Sometimes, we may overestimate ourselves due to our ignorance and arrogance; and that can happen, it’s okay.
But often times, we may even underestimate ourselves, due to a mostly low-consciousness, fear-based society’s conditioning that led to a lack of self-worth, self-love, self-esteem, self-confidence, and self-belief.
For 13 years, I had wondered many times about my spiritual growth, or a lack thereof.
But because I had a deeply ingrained tendency to be very hard on myself—which I have no doubt stemmed from my mother being very hard on myself from childhood throughout adulthood— I often didn’t give myself credit for whatever I accomplished.
Though I improved over the years when it comes to acknowledging, giving credit, proudly owning, and celebrating my outer world accomplishments, I realized that it was too easy to overlook all the inner-work accomplishments as well, which is much more profound for the expansion of our individual and collective consciousness.
I even wondered at times if my chakras were even functioning in beneficial ways, and even if my crown chakra had been fully activated.
Granted, I intuitively and strongly sensed years ago that it had, especially with an unbelievable dream-like experience I had of an INTENSE surge of energy flowing into the top of my head—and me repeatedly and rapidly saying “Higher Self!” (recorded in post that includes Crown Chakra in the title, within “AM I : I AM” category page of this blog).
Plus, since 2011, after leaving the Army life, I’ve had many earthly and otherworldly dreams, to include symbolic ones, parallel realities, and alternate realities (the latter of which I’ve been having a lot of lately as well).
I wasn’t aware of this for a while, but I came upon readings that dreams about the multiverse is one of the signs of having awakened the third eye and crown chakras.
I had also read about crown chakra awakening symptoms before, but it seemed I had experienced them at times, but other times, not so much (perhaps it—as well as my other chakras—were either underactive or overactive at times).
A while back, I learned that one experiences much ecstasy once the crown chakra is activated.
And since I had a limited definition of ecstasy— which I only equated to joyful and blissful moments—I used to believe at times that my crown chakra was definitely NOT activated.
But , I learned from a book that I’m currently reading—titled, “What is Lightbody?” (Archangel Ariel Channeled by Tashira Tachi-ren, Forward by Aliyah Ziondra, Onward by Zarazaiel Yovel)—that ecstacy is also like an authentic, free-spirited, innocent child who freely and fully expresses WHOLE self/Self, allowing Spirit to flow from within.
This book was gifted to me by a nice, elderly lady that I met at a Sedona event (that included Gregg Braden and Bruce Lipton and two others,their names escape me).
She informed me a few days later that she had watched me as soon as I got out of a car, and liked how I dressed, so searched for me so that she could sit next to me.
From one perspective, that could sound very unusual, alarming, and even creepy, but I just rolled with it! 😝
I didn’t feel fearful of her; plus, I felt grateful for both “negative” and “positive” experiences with her, since I learned from them.
Granted, to be transparently honest, I knew that she wouldn’t necessarily be the top 20 (let alone top 5) people I’d like to be in an ongoing relationship with, since there was a lot of drama, victim mentality, and poverty consciousness related, mostly one-way conversations just within a week.
So after the event, I gradually decreased the amount of WhatsApp interactions, which thankfully ended in a peaceful manner.
I truly wished her well as I let her go; but for the love of Goddess, I couldn’t bear to be in another unhealthy and draining relationship anymore.
I’d rather not have any friends, than friends who feel much more HEAVY rather than Light.
And sure enough, the more I made such liberating and self-empowering decisions based on unconditional self-love—to include self-compassion and healthy boundaries—I started attracting to me more like-minded/hearted, new and few friends, acquaintances, and even Soul Family-like strangers.
Anyhoo, I have no doubt that, ultimately, Spirit gifted me this Lightbody book via this Soul sister (a blessing in disguise).
I took this photo (further below) almost a little over a month ago, of my personal experience of what I intuitively and strongly felt were manifestations of some degree of Lightbody (that I’ve shared before within this blog).
Below was on my arm, and around 2015 or so, I had several of these on my ankles.
I was fascinated by this unbelievable, new experience even then.
And this past August, I was still mesmerized and in awe by this seemingly magical, golden fluid that turned hard.
The bump was very itchy (like the initial ones), and as I mentioned in a post a while back, I initially thought the yellow fluid coming out of the small bumps were pus.
