Just as there are two sides to one coin, there’s a time and a place for invaluable, solitude time—where we connect and commune with our Divinity within and learn to be at peace with our own full presence (aka vibrational frequency)—and there’s a time and a place for socializing with various forms of relationships.
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Rather than considering these two states of being to be on the opposite ends of the spectrum—where one is considered good or right and the other wrong or bad—it’s wise for us to remember that they are both within the same Light/Love Frequency spectrum, like the colors within a rainbow; and they each have their benefits and a lack thereof.
Therefore, it’s not about secluding oneself for an extended, LONG@$$ period of 
time into the middle of a dense forest, dark cave, or a life without any form of relationships, or having a desperate need to often, continually, or constantly be surround by others no matter what (in order to fill some void that can only be fulfilled from within).
It’s about the dance between the two states, the balance and harmony (but not necessarily 50/50), like the Cosmic ebb and flow of Life.
After seeing a gray or black lone wolf in my dreams several times in the past, I’ve learned that the lone wolf not only ventures out into the world by itself with much courage, but it also knows when to return to its pack (aka community) to reconnect, bond, share much unconditional love and all the wisdom that it’s gained, which stemmed from personal experiences.
Lately, I’ve not only been listening to and learning from the “Unlimited Abundance Course” by Christie Marie Sheldon—with discernment, always intending to follow my inner guidance first and foremost—but I’ve also started a new habit.
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Throughout the day, but mostly upon waking up in the mornings and while lying in bed at night, I make a different form of intentions statements that I’ve learned from this course.
And they’re basically about releasing various old and outdated thoughts, feelings, beliefs, behaviors, and habits that NO LONGER serve Multidimensional self (earthly and otherworldly physical selves)/Self (Source: Soul/Spirit within), support me, benefit me, encourage me, uplift me, empower me, inspire me, and make me happy.
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Grey Wolf In Tree Branches Flathead Natl Forest Montana Fall Portrait
I’ve also shared two reviews so far about this course—which isn’t all flowers, rainbows, and sunshine, but mostly positive—and I intend to share other reviews as well (i.e., transfer the notes from my Google doc journal to this blog).
What’s fascinating to me, is that I’ve been continuing to have some unusual experiences as I continue to take the lessons from this course.
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This includes building up the courage again to continue performing open-mic comedy—incorporating humor with Multidimensional perspectives and profound wisdom. I’ve been rotating about five sets from my collection of notes I’ve sporadically brainstormed for over two and half years.
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I also shared a clip of a recent set as my my first YouTube video, “Magical Horse Ride My @$$” and first YouTube channel (Mulantis ReunitingAll), which I intend to include various playlists within it, and not just the playlist, “Open-Mic Comedy Clips.”
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I’ve also had recent dreams of old and unhealthy relationships whom I haven’t been in touch with for a while due to much heartache (ranging from 1-10 years), like my biological parents and Korean relatives.
My adoptive father—who passed away in 2011 of a heart attack, but often upset me in dreams afterwards (reflecting real life in the past) showed up in my dream again this morning, along with with step-sister; though he appeared disapproving in this dream as usual, it didn’t negatively effect 
me the way it used to in the past.
I sensed that I was truly in the process of releasing all that I intended to lately, and I thanked all the fear-based energies (ultimately from within) for whatever gifts they shared in the past (blessings in disguise), and wished them well on their journeys.
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Day before yesterday, 11/1, reminded me of a number sequence (111) that I’ve been noticing often for about a year and a half or so—among many other ones within number synchronicity: aka angel numbers/sacred number codes, activation codes, truth codes, etc.—and even wrote a few post about what it represents to me.
As shared in one of the post stories about 111—noticing it right after a car accident, though I usually notice it whenever so-called positive things are happening in my life—I strongly sensed that the showing up of this number, at times, conveys the message of encouragement and support after another challenge of releasing something else that no longer resonated with me.
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Day before yesterday (again, 11/1), I shared gratitude messages to the two most profoundly influential spiritual teachers in my life—Victor Oddo and Teal Swan—via Facebook for the first time [deleted Facebook account for final time on 11/12/2018].
By the way, just as a heads up, I have ZERO friends and/or followers for both my new YouTube channel and Mulantis Facebook page (that I reactivated recently 
after not using it for a long time).
And as “negative” as that may seem on the outer surface in whatever form—sad, pathetic, hopeless, etc.—I’ve surprisingly embraced and felt peace with it since it is what it is now during this new phase of my life; the old version of me would’ve felt discouraged, disappointed, embarrassed, and/or ashamed of this.
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The following are a total of three comments I shared for the last three messages I watched and read by Teal Swan, which relates to the title of this post, “Embracing and Integrating Aspect of Shadow Self Who’s Afraid to Be Alone” (i.e., they are the last because it’s time to let go and move on/11/1):
Comment #1
The following is a three-part gratitude comment I shared the day before yesterday (11/1) for Teal’s fb video, “Why Teal Swan is Changing Course A Bit” (you can share comments while watching the video):
🐛🦋🐍🐋🕊️🐎🐬🐣🕷️🕸️🌳🌸🌍🌈🌚🌝🌓☯️✡️💖Thank you Teal for sharing this profound and refreshing video that radiated a lot of high vibes, especially authenticity and empowering vulnerability.
As a Multidimensional Being, I say, why not fully embrace ALL aspects of You. I have no doubt that one of your natural abilities is to beautifully merge the physical AND spiritual worlds—the modern shaman aspect of your whole self/Self—which makes you shine so intensely.
You ARE the pitch dark night sky (aka Shadow/Moon/female energy/Divine Feminine/Goddess) AND the plethora of sparkling, bright@$$ stars (aka Light/Sun/male energy/Divine Masculine/God), and everything in-between.
Regarding the part about some others making a fuss about your team displaying your pics…who cares? I sure don’t give a rat’s @$$. You’re a beautiful and powerful Goddess—Source manifested in the physical—inside and out, so confidently (though not arrogantly) and unapologetically OWN it and BE FREE.
I’ve shared this in one of the comments for your video, but even if you wore a sweaty workout outfit, or a flashy 70’s outfit, in any of your videos, events, pictures, etc., I would think it’s awesome that you chose to simply Be you and do whatever you FEEL like doing and enjoy. It’s LIBERATING to be less and less concerned about the billions of different opinions out there, especially when they’re fear-based. Let’s remember to often BE HAPPY, and I have no doubt that everything else will fall into place.
I’ve already shared a lot of specific and detailed comments for your videos, but I’ll summarize it here.
You, Teal, are truly an amazing, Multidimensional Being with your: highly respectable and admirable raw authenticity, transparent and empowering vulnerability, inner-strength, courage, confidence, assertiveness, fiery passion, BOLDNESS, open-mindedness and open-heartedness (aka integrated Mind/Heart), impressive intelligence (on all energetic levels—physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual), willingness to go with the flow of Life’s Cosmic River, playfulness, silliness, goofiness, moodiness, insensitiveness, highly sensitiveness, warmness, coldness, seemingly un-approachableness, connectedness, b!+chiness (that you seem to wisely use at the right time, rather than misusing or abusing it often), deep understanding, heartfelt empathy, pure compassion, determination, persistence, resilience, ambition, PROFOUND wisdom, refreshing honesty, lovable and loving Soul/Spirit essence, multi-faceted expressions (both verbal and nonverbal), great sense of humor, soul-igniting creativity, psychic abilities (especially your intuition), eloquent words, thought-provoking teachings, very effective inspiration to Be whole self/Self, and I have no doubt so much more. I guess this was a LONG@$$ summary.
