Embracing and Integrating Aspect of Shadow Self That’s Unaware of Its Own Projections

I shared a comment for a video with mixed messages, “You Won’t Believe This – The Most Dangerous Thing In The World,” and sure enough, the comment magically disappeared after I posted it (from a view of not being logged onto my account).

But yet, the comments I shared for other videos with the same account—to include the video in the previous post, “Communicating About Spirituality with a Partner, and its Related Symbolic Meaning to Snow“—still shows up.

Note: Image on right found next to link => Exploring your mind

So I used an old account to share this comment for this same video:

A few minutes ago, I shared a neutral comment for this video, that includes pros and cons, and it magically disappeared. The only other time this has happened is when I shared a comment with a certain online store for not sending many customers products they had paid for for months, as well as habitually not giving people their refunds.

So Teal and team, did my message disappear because you all deemed it unacceptable? Because it revealed some hard-to-swallow truths that you didn’t feel so proud of? Well, I’ve also shared it in post, “Embracing and Integrating Aspect of Shadow Self That’s Unaware of Its Own Projections.”

The following is the comment I initially shared for the Teal video mentioned above (though it doesn’t show up):

Thank you Teal and team for certain helpful info within this video. However COMMA let’s examine a few things that may truly be “dangerous” to humanity.

Teal, is saying that you wish for an experience to HAUNT interconnected others for the rest of their lives come from the unconditionally loving heart? I suppose the answer could be, yes, if you (Teal the heroine) wants to keep humanity safe.

So if one eloquently convinces others (by instilling fear) that certain things are a WORLD-WIDE dis-ease/epidemic (i.e., incompleteness and loneliness), and one happens to have the so-called magic pills (like books, courses, and retreats) that can cure (or deeply heal) them, are those filters not the same or similar to the ones that major media creates in order to convince others to buy their products?

It’s interesting that you mentioned that some people aren’t even aware of their own filters. Well, could this be one of your filters Teal? => At your NYC Mirror event, you stated that if a female is NOT in the category of either HOT or BUTT-@$$ UGLY (but they’re in-between) then they are VERY DANGEROUS (your exact words).

And for the record, there were a few others who heard the same message, realized it was a red flag, and couldn’t believe those insensitive and not completely accurate words came out of Teal Swan’s mouth.

During childhood I’ve been called ugly, and during adulthood I’ve received various compliments that I’m attractive; so I had perceived myself (my own filter) as somewhere in between, due to allowing others at the time to define who and what I am, and who and what I’m not.

So as soon as you said that, I first wondered why you would even say some crazy@$$ thing like that, which wouldn’t be beneficial for humanity—-since that type of statement creates SEPARATION rather than UNITY—and I also refused to believe your expression that strongly felt like it stemmed from your own, unknown fear (i.e., your own filter). Perhaps certain others from your past, who weren’t hot or butt@$$ ugly (but in-between), have deeply hurt you.

That day at your event, whoever from your audience took your inaccurate teaching as true, would probably go on in life NOT giving others a chance in a relationship, whom they perceived as somewhere in-between hot and butt@$$ ugly.

So this other person with an “in-between” appearance could be the most amazing Being they ever met, but they would never find out due to this false, fear-based, narrow-minded, shallow teaching that was ingrained into their logical minds (not aligned with their intuitive hearts) from having fully trusted what Teal Swan said.

By the way Teal (if you even read this), don’t be too quick to assume that I’m one of your fans turned haters (a topic you often focused on), because I’ve embraced and integrated many aspects of you, especially the ones that probably billions within humanity still fear, judge, suppress, deny, reject, ridicule, minimize, criticize, dislike, hate, and even condemn.

It’s just that every now and then (more so lately), you say arrogant things that don’t FEEL light, and I trust that they stem from you projecting your own deep fears, which explains why you’ve also been so adamant about convincing others that spending any solitude time is all about the fearful ego—and you and/or your team even created a poster announcing this fear-based belief—which isn’t true.

I have no doubt that solitude time can be highly beneficial for reconnecting with one’s Source within, and reflecting—as well as learning to know what it FEELS like to be in the full presence of one’s own vibrational frequency; hence, not being in relationships with others for ulterior reasons (i.e., to fill some void within).

It’s not about escaping into the woods or some cave for a long@$$ time, but balancing solitude with social time with interconnected others is harmonious.

You consider yourself the ultimate MEGA mirror for humanity and beyond, but perhaps you, too, can also learn and benefit from what the collective mirrors to you as well (whether “positive” or “negative”).