However, after close examination of even photos that I zoomed into, I noticed that the fluid appeared translucent, fluorescent, yellowish gold.
Plus, it would go away after a day or two. By the way, you can click on the photo below to see a much larger, close-up version.
I trust this is happening for an increasing number of Souls on this planet, who are also awakening to their full-potential, multidimensional, WHOLE Selves/selves.
Whether we are aware of it or not, I trust that whatever level of Lightbody activations that are occurring, is indeed happening, which is definitely EXCITING. 😲😃🤩🥰🤗
Some highly evolved Souls—to include (but not limited to) Earth Angels, Starseeds (from various star systems; some are a combination) and Lightworkers (who are not one-sided, only about Light)—who are on an accelerated path, may sound super shiny on the outside, but without a shadow of a doubt, this comes with immense challenges to overcome.
Without sharing anymore details—due to copyright reasons, plus you can just buy it or hopefully borrow from a public library—this book also mentions something that others have also shared, that we are all, ultimately (at the Soul level), multidimensional Masters, which I highly resonate with from a higher perspective.
However, I understand that from the logical mind, human perspective, it can be very hard to believe considering the majority state of our world (that contains a lot of corruption), that’s mostly fear-based, lack mentality/poverty consciousness, and separation consciousness.
However, there’s been slow to gradual, quick, and even RAPID energetic changes and transformations occurring for a while now.
And this includes an increasing number of truths being revealed, whether it’s the corrupt, ancient sites and archaeological finds, esoteric knowledge, once hidden facts, etc.
And the POWERFUL Cosmic energies (within us and all around us)—especially merged (Unconditional) Love Frequency & Light Frequency (aka integrated Heart/Mind)—are UNSTOPPABLE.
Today, this Sadhguru video—“Dark & Divine Side of Activating Kundalini Explained By Sadhguru”—instantly reminded me of an unbelievable and amazing dream I had within a week’s worth of bizarre spiritual dreams prior to joining the army in 2001.
Plus, it provided further helpful information, hence, shining more Light onto what was still partly or mostly unknown/dark/shadow.
One of the dreams related to the above video is recorded in one of my first posts—when I started blogging 13 years ago—titled, “Dreams of Jesus.”
Like Sadhguru mentioned in this video, I apparently fully trusted the unknown, male voice (whom I felt was Ascended Master Jesus) who told me to fly into a cave within a Grand Canyon-like location—similar to Sadhguru’s mentioning of “jumping into the abyss (the ONLY way to activate the crown chakra) after trusting someone”—that appeared to have about a 1000 feet drop in between the cave and myself.
The unbelievable part is that I actually chose to fly—and surprisingly, effortlessly, and successfully did with much peace and grace—though I have an extreme fear of heights in this particular world’s reality.
But then again, since then, I’ve had many dreams of flying after 2011 (though while I’m the Army, I don’t recall any dreams, since it was an extremely hectic and exhausting lifestyle).
This series of dreams also includes me walking in the middle of the desert, where I was approached by a red wind, and it then entered my body.
Over a decade later, I realized this was indeed, the Holy Spirit—that my mystic, Korean female neighbor in Okinawa informed me about.
But the part that she didn’t mention—perhaps because she wasn’t aware of it—is that this was the Divine Mother Goddess/WHOLEy Spirit.
I’ve been developing over the decades a growing trust—and intuitive plus experiential knowing—that our Souls have many multidimensional and powerful abilities, skills, talents, earthly and otherworldly Life experiences, profound wisdom, and much more.
So perhaps I had underestimated what state of consciousness I was even way back in 2001.
This makes more sense now, looking back, since I have experienced a generously abundant amount of seemingly miraculous situations (much shared in this blog), soon after these dreams in 2001, throughout the Army of over a decade, even after I got out, and currently.
And looking back even further, I just realized that I had experienced many miracles even since childhood, that I’ve also shared within this blog.
Yesterday, I typed a very detailed and lengthy post about the experiences I’ve had for almost 2 months since I left the states, which I have no doubt includes major transformations on all energetic levels for everyone involved (and not seemingly involved, but IS, due to the interconnectedness of Life within this world and beyond; aka Entanglement of Quantum Physics).
Due to my mother’s health declining, I went to visit her and my relatives in Korea.