Once again Teal, THANK YOU SO MUCH for generously sharing an abundance of Light (uplifting knowledge and wisdom) and Unconditional Love with your Multidimensional self (earthly and otherworldly physical selves)/Self (Source: Soul/Spirit within), interconnected humanity, Mother Earth, Father Sun, merging worlds, our Galaxy, Universe, and beyond.
I’m very grateful for your precious existence on planet Earth and elsewhere, and I trust this is also true for many others within this world and beyond (though it may not appear to be so at times on the temporary, outer surface).
Continue Being an invaluable gift to All of Life/All That Is. Your assistance with expanding our individual and collective consciousness is deeply appreciated.
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I already shared a LONG@$$ comment earlier, but what the heck. Teal, you highly stimulate and deeply move me on all energetic levels of my being—mental, emotional, spiritual, and physical (not sexual, though you’re absolutely gorgeous, sexy, and beautiful inside and out, and I don’t think I’m bi-sexual, though I could be, plus, I’m married; wow, that was an awkward, lengthy explanation).🤔
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Last comment (for this video): By the way Teal, you’re one of the most profoundly influential Beings in my life. Thank you so much.💖😘
Comment #2
The following is a comment I shared the day before yesterday (11/1) for Teal’s fb quote that she shared within the poster on right:
Teal, I understand this perspective (the poster above); however COMMA you did mention at least twice (once at an event) that you can’t heal a broken leg if someone keeps kicking it.
What about those of us—in the past, present, and future—who are in the process of releasing all that’s NOT beneficial in our lives, to include unhealthy relationships in various forms?
I’ve experienced temporarily taking a break from, or completely letting go of, family members (immediate and extended) who have been abusive for decades, friends that are not true, and certain former neighbors and former coworkers whom I no longer resonate with.
So if one is willing to heal oneself on all levels—physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually—and better their lives by spending some quality solitude time to reconnect with their Soul/Spirit within (NOT become a hermit and live in a cave), it’s ALL their ego?
In addition, what about those of us who do put forth a lot of effort to make new friends, but it just doesn’t work out? So we’re supposed to go through life believing that we’re just ALL ego?
You often share an expanded perspective, but this one feels limited, a bit heavy, and off in its expression (though not completely untrue).
I trust that when we reconnect and commune with the experience of the Light and Unconditional Love from within, we become empowered.
That doesn’t mean that we stop connecting and interacting with others, but this is the third time you made it sound as though any amount of solitude time is NOT okay, and that’s not true.
Ya know, I often made a bold decision to share your so-called very unconventional teachings with others—to include today, where I even left you a long@$$ gratitude comment [shared at bottom of this post]—but when you say limiting things like this, which seem very one-sided, it makes me wonder if that was a wise idea.
I wouldn’t want my adult kids to read such expressions, because I teach them about the balance and harmony (and not 50/50) of being at peace within solitude time, as well as bonding with interconnected others. I wonder if you may be projecting your own deep fear of being alone; hence, the continual need to be surrounded by your family and/or team, and to put out such messages.
Comment #3
The following is the last comment I shared yesterday (11/2) for a related Teal quote shared within her Facebook page, “The only way out of your pain, is into your pain”:
Teal’s quote above also applies to the painful thought or fear-based belief of being alone within one’s own full presence/vibrational frequency—aka spending some temporary times alone in solitude with Source (Soul/Spirit) within.
If we’re mainly in relationships because we’re trying to fill a void within us—that can only be filled with the Light and Unconditional Love core essence from within—then we will continually experience in our outer world various forms of irritation (e.g., our family, friends, and even team members not being and doing what we want them to be and do), disappointment (e.g., not enough fans sharing videos on social media), discouragement (e.g., a parent not supportive of our career choice), betrayal (e.g., the recurring theme of fans turning to haters), and concerns and worries about others not unconditionally accepting us, approving of us, liking us, embracing us, and even deeply loving us; hence, trying to please everyone and their mamas and grandmamas.
