As we do our best daily to follow our inner guidance/Heart 💗—intuition 💖/inner-wisdom 🐢🐋/insights🦉/ideas 💡/curiosity 😺/interests 🤩/passions ❤️🔥/preferences 😍/excitement 🐸—we will not only experience SYNCHRONICITY, but also unexpected SURPRISES 😯😲😮😃🤩🥰.
Because our linear, physical mind is limited—though our Higher Mind is unlimited—if we’re not doing something that makes logical sense, it’s way too easy to think…
that we’re not in alignment ☯️✡️💖 with our Soul path and Life Purpose(s), and that we even did something wrong, overlooked something, was unaware, made a mistake, or even failed at something.
But I’m here to share with you what I’ve learned from recent experiences—part of this particular series of Divine Synchronocity—that caused me to wonder WHY?
And sure enough, this wondering led to the Soul-igniting, beautiful unfolding 🪷 of DARK/UNKNOWN to Light (Known) 🕯️💡😵💫🫨🫠.
This post initially started out as an update for yesterday’s post, “2024 Expanded Perspectives & Insights About the Dalai Lama Incident, Plus, Various Aspects of Certain Buddhists & Four Comedians.”
However COMMA it became longer than I thought, so I decided to turn it into its own post.
It can be read on its own, though some context helps for the beginning section, that includes a related personal story, insights, epiphany and profound wisdom gained.
The story of infamous Larry (screenshots in previous post above)—who abused his professional position and power (meant for helping humanity)—instantly reminded me of a story I think I shared within this blog.
It was back in 1996 or 1997, at Lemoore, California, where my first/ex-husband was stationed at as a U.S. Marine.
I had an annual, women’s appointment to get a Pap smear test.
A tall, muscular, redheaded, unwelcoming male—who had a stoic, pale, facial expression—jammed his two sausage fingers up my vagina while “examining” me, which I had never experienced before; and it hurt.
I didn’t make any Pap smear appointments for years after that experience, because I hadn’t learned much about self-love at the time—to include developing and having healthy boundaries—as well as being more assertive and confidently expressive with one’s inner truths.
Looking back—especially after learning more about intuition and other psychic abilities—I realized that what I had strongly SENSED about this military doctor was SPOT ON.
Granted, not all military docs are alike; my Primary Care Physician was a gentle, kind Soul.
Anyhoo, this redheaded doc violated my vaginal and psychological boundaries on purpose.
It was more than likely for a combination of reasons—mainly a power trip, and sexual satisfaction that stemmed from anger energy, probably towards a female(s) who had hurt him in the past, perhaps including a core wound from the most influential caregiver, his own mother.
I didn’t report him due to the fear of nobody believing me, that someone would accuse me of being overly sensitive, and for any possible repercussions, since I was young, didn’t know better, and received medical treatment at this hospital.
I unconditionally forgive him since he was a deeply wounded Soul, who felt a strong need to hurt someone (his patient) much smaller than him, who was in a very vulnerable position.
However COMMA I fully trust that he will learn his Life lesson in Divine perfect timing and order, like Larry, though not necessarily in a violent way (not as punishment, but to grow, change, and evolve as a Soul).
Here’s an example of the various forms of uplifting abundance I talked about further above (previous post).
I have no doubt now, that I TUNED INTO these vibrational frequency channels—Dalai Lama controversy, Teal Swan’s YouTube video, and Larry the Psychiatrist of 100’s of Sexual Assaults—at the perfect time in my life.
From the linear, logical mind’s limited perspective, it can be perceived as tuning into these channels late.
But from an expanded, unlimited, multidimensional perspective, I was meant to receive further healing 💔❤️🩹💝💖❤️🔥 and major transformations 🐍🪲🐛🦋 from these relatable experiences (i.e., the “suck my tongue” Dalai Lama incident similar to my mom briefly French kissing me, and the “digital penetration”—which I had never heard of before—similar to my own Pap smear experience).
I wondered why I was completely oblivious to these major, world events that happened over a year to years ago, as though I was an ostrich with my head in the sand (aka avoidance and denial).
Even while in the Army, I discontinued watching the news, because I intuitively sensed many red flags 🚩of the major media mostly reporting NEGATIVE content.
After I got out—and dove deep into spiritual, inner work as a Mystic—I learned that FEAR-BASED TV PROGRAMS (such as the NEWS) was meant to PROGRAM humanity’s consciousness by LOWERING our individual and collective vibrational frequencies.
Why? Because FEAR-BASED, NARROW-MINDED, GULLIBLE, OBEDIENT, sheep 🐑-like people (UNawakened Souls) are SO MUCH EASIER to MANIPULATE and CONTROL.
Despite choosing NOT to often tune into DRAINING NEWS, I continued to skim or scan through the online headlines, and only checked out whatever I felt drawn to explore.
So I was initially, and very briefly, baffled that I was unaware of these major events that caused much CHAOS within the collective.
But it’s crystal clear 💖👁️👀 now.
Had I tuned into those events during that timeframe, I may have been very triggered, enraged, further traumatized, and also reacted from fear like many.
However, that would not have contributed to the collective energies in beneficial ways (and no need to be fuel to the fire 🔥).
Plus, while working, and then also residing in Sedona, I later realized that I was doing immensely challenging, inner and outer world Soul Purpose Work (that I often forgot to give myself enough credit for).
And this included overcoming many other challenges of parallel or alternate realities from many different versions of planet Earth and other worlds (in dream state, nightly)—to include interacting with E.T. Soul Families from various Star Systems (which were AMAZING).
Plus, this was while experiencing many different accelerated, ascension symptoms during the day as well (that an increasing number of numerous, awakening Souls are experiencing too).
And when I would wake up to this particular reality…
I often wondered if I had tuned into The Twilight Zone—or HELL on Earth 😈👹👺☠️🧛🏼♀️🧛🏽🧟🧟♂️🧟♀️—since it felt like I had crossed paths with the WORST OF THE WORST within humanity.
Now I’ve experienced some extremely difficult people throughout my life—mainly my 4 parents—and some (but not all) within the Army where there are many alpha personalities; but THIS⁉️
A WHOLE OTHER BALL GAME, like back to back to back Cosmic Rodeos 🤠🐃😐.
And this was initially IRONIC since Sedona is known as the “Mecca of Spirituality.”
And I moved here (without ever visiting) by trusting my intuition—noticing many signs from the Universe (to include number synchronicity)—and with the anticipation of living within a mostly uplifting community (though not unrealistic utopia, just something close to it).
Granted, there are many nice, and even very kind, people too, but mostly outside the spiritual community.
I worked 10 jobs from 2017 – 2023 (and NO MORE)—and YES, yes yes, 10 jobs makes me the common denominator, which can easily be perceived as me being the main problem (which I’ve simply embraced, since ultimately, there is no other).
ANYHOO, I intuitively know I was meant to overcome EXTREMELY DIFFICULT challenges (to gain profound wisdom), to include interacting with at least a handful of MF’s that were 🦇💩 CRAzy, UNBELIEVABLE (negative version of dark/unknown/shadow aspects of others/self).
Side Note: ✅ out The 7 Essene Mirrors 🪞 of Various Relationships, if you’re curious about profound, ancient wisdom; Gregg Braden graciously and eloquently taught it (and continues to) in a workshop back in the day, and there’s a 2 hour long, well worth your time, YouTube video).
And everywhere I worked, I also TRIGGERED many MF’s…unapologetically, because they didn’t like who I was, and how I truthfully shared what I observed at times. OH WELL.
I wrote an entire blog post series about these seemingly CRAzyass, Sedona job experiences, which also included about a dozen, wonderful to amazing Souls (so Heaven on Earth).
So, ultimately…Soul Families of Dark & Light—all of us playing various roles and many aspects of the ultimately UNIFIED, Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE Self/selves.
And once again (since repetition can help), Sedona’s vortex energies are known to AMPLIFY whatever we got going on within.
And I’ve personally experienced the INTENSITIES, and had many energy-related signs and symptoms, as well as more vivid dreams.
This includes being a Native American confidently jumping onto a bareback horse without a saddle 😧😬—something I would say, “HEYLL NO!!!” 🙅🏻♀️ to in this physical reality—within red rock mountains; so perhaps Sedona back in the day.
So whatever inner energies that hasn’t been FELT, noticed, recognized, acknowledged, embraced, deeply healed, integrated, and transformed, WILL SHOW UP—through so-called “others” if continued to be suppressed—like a BAT 🦇 OUT OF HELL ☄️☄️☄️.
And considering I had moved to Sedona, Arizona during autumn of 2017–where the “non-woo woo, but science-backed” vortex energies is known to be INTENSELY AMPLIFYING—especially if one is highly to ultra sensitive to energies—it’s highly beneficial that I didn’t EXPLODE 💥🌋🤯🤬after hearing about the red flags and injustice of this world’s major events (mentioned above).
Why?
Over a decade ago, I was ENRAGED 🤬😤during a trip in the Bible Belt area of Missouri, due to a group of PUNKASS, wannabe gangster-like MF’s—blatantly rude Mongolian guys in their 20’s—whom I initially perceived as ruining my family member’s birthday dinner party.
Side Note: This has nothing to do with Mongolians, since 1) there’s a rainbow 🌈 spectrum of people from every race, ethnicity, color, and other earthly backgrounds, and 2) I even met a very kind and wonderful, young, son-like, Mongolian man, during a family trip to Hawaii a couple of years ago.
The gathering was with my adult son, his wife, his best friend from childhood, and his friend’s girlfriend.
We had invited him to hang out with us a few times, since he was traveling solo; and we enjoyed each others’ company, and also had FUN.
Anyhoo, back to the “Korean” BBQ joint in Bible Belt area of MO.
Side Note: I chose this Bible Belt area because of limited, top-rated, Korean BBQ restaurants where we were, NOT due to being religious.
One server became all pissy just because I started speaking to him in Korean, accusing me of offending him; and the others were being jerks as well.
So I later approached this group of five guys or so—hanging out at the corner of the restaurant BULLshitting, while people have piles of empty, raw meat juice filled, dirty dishes, and empty water cups on their tables—and calmly, quietly, yet, firmly shared some truths they needed to hear.
While maintaining strong eye contact, I assertively reminded them of the following (and the shocked look on their faces 😳😯😦 was priceless, the way it’s been for a while whenever a switch gets turned on from within—a VERY POWERFUL, Full Presence, I AM PRESENCE 💖, that emerges 🪷 from the PITCH BLACK ⚫️, DARK ASHES like a FIERY 🔥❤️🔥 Phoenix Bird 🐦🔥):
- “FYI, this place is advertised as a Korean BBQ restaurant, AND all of you look Asian. So if customers happen to speak to you guys in Korean, it’s completely understandable. DEAL with it.”
- “In my late teens to early 20’s, I’ve worked at various types of restaurants, to include Korean, and with mostly female waitresses, at mostly large restaurants; so I get the many challenges that comes with it. However COMMA if a small group of young guys can’t handle providing bare minimum service, at a tiny-ass restaurant, then the owner and/or manager has no business running this place.”
- “Where’s the manager?” [unfortunately, he was one of these guys, who also had an “I don’t give a rat’s ass” attitude, along with a no blinking glare. So I not only wrote a detailed, 1 star review, but also contacted the owner later, who also didn’t give a shit. 😳 I eventually deleted the review years later—to include over a 100 other mostly positive and some negative reviews—because Google pissed me off by hiding a handful of my “no rule breaking” reviews, to include positive ones; so I was like F#%K Y’ALL MF’s 🖕🏾, you can KISS MY JAPOREAN ASS; I appreciate various Google services, but this is some BULLshit. I don’t need this.]
- “Today’s my family member’s birthday, so we just wanted to treat him to a delicious Korean BBQ meal that he loves. Now I wasn’t expecting above and beyond, excellent customer service, but ALL customers have the right to be treated with some respect and kindness. REVERSE THE ROLES, How would you guys FEEL if this was done to your loved ones?
And the next morning—as I was checking out of a hotel—I heard the news via the lobby TV.
And it was about an unpredicted, sudden, severe thunderstorm ⛈️, that caused power outage ⚡️and flooding 🌊in the Bible Belt area.
I had a strange feeling that even this weather anomaly also stemmed from outer world mirroring inner world (shared in a blog post related to an ongoing pattern of bizarre weather followed by STRONG to INTENSE EMOTIONS).
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