9/27/2016 (or 9/9/9)
Note: This post is an update to the previous one, “A Reminder that Anything Can Happen in an Instant,” though it can be read on its own with a brief introduction from the above post/link.
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Intro
The good news (for everyone) is that a buyer—who’s been contemplating on the $900,000 listed price of this house for almost a month now—stated that he was going look at the house for the third time soon, and initiate paperwork. We’ll see.
Oh yeah, another buyer, who was looking at the couple’s house the other day, had mentioned that the feng shui of the house was off because the lot slopes down from the street.
My husband and I don’t know much about feng shui, but we have talked about learning more about the intriguing topic one day, and even incorporating into our new, small home that we’ve intended to build one miraculous day in Oregon, one of the Hawaiian islands, or pretty much wherever Spirit within guides us toward for interconnected Life’s highest benefit (and NOT to a very cold location).
In addition, my husband received another call from a seller—who was considering to sell his $400,000 home about a year ago—and found out that the potential seller had made up his mind to go forward with his plan.
Again, thank you Spirit within for another form of abundance.
Update
The so-called “bad” news:
The buyer—who stated that he was going look at the $900,000 house (that my realtor husband’s currently listing) for the third time soon, and initiate paperwork—backed out.
In addition, the potential seller—who was considering to sell his $400,000 home about a year ago, but was going to go through with it—decided to further think about it.
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For a brief moment, I caught a version of ego self (fearful aspect of soul) reacting to this news with discouragement—a typical, fear-based, conditioned way of living and being for many humans.
The discouragement looked something like, “C’MON Spirit! Can a sister get a break?! Why you gotta mess with my emotions again? This is some BULLshit.”
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Side Note
I completely understand why I had reached the peak of frustration when it comes to money matters.
I’ve been blogging since 2010 (a big part of my inner, spiritual work), and I eventually switched my old blog (bobbieslife.wordpress.com) in wordpress.com to my new blog (reunitingall.com) in wordpress.org in order to monetize my work (i.e. incorporate a donate button, since the former blog platform doesn’t allow one to do so).
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The idea came about after learning about placing financial value—in addition to mental, emotional and spiritual value—on one’s work, and the importance of balancing energies within, to include the act of giving and receiving, since, throughout my life, I’ve often focused too much on only giving to others.
However, I’ve made a total of $9.99 thus far from one donation—and not including my husband’s donation of $7 that I requested in order to test out Paypal—and a total of $10 from AdSense.
In addition, I’ve made $0 from Zazzle products within my Mulantis Store; but that’s understandable since it’s only been a few months since I started it.
Throughout the years, I’ve been living and Being in the present Moment of Now as authentic self (to the best of my ability), to include—connecting with, healing, unconditionally loving and uplifting self and interconnected others, unconditionally forgiving my mother (related to root chakra and healing core issues), doing dream work (included in blog), making daily, positive affirmations while feeling the words—to include intentions statements and I AM statements to Be self-empowered, and to release limiting, fear-based beliefs that no longer benefit me (e.g., like the society conditioned, false beliefs that one can’t make money from doing what one loves, one must work hard for money, money itself is the path to “evil” etc.)—as well as doing visualizations, creating vision boards, creating other forms of art, writing poems, writing songs, meditating, spending time in nature, stating mantras, toning followed by prayer (though not often), singing healing songs, and other forms of raising and maintaining one’s vibrational frequency.
And though I’ve enjoyed the process of living and Being in the present Moment of Now, a part of me that felt powerless in this physical reality was like, “Spirit, have I not done more than enough? Why am I not able to manifest an abundance of money so that I can be a good provider for my inner child, my kids, my husband, and the rest of my loved ones on Earth?”
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When I dig deep, I know (intuitively and from experiential knowledge/wisdom )—without a shadow of a doubt—that I’ve done a great amount of work contributing to my accelerated, individual and collective soul growth and spiritual evolution since my birth on planet Earth (like many others)—especially exploring, learning, giving, sharing, deeply understanding, embracing, empathizing with, having compassion for, unconditionally forgiving, unconditionally accepting/loving, transcending, and expanding from the many life lessons from the so-called dark side of Life (as shared in About page).
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I had reached a point of exhaustion, to include no longer desiring to experience being so poor and seemingly helpless and useless in this world.
I yearned to ultimately experience financial freedom, which I trust is part of Being full-potential Self. Afterall, I still live in a physical world where money is a very powerful tool.
A Probable Answer from Spirit: To fully trust (more than believe), deeply feel (as integrating ego self) and intuitively know (as soul/Spirit within) that I, like everyone else, deserve the very best in life because I AM Worthy, it is my Divine birthright, and I have nothing to further to do or prove.
In addition, I’m reminded that Love is the most powerful force within this Universe and beyond, though money seems to currently have the upper hand in this particular Earth world.
I’m also reminded to just simply Be whatever aspect of self I choose to Be (as Authentic Self) at every moment effortlessly; and as my Higher Self (integrated Soul/Spirit within)—or ultimately, Highest SELF/Holy Spirit/Prime Creator/Divine, Ancient Mother Goddess—I intend to gift that Divine birthright to interconnected, individual self (soul)/collective Self (Soul).
Though I had been working on releasing the belief that one must work hard to earn money (part of poverty consciousness), it didn’t occur to me that we don’t need to be so overly diligent in our spiritual work as well—like always chasing after some spiritual, to-do checklist in order to become “better”, become whole, ascend to New Earth, become enlightened, become true self, etc.
For instance, though I was grateful for the 999 sacred number code mentioned above (in the form of $9.99 donation), and even reread the meaