This past Monday evening or Tuesday morning, I had another vivid dream that was similar to the one I had on the evening of May 8th or the morning of May 9th (under subtitle, “First Dream of Feeding a Dark Gray Wolf” toward bottom of post).
I was with a female being whose facial features were vague, though she seemed Asian like me.
I noticed that this scenario is often played out in my dreams, where I have a mysterious girlfriend close by who seems to look out for me.
Note: Image on right found next to link => news.discovery.com next to article title, “Wolf Attacks More Myth Than Reality […].” (thank you)
When I expand my perspective (see the bigger picture), I’m reminded that our outer world mirrors our inner world.
Therefore, I trust that every character playing whatever role in dream state (like that of physical reality) is ultimately a reflection of my highest self/Divine Spirit/All That Is.
This includes my higher self or higher selves/Twin Soul/Twin Flame, who shows up within a lot of my dreams as an earthly and/or 
otherworldly male or female being—and/or even an earthly or otherworldly creature/symbolic of animal totem/spirit guide—since the soul/Spirit essence is androgynous and multidimensional.
Side Note: For continuing details of section above, see post, “Dreams of Crystals/Higher Self/Twin Soul/Twin Flame/All That Is”
Note: Images above found next to links => marriage-miracles.blogspot.com (left) www.whitewolfpack.com (right) thank you
Dream Cont…
The mysterious female being entered in what appeared to be a cave-like area in order to get something. Note: Thanks to a recent reading—the name escapes me though I probably bookmarked it—a cave now reminds me of the womb of the Divine Goddess.
While waiting for her outside, I noticed a dark colored wolf (gray or black) slowly come out of the cave while making strong eye contact.
I panicked, warned the female being, and started grabbing things to defend myself, to include a black gun.
However, at one point, I no longer felt afraid, and I ended up breaking apart what appeared to be raw ramen and started feeding the wolf, who, also seemed to be calm and gentle. That’s all I recall.
The following is an interpretation of the key word gun in this dream from the dream dictionary Dream Moods:
To see a gun in your dream represents aggression, anger, and potential danger. You could be on the defensive about something. Or you may be dealing with issues of passiveness/aggressiveness and authority/dependence. Alternatively, a gun is a symbol of power and pride. Perhaps you are looking for shelter or protection in your dream. From a Freudian perspective, a gun represents the penis and male sexual drive. Thus, the gun may mean power or impotence, depending on whether the gun went off or misfired […]
I highly resonate with the symbolic gun meaning related to power (with small “p”), and I trust this tool was placed in my dream by my higher self so that I could have the experience of choosing Divine Love over fear, and Divine Power over misused or abused power (i.e., having the power—with a gun—to end a life, but choosing to nourish it instead with food/symbolic of emotional healing energies).
A while back, I was drawn to a short video about the interesting, yet, outdated “good vs evil wolf” Native American story.
Therefore, the thought recently did cross my mind whether these dreams of feeding the dark-colored “evil” wolf was symbolic of me focusing more on the negative energies within me.
However, I was then reminded from within that whenever I happened to focus on the negative energies within me, it wasn’t to dwell on them hopelessly—though I have my moments of being “lost” within the earthly illusions—but rather, to acknowledge and heal them with unconditional acceptance/love (especially self-compassion), and do my best to get to the root of the issue with deep understanding and wisdom, as opposed to pretending to be strong, brushing them off, and further suppressing them.
In addition, I had chosen to let go of the game of duality (the seemingly opposing forces such as “good vs bad,” “fear vs love,” and “right vs wrong,” etc.) and embrace the truth of polarity (the now merging and ultimate oneness of so-called opposites); hence, no longer choosing to struggle with some invisible, inner (and eventually outer) battle.
As I’ve mentioned in other posts, for me, a recurring dream, situation, symbol, etc. is like a BIG, blinking neon sign that’s trying to get our attention.
So I intuitively knew that it was beneficial for me to revisit the draft that I had basically completed—under subtitle, “First Dream of Feeding a Dark Gray Wolf” below—add more insights to it, and then publish it.
As I laid in silence and stillness this morning—unable to fall back asleep—I received insights, which reminded me of why I hadn’t published the draft yet (of the first dream of feeding a wolf); so I chose to follow my Heart’s inner-guidance and co-create within my blog.
As soon as I got up from under my blanket, and looked over at the clock, it was 2:22. This sacred number code often reminds me to Be Balance and Harmony, as well as other interconnected meanings such as having faith in HUmanity, trusting Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within, and remembering the energies of Nazarene and alike, though I have no doubt there exists other sacred meanings as well. Note: The website, ANGEL NUMBERS – Joanne Sacred Scribes is a guidance tool that I often use while only extracting what most highly resonates with me.
I was reminded from within of two dreams I had shared in the past (and recently) that now came together like perfectly matching puzzle pieces—in posts, “Dream of Wolf and Dolphins in Swimming Pool” and “The Path of the Gentle Cow and Aggressive Tiger.”
I realized that the symbolic message within both dreams are about embracing the polarities of Life through deep understanding, compassion, unconditional forgiveness, healing, integration and balancing.
Though I had come to this realization regarding the dream about the white cow and tiger, I suppose I had not been open to receive all the insights for the dream about the wolf and dolphins until now.
In the dream recorded in the first post above, I now trust that I had entered into my emotional energy body (symbolized by body of water/swimming pool)—where both love and fear reside—in order to gradually allow it to simply Be One that it truly is and always has been.
The dolphins—who were swimming laps in the pool—are symbolic of the unified love energy within me/us, and the lone wolf—who dove into the pool after intensely staring at me—is symbolic of the individualized fear energy within me/us.
As mentioned on my homepage, my greatest challenge in Life has been to unconditionally accept/love ALL aspects of self, which I trust helps us to fully do so for others as well.
Well, the more I practice, the more it will become second nature to do so; hence, deeply healing my emotional energy body—as well as my remaining energy bodies.
The practice–until no longer needed—also includes honoring my feelings (language of the soul), introducing to my ego self expanded perspectives for bigger picture of Life, and trusting in my self-worth, Divine purpose, and the Divine Plan/Divine Wisdom.
First Dream of Feeding a Dark Gray Wolf
5/9/2016
Last night or this morning, I had two vivid dreams, one of a black bat, and another of a dark, gray wolf—the former being in the post titled, “The Unfolding Mystery from the Unknown/Dark Aspects Within.”
I highly resonate with the following sections from the reading, “The Meaning of A Wolf Who Wants to be Tame in a Dream” from Amy Campion and The Dream Well (thank you), and I shared my insights from it as well (right below it):
If you dream of a wolf who wishes to be tamed, you may be seeking to trust your own wild Self. Are you feeling you are making decisions others would view as wild, or reckless, but which you inherently believe are for the best for your self and family? […]
A wolf who wishes to be tamed in a dream may be sign of weariness, a symbol of being alone in the wilderness for too long, of having felt alone, unsupported and having to rely on the basic instincts of nature simply to get by. Wishing to be tamed may symbolise a need to let down our guard, to stop viewing the world as a hostile place and to be able to relax in a safe environment.
In my post about the dream symbol of the wolf or wolves, I referred to the role of the Wolf Mother. This is a very strong and special symbol, associated with the foundation of Rome, upon which our current civilisation is based. The Wolf Mother challenges our ideas of the wolf, for on the one hand she is the wild, fierce animal, but on the other, she is the nurturing protecting mother. In our current society, we have very few symbols of a strong, fierce, kind, supportive, nurturing mother – though most of us would be familiar with the concept. If it is a wolf mother in dreams who seeks to be tamed, this could be a sign that the She Wolf wishes to come in from the wild (for a time) in order to focus on her primary care, her offspring. In waking life this may be actual children, or a special creative or personal project(s).
In dreams, a wolf who wishes to be tamed may be a symbol of the wild nature wishing to come in from the cold, of seeking support and trust in order to relax into a more domestic and harmonious time. Any wild creature that wishes to be tamed in our dreams is usually not a sign of weakness, but a sign of seeking trust. We may seek that trust from another, but at the most basic level, we need to trust ourselves. We need to trust that we can live an authentic and free life, but still provide the basic material needs we require to be comfortable. To dream of a wolf who wishes to be tamed can be a symbol of reconciling our opposing interests, our desire to run wild and free with our need to nurture and protect something vulnerable within ourselves.
A dream of a wolf who wishes to be tamed is is a very positive sign, it is our wild nature reaching towards our conservative, domestic selves and saying “I want to work with you, I want to befriend you.” Integrating the wild with the safe is a wonderful symbol of personal growth and reconciliation. And have no fear, the “wild” is never, ever truly “tamed.” We just develop a bond of trust with it. What is wild will always remain, forever wild….
Intro to post, “A Round Table Gathering of Shadow Selves”
The above wisdom reminded me to continue doing what I’ve started incorporating into my daily life. In the past couple of months, I encountered—more than usual (recorded in recent posts)—interconnected others in my outer reality who initially came off as very “negative”/unacceptable to society (in an exaggerated way to get my attention).
Recently, I was grateful that I was reminded from within to take a moment to thank my shadow self for showing up in another, and revealing to me what I could learn—whatever I was blind to in the past due to unknowingly repressing and knowingly suppressing society’s so-called, undesirable human characteristics within me.
One day, when I have the urge to, I will share a recent story that taught me more about my shadow self titled, “A Round Table Gathering of Shadow Selves.”
The mind-blowing experience wasn’t only about embracing the “unacceptable” characteristics in others/self, but also embracing other unknown (aka shadow/dark), yet, “positive” aspects about self that I wasn’t aware of.
One day, I had an urge to attend a few of the free spiritual classes offered at our local Wholistic festival, though I hadn’t visited the place in a while due to a few shady situations—to include “representatives of highly evolved beings” trying to instill much fear in order to make money (in post, “To Be Disempowered by Others OR Empowered from Within“).
Anyway, I was grateful that I followed my integrated Mind/Heart’s inner-guidance. To my great surprise, I experienced for the first time within three different group gatherings an ability to teach so-called “strangers” (interconnected souls) about spiritual matters.
I have no doubt that this experience ultimately stems from my sporadically repeated question to Spirit to specify what spiritual career path I’m meant to pursue since I’ve received dozens of angel number messages suggesting that I start one.
Granted, recently, I actually received a different angel number message regarding my “spiritual career” that stated something to the effect that I will know the details of it by following my Heart.
So at the gathering, I trust that my intention to fully Be present in every Moment of Now was the golden key to experience what I consider a miracle.
As usual, I actively listened to others while observing their non-verbal cues (to include micro facial expressions and body language), deeply understood their verbal expressions, briefly yet deeply empathized with their situations, and was then able to have pure compassion for them without attachment.
In addition, after the classes were over, I was also able to closely bond with two women from the group who seemed so authentic, kind, and willing to open their hearts and share their souls.
As I often do, to include when I’m out and about, I had asked my Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within—before going to the classes—to effortlessly Be within me, as me, and expressing through me for the highest benefit of the interconnected All That Is.
While sitting at a large round table throughout all three classes, I was in awe that I seemed to Be The Observer as well as the observed, while interacting with others and even all of us laughing at certain moments.
I felt so grateful that I was able to help answer some questions that no one had an answer for, as well as teach so-called students (interested in growing as a soul), as well as spiritual teachers, on the spot (without any planning) by simplifying complex concepts into understandable analogies and such.
Throughout most of my life, my fearful ego self had some serious doubts regarding my skills, talents, and other abilities.
I didn’t believe I had much to contribute to this world, though I intuitively knew that I had much love in my heart and wisdom from a full spectrum of personal experiences.
However, I’m now confident that my Beloved within gave me the opportunity to spontaneously Be Courage and Inner-Strength, and to build confidence in self’s talents, skills, and other abilities, to include not only Being a great teacher to students, but also a great teacher of teachers–a Master Teacher that I’m meant to Be and truly am.
I added this category, Rainbow Circle of Souls: A Meetup Group, to the top page of my blog, which stemmed from the above experience; I trust it will be put into action in Divine perfect timing and order.
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