I shared this gratitude comment for the creator of this => Image by mollyroselee from Pixabay
Thank you Molly for sharing this gorgeous, soul-igniting and inviting artwork that reminded me of the symbolism for: intuitively trusting and following our inner guidance/Heart/intuition/inner-wisdom, coming out of (the cave) our unawareness/unconsciousness/forgetfulness/ignorance/”darkness”/unknown, and re-membering as a Soul/Light/God-Self within/Fire/Higher Mind/Yang (part of The Whole/The One), rising toward our greatest version of our full-potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE self (physical selves)/Self (Source: Spirit & Soul within/I AM Presence), and embracing, integrating and honoring the Divine Feminine Goddess essence (aka Holy Spirit/Moon/Water/Heart/Yin) within interconnected Life. I used this image for post [this one]:
I shared the following comment for the SUPER helpful video, “5 Things You Should Know About The FULL Moon / Eclipse (November 2021)“:
11/19/21: Full Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse (Plus next day UPDATE afterwards, to include: WOW. Shining BRIGHT Moon LIGHT on Victorious Victor, for probably the most IMPACTFUL, Heart-centered/Spirit-inspired/Profoundly Wise and POWERFUL message he’s shared so far. AMAZING. ^_^ By the way, the brackets […] = had to cut out most paragraphs shared since this comment was too long Lol) [However, these paragraphs weren’t cut out in this post]
[HEADS UP: This comment went from super ha ha ha and light, to going DEEP DOWN the pitch black abyss of the Cosmic Rabbit Hole. You’ve been warned] Lol You crack me up Victor with your serious facial expressions mixed with animated and entertaining verbal and non-verbal cues and gestures (at times)! ^_^ LOVE it. I also appreciate (often) how your mindful, Full Presence, strong soulful eye contact, and Heart-centered, soothing voice FEELs very comfortable and encouraging.
It’s true about these powerful MOON energies; I’ve noticed a pattern over the years that around a few days before and after a Full or New Moon, Eclipse, and/or Super Moon I can INTENSELY FEEL the very high, inner body vibrations, and more clearly HEAR various tones (to include musical ones), that I often get super excited about since I fully trust that they’re immensely beneficial.
Granted, the other night, I had a hard time sleeping because it seemed like these energies were about to BURST out of me! Lol
And last night, after both of my pet cats—older, black female cat (Shadow) and younger, Tabby, male cat (Leo) woke me up several times with their riDONKulous cat fights (moon energies affecting them as well), I lost my mind, got out of bed like a bat out of hell, and started chasing them around with a water spray (like a MAD WOMAN) while my male cat was hissing and growling at me (which added fuel to the fire, and I sprayed him some more); I don’t do well with back to back to back interrupted sleep.
Shadow looked at me with shock as if say (via animal telepathy), “This cat’s CRAzy!” And I strongly sense that there’s a very high probability that my cats were mirroring to me—via outer world mirroring inner world—the already manifested, conflicting male and female energies within, from past, repeating, negative thoughts, beliefs, and fear-based emotions.
They KNEW they F!@#ed up last night, because this morning, though they’re usually pretty vocal, meowing, “Give us our damn food woman!” they just looked at me with such gentle lovey doveyness; so of course, we had to make up with petting, massaging, snuggling, and kisses (not on the mouth though…fishy cat breath; plus, they lick/cleanse their private areas).
Anyhoo, regarding your powerful comment: “You might already Be a brand NEW person in this moment, and just don’t KNOW it yet.” Triple WOW! :-O
PROFOUND, and very well articulated Vic => #2 Karmic Resolve: “Wrap up many karmic cycles and lifetimes and REALIZE WHY you came […] why Life has unfolded for us thus far, etc.” So true, I’ve experienced so many earthly and otherworldly dreams of various lifetimes, even as E.T.s (and so many others have as well, to include you Vic); and I’ve also been learning and gaining much profound wisdom for over a decade, but seemingly at an accelerated pace lately—due to embracing, integrating and transforming various “negative” aspects into their exalted states within WHOLE self/Self—which is amazing to me.
Very Insightful, Deeply Heartfelt and Powerful => “I realized that I can END all that, I can END that entire cycle by forgiving myself; and I was able to forgive others and myself […]” Thank you so much Victor for sharing this super helpful reminder of a vivid dream I had that I completely forgot about (probably because my ego wanted to bury it forever due to the seemingly traumatic moments, probably the second most horrible nightmare I’ve ever experienced, and the first one is right after it, below).
In a nutshell, the environment looked like way back in the day in some small village. I was involved in some type of conflict or battle I suppose. At one point, I was standing in front of a young, Japanese female who appeared to be in her tweens and was wearing a kimono-like dress. At one point, I lifted my sword up to one side, and then quickly used it across her body, and she slowly said something, but I’m unable to recall what (and I even did searches within my dream journal docs).