Visiting her hasn’t happened in 12 years because my mother’s refusal to discontinue her verbal, mental, and emotional abusive ways over the phone, though I had asked her to stop being so hurtful.
The various forms of abuse had been happening since my childhood, though no longer physical abuse since adulthood, for obvious reasons.
I had learned about developing and maintaining strong, healthy boundaries that’s beneficial for everyone involved, so I’ve been practicing exactly that (part of self-love), though I’ve also been sharing much unconditional love and compassion with so-called others as well.
Regarding the way above mentioned paragraph of the lady who gifted me the Lightbody book:
“I truly wished her well as I let her go; but for the love of Goddess, I couldn’t bear to be in another unhealthy and draining relationship anymore.”
Granted, I made my mother, now 84, an exception, since she became ill, I don’t know how long she’ll live, and I’m her only adult child.
Plus, I made it crystal clear with her during this trip that I will no longer allow her to mistreat me the way she has been for nearly five decades.
To my great surprise, she sincerely apologized for having been so abusive for too long, and I accepted her words with a hug.
REWIND BEFORE THE ABOVE CHANGE:
During this trip, one of the Life lessons that I’m still learning about, is to simply Be balance and harmony when it comes to having compassion for others, and having compassion for Self/self.
Ultimately, I realized that having compassion for both self/others, is Being and doing our best to be beneficial for all parties (to the best of our ability).
And sometimes, this form of compassion can show up as—NOT just gentle kindness, and/or “turning the other cheek” repeatedly like a passive, helpless doormat—but helping others to become aware of their habitual, non-beneficial, hurtful habits in an assertive way.
There were even times when I had to use the society frowned-upon aggressive energy—matching my mother’s habitual vibrational frequency—by raising my voice at my mom in order for her to finally back the F#%! off, not only from me, but from my relatives whom she often bullied and abused as well.
And as I’ve shared within this blog before, this method has worked wonders for very aggressive people, to include my mother, who would immediately soften up and switch to a gentle, respectful and even kind side.
Prior to this trip, I had intuitively and strongly sensed that it would be one of the most difficult phases of my life.
And sure enough, it mostly felt like a few levels above hell on earth for various reasons, to include:
– my mothers usual, daily pessimism and negativity, to include: mistreatment of her family members, manipulation, extreme need to control everything, gaslighting, denying, lying, talking bad about everyone, making fun of everyone in a mean way, etc. (which I ended up confronting her about, ALL of it, in NEW ways that I’ve never done before)
– one of my elderly aunts (unofficially adopted by my grandmother several decades ago)—who owns the house that her and my mom live in—heavily smokes IN her house; and this was my first experience of ever being in a house, where someone smokes, since the smokers that I’ve ever known smoke outside their house, to include my current husband. At one point, rather than feel as if I was trapped in a toxic environment, I simply embraced WHAT IS, and even joined by smoking at times, which felt empowering because it helped me to stop feeling powerless, and it also helped me to release any remnants of judgment I had of my aunt—and even my uncle and another aunt— smoking in the house). This was temporary, so I didn’t feel negatively affected by those moments.
– while not physically well, my mom’s request for me to watch her favorite TV shows while sitting next to her from morning until night—while she falls asleep multiple times in between, but then denying it whenever I attempted to discontinue watching TV. The shows were mostly extremely negative (like the news and serial killer documentaries), boring (reruns of already uninteresting shows), annoying (back to back to back repetitive commercials and infomercials), and/or draining (further details in draft post).
Granted, the shows that I was somewhat grateful for, were two animal channels that we’d watch once in a while (to include NatGeo), though they were about very aggressive and territorial ones. No surprise! 😅
– my mother ending up hospitalized soon after I arrived (details in draft post), and then needing to be continually monitored by family members and doctors of different departments (for new heart and liver issues, and recurring stroke symptoms), though she recovered rapidly for some time
– my elderly mom and elderly aunts (mid 70’s – mid 80’s) hardly ever using AC (though sometimes a fan)—since they understandably get cold easily—which resulted in practically two months of dripping sweat throughout the day (while merely sitting down in front of the TV), and where taking showers seemed almost pointless
many nights of major sleep deprivation due to:
- my elderly aunts sometimes blasting the living room and one of the bedroom TVs (AT THE SAME TIME) from approximately 8 pm up to 2 am due to not being able to sleep but a few hours, and unable to hear that well
- my mom habitually banging things around the room I was sleeping in, and then denying it, a passive-aggressive way of indirectly communicating to me of her disapproval of me not doing any number of things she wanted me to (or didn’t want me to) think, feel, say, do, behave, believe, wear, eat, drink, etc. throughout the day (one of the many things I talked to her about, that true/Unconditional Love is not about severely manipulating and controlling others like objects, but allowing others freedom)
- my mom vomiting, having diarrhea, snoring really loud, making various sounds while sleeping, tossing and turning, and waking up at least a few times in the middle of the night for bathroom breaks (which is completely understandable) along with my elderly aunts
- sporadically waking up myself to drink water or pee
- neighborhood feral cats often fighting in the middle of the night or morning, making unbearable sounds as if they’re killing one another (like a bat out of hell, I ran out with a broom and/or spray bottle dozens of times; by the end of two months, I admit, I felt like I hated aggressive cats, though I have two pet cats back in the states. Granted, they’re only aggressive toward one another once in a while, though mainly aggressive (through the window) towards stray or feral cats passing by our house, due to being territorial. Plus, one of the aggressive, male feral cats in Korea injured 2 out of 5 outdoor cats, that my cousin and her husband takes care of, who lives across from my aunt and mom.
– Whenever I travel, I’ve always experienced constipation; but it only lasted within a few days to a week at most.
However COMMA I’ve never experienced ongoing constipation—with only a handful or so of bowel movements—within two months. I took a Korean constipation pill that my mother gave me, but it gave me severe cramps throughout the night and morning, so I discontinued.
This is probably TMI as well 🤷🏻♀️😄, but I forgot to pack organic “Smooth Move” tea, which has been gentle for my digestive system over the years.
I have no doubt this constipation and lip fever blister has been related to various factors that contributed to extreme stress within a mostly toxic environment on all energetics levels— mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritual.
Granted, I had some uplifting experiences as well, a little with my mom (a few rare, but Soul-level heartfelt conversations), but mostly with my Korean relatives, who were habitually understanding, loving, compassionate, encouraging, humorous, uplifting, empowering, inspiring, supportive, informative, wise, thoughtful and fun (details in draft post [added on 9/24/2023, “Reuniting Many Aspects of Reincarnation & Soul Families”]).
I even had seemingly miraculous experiences recently, when it comes to the changes that my mother said she’s willing to make— after shockingly acknowledging some of her extreme negative ways—which has never happened before in the five decades that I’ve known her.
I shared a lot of stories and insights in yesterday’s draft post—about these past two months—but I didn’t publish it because I felt that I could add more helpful stories and insights. We’ll see.
And last but not least, after watching a few Sadhguru videos lately—shared within this post (to include the two below)—I realized more than ever before the importance of withdrawing from all the chaos, and spending some invaluable solitude time to regroup in a safe, overall healthy, peaceful, and comfortable environment, to deeply connect within.
I’ve noticed a pattern in my life, that no matter where I go, I’ve been attracting a lot of unhealthy environments, relationships, situations, and jobs (though I’ve also been attracting an increasing number of like-minded, like-hearted, wise and loving Souls as well this year).
So a while back, when I had learned about the perspective of “like energies attracting one another,” I started to feel hopeless.
Because I felt like the epitome of the MEGA MAGNET that attracts NEGATIVE energy.
It seemed that no matter how much efforts I put towards my life on any combination of energetic levels—mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual (and even financial)—even going above and beyond most of the time (especially at 10 Sedona jobs), I noticed that I would continue to attract to myself much more inevitable negative than positive experiences.
And there were even times, when it seemed that I had spiraled down into the deepest, darkest, and coldest abyss, I thought, well if I’m the main problem continually attracting much chaos, then a reasonable solution would be to get rid of the source of the problem.
However, even a few attempts of suicide in the distant past didn’t work, despite using a combination of measures (besides extreme ones like shooting or stabbing self, or jumping off a cliff, since I was too afraid to do those things); so I let go of trying to die.
I then embraced that if it’s time to go, then we’ll go; if it’s NOT time, we won’t.
So even during mild to intense turbulence on plane rides, I often silently giggle to myself, since it feels tickling, like a medium level roller coaster ride.
