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Today, I tuned 🎛️ into an answer as to why I’ve been sporadically experiencing something lately that baffled my logical mind at times.

I would FEEL so peaceful and content, but then my logical mind would think that I should be doing something productive.

For today’s example, I had mixed thoughts and feelings since my mind was a bit anxious that I was “just” sitting and enjoying 🥰 the silence (⚫️) for some time, while observing 👁️👀 the beautiful snowfall 🌨️❄️ outside our home 🏡 window🪟 .

Here’s a photo (a lot of snow 🌨️❄️☃️ for Sedona, Arizona):

I’m aware that DOING DOING DOING mode has been deeply ingrained by this world’s left brain 🧠 dominant, patriarchal society.

And I’m also aware that it’s also highly beneficial at times to Be (first and foremost) and then do (especially creative projects).

However, a new, open-mic comedy set that I had finished creating—with much joy 🐬 and FUN 🐸🤗—is on pause, because I haven’t felt excited about it after completing the typed part of it.

I thought about continuing to work on the rest—playing with it, tweaking it if needed, and practicing.

But I just didn’t feel like forcing anything, since it’s not natural, authentic, and unconditionally loving of Self/self to do so.

I trust that I’ll become passionate ❤️‍🔥about again it when it’s “time” (like usual).

And when that happens, the creativity 🕷️💖🕸️ will feel effortless, and time will fly by as usual.

I have considered that procrastination may be getting in the way of completing the entire project, due to the possible fear of failure.

But then I realized that I only think and feel this way when I care that many people in this world frown upon those who are NOT continually in DOING mode.

But when I release 🦎🙏🏼👋🏼 my concern of what this mostly left brain 🧠-centered society may judge, then I feel confident that I’m fine AS IS during the present moments of now.

Plus, I’ve been very peaceful most of the time lately, especially today.

I’ve also been increasingly losing interest in even YouTube videos that I enjoyed for a while (which may also be a phase).

This probably stems from losing interest of being told by this world who to be, what to believe, how to think, what to say, how to behave, and what to do…OR NOT, for all the above; plus, the many bombarding ads have been DRAINING as well.

As I’ve shared in a recent, long post, when I even lost interest in dancing 💃🏻—that I loved from early childhood through adulthood—I wondered what was happening when I didn’t feel sad, apathetic, or depressed.

I noticed that I’ve been wanting to decrease movement, especially exercise, and I’ve been losing interest in things I once enjoyed (but strangely in a peaceful way, not a hopeless way).

Today, I came upon a reading that shared information I had never heard of or read before, but I intuitively and strongly knew was the answer that showed up in Divine perfect timing and order.

Plus, it perfectly matched my review of Essene Mirror🪞# 7 (screenshots below) right before coming upon this reading:

The following are screenshots of the above mentioned reading, “The ‘Spiritual Void’ is not to be avoided (Transformational Process)“:

So I’m going to continue following my Heart💗, curiosity 😯, interests 🐸, excitement🤗 and passions ❤️‍🔥—as shared in a recent post (screenshot below)—even to the smallest degree (as Bashar, channeled via Darryl Anka, has been teaching; screenshots below):

Update

2/11/2024

Created a new 🐣 post, “Catty 😾 Cure 😻, Pawdicure 🐾💅& Remembering ✨ 🫵🏼Multidimensional 🦄 Unique 🪩 Beauty 🪷”from this initial update:

This morning I completed creating and publishing a video that I had FUN 🐸🤗 with, and shared it via TikTok and YouTube (and going to edit a Short version as well, and then add link here):