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d1db832d-086e-4bef-a289-e4849c92c383_rainbow-earthAfter exchanging some personal stories on a road trip to visit our kids, a former friend once asked me with her deep, soulful stare, “Have you ever shared your story from the beginning, in public?”

My answer was, “No,” although I had been sharing brief to lengthy bits and pieces within my blogs since 2010 (now under the archive category, and many post links of main stories within this category page).

I used to think, since childhood—due to societal conditioning—that the best compliment a woman could receive was that she’s beautiful. I can’t speak for other women, but the best compliment I’ve ever received was, “You’re the strongest person I’ve ever known.”

Why? Because I had the society conditioned habit (since childhood) of often perceiving myself as the very opposite, weakest on all energetic levels (though I wasn’t aware to use these words to describe how I felt):

  • physically (always being the shortest person within a class or group)
  • mentally (having to take special classes during elementary school, doing poorly on the SAT’s in high school, and struggling to develop a habit of thinking positive thoughts and transforming negative beliefs to beneficial beliefs)
  • emotionally (not unconditionally loving all aspects of whole self; hence, not able to do so for others)
  • and spiritually (not having consistent, strong faith in myself and higher versions of self like Soul/Spirit/God/Goddess/etc.).

Even at Army Basic Combat Training (aka boot camp), I was initially nicknamed, “the weak link” due to my very short size (4’9″).

I shared the story in the post, “Weak to Strong,” along with other Army stories further below; in a nutshell, to my great surprise, I ended up graduating in the top 10%.

Beautiful Zilkia Olmeda-Martins—the Queen of Bear Hugs who taught me one way to be open to receiving unconditional love (something that I wasn’t used to since childhood)—I may never see you again in this particular lifetime, but I will always treasure in my Heart the brief, yet, profound times we had together.

I especially thank you for sharing with me your tumblr_n747pfsox11t6bh5fo1_400thoughtfulness, intuitive insights, intelligence, wisdom, vulnerability, inner-strength, courage, transparent honesty, confidence, assertiveness,
resilience, free-spirit, and great sense of humor.

And last but not least, thank you so much for this wonderful inspiration. I trust that all is well in your world my soul sister.

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The following are subtitles to the main title of this post:

  • Update Posts
  • An Earth Journey in a Tiny Nutshell
  • The BIG Picture
  • An Earth Journey in a Mega Nutshell

Update Posts

8/12/2022

“Freedom to Simply BE“

8/8/2022

“READY to Experience Your Truly Authentic, WHOLE, Powerful & Free Self?“

8/7/2022

“Who’s in Charge of Ourselves? The Stuff of Outer World or Divine Self Within?“

9/24/2022

“Exploring Passions, Reasons, Intentions & Insights for an Open Mic Comedy Path“

8/4/2022

“A NEW Kind of Open Mic Comedy: An Invaluable, Multidimensional Experience“

8/6/2022

“Signs to Have the Courage to Speak Up, OR Embracing Not Being Able to Express” 

5/21/2022

“A Major Game Changer: Becoming Healthier on All Energetic Levels“

1/28/2022

Update post, “Wisely Using Negative Aspects to Assist Us with an Amazing NEW Life“

An Earth Journey in a Tiny Nutshell

Hi there, my name is Barbara, and I’m a Japorean-American woman, childhood military brat, former wife of a Marine veteran, Army veteran, wife of an Army veteran, mother of two adult amazing kids, pet lover (of a former husky named Kami who passed away, and now two cats named Shadow and Leo), blogger, writer (of this blog and first book in the works), artist, sculptor, and overall life explorer.

I highly enjoy being creative in various ways, to include integrating writing, artwork, poems, songs, dance, and comedy scripts with truth, wisdom, humor, beauty, peace, authenticity, raw emotions and true feelings, deep healing, compassion, encouragement, upliftment, joy, passion, self-empowerment, freedom, inspiration and/or Light & Unconditional Love from Soul/Spirit within.

I’m grateful that I’ve had the opportunity to explore a wide range of life’s colorful experiences, especially the “dark” and fear-based side, which have all gifted me with much profound wisdom in the forms of obvious blessings, and blessings in disguise.

My soul growth journey started from yearning to know this mysterious being called God during my childhood years, experimenting with various denominations of religions in my 20’s, exploring the spirituality community in my late 20’s to late 30’s, realizing that I’m a mystic in my early 40’s, and coming to a complete acceptance now that I’m a Wounded Healer, among other earthly and otherworldly labels and non-labels.

[UPDATE, inserted on 8/23/2021: “Embracing & Integrating the Shaman Aspect Within WHOLE self/Self“]

I trust that I (and like others) are meant to deeply love and heal self and interconnected Life via integrated Mind/Heart (Expanded Consciousness)/Beloved I (God) AM (Goddess) Presence/Christ (Light) Buddha (Love/Wisdom) within; and ultimately…with Divine Spirit within—aka Holy Spirit/Prime Creator/Source/Higher Self/Ancient Mother Goddess

The BIG Picture

-Compassion is the highest frequency of

Hello, ^_^ I’m Barbara (nickname Bobbie), and I welcome you to my blog space—used to be bobbieslife.wordpress.com—where I share with you earthly and otherworldly puzzle pieces of my life, and interconnected Life/All That Is in general.

Note: Image on right found next to link => qiana.flavors.me and I added a quote from author noted in poster via canva.com. Image on left below found next to link => www.youtube.com (thank you all)

This includes everything that I’ve recently come to trust as numerous, interconnected aspects and individualized extensions of my Expanded SELF within (highest self/Life Force/Source/Prime Creator/Omniverse/Holy Spirit/Divine Feminine Energy and Consciousness/ANCIENT, DIVINE MOTHER GODDESS), to include but not limited to: GOD (Divine Masculine Energy and Consciousness; SOURCE divided as first half), interconnected collective Soul/souls, individual soul (free-spirited and fearless aspect of inner-child and fearful, wounded aspects of inner-child: ego self/personality self/male energy within and shadow self/female energy within)/Higher Self/Higher Selves/Galactic, Celestial, and Universal maxresdefault (1)Families (to include but not limited to the Arcturians, Pleiadians, Sirians, Andromedans, Anunnaki, and Lyrians)/Animal Totem – Spirit Guides/angels (to include Guardian angels), Archangels, & Ascended Masters/Elohim/Elemental Realm/Soul Family/Beloved I (God) AM (Goddess) Presence – Christ/Buddha/Spiraling Consciousness within: Twin Flame within + Divine Spirit – All That Is/Multidimensional Self/Monad/Universe and Multiverse within—outer reality reflecting inner reality/outer world mirroring inner world/“As above so below: as below, so above.” – The Kyballion  

Note inserted 2/6/2018 (this paragraph only): This intriguing video that contains a lot of wisdom, “What is Your Galactic Origin – Pleiades, Sirius, Andromeda, and More“—also an excerpt from a book that I plan on reading one day—reminded me that I relate to all the star systems in some ways, though mostly with Arcturians (from this video and the book, We, The Arcturians) and Pleiadians (mostly from Barbara Marciniak books).

Note: Image on right found next to link => الأيام 2/Image that I trust to be Arcturians (angelic, highly evolved Celestial Beings) due to experiencing them as a flash image (shared in post, “A Flash Image of Celestial Beings“)

Update added on 3/24/2022:

Update added on 1/28/2022, post below:

“Synchronicity: Update About Covid-19 & Galactic & Universal Puzzle Pieces“

Update added on 12/10/2021, post below:

“Remember: Our Universal Soul Families Are Always Supporting Our Life Journey“

UPDATE added on 11/27/2021, post below:

“Further Separate or Unite? Lightworkers, Darkworkers, Starseeds, Indigos, etc.“

Within my stories, I’ve chosen to freely express the ALL of me—the polarity of the so-called good and bad, fearful and loving (includes judgmental and unconditionally accepting), right and wrong, beautiful and ugly, etc.—-to the best of my ability, in order to Be Authentic self, and to learn (as a human)/remember (as a soul) to accept and love ALL aspects of myself unconditionally.

Afterall,  if I’m not even able to unconditionally accept/love ALL aspects of myself, how can I fully do it for others? Related post, “An Analogy of the Whole Self & its Parts: Rainbow Spectrum (Red ~Violet) & Light/Love Frequency (Fear~Compassion)“

I’ve also chosen to be vulnerable with my unconventional transparency with multidimensional topics, in order to intuitively and confidently know one magical day that Being so is indeed a strength/empowerment rather than a weakness.

I’m also practicing daily to always validate self/Soul/Spirit within at every moment to the best of my ability, until practice is no longer needed.

I trust that when I’m in a state of accepting and approving of more and more aspects of self (and interconnected Life), then my outer world will eventually mirror my inner world.

I choose to liberate myself more and more each moment with tiny steps to huge leaps of expanding consciousness. One miraculous day, I intend to effortlessly Be Free-Spirit at every moment.

I trust that as we unconditionally accept and love ALL aspects of self at any given moment, everything else simply falls beautifully into place like an amazing Galactic, Celestial, and Universal MEGA PUZZLE—outer world mirroring inner world.

Updates

Post (1/23/2022): 

“An Epiphany, Insights & Solutions For Emotionally Triggering Challenges“

Post (1/22/22):

“Making Progress with Mastering Relationships With Self & Others“

An Earth Journey in a Mega Nutshell

I choose to trust my integrated Mind/Heart’s inner-guidance from within, go with the flow, and do my best to share my story in a so-called nutshell.

However, the details of my stories (like everyone else’s) are profoundly intricate and interconnected in spiritual meaning, and much (not all) is found within my blog.

I’m a Japorean (half-Japanese/half-Korean)-American woman who was born in Korea as a so-called “bastard” child.

My mother ensured that I—as well as everyone and their mamas and grandmamas—remembered her excruciating three day labor story due to me being a breach baby; she even shouted for the doctors to kill her.

I felt bad every time I heard that story; I wished I had never caused her so much physical pain (especially with no epidural), as well as apparent emotional pain throughout the rest of my childhood and adulthood.

The team of doctors initially pronounced me dead after spanking me multiple times, and my mother said that I was the color of wood, which I assumed she meant brown; I also didn’t think to ask her at the time why she didn’t just say the color brown.

However, after moments of silence, she said that I started coughing, and then crying the loudest cry she (and others in the room) had ever heard of come from a newborn baby. 

There were many times throughout my childhood and adulthood where I had wished I never did come back to life due to many reasons—mainly stemming from my mother often reminding me growing up that my biological father left us because I cried too much, and how I ruined her life, to include her relationships and marriages.

My mother also told me that my Korean relatives don’t like me—and though I initially believed her (maybe even still do)—I later realized her fabricated words was due to her own deep fears, to include only wanting me (her only daughter) to herself (as my Buddha aunt shared with me).

However, I’ve been working on fully letting go of the negative belief that I didn’t need to be born into this world, because I intuitively know that it doesn’t highly benefit my individual and collective soul growth and spiritual/mystical evolution. 

My biological,  Japanese-American father (who was in the U.S. Air Force at the time) suddenly left my mother and I when I was six months old.

I wrote a series of posts about my reunion and experience with my biological father, to include the following posts:

It was very traumatic and painful for my mother (who’s Korean), so it was understandable that she had initially wanted to give me away to an orphanage.

However, my aunts (my mother’s sisters) talked her out of it, and my Korean grandmother ended up mostly raising me until I was three years old, with my mother sporadically visiting while working far away.

When I was in my late thirties, and during a visit, my mother shared with me a new story that I had never heard of before. She said that my grandmother had mostly raised me from six months to three years old.

My mother’s job was far away, so she was only able to visit every few months or so, if that. One day, on one of her visits when I was two years old, I apparently ran to her crying and calling out, “Mama!” in Korean.

She said my cry was such a deep cry that there were moments where no sound came out of my mouth, although I was trembling.

As she mimicked me with what appeared to be sadness masked with humor, I felt deep compassion for my inner child.

I wondered what it was like to be without my parents and living with my Korean grandmother. I’ve read that the ages from infant to three years is a very important time-frame where I child learns many core beliefs, to include trust, security, and self-worth.

The childhood memories I had of my grandmother was that she was a very quiet woman of few words, expressions, and gestures.

I don’t recall any hugs, kisses, or “I love you’s”; however, that’s understandable, because back in the day (and not just in Korea), love was often expressed by taking care of a child’s basic needs.

One story that I heard several times growing up during family gatherings was that my mother and relatives found it interesting that when I was around two or three, rather than playing with toys, I cleaned furniture.

I apparently grabbed clean rags and basically cleaned while making circular motions—I suppose like Daniel-san in the original Karate Kid movie.

Though my family members often laughed at that repetitive story, I don’t recall ever joining them, even when I was younger; however, I was curious why I was so different from so-called normal kids ever since that age.

Looking back, I strongly sense why I was that way (at least one reason). Even when I visited my grandmother’s house practically every summer and winter break during elementary school, and my two sister-like cousins went to school (their summer break was much shorter than Department of Defense Dependents Schools (DoDDS in Korea), I either played by myself, or quietly watched my grandmother play Korean cards by herself.

Though from my ego-self’s fear-based perspective, I felt sorry myself, when I chose to expand my perspective, I was able to see a bigger picture, which in turn helped me to heal this old, inner wound.

I shared the following in a post titled, “Further Expanding Mind/Heart with White Snake Dream” under subtitle, “Shadow Grandmother“:

I didn’t understand then, but I realized as an adult that the reason why my grandmother seemed so apathetic most of the time, and rarely smiled or shared stories, was more than likely because she had experienced much suffering in her days of Japan’s oppression, the Korean War, and her husband’s problems with 1) infidelity (living mostly with his mistress while impregnating my grandmother eight times whenever he did stop by), 2) alcohol and 3) gambling.