Granted, in one of the Pleiadian books channeled by Barbara Marciniak—If I recall correctly, “Bringers of the Dawn” 📕—the Pleiadians shared that attracting much negatives energies will happen since so-called dark energies are attracted to Light (due to deeply yearning to integrate, heal, and transform); and this is one of various perspectives I highly resonated with, and embraced.
This also explains why I had unusual dreams of “evil spirits” the first, two nights I slept at my mom and aunt’s house.
Though I’ve had multiple dreams practically nightly for 13 years, I rarely had these types of “nightmares” (though I’ve had others, some where I was somewhat scared to terrified, and others where I was seemingly fearless).
When one of my older, male cousins visited my mom and aunt’s house as well—whom I met once or twice during childhood over 4 decades ago—my mom shared a humorous story about him while he was sitting in front of us (to which he smiled 😏).
The last time he visited them, and slept in the guest room, he freaked out because he felt something slowly pulling the blanket off of him, so he swore to never spend the night at their house again; hence, he left after dinner. 🤣
I’m sure it wasn’t funny at all that night, but it sounded like a scene from a comedy horror movie.
By the way, I haven’t cared for horror movies since I was forced to watch them since I was around 4 years old or so, with my parents, who both loved them.
I definitely hated the original exorcist movie when I was a kid (that’s even scary for many adults)—which seemed like the scariest movie of all time 🫣—that caused me to run and jump on my bed, and then throw my blanket on top of me, after building the courage to use the bathroom at night.
But on the plane ride to Korea the last week of July, I enjoyed watching M3GAN, which I was curious about after seeing a preview months ago while in the states.
Anyhoo, my mom said that she wouldn’t be surprised if there were ghosts in the guest room, since she’s also seen some while out and about…IN BROAD DAYLIGHT 😳(fascinating, juicy details in previous draft post 😜).
The countryside neighborhood they live at used to be a huge cemetery way back in the day, according to the locals who lived there for a long time. 🫢 (further details in previous draft post)
GRRREAT 🐅 I thought, just the added bonus I needed to hear while staying there.
But she added that my Buddha aunt had given my mom a 부적—a red and yellow sticker-like protection charm—to paste onto the top entrance of her bedroom door; hence, no worries for her bedroom, though it sucks to be in the guest room! 😄
By the way, I looked up 부적 and learned this detailed, new definition that I wasn’t aware of before (had only known the basic meaning):
“Fulu (traditional Chinese: 符籙; simplified Chinese: 符箓), is a term for Taoist incantations and magic symbols […] Talisman for protection against the evil. The talisman should be pasted atop the main entrance of one’s home […].” Wikipedia
Anyhoo, so I slept in her bedroom as well; plus, she asked me to, and in case her time is near, I figured why not grant an elderly woman’s wish. 😁
But I admit, I didn’t feel too motivated to sleep in that guest room after hearing that story! 😅 Oh HEYLL NO!!!
Another scary but NOT so funny story my mom shared, is that while sleeping one night (not too long ago), something suddenly and aggressively grabbed her feet and started pulling her away from the bed.
So she started kicking away while yelling, “I’M NOT GOING!!!” 😱
She said she wasn’t scared of the ghosts 👻 she saw and interacted with during the day (just curious), but this experience terrified her.
From one perspective, I wondered if so-called Death—the infamous, personified version with the black hood and 💀face—came for her, but she managed to fight it off (if that’s even possible).
I shared with my mom that it seems like she has a very strong will to live; and I asked her, “Do you want to live for a long time?” to which she hesitantly replied, “Not really.”
I shared with her that I definitely DON’T want to live long; and I further explained that it’s mainly because it’s not about QUANTITY, but QUALITY of Life.
I didn’t tell her this part, but I’d rather freely and fully live 10-20 more years than live another 40-50 more years without much beneficial change.
A great example is marinating on the couch all day and night as practically lifeless bodies, watching reruns of very dull TV shows day after day after day.
So this extended TV watching experience provided a super effective contrast to AMPLIFY what I definitely DON’T prefer in Life.
In addition to the Death coming for my mom story, I thought, “What the hell?! So the 부적 / protection charm on the top of the door does NOT work??⁉️” 🙀
Anyhoo hoo 🦉, back to perspectives regarding why we—or more specifically…me, myself, and I—have attracted an abundance of negative energies.