Teal, I realize you’ve been through hell and back, and learned a lot from those experiences. But I wonder, how would you Be now (and what would you do) if one day you woke up to a different reality where your 4th husband decided to leave you, your son wanted to live with his father, you no longer resonated with your friends, all of your team members chose to move on and explore other experiences that make them happy, more people created negative videos and posts about you, and many more of your fans turned into haters and/or simply unsubscribed. Would you still be able to be in alignment with Source within, and wish them all well for the choices that they were drawn to make, or would you feel devastated and fall into victim mentality?
I share this with you NOT to instill fear, or even wish this upon you, but to broaden your perspective with something thought-provoking (and even capable of further expanding your consciousness). If what I share bothers you and triggers you in any way, then that’s a sign that it’s something that might be worth examining.
It’s way too easy to talk about and teach subjects like letting go of resistance, going with the flow of Life, simply embracing what is, unconditionally loving all of whole self, Being Source manifested into physical reality, Being humanity’s mirror, etc., but the true challenge is experiencing such seemingly heart-wrenching, lonely, total “abandonment” experiences, deeply FEELING what it’s like, and then gaining empowering wisdom from them (as you stated above, “The only way out of your pain, is into your pain”).
In addition, when we constantly have a desperate, fear-based need to be surrounded by others for ulterior reasons, we will even stay in unhealthy relationships, to include very abusive ones (mentally, emotionally, physically, sexually, and/or spiritually). I know this from personal experiences.
As we realize with more and more personal experiences of inner-peace, unconditional love (of self), inner-truths, freedom, creativity, and joy from some invaluable solitude time, then when we interact with interconnected others from this space, we can develop meaningful, healthy, and truly loving relationships that will be based on much Light and Unconditional Love from within.
Why? Because we will know—intuitively, and from experiential knowledge/wisdom—that this Light and Love is truly within us and is unlimited, and that ultimately, we are never alone (even as Source).
Teal, I’ve been embracing more and more aspects of you throughout the years—ranging from the so-called good and bad, right and wrong, light and dark, etc.—so I’m not trying to be your hater or enemy. It’s probably easier to just not care, but I find myself doing the opposite.
It’s not easy to be “that guy/gal” who seemingly speaks against the leader of the very protective Teal tribe within their so-called fb page territory, but I’m willing to put myself out there.
As I’ve recently shared, you have been a profound influence in my life, and I’ve very grateful for your precious existence; but I don’t always resonate with what you teach (though I mostly do); and that’s okay because I’ve intended to always follow my inner guidance first and foremost.
As your quote states, I went into my pain this morning. I cried a lot while listening to what sounded like beautiful, heavenly, healing music; and as usual, I felt so peaceful afterwards, and very grateful that I was able to further embrace, release, integrate, and transmute these fear-based energies that simply desire to be unconditionally embraced and be free.
I’m intending to fully let go of everything that habitually DOESN’T serve me, support me, benefit me, encourage me, uplift me, empower me, inspire me, and make me happy.
Thank you so much for your multi-faceted, multidimensional teachings, to include inner-child work and shadow work.
I’ve explored, experienced, deeply felt, reflected, revisited, re-examined, embraced, integrated, healed, and learned much from the so-called dark, fear-based side of life (45 years), and I’m ready to let go of all the remnants of heaviness and fully enjoy the rest of my life that’s on the strong and powerful foundation of Light and Unconditional Love.
Perhaps it’s time for me to simply let go of the strong need to share with you ( and others) different perspectives that I think may be helpful.
Yesterday, I already shared a LONG@$$, 3-part gratitude comment for you in one your fb videos (about y’all changing your business label), so I hope you get a chance to read it and realize that there are those of us who love the whole you unconditionally, and will forever treasure you in our hearts. Take care Great Teacher.💖
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11/3/2018
Related post—to include the subject of the unknown “loner” that society often considers as an outcast—“An Expanded Perspective of Various BLACK or Darker-Colored Beings of Planet Earth“
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