlfriend—-who became angry because I mentioned that I noticed her buying new shoes and a goose-feathered pillow from the mall, despite NOT paying me back—threw half the cash she owed me in my face, and told me she would pay the rest another time (which was surprising, since I had known her since 9th grade, and it had been a year or so since we had graduated from high school).

Anyhoo, I eventually and abruptly let go of her because I became exhausted from her abusive ways.

This SHOCKED her (like you talked about Chris), because she was used to getting away with treating me like crap at times, while also treating me with kindness at times (known as a cycle of abuse, I found our in 2010 from my therapist).

I abruptly left the States in 1995, and soon after, she wrote me a 5 page letter apologizing for all the times she treated me so badly; but it was too late, because I had moved on at that point.

This situation, and similar ones, can easily be perceived as an unfortunate Life experience; but I’ve learned that this, like many unpleasant situations in Life, was a blessing in disguise (a gift from the Universe).

[DELETED SOME DETAILS IN COMMENT FOR SAME REASON ABOVE]

Thanks to her being this CONTRAST (untrue friend), I was able to learn various Life lessons, to include the type of friend I preferred NOT to be, and to develop healthier boundaries, and LET GO of the old and outdated that’s habitually non-beneficial.

So I realized that with the “friend” from Brazil, I could play with this similar scenario by doing something different this time, which was to speak up asap, rather than wait for such things to build up. 

Since she begged again to extend the date of when she can pay back, I shared with her that I wonder if she ever had the intention to pay back on the specific date that she promised, but that I would give her an extra month.

I set an exact date to pay back, and informed her that I would start charging interest should she continue to avoid my messages and continue not paying.

And after that timeframe, if the avoidance continues, I informed her that I would even contact hotel management that I had stayed at while in Brazil, and have them take it out of her paycheck.

Because the second time I interacted with her via WhatsApp, I strongly sensed she wasn’t being honest, and for both of our highest benefit—to include perhaps thinking twice before she does this to another—I decided NOT to let her get away with trying to take advantage of me.

I found out from a true friend from Brazil–who also happens to be the Supervisor of this hotel, where this female works at—that they received their salary (and this female promised she would pay back as soon as she got paid, but didn’t). [UPDATE in blue font only added 9/9/2022: She sent a message today saying that her phone hasn’t been working, and she will pay back on 9/30/2022 (the extra month extended date I gave her), so we’ll see. Like I shared with her, it was FIRST AND FOREMOST about me not appreciating her trying to make me feel bad or guilty for gently reminding her to pay back days after her promised date to do so, not so much about me being adamant that she pays back. Because the truth is, I never wanted to take any extreme measures (and never have)—like contacting the hotel Supervisor (my friend) to have them take it out of her paycheck—but I told her I would do so if she continued to not pay back, so that she doesn’t develop a habit of easily borrowing money from people, not paying back as promised, and then DEFLECTING responsibility by blaming those she borrowed money from. It may not seem like a friend thing to do from a human perspective, but at a deeper Soul level, I have no doubt that it’s highly beneficial for all Souls involved. Plus, it may already be habit of hers.]

I’m also reminded from within that the next time I choose to lend someone money, I will only do so (with DISCERNMENT) IF it will truly benefit them in an empowering way—not to use another as a crutch in a disempowering way—and I will consider it a free gift rather than something that needs to be returned.

[…]

So once again, I’m continuing to learn about the importance of healthy boundaries (STANDING UP FOR OURSELVES), communicating our inner truths (SPEAKING UP), and Being Assertive when needed, rather than pushing it down until it explodes.

I recently learned to embrace and integrate the “BLUNT” aspect that can be frowned upon by this world; hence, our society-conditioned, individual and Collective Egos can easily judge this and many other “negative”/”unacceptable” aspects within ourselves/others.

But I chose to be blunt to a well-meaning new friend who continued complaining—for a quarter of my day, which I initially allowed, until it was no longer healthy venting—when I had already mentioned via a WhatsApp message that I had to go prep and eat dinner.

When we express in a gentle kind way the first time, but it doesn’t get acknowledged, it’s completely okay to bump it up a notch, and firmly say, “Like I said earlier, I need to go.”

And if being assertive isn’t enough, then I’ve learned that it’s even okay to be aggressive.

Using this method has worked wonders in the past with very aggressive people (the way my mother used to be), who wouldn’t be affected by any other communication styles.

It’s only when I met her aggressiveness with the same FORCE, did she finally back the F!@# OFF, and surprisingly, even did a 180, where she transformed into a gentle kind version of herself.

I’ve experienced this with very rude-ass strangers from around the world as well, who looked SHOCKED—since most people don’t like confrontations and just take people’s crap—and they would quickly do a 180 and show respect and even kindness.

Because we cannot expect others to respect us (or even be kind), if we’re not willing to respect and be kind to ourselves.

I’m also reminded that Life lessons will continue to REPEAT via different forms (especially via people), until we finally learn and gain wisdom from them.

Regarding LEAPS that you talked about (Hare card), I have no doubt that this is, yet, another puzzle piece to this particular series and phase of Divine synchronicity.

While in Dallas, TX the last week of August and performing open-mic comedy at a few different locations, I saw SO MANY crickets (like a swarm) at a huge parking lot after a Lady Gaga concert (my first BIG one), and the next day, right before lunch, I saw one cricket.

And whenever crickets (and grasshoppers) show up—as Cricket Spirit Guide/Animal Totem/Power Animal—-they have been reminding me of the main message of LEAP of trust/faith/Consciousness, though it has other interpretations and meanings as well.