At times, I entertained other perspectives as well, to include:
- experiencing negative karma from past lives: though the downside to this perspective is the question, “So how does one know when the negative karma stops?”(since this could feel never-ending and hopeless due to the unknown, god knows how many lifetimes of negative karma). When Life is only sunshine 🌞 , rainbows 🌈 & flowers 💐? Or like Bashar—channeled via Darryl Anka— taught, something to the effect of how one chooses to respond (rather than react from fear) to Life no matter how it shows up (positive or negative) determines one’s core state of consciousness
- Bashar’s definition of karma that’s more liberating, uplifting and empowering
- A Soul volunteering to Be the Light within darkness in this lifetime
- Shadow Work
- The 7 Essene Mirrors (gracefully and eloquently taught by Gregg Braden)
- Manifesting earthly dramas within Earth School to learn from the effective Cosmic tool of CONTRASTS/OPPOSITES within DUALITY/POLARITY
- The power of beliefs (also backed by science, to include teachings by Bruce H. Lipton, Ph.D.)
- Repeating, energetic patterns—of many kinds, to include but not limited to: genetic, physiological, chemical, mental, emotional, spiritual, etc. (taught by Sadhguru)—showing up stemming from childhood (taught by Bruce Lipton), where we were strongly conditioned by our environment (especially by main caregivers) because we were in a hypnotic, theta state up to age 7, where we effortlessly absorbed outer world energies like a sponge. Therefore, if we had grown up in a mostly negative environment, we will more than likely experience matching, mostly negative realities throughout the rest of our childhood and our adulthood, until we start WAKING UP as Souls and reprogram ourselves, to include becoming more AWARE/EXPANDING OUR CONSCIOUSNESS (and there are various methods, to include using binaural beats known to be highly effective)
- etc.
So the more I become aware of various, expanded perspectives, the more I realize that one can be true, a few of them can be true, some of them can be true, all of them can be true, and none of them can be true.
I also further realize the vastness of our Soul & Spirit’s multidimensional perspectives and unlimited essence, though my human understanding could probably comprehend a tiny tiny tiny fraction of what IS.
And after typing various stories and perspectives above, I was reminded that negative energies are the flip side of the Cosmic coin of positive energies (ultimately both neutral)—just like Yin & Yang ☯️/Divine Feminine & Divine Masculine energies/Heart & Mind/Moon 🌚 & Sun 🌝/ Dark (Unknown) & Light (Known)/Water 🌊& Fire 🔥/Cold 🥶 & Hot 🥵/Spirit & Soul/Goddess & God/Wave & Particle/etc.
And this ultimately ONE energetic essence is what makes Life interesting in this physical world, and that helps us to compare and learn from the so-called opposites, figure out what we prefer (or not), and deeply appreciate uplifting experiences.
For example, sweating my ass off during this trip, has helped me to deeply appreciate being in a cool, pleasant, and comfortable environment, which can easily be taken for granted by any of us (one of many examples).
I also felt like I was able to somewhat emphasize with many within other scorching hot and/or humid countries who don’t have the luxury of a fan, let alone AC.
So for such Souls—who also experience other hardships—to include the lack or absence of clean water, food, shelter, clothes, money, etc.—may consider what I had experienced close to heaven on earth. Again, all about perspectives.
But to be fair, I’m not about minimizing my own personal experiences, since everyone’s experiences, perceptions and perspectives are VALID.
And we all have our own versions of hell and heaven on Earth, and none is more or less than the other since it’s our Soul & Spirit’s Divine birthright.
I choose to fully honor what all my child and adult self went through—to include a lot of traumas, dramas, heartaches, other forms pain, hardships, chaos, suffering, extreme challenges, etc.—and it was far from an easy journey for sure.
I trust that this Korea trip has been deeply transformational in further healing myself and my Earth family members (and ultimately, interconnected Life within this world and beyond).
Yes, there was also much CLASHING, but I recall a quote from I believe Carl Jung, that states something to the effect of:
Where there’s a clashing of energies, there’s transformation.