I feel frustrated now that I didn’t record this dream, though I often do, unless they seem like back to back to back dreams of earthly parallel realties or alternate realities that don’t interest me (because I don’t prefer them). I realize that I have another opportunity to face this deep and dark fear/memory, and like you said, I need to unconditionally forgive myself; and I choose to forgive myself since my level of consciousness at that time was obviously very LOW (a murderer perhaps, unless she survived afterwards).
After all, I trust that we all play many different roles throughout our Soul journey—right and wrong, good and bad, light and dark, and everything in-between—in order to explore the contrasts within duality/polarity of physical worlds, personally experience interconnected Life (experiential knowledge/wisdom), overcome challenges, enJOY pleasant moment, learn Life lessons, and grow and evolve on all energetic levels—mentally, emotional, physically, and spiritually.
I had another nightmare that was a couple of months ago or so (the #1 worst one), where I was also in back in the day Asia visiting some female. At one point while talking to her, the paper door to my left suddenly opened, and I strongly sensed an invisible, eerie presence enter.
What happened next is unthinkable, but I did my best to expand my perspective to SEE the BIGGER picture. Next thing you know, I was in the fetal position lying on the floor of this tiny room on my left side of the body. For whatever reason that my logical mind is still unable to comprehend—unless it was a symbolic dream about outer world mirroring inner world—it felt as though this female’s body was lying on top of me, with our heads facing in the same direction.
I then INTENSELY FELT a sword slowly going through her from top to bottom, while FEELING warm blood oozing onto my own body, and it felt SO REAL. I was so terrified that I couldn’t even move or make any sounds. Usually, when I have horrible nightmares in the more distant past, I shout out to various version of Highest Self I suppose—Jesus, God, Goddess, Higher Self, or I AM Presence (and I immediately receive help)—but in this one, I didn’t or couldn’t. I just woke up in the middle of darkness, silence, and initial stillness…gently shaking.
Since we have the inner power to assign whatever meaning to EVERTHING in our lives, I chose to interpret this “nightmare” as a blessing in disguise/a symbolic dream for my spiritual growth/evolution.
The so-called invisible murderer in this dream seemed to represent the exaggerated, immensely angry aspect of self who’s been so exhausted—for who knows how long, perhaps many lifetimes—of the seemingly non-stop, conflicting, battling and even warring “opposite” male and female energies within (ultimately 2 sides of the SAME Cosmic Coin); so it’s as if this aspect was like, “So you two want to keep fighting within, rather than work together as an integrated, WHOLE team?! FINE!! Allow me to literally split you up for good in order to bring DEATH to you both!!!”
I deeply understand and forgive this aspect of WHOLE self/Self. Actually, when I further expand my perspective/Consciousness, forgiveness isn’t even needed—as I learned via Peter Sage’s EMF (Elite Mentorship Forum) course (part of EMT/Elite Mentorship Trainer program)—since this extreme contrast was one of the MANY Life lessons that would GIFT me with profound and priceless wisdom.
WOW, I didn’t see this coming. I was just planning on enJOYing the ride of your video this time—while sharing a much shorter than usual comment (a miracle)—but I guess not. I am very grateful though. Thank you so much Victor for helping me to further face my deepest and darkest/unknown fears, and to have the opportunity to profoundly heal them.
I’m going to eat dinner now. I left off at 10:39 of this video, and I’ll finish watching it tomorrow morning. I wouldn’t be surprised if YouTube has been hiding, blocking and/or deleting my super LONG@$$ comments (hence, they don’t show up at times after I post them Lol).
Even my husband walked by behind me as I was typing, and was like, “Oh wow, is that a comment or a novel?” Oh well, that’s just a part of my authentic, full-potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE self/Self; so I choose to fully and lovingly embrace it, as well as all the other neutral aspects. I may or may not add a very brief UPDATE to this comment tomorrow after I finish the video. We’ll see. Good night Soul brother. ^_^
UPDATE 11/20th (next morning, after watching rest of this video):
Victor, I realized that you are, HANDS DOWN, probably the most purely compassionate, deeply empathic, truly heartfelt guy I’ve crossed paths with (in person and via the web). And it’s a very balanced and harmonious version—stemming from a more integrated mind and heart state (integrated Mind/Heart)—rather than the overly mushy type who starts bawling hysterically while noticing the sun rise Lol (not that there’s anything “wrong” with that, but it’s an exaggerated example from the comedy movie back in the day with Brandon Frazier), or someone who knows how to TALK about Heart-centered subjects (with their logical and calculating minds), but even a highly sensitive (and ultra sensitive at times) empath aspect like myself doesn’t FEEL (the Love Frequency) what they’re communicating at all.