I also had a vivid dream the other day of a vibrant, magenta colored, jumping spider; and I looked up various key word (magenta and jumping spider) interpretations and meanings that FELT light/true to my Heart (whether positive or negative).

Also, the Spider Spirit Guide’s main message reminds me to Be Creative, in order to create what I choose to experience in Life.

WOW, I had typed the above BEFORE you talked about communication and compromise, so that’s awesome.

And I agree with you Chris, that it’s about connecting the dots; but I feel that the dots are VERY REAL, and what I shared above is why.

DOUBLE WOW: Regarding opportunity you mentioned, the Spirit Guide messages for the crickets, jumping spider and even orcas—that I experienced seeing 3 times within the past few days (and even dreamt about 3 other times)—all reminded me to take a major opportunity that won’t always be around.

And I was instantly and intuitively reminded of a creative project that I had paused for a week (due to very low energies)—to participate in the upcoming [DELETED DETAILS] “Funniest Person in the Universe” open-mic comedy contest (a series) for FUN, simply Being Authentic self/Self, and doing my best to share my gifts, rather than compete with so-called others in an unhealthy way (though this male-dominated, open-mic comedy field is known to be extremely competitive in an unhealthy way).

I highly resonate what you shared about TAROT is NOT set in stone, and is not about positive or negative (i.e., ultimately NEUTRAL), but about PROVIDING SOLUTIONS.

You’re SO refreshing Chris, which is why I consider you the handful of Souls in my life who consistently FEELS like Earth/Galactic/Universal Soul Family—or like you often say, “Teamwork is Dreamwork.”

I’m deeply grateful for authentic and WHOLE Souls like you who habitually bring out the best in me; thank you so much.

Chris, I’m so glad you choose to continue trusting and following your inner guidance/Heart/intuition/true feelings/inner-wisdom/insights.

Because again, you’ve been INCREDIBLY SPOT ON with a lot that you’ve shared within this video message.

This includes you saying, “THIS PERSON IS LIKE THE LAST ONE!” (the insight I received above about the 2 “friends” (decades apart) who reacted in similar ways, BUT for me to RECOGNIZE the REPEATING energy (same essence) that showed up in order to be healed, transmuted, and transformed.

When it comes to the outer world “lover” relationship, I prefer to continue focusing on unconditionally loving more and more neutral aspects of WHOLE self (physical self)/Self (Divine Self within) FIRST AND FOREMOST, so that I can Be a WHOLE Being who attracts another WHOLE Being (the ultimate, sacred partner relationship), rather than attracting another with similar, fear-based issues and earthly dramas.

Granted, with all other Soulmates or Karmic Relationships—whether family members, friends, former coworkers (military and civilian), acquaintances, strangers, etc.—it doesn’t have to be WHOLE yet, and it doesn’t have to be perfect; but I AM DONE with habitually draining relationships.

Again, I’m completely content with having ZERO friends, and even ZERO family members, than having friends and family members who I often don’t feel happy being around their presence (whether in person or online).

The castle within the “Wands” card you talked about instantly reminded me of my current husband. I have NO DOUBT that both he and I KNOW where our relationship currently stands, and what MAJOR CHANGES will come about in the near future, especially after my return from my first trip to Egypt (a sacred retreat of further initiation, integration, transformation, and rebirth).

I fully trust that there are many possibilities (and even probabilities) within the Quantum Field/The Cosmic Womb of the Divine Mother Goddess essence/Prime Creator/Creator of All Creation: Crop Circle 6666/Alpha & Omega (that even the most valid and accurate science, Quantum Physics, proves).

The Hawk card instantly reminded me of [DELETED DETAILS] vivid dreams of hawks—one of my many animal spirit guides, animal totems, and/or power animals that I’ve been experiencing since childhood, dreamt of at least once in the late nineties, and many times since 2011 (after I left the Army life).

I even created an artwork of the hawk, and recently found out that it’s also related to the Divine Mother Goddess Hathor-Sekhmet essence of many names, but ultimately The Nameless (along with a vivid dream of a white cow sitting in front of a tiger on a single path, that my former pet dog Kami led me to, symbolic of my main life path/Life Purpose of the integration of the so-called opposites of the same side of the Cosmic Coin…THE ONE from within (aka “reclaiming crown” as you mentioned).

The King of Wands card matched with my example personal stories of Being BOLD and assertive in beneficial ways for all parties involved, without getting into arguments (like you stated).

I like what you said, of NOT needing to “love bomb” others, but ensuring that relationships are reciprocal (though not necessarily 50/50), since it’s NOT about one-sided, selfish relationships.

For example, overall unhealthy and unbalanced relationships where someone habitually wants you to be there for them, listen to them fully and freely express, and wants you to celebrate what they’re happy about, but, yet, don’t care to be fully present when it’s your turn to deeply need someone to be there, to share your concerns, or to share your excitements about Life.

There are at least 2 people in my current life who have habitually been this way—a fairly new friend whom I gave too much credit to, and a very old relationship that’s outlived its time—and I intend to thank them for all the obvious blessings and blessings in disguise that they’ve shared thus far, and then tell them farewell, in Divine perfect timing and order (perhaps they may even read this message now).

I just now remembered, that from an expanded, Multidimensional perspective, in order for me to NO LONGER BE EMOTIONALLY TRIGGERED AND NEGATIVELY AFFECTED by the outer world MIRRORING to me whatever unpleasant aspects, I MUST FIRST fully be there for myself at ALL times, listen to my inner truths, honor my true feelings, meet my needs and wants, deeply appreciate WHOLE self/Self, and celebrate my own priceless existence, passionate and invaluable contributions, and excitements about Life.

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