Overall, I have no doubt that you’re a very invaluable gift to this world and beyond (like a blessing in disguise at times), and it’s not always easy for me to share such expressions. But even if you ended up hating this so-called stranger, who seems like a punk@$$ for sharing this message with you, I trust that it will benefit you in some way.

Wishing you and all of your loved ones (to include your team) a Happy New Year of 2019🎉🎊✨and beyond…
🌝🌚🔥🌊♂️♀️🕯💗🎭👨‍🏫💆‍♂️👨‍💻🛀📊🎨📚💃🧠❤💡🔮📡🗿🐯🐮⚪⚫=>🏁 ⚖🌘💖☯️✡♋
🐛🦋(Transformation on all energetic levels)
🕊🌍(Inner and Outer Peace)
>🌱🌳🐖💲💲(Prosperity Consciousness & Abundance on all energetic levels—physical, mental, emotional, financial, and spiritual)
>🦉🐘🐋🐳(Profound Wisdom)
🐺(Invaluable Solitude Time Balanced with Social Time)
🐢🐌(Mindfulness/Taking time to 👃🌹)
🐱(Authenticity)
🐣(Rebirth/New You New Life)
🐎🦅(True Freedom)
🐬🐸(Joy)
🦄🐉(Unlimited Imagination)
🕷🕸🌺(Heartfelt Powerful Creativity)
and last but not least…wishing you and your loved ones an abundance of 💖(Light merged with Unconditional Love for self and interconnected Life within this 🌍and beyond🌌🌠♾✳✴❇💓💝)

p.s. you’re probably aware of this, but the emojis are much clearer via cell phone.

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The following are related examples of projection from the Sedona post series shared in this blog’s About page (which I added this post as an update), which I also intend to embrace and integrate since I realize they all stem from deep fear—from an expanded Mind/Heart perspective that’s capable of seeing the bigger picture and feeling pure compassion (for ALL aspects of self and interconnected others):

• “The Unexpected Encounters with Wounded Wounders in Sedona” (for Sedona jobs #1 and #2):
  • Job #1: I was surprised because 1) the manager/owner was much older than me, and not some immature, junior high school girl who doesn’t know any better, 2) she was supposed to be a professional manager/owner, and 3) ironically, her and her very thoughtful husband hired me as an Assistant Manager—basically upgraded from the original position I applied for—to solve such unprofessional issues that’s been going on for a while among their employees. 
  • Job #2: The main, female manager often going off on employees (same “blame game” and aggressive energy as my mother’s), shouting things like, “That’s all your stuff!” and later justifying her aggressive words, behavior, and/or actions on being so tired on a daily basis from having to help so many people in her life with their own dramas
• “An Additional Challenge of Sedona to Continue Integrating Shadow Aspects”
  • Job #3: C said in an annoyed manner, “I don’t know why people don’t have morals” (seemingly unaware that her habitual intentions, behavior, words, and actions weren’t exactly acceptable, righteous, good, and/or loving according to general society)
• “Negative Shadow Aspects of Self that Seem Damn Near Impossible to Accept“
  • Job #4: During training, she’s the one who talks super fast—that even me using shorthand was challenging—but yet, twice, she gave me the hand and raised her voice saying, “You need to slow down” when I was just expressing myself at a normal pace.
• “The Lesson of the So-Called Bad Personality” under subtitle, “An Unexpected Experience at the Bill Foss Akashic Records Event“:
  • Looking back, his strong need to be right is ironic since he spent a good amount of time within the three-hour event making it crystal clear that he was very judgmental towards the collective ego that always needs to be good, right, and deceptive.At one point, he even ridiculed the ego (verbally and physically), comparing it to a wandering, blindfolded child lost in the dark.I guess visualizing a wandering, blindfolded child lost in the dark was funny to him; but for me, it wasn’t, because I knew how it felt.While Bill was walking around the room, acting like the lost, blind child, I had a flashback of a dream that I had in 2001, later recorded in a journal, and then transferred into a post in 2011.The “Dreams of Jesus” post included a series of spiritual dreams I had before joining the Army. As a summary, I was wandering around in a pitch black space, and felt very scared […]
• “Conditional Kindness, Judgment, and Assumption from a So-Called Crystal Expert“:
  • Many people have the ability to memorize (with their logical minds) various information about crystals (i.e., the name, metaphysical properties, origin, etc.); however, that doesn’t necessarily make them an expert when it comes to crystals […] 
  • Therefore, if one is not willing to further open one’s mind and heart (to integrated Mind/Heart)—by sharing such things as unconditional kindness and non-judgment—all the knowledge of the crystals in this world will not be helpful, just as all the book knowledge of shiny spiritual teachings in this world won’t help one who’s not willing to live by them.