After doing a quick search for the above quote, I came upon a different quote that I had never heard of before, but it provides a greater understanding of all these extreme, polar opposite energies during this phase, and everything in between. Thank you Universe!!! 🥰🙏🏼:
In the previous draft post, I shared various example stories of what all I had shared with my mom and relatives, to include doing my best to Be Living Wisdom daily, sharing my full presence, active listening ears, authenticity, honesty, deep understanding, compassion, unconditional love, expanded perspectives & Light/helpful new information, courage (standing up to my mom whenever she goes overboard), standing up for my aunts and uncle, ideas, suggestions, solutions, crystals, essential oils, experiential knowledge/wisdom of earthly and otherworldly experiences (to include dreams), embracing psychic abilities, etc.
May we all experience great health, highly beneficial transformations, many stepping stones of Soul & Spirit Success, inner peace, inner freedom, as well as enJOY many present moments of now—to include obvious blessings and blessings in disguise—gain much profound wisdom on our precious Life journey, and share much Light & Unconditional Love with ourselves and one another. 🙏🏼 It is DONE.
I shared the following message with a Soul Sister like friend today (deleted parts of my reply to her personal challenges):
Btw, I watched this video [link at the end of this message] twice so far, and is worth reviewing as many times as needed.
I took some screenshots of this video to review at times, since it’s a great reminder, but can easily be forgotten if not made into a beneficial habit.
I’m deeply grateful for this message, because before then, I was only aware of the negative interpretations of karma that could easily make anyone feel hopeless; these old and outdated interpretations of karma didn’t offer helpful solutions; but Sadhguru’s did.
This video [again, link at the end of this message] was also very helpful since it helped me to be more cognizant of even my own negative thoughts, words, and actions, which can be challenging to catch at times if we’re on unaware, autopilot mode.
Plus, my mom continued to be DAILY—for as long as I’ve known her—extremely pessimistic and negative, to include talking bad about everyone, finding everyone’s faults, making fun of people (who are fat, ugly, dumb, etc.), saying mean things to family members, denying, gaslighting, lying, etc.
Like you said, I understand that this is her wounded inner child; but once we are made aware of these non-beneficial habits (I informed her),we cannot continue to use the past as an excuse for our unloving words, actions, and behaviors.
Because of my mother’s strong conditioning since childhood, I knew I could use some extra help to prevent from becoming like my mom in these negative ways.
Like I shared with her and my Korean relatives, we can ALL be EVERY aspect (of the WHOLE Self/self) to varying degrees— both positive
and negative; but it’s beneficial not to HABITUALLY be these negative aspects to the EXTREME.
I’ve noticed—and I’ve also read about others’ experiences—that we may say that we never want to be like our parent(s), but we might unconsciously say, behave, and/or do things that are like them in some ways, and NOT even be aware of it.
So I chose to do my best NOT to spiral down this particular, negative version rabbit hole that’s non-beneficial for anyone.
Just wanted to share another helpful video in case it helps you as well.
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I just wish for you (and me) to experience more inner-peace and self-empowerment 🕊️ during this profound and powerful healing phase(s). 😘
Also these two related messages:
[my reply regarding my friend’s thoughtfulness about my mom and one’s of my elders aunts whom we recently found out has lung cancer]…
Thank you Love 💗. I chose to let go of worrying since worrying cannot change anything for the better.
I’m still learning that the best way we can help ourselves and interconnected others is to do our best to habitually and daily Be in alignment with our Divine Selves within, via merged Heart/Mind and Being/living in the present moments of now—not dwelling or being lost in the past, or anxious and worried about the future—though as humans, sometimes we need to think about the future (ex. wise planning for whatever, to include finances, trips, events, etc.).
Also, it’s highly beneficial to REFLECT on past experiences to gain insights and profound wisdom.
[Regarding the Lightbody book mentioned in this post]…
I was wondering about 6 and 7 too, about both of us. Definitely don’t feel crazy in a 😳🤯😵💫😖🫣 way, only in an uplifting and fun way! 🤪😜 Plus, let’s embrace that we can be an emotional “mess” at times, and that’s “imperfectly” perfect AS IS. I’m continuing to learn that this way of gracefully embracing more and more ultimately NEUTRAL aspects of our Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE Self/self is how we can UNconditionally LOVE 💗 ourselves more. 😁
End of above message, and right below is the related Sadhguru video:
I also shared this message and the related video right below that was very helpful as well:
The true meaning of karma, how we can reclaim our inner power by taking full responsibility, and invaluable solitude time to connect deeply with the peaceful Divine within and without, and RAPIDLY work out negative patterns of outer world issues from within, that would normally take much longer.
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