Regarding #3 (paraphrasing here and adding personal insights): I love that you mentioned the importance of being okay with whatever human experience we have—while embracing our neutral emotions and processing them in a healthy way—but also Being able to realize from a higher perspective, that the various forms of hurt we’ve been doing to one another (and to self) throughout human and various E.T. histories (our Galactic and Universal Soul Families), stems from a lower state of fear-based unawareness/consciousness (forgetfulness), rather than anyone being wrong, bad, or even evil; hence, forgiving another/self sets us free one baby step(s), through even leaps and bounds at a time.
I’m so happy for you that you were able to find peace within regarding your dog—regardless of the earthly reasons that can easily be judged by self/others—and that you were able to experience him via dream state (something that I was able to do several times after my dog’s death as well). I trust that death is a transformation of energy state, not THE END of living Spirit within ALL of interconnected Life within this world and beyond. Thank you for sharing your amazing inner-strength, fiery courage, authentic vulnerability, and very transparent honesty, which isn’t easy to do for self/others.
Victor, I highly respect and admire your full-potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE you/You, to include you Being an introvert. I learned something very important from what you shared: not only unconditionally loving more of ourselves —regardless of which neutral aspects seems more dominant than others—but also speaking whenever we truly FEEL like it from our Heart, and actually expressing and sharing something truly meaningful, rather than just yapping away like there’s no tomorrow just to fill up the void of silence (the latter of which can be very peaceful most of the time, like being in Nature).
So it just occurred to me that you (Victor), have also been mirroring to me the so-called opposite of an aspect of WHOLE self/Self that I have a tendency to Be and do, which is to express A LOT; and this used to bug me so much, because there was a part of self/Self who’s strongly drawn to sharing SO MUCH, becoming very EXCITED about the process (a sign that it’s in ALIGNMENT with our True Self), and noticing that TIME FLYS BY during these times (another sign of POSITIVE SYNCHRONICITY).
But yet, there’s another part of me—I I just realized my lower version of MASCULINE energy, society-conditioned, limiting, fear-based ego self who simply wants to protect the unlimited, ALL and unconditionally loving, free-spirited, FEMININE energy aspect of WHOLE self/Self—who judges this “opposite” aspect (2 sides of the Cosmic Coin) as if to say, “What’s wrong with you?! Why do have this strong need to overly share so much? In this instant gratification age, nobody cares about super lengthy comments and posts; and if they happen to come upon it, they will more than like become very annoyed. I sometimes hate that we keep doing this; it’s exhausting at times.”
However, I recently chose to fully embrace and integrate this seemingly “unacceptable,” “unlikable” and even “unlovable” aspect of my individual and Collective Ego (general society), rather than try to fit into some earthly cookie cutter to please others. I LOVE simply Being Authentic self/Self, Being who I AM and doing what I LOVE.
And sure enough, my outer world quickly started mirroring to me my inner world—my own unconditional love and approval of myself attracted so-called others to generously share comments of gratitude, appreciation, non-judgment, compliments, and other forms of love for my unusual and/or lengthy comments and blog posts.
It was a delightful surprise to receive rare and deeply heartfelt feedback from a barely known peer group member recently, sharing her gratitude reply, to include that she looks forward to reading my book soon, as if to intuitively know that I have many completed drafts that’s been dormant for years, which I now trust will happen in Divine perfect timing and order (though I used to be hard on myself for being a quitter). -This was after she read my LONG@$$ comment within a course, where I shared a very vulnerable personal story that I gained profound wisdom from (taking the chance that I’d be judged by others).
I just now realized that I’m usually a Fully Present and active listener while interacting with others during face to face conversations—mostly listening to very chatty people, Lol, and only speaking when needed (like you Vic); hence, now it makes sense why I seem to make it for it via my typed comments and sacred space blog. Granted, to prevent overwhelm, I intend to Be—as an ambivert: both extrovert and introvert, though leaning more to the latter as years go by—more of a happy balance of meeting halfway between the male and female energies within.
The bad@$$, classic movie, Conan the Barbarian, is still one of my favorite movies of all time. I appreciate you sharing the inspiring story behind Arnold (which I didn’t know about), as well as the empowering and GAME CHANGING story of the deaf lady and her friend. What an AWESOME reminder NOT to take “No” for an answer when we have a fiery, Heart/Spirit-inspired, burning desire and passion from within! ^_^
THANK YOU SO MUCH Victor for helping me—in such a deeply heartfelt and POWERFUL way—to further STRETCH self/Self towards a much greater version—expanding my individual and Collective Consciousness. Continue to Be an invaluable gift to your WHOLE self/Self/humanity/All of Life/All That Is and beyond.
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