Despite what seemed like a sad beginning of my life, the Universe miraculously opened doors that would completely transform my life.

My mother crossed paths with my adoptive father (French-Irish-American man) who happened to work on the same Air Force Base as my bio dad did (who was no longer stationed there). 

The following is from an old post titled, “My First Use of a Simile,” and Stan (fake name) was my adoptive father, who passed away in 2011 of a heart-attack:

My mother once told me a little story about my first encounter with Stan, my father who raised me since I was three years old. When I first met him, I said in Korean, “Daddy is like a cat.” [not, “Daddy looks like a cat” which is further explained in the link above]

My mother explained to me (when I was older) that she was surprised that I had said something so unusual. She then rationalized that this comparison had probably stemmed from the fact that his eyes were big and bright blue—possibly like a neighborhood cat that I might have observed before.

Anyway, right after my comment, Stan apparently smiled and asked my mother what I had said. Since Koreans from her generation and back had a strong need to be polite, she lied I mean replied, “She said you’re handsome.” My dad apparently smiled, and a new relationship began.

My dad was a divorced man with three kids whom his first Caucasian wife was raising in the States. Throughout the years, his kids/my step-siblings and our new family sporadically lived together.

My father was an atheist, which was understandable because he grew up in back-to-back abusive, foster homes with his younger brothers, and never knew his biological parents.

Some stories of my dad (adoptive father) include: 

My adoptive dad later turned Catholic with his 4th marriage (since he had married and divorced my mother twice)/3rd wife, but I have no doubt that he went back to being an atheist shortly before his death due to the unbelievable, crazy-ass incidents that had occurred.

My mother was a wannabe Buddhist, and I use this adjective because I learned as an adult that she wasn’t studying or living the Buddha ways, but was merely going through the outward motions—lighting incense, praying at temples, occasionally taking advice from my aunt who became a Buddhist monk, etc.; however, I trust that my mother did the best she could with her beliefs, just like the rest of humanity.

Some stories of my mother include:

In elementary school, I overheard a few girls talking about a book called, Are You There God? It’s Me Margaret.

I only heard bits and pieces, but it was just enough to plant a seed in my heart. Though I was never able to check out the book, whenever my parents fought (which was often), I ran into my room and prayed to this unknown entity called God.

When I was a little older, and I asked my parents if I could go to Sunday school with my friends, they told me that only crazy people go to church. I never asked again.

So even though there was A LOT of craziness going on throughout my childhood, I trust that Spirit within helped me to keep going forward while following my Heart; and by doing so often, I’ve experienced much miracles (which I’ve shared throughout this blog).

Update inserted (in this yellow font section only) on 1/28/2018: While exploring the Sedona library this past fall, I noticed a section of books on a table that was apparently unacceptable to read—according to general society at the time—and one of the books was,  Are You There God? It’s Me Margaret.

I instantly and intuitively knew it was an opportunity to finally read the book that had a major influence in my life since childhood (even the brief mention of it from other girls). So I checked it out. And one of the librarians there—the rude, elderly woman mentioned in post, “The Unexpected Encounters with Wounded Wounders in Sedona“—made a snide comment about me (an adult woman) checking out a girls’ book.

At that very moment, a part of me felt offended and wanted to put her in her place; but what’s interesting to me is that another part of me (who felt calm, cool, and collected) intuitively knew that the judgmental aspect that was mirrored by the old woman was the judgmental aspect within me (my ego self conditioned by society to worry what others may think).

When I realized this inner truth, I was able to smile at the old hag for—unknowingly (as her ego self) and knowingly (as her Spirit self)—gifting me the opportunity to look within, and know that I always have a choice to not be a victim, but rather, Be a Victor.

I also shared with her ego aspect of herself that I didn’t get a chance to read this book during childhood, so I was going to enjoy it now (and I did ^_^).

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Posts About Sedona

Soul Families of Light (and mostly opposite side of the same coin Soul Families of Dark)

Post related to Soul Families of Dark, “Dreams: Seeing the Light Within The Dark/Unknown/Unlimited Possibilities“ (initially titled, “Dreams: Going Down a Water Slide with Son, Black Ants, Socks & Shadow Selves”).

Update

Added 11/3/2021

A post that provides the BIGGER Picture for all earthly and otherworldly relationships:

“Integrating: Life Challenges, The 7 Essene Mirrors, Christians & Bride of Jesus/God“

Update

Added on 8/23/2021

The following is an excerpt from post “I Am Who I Am and There’s Nothing to Lose Anymore“ that’s related to ALL the Sedona jobs I’ve experienced:

And yes, I’m learning more and more that our bodies will, indeed, communicate to us what FEELS right/light/true to our Hearts (and what doesn’t).

This reminds me of a quote that I saw a while back (don’t recall from who), that I combined with a matching image, that reads:

“Remember to check in with body messages, and how you FEEL. Ask yourself, does this
FEEL like:

EXPANSION or contraction
JOY or fear
EXCITEMENT or dread
LIBERATION or suffocation.”

Though this poster has helped at times, I obviously haven’t mastered this spiritual tool yet, since I’m still working on fully trusting and following my inner guidance/Heart/Spirit.

I realized, that the 9 Sedona jobs I had since 2017—but quit the last one in May of this year—stemmed from my ego’s logical mind (understandably due to fear) adamantly insisting that I find a mostly heart-centered, matching job or career within the “mecca of spirituality” that’s known as Sedona.

However COMMA I finally accept that I’ve been looking for what I truly and deeply desire to experience (in the spiritual career field) in the “wrong” places; though, ultimately, they aren’t “wrong” or “bad,” but merely IN YOUR FACE, mostly NEGATIVE CONTRASTS that have gifted me/pushed my mind to let go of this stubborn pursuit.

And instead, move away from what I habitually don’t like (as you said), and actually move towards what I highly resonate with (and simply said, ALL that I PREFER in Life).

“An Amazing Series of Divine Synchronicity at Bell Rock Sedona“

“Reuniting with Ancient Roots and Building the Courage to Be Full-Potential Self“ and the following is an excerpt from the post, “Finally Embracing the ‘Systems Buster’ Aspect of Self Reminded by the Pleiadians“:

See detailed stories within posts, “The Unexpected Encounters with Wounded Wounders in Sedona” (for Sedona jobs #1 and #2) and “An Additional Challenge of Sedona to Continue Integrating Shadow Aspects” (for Sedona job #3) and the post series below (for Sedona job #4).

Note: The following posts are for this series, and is for Sedona job #4:

Additional Sedona related posts (to include Sedona jobs #5/7 and 6):

Posts About Childhood

Some example stories of “craziness” that I’ve experienced throughout childhood (besides the already shared stories in posts/inks above) include:

Self-Empowering stories, to include a passionate and loving high school teacher who believed in his students/players, and a deeply compassionate, badass Drill Sergeant who cared for his soldiers:  “Treasuring Awe-Inspiring Souls”

Stories about developing a deeper appreciation for kindness after the experience of being bullied, and a humiliating experience healed by a compassionate soul: “Dreams of Soulmates Within Soul Family/Soul Group/Monad“

I would also experience a major transformation in my early forties that would enable me to see this entity called “God” in a whole other Light, beyond anything I had ever imagined.

Like many families throughout the world, there was a lot of earthly drama within my interconnected multiple families—especially during the time period of mid-70’s to early 90’s—and then some extra, bags of nutty, like my adoptive dad’s mistress (25 yrs younger than him) temporarily living with my mother, their (my dad and his mistress’) baby (that my mother agreed to raise), and I for a few months.

In addition, I experienced my own set of mind-blowing dramas as an adult. 

Some examples stories of my adult dramas (as well as wisdom gained from the life experiences of blessings in disguise) include: 

Dark Humor:

Hmmm:

Some sunshine memories within the Army: 

Despite having experienced much darkness and fear in life—throughout childhood and adulthood—I often yearned to know this unknown entity called God, and intuitively trusted the seemingly explainable deep feeling and guidance from within.

After high school, and being separated by both of my parents, I experimented with various denominations of churches (both American and Korean) to try and figure out where I fit in and belong.

I was also searching for answers because I didn’t understand since I was a child why very loving people, like my Buddha monk aunt—who did generously loving things like raise a kitten she found in a garbage area-–wasn’t allowed to enter Heaven.

I also didn’t want to believe that a loving God would not allow millions or even billions of Chinese children—who didn’t get a chance to know Jesus—to enter Heaven as well.

I ended up discontinuing my participation in the church in my late twenties, due to being exhausted by much hypocrisy and some teachings that seemed off (from my intuition).

Some examples stories of my transition from the Christian religion to Spirituality—especially mysticism (real-life experiences/experiential knowledge/wisdom + dreams) and shamanism (further below)—include:

Inserted three posts regarding spirituality (to include third, recent post):

I learned starting my late thirties that my path was not about religions and other plethora of rigid belief systems, even within the huge category of Spirituality, but rather, close to mysticism and shamanism, which to me made perfect sense since it incorporates and honors ALL paths to Spirit.

 In addition, it’s about one’s direct experience with Spirit—earthly and otherworldly—which I’ve experienced much of, many of which are already recorded within this blog.

Some examples stories are in the following posts:

photo-199It’s also about extracting (using inner-guidance/intuition and discernment) and integrating various gem-like truths from within HUmanity’s living library (Mother Earth and our DNA within) and other resources, to include but not limited to: communication and communion with soul/Spirit within, communication with earthly and otherworldly beings, from books, internet (to include websites and blogs), spiritual teachings, religions (taken with a grain of salt since much information is fear-based, rigid, overly patriarchal, and even plagerized from ancient, recorded stories—(COUGH)/BIBLE!), other belief systems, oral and recorded stories from Native American Indians, recorded stories from Pyramids_Orion's Beltancient civilizations, signs symbols and Divine synchronicity from one’s inner and outer worlds (e.g., meditation state, insights, dream state, physical reality), literature (ex. Gilgamesh story stems from ancient
0989f53c4e353ec3796cb78d3657ac87Sumeria), biology (our once dormant DNA gradually activating in Divine perfect timing and order—it was labeled by scientists as “junk DNA” just because they couldn’t figure it out), physiology, philosophy, geography, linguistics, geology, archaeology (an increasing number of “artifacts” from ancient civilizations resurfacing), atlantis-google-earthchemistry, oceanography (e.g. remnants of ancient civilizations found throughout the world, some of which is more than likely linked to Atlantis and Lemuria/Mu/Motherland), numerology (e.g., The 11:11 Phenomenon that is becoming more mainstream), technology (been yonaguni_ruins900revealed that life forms indeed exist planet Mars; unnatural structures found on the far/dark side of our Moon), astrology and astronomy (Ex. Stonehenge, alignment of three Giza pyramids in Egypt with three stars of Orion’s belt, Teotihuacan and Orion in “perfect” alignment, etc.), quantum physics (to include entanglement: basically, further confirming our interconnectedness) other sciences, the art of healing, holistic healing, crystal healing, etc.

Note: 5 images right above found next to links => www.theeventchronicle.com “15 Facts that prove the Great Pyramid of Giza was built by an extremely advanced ancient civilization” (right), www.design-laorosa.com “Ancient Pyramids Match The Alignment of Orions Belt” (left), www.pinterest.com “Bahamas Underwater Ruins” (right), www.livescience.com “Google Earth Update Erases Underwater ‘Atlantis’ Error”: Interesting how this article is VERY similar to how NASA changed some of the original images taken of the far/dark side of the moon in order to cover up existing, unnatural structures (like man-made). Hmmm, how convenient to “correct the error” of the map; but you guys (from www.livescience.com) DO realize that anyone who’s not blind can still see the grid. I would’ve left this comment for this article, but one can only do so by logging into fb, which I deactivated a while back. But hey, like the Irish folks like to say, “carry on” with your petty, cover-up games. I intuitively know that more truths are being revealed NOW at an ever increasing rate—like Mother Earth’s MEGA TSUNAMI WAVES—and ALL corruption within this world is continuing to come to an END at a rapid pace. Just pay attention. 😉(left) and www.crystalinks.com “Yonaguni Ruins” (right) Thank You

Ultimately, it’s not about “us against them,” but rather, working as a team to gather all the Earthly, Galactic, Universal, and Multiversal pieces of puzzles together. However, the ridonkulous observations can be amusing.

The overly patriarchal, male god within the Christian bibles is only an aspect of the “GOD” that I trust from within, which is the original, very ancient, DIVINE MOTHER GODDESS/Holy Spirit/Source/Prime Creator—“Almighty”/Omnipotent (All-Powerful), Omniscient (All-Knowing), Omnipresent (Everywhere all the time since space and time are not limitations to the spirit world), Omnibenevolent (UNCONDITIONALLY Accepting/Loving of ALL Life throughout this Universe and beyond).

Short video (2:54): Crop Circles – Goddess of all Creation – Stonehenge

Related posts within this blog:

I intuitively trust that the DIVINE MOTHER GODDESS first divided into GOD—1 becoming 2 (see shared section of reading from, “Universal Harmonics and Universal Harmonics Analysis” toward bottom of this post):—to better know SELF as mirror reflections, as well as countless other gods, goddesses, and other life forms.

So ALL of Life (All That Is) that stem from DIVINE MOTHER GODDESS, and are not within a physical realm, are genderless, but contains the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine energies within.

When manifested on the physical plane, into a form like a human body or E.T. Being, God/Goddess can have a specific gender, but still containing both male and female energies.

We all have male and female energies within us—as energy beings (EVERYTHING is made of energy)—that need to be healed, integrated and balanced in order to Be our full-potential selves.

With the growing awareness of my Beloved I (God) AM (Goddess) Presence/Christ Buddha within me—Twin Flame merged with Divine Spirit/All That Is = Trinity/Divine HUman—I have gained many insights (and learned from other teachers) to the bigger picture of Life,, to include why humanity has experienced much darkness, fear, pain, and suffering throughout the ages.

The polarity (or duality from a more narrow perspective) of “good vs. bad, right vs wrong, up vs down, cold vs hot,” etc. has given us the opportunity to actually experience known concepts, compare them, and then learn, grow, love, and expand (as a soul/Spirit) from them.

For example: Without the comparison of fear, love would surely lose its profound meaning; without cold, hot would lose its meaning.

In addition, one can read about “falling in love” from a bookcase full of romance novels, and listen to many love stories from others; however, until one actually experiences falling in love with another and/or self—experiential knowledge/wisdom—one will never truly comprehend the profound meaning of such a concept.

When we can clearly see the bigger picture of Life—through the ancient eyes of Christ within—we can start our deep healing process, deeply understand why we all do unloving things to one another (i.e., as wounded wounders, as opposed to Wounded Healers, like Ascended Master Jesus the Christ was back in the day), have pure compassion for self and others, unconditionally forgive self and others, and eventually and unconditionally accept/embrace/love self and others (the way GOD/GODDESS does for ALL of Life/All That Is).

In addition, with the growing awareness of my Beloved I (God) AM (Goddess) Presence/Christ within me, the way I perceive Life has not been the same.

For instance, I—like many growing number of interconnected others/souls—experience on a daily basis much Divine synchronicity.

I no longer believe in coincidences, since Divine intervention is always happening throughout the omniverse. The only question is: Are we paying close attention to all the signs, symbols, number synchronicity (e.g., 11:11, 12:12, 777, 911, 1221, etc.), and other outer reflections surrounding us and within us (i.e., vivid dreams of past, present and future lives/parallel realities, other dimensions, other worlds, etc.).

Some examples stories of Divine synchronicity are in the following posts:

I, as well as others, also do shadow work which helps me to no longer need to play the “blame-game” often blaming others for all that I once perceived as wrong doings towards me.

When I see the bigger picture, I trust that soul/Spirit within has sent/gifted us ALL, Life experiences so that we can experience much peace, joy, love, creativity, truth, wisdom, freedom, gratitude, appreciation, abundance: trusting that we always have everything we need at every moment for our soul/Spirit within (not our ego aspect of self who can get trapped into never being satisfied), prosperity (trusting that we’re always taking stepping stones of success; no such thing as “failure”), and wealth (on all levels of our being—physical, mental, emotional, financial, material, and spiritual—despite temporary outer appearances that shows otherwise). And much more of course.

There are many more puzzle pieces coming together: to include the ongoing 11:11 phenomenon, humanity’s expanding consciousness/accelerated, individual and collective soul/Spirit growth and evolution; ascension symptoms, once dormant DNA activation, remembering ancient Lemuria and Atlantis, the 12th Planet (already seen from Earth; search for evidence online), reuniting with our Galactic, Celestial, and Universal Family of Light, the reuniting of God and Goddess (Twin Flame) on Earth, merging of worlds, etc., and ULTIMATELY, THE RETURN OF THE DIVINE MOTHER GODDESS from the shadows of HUmanity.

The Gift of Polarity

svablogphoenixbirdWith the presence of darkness, light shines so much brighter, and with the presence of hatred, love is much more profound (unconditional love).

Toe-numbing cold weather helps us to appreciate warmth, and hot and humid weather helps us to appreciate natural, cool breezes and refreshing, cold water.

alien-ball-cosmic-fire-future-favim-com-279578For someone who’s never been in love before, they can only understand “being in love” as a concept, which is completely different from actually experiencing ”Being in love.”

I remind myself often to follow my path of excitement and passion—even to the smallest degree in every present Moment of Now, which I’ve learned/remembered from Bashar, channeled through Darryl Anka—since that’s a sign that it resonates with my True Self. I also remind myself to be gentle with myself, especially during low energy days.

Note: Thank you soundofheart.org and ceblog.sva.edu for the beautiful images right above.

images (6)I believe the most important lesson I’ve learned/remembered is that the unconditional love that I’ve been yearning for and searching for throughout my life is not something that I need to get “out there,” but that it’s been within me all the time, which helped me to better understand Jesus’ teaching about the Kingdom of Heaven/The Divine Mother Goddess being within us and all around us.

aim-for-the-starsI believe, when we finally form solid beliefs deep within ourselves (subconscious/unconscious) that we are in essence Unconditional Love energy and Light consciousness, and that we are worthy of the very best in Life (because it’s our Divine birthright), we will experience our version of Heaven on Earth because we will be able to finally see with clarity through the ancient eyes of Christ within…individually and even collectively as we choose to reunite as One.

Last but not least…I trust that in Divine perfect timing and order, everything (to include ALL souls) throughout the omniverse will return and reunite with Source…where we will remember pure bliss. 🙂

The following is from Universal Harmonics and Universal Harmonics Analysis:

“Universal Harmonics is the study of numbers as symbols of the single field of Consciousness […] The One Field of Consciousness, one Being ever undulates between Light and Dark, Order and Chaos […] In a system any change affects the whole; as the components change, so does the outcome […] Separation is what gives individuality to Consciousness in its many forms. Separation of white light into the rainbow spectrum of colors is what gives uniqueness to creation, for frequency differentiates from the undifferentiated Source. Separation produces Relationship.

largeFrom Unity, or 1, Duality occurs. Duality as mirrored aspect of Self enables separation for diversity of creation. Otherwise Unity could only replicate Self. White Light remains White Light unless broken up into the various frequencies of color spectrum.

Even numbers are considered Yin or Female Principle, Odd numbers Yang or Male Principle. Opposites enable form: Inside / Outside, Up / Down, Front / Back, Left / Right, etc. From Form comes Volume: a square is symbolic of Physicality or Earth. A square “fleshed out” becomes a cube. The Divine becomes Human. A cube unfolded becomes a cross. The Cross represents to Christians the release of Spirit from Matter….and return to Source. Thus, great cathedrals were built as a cross with specific geometries […]

Knowledge of self as Self (mortal and also the Immortal) is to know oneself as The One and also The Whole. The Immortal I looks out through mortal eyes observing – and fashioning – creation. This immediate feedback to Source informs the whole.”

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UPDATE (6/20/2016 and 6/29/2016): I absolutely LOVE these amazing readings: “The Alchemy of the Feminine Energy: Being the Change You Wish to See” that’s so thought-provoking, mind-blowing, heart-expanding, soul-touching, uplifting, empowering, and inspiring (a no-doubt game-changer of Life). Like I shared with the author of the post, “In Defense of the Divine Masculine” (Julie), this reading is BOLD, informative, profound, open-minded, hearted-expanding, healing and empowering.

Update

12/21/2018

Posts:

  • “An Amazing, Unconditional Love Story of Interconnected Souls“
    • Excerpt: I’m not a big Korean drama fan, though I’ve seen a few back in the day that I really enjoyed. However COMMA I absolutely LOVE this highly creative, captivating, raw emotions-filled/passionate, deeply heartfelt, soul-igniting, powerful, hilarious, suspenseful, action-packed, empowering, inspirational, and HANDS DOWN the most amazing drama series that I’ve ever seen. Mr. Sunshine includes interconnected stories that move you beyond the ordinary, authentic characters that you fall in love with (or not), interesting dialogues that keep you engaged, soul-touching beautiful music that makes you want to cry, and stunning cinematography that just blows you away […]
    • What I forgot to mention in the comment above was the part I didn’t really like about this drama series. Throughout childhood, my Korean mother mentioned at least a few times that the only thing she doesn’t like about Korean dramas is the tendency of Koreans needing to go overboard when it comes to expressing sadness.Back then, I thought she was just complaining as usual, but as an adult, I noticed a pattern of this in Korean TV shows and movies, though I’m not a big K-drama fan. MINI SPOILER ALERT: So what is this obsession with the so-called “sad ending” that even applies to the drama series Mr. Sunshine? If I was the writer of this story, it would have a happy ending. Why not?I even mentioned this in an old post titled…
  • “To Live Like Free-Spirited & Amazing Anime Character Candy Candy! ^_^,”and the following is an excerpt:
    • Excerpt: Regardless of the continuation story/sequel (after episode 115) that apparently hasn’t been published in English yet for a long time due to the author’s personal reasons, I choose to believe in a blissful ending for Candy, who definitely deserves to live her version of heaven on earth.In my personal version of the ending of Candy, in which I’m able to visualize all the characters, as well as their voices, Candy’s high vibrational frequency—which is in alignment with her True Self—allows her to tune into many more heavenly blessings/life experiences from her magnificent universe (e.g., abundance, prosperity, true love, success on all levels, development of deep character, expanding heart, etc.)Candy has successfully passed all life lessons in this lifetime with flying colors. It was necessary for her to experience much darkness and fear energy in life so that she can become the ultimate Light and Love to humanity…sending ripples out that will impact souls throughout her Universe.

Update

8/10/19

“The Realization of Already Experiencing Uplifting Abundance from Within“

“An Increase of Uplifting, Empowering, and Inspiring Abundance Showing Up in Outer World“