Intro Note: Image on right is me on 12/13/22, a few days towards the end of my first, sacred Egypt retreat. I was standing at the small, Goddess Hathor temple within the Philae Temple Complex, that also includes Goddess Isis temple (where two answers to my question were revealed).

Goddess Hathor’s Dendera Temple was huge, impressive, and heartfelt, but Dendera, and traveling along the Nile River that FELT so smooth flowing and soothing, was to my great surprise, the most deeply heartfelt experience in Egypt, that was like Soul Home (stories about Egypt synchronicities in post further below).

For those Old Souls (especially ancient starseeds) who have lived many earthly and otherworldly lives—and have been re-membering an abundance of puzzle piece memories in dream state—can deeply understand that Inner Work (to include dream work and healing of generations) can often be very challenging to integrate and/or process on all energetic levels: mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually (though also rewarding).

Upon waking up from multiple to seemingly a dozen or more of dreams—to include traveling back through a rapid and disorienting wormhole prior to opening one’s eyes—one can feel extremely drained, and may even need more than usual hours of sleep, rest, and relaxation during certain periods, especially the powerful New, Full and/or Eclipse Moon phases (which I’ve been allowing with compassion). 

Many and most within humanity have a deeply ingrained, society-conditioned, left-brain, collective belief that productive work and accomplishments is only or mostly within outer world; hence, inner world work (at the Soul level) is very underrated.

However, inner work—that also includes (but is not limited to) invaluable reconnection with the Divine within, Inner-Child Work and SHADOW Work (that includes discovering, embracing, and integrating UNKNOWN aspects that can be positive and/or negative)—is immensely beneficial, much more than this world’s outer work (that’s NOT Heart/Love-based, but completely or mostly logical, left-brained centered).

For instance, one can write and publish a dozen books to sell, but as I’ve learned from Michael Mirdad recently (paraphrasing here), if one doesn’t APPLY the helpful contents (to include wisdom) of the books to THEMSELVES, then the download of those gifts lose their meaning, and may not fully help others as well (in the long run). 

Another example that’s similar to the one he shared: If one writes a song about true love (or even sings it)—and the song becomes a #1 hit for an extended period—-but one doesn’t unconditionally love oneself (or even working towards it), how can one be a true, living example for that creative work?

I’m still learning the importance of Being a Living Example—for ourselves first and foremost, and then others, since we cannot truly and fully give to others from an empty cup—to do our best daily to habitually Be our Authentic/True/WHOLE Self, to include Being Living Wisdom, rather than “Do as I say, not as I do.”

For instance, at the Horus temple I think, and in the photo below (as you can tell by my facial expression) ), when the photo-bombing stranger (temple staff?) suddenly posed next to me, I was like…

“Ok dude, you’re just going to barge into my personal space and insist on being part of the photo?”

But then I noticed how happy he looked, so I rolled with it since it wasn’t a big deal to take a photo together; and I’m really glad we did, since he looks so lovable (and me too 🙂 ) , and we both look so joyful in the photos. 

I’ve learned a lot of wisdom from a growing number of earthly and otherworldly past/present/future life dreams since 2001 (but mostly from 2011)—to include parallel realities (somewhat similar to current one) and alternate realities (completely different from current one).

And I’ve also been able to sporadically recall teaching “strangers” within dream state what I’ve learned from this particular reality, which I find intriguing, fascinating, and inspiring.

And what further blows me away, is that this morning, one of the dreams I had was Being a certain, high vibrational state—recognizing another’s accomplishment (that’s also one’s passion) as another version of Self,  and thanking them for showing up and sharing (which is beautiful)—that I learned from Michael Mirdad this past Sunday (two days ago), which is pretty rapid manifestation within dream state.

Usually, something or someone will show up in dream state after I’ve focused on them for some time, which I’ve shared example stories of within this blog.

So as I’ve shared in the recent Egypt post (link further below), I was also able to rapidly manifest what I desired to have—but then immediately trusted its arrival in Divine perfect timing and order—which showed up within five minutes or so.

I shared the story of the Sobek figurine, parts of one of my sacred altar collections—of ancient Egyptian Goddesses and Gods that I’ve dreamt of within a decade or so, that remind me of one group of Soul Families within various Galactic and Universal Soul Families. 

So as I’m typing this, I realized for the first time (with crystal clarity), what my Life Purpose is; and Michael has helped with one of his messages.

It doesn’t matter that I haven’t had a physical world job or career that fully resonates with my Heart yet—though I’ve also had uplifting experiences in the Army and civilian jobs as well—or that I haven’t accomplished what society says I should accomplish in order to be happy, to include having: a supportive extended family, many friends, many social media followers, a successful creative project like a published and popular blog, website and/or first book, a thriving business, etc…(yet).

I AM an extremely complex, yet, very simple, Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE being/Being, who has many Divine, earthly and otherworldly gifts to share with humanity and beyond.

And I have been generously sharing, I’m sharing now, and I will continue to share, in whatever ways, at whatever locations, at whatever moments, and with whomever—Goddess, God, Buddha, Jesus, humans, animal spirit guides, elemental realm to include trees, E.T.s, angels, Archangels, Ascended Masters, Galactic & Universal Soul Families, etc.—what’s highly beneficial for self/Self/interconnected Life within this world and beyond. 

I now whole-heartedly believe that ALL that I’ve experienced thus far have been seemingly countless stepping stones of Soul Success, rather than mistakes and failures, since I choose to learn, grow and evolve from them.

I fully trust that REUNITING with WHOLE self/Self is the ULTIMATE SUCCESS, just like the already existing merged version of The Divine Mother Goddess Hathor-Sekhmet, or Sekhmet-Hathor—S/He of many names, but ultimately The Nameless, like many earthly and otherworldly names of Goddess and God, though I trust that the most Divine is Nameless.

Also, I don’t need to put WHOLE self/Self in a limiting box, or even allow others to try and do so. 

In a recent post, “Incredible Synchronicities of Twin Flame Energy Before, During & After Egypt,“ I mentioned towards the end, the excerpt below, that I’ll share as an intro to this post:

Divine synchronicity can seem like unrelated coincidences to the logical mind, that’s not connected to the Heart of unlimited possibilities.

However, for another recent series of synchronicity—as I was following my inner guidance, and all the breadcrumbs of joy from outer world—I explored a website that one of the facilitators of the Egypt retreat had shared (information for the remaining 14 Egyptian sacred oils that I had requested). 

As my cat-like curiosity clicked on various links that I felt drawn to, I came upon something NEW, intriguing and inviting. 

What caught my attention were the quotes from the Leader of this community, where he basically shared the importance of Being Living Wisdom—and NOT just talking the talk (that Ascended Master Jesus taught about, and that I highly resonate with)—and that the second coming of Christ is being able to SEE the Christ energy in so-called others.

Though I’ve let go of this world’s religions since 2000, and discontinued attending any church, I continued to explore various types of belief systems within the broad spectrum of Spirituality.

I had officially started on a mystic’s path since 2001 (after an initiation, mentioned above)—though I didn’t even know what a mystic was at the time—and I fully trust that I’m meant to continue Being, thinking, feeling, believing, saying and doing whatever I FEEL like as WHOLE self/Self. 

I’m curious what this non-religious church and community is like within Sedona, named, The Global Center for Christ Consciousness (Formerly Unity of Sedona).

I shared the following intro for the online community space part of “Consciously Co-Creating A New Life Workshop-2023  (with Michael Mirdad)”:

Hello, my name is Barbara and I currently live in Sedona.

I’m grateful for the opportunity to experience this new community.

Recently, as I was following my inner guidance/Heart/Spirit—and noticing and appreciating the breadcrumbs of joy (series of Divine Synchronicity unfold)—I chose to check out a link within a website link that someone sent me.

What caught my attention were the quotes from Michael, where he basically shared the importance of Being Living Wisdom—and NOT just talking the talk (that Jesus taught about, and that I highly resonate with)—and that the second coming of Christ is being able to SEE the Christ essence in so-called others.

So far, I’ve attended the New Year Eve’s evening service and bowl burning ceremony, along with two Sunday services and this recent workshop (in person) [“Consciously Co-Creating A New Life Workshop-2023″ with Michael Mirdad].

I’m grateful for all the informative, encouraging, uplifting, liberating, empowering and inspiring gifts that were shared in this sacred space—especially profound wisdom, authenticity, transparent honesty, integrity, gratitude, every stepping stone of Soul Success, Prosperity Consciousness, Christ Consciousness, deep appreciation, peace, freedom, and unconditional/true love (for the self/Self/others/interconnected Life within this world and beyond).

As I’ve shared with Michael right after this past Sunday service, I was very grateful that his message was deeply heartfelt and profoundly wise, and that he was hilarious at times as well.

Last Sunday l, I ran into a former coworker, and she even shared (as her face lit up 🤩) how Michael’s wise message was like watching a comedy show as well.

I have no doubt that I highly benefited from this workshop as well; the only insights that I would add are the following:

I believe that Christ/Buddha Consciousness—aka the merged Light & Love Frequency/God & Goddess—INcludes (NOT EXcludes) not only honoring our own beliefs, but also being able to respect others’ beliefs that may be different (to whatever degree) from ours.

In addition, the so-called SHADOW simply means UNKNOWN—which can be a positive aspect that we’re NOT AWARE of as well (known as a Golden Shadow), though it’s often associated with negative aspects.

Throughout the ages, humanity has deeply feared the DARK, and this is completely understandable since one is not able to SEE (with CLARITY).

And therefore, the fear of the UNKNOWN has led to various DARK colored beings and things being labeled as wrong, bad, and even evil (which can be true too); and ironically, cruel things have been done to them—e.g., black witches (though ancient meaning of witch is, The Wise One, despite the existence of non-loving ones as well) black cats, black ravens, black crows, black people (and even other colored people labeled as savages, barbarians, infidels, etc. by aggressive oppressors).

However, the more we are lost within the game of separation consciousness—that includes the infamous BLAME GAME (of “us” vs “them”)—the more fuel we add to the fire 🔥 of conflicts, battles, and wars of BOTH inner and outer worlds.

Just as the church and religious Christians are known to often blame the devil for everything that goes wrong, and everything that’s bad and evil, many within the communities of spirituality continue to often blame the individual and Collective Ego (i.e., SAME fear-based game, different labels).

So the Devil/Satan and the Ego have both been scapegoats, The BLACK Sheep of the Collective; but when will this Comic War ever end, that’s been going on within our Galaxy, Universe and beyond as well?

Furthermore, when will we take FULL RESPONSIBILITY for our own fear-based, “wrong, bad, and even evil” aspects within?

It’s WAY TOO EASY to judge (even in subtle ways) “negative” aspects of others— others’ egos, lazy people, dishonest people, etc.—when we believe we are NEVER those unacceptable aspects.

But WHAT IF, we were those “society frowned upon” aspects behind closed doors? Rather than not be aware of this, or even feel guilty and/or ashamed about them, why not embrace that we can be these aspects once in a blue moon, though it’s not beneficial to habitually be these aspects.

Plus, just because many don’t remember, doesn’t mean that many have not played “bad” or even “evil” characters in earthly and/or otherworldly past lives (in order to explore and learn as evolving Souls via the gift of CONTRASTS within duality/polarity of physical worlds).

Judging (even in subtle ways), Denying, Suppressing, Projecting, Criticizing, and Ridiculing the individual and Collective Ego—and other “unacceptable” aspects (to include unknown/shadow aspects)—is actually IRONIC.

Because what type of energy is judging and further separating these aspects from its Source? Is it fear-based energy or Love-based energy?

Because The Divine Mother Goddess (UNconditional Love) & God (Light) are about Unity Consciousness—that INcludes, NOT EXcludes, separation consciousness.

This is similar to the way that the rainbow spectrum of white light includes the very low vibration of the color red through the very high vibration of violet; and the way that the Love Frequency includes the very low vibration of fear energy through the very high vibration of compassion.

ALL ultimately NEUTRAL aspects are parts of THE WHOLE/THE ONE, and ALL has a Divine Purpose—to include “dark, wrong, bad, and evil” aspects—since CONTRASTS/OPPOSITES, within duality/polarity of physical worlds, play a very effective role in allowing us to explore, experience, compare, learn, grow, love, appreciate, enjoy, and expand (our individual and Collective Consciousness).

Thank you 🙏🏼 Divine Mother Goddess & God for obvious blessings and blessings in disguise.

Update

1/25/2023

The following invaluable post, “Awakening to Darkness ~ Feeling Below the Threshold of Pseudo Spirituality and Light Chasing” is by Vince Gowmon, whom I came upon in November or December of 2022:

I shared the following comment:

Thank you so much Vince for sharing this authentic, profound, soul-igniting, and deeply heartfelt message, especially under the subtitle, “Making room for light and life.”

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Enjoy many present and pleasant moments, while also diving deep to explore the Cosmic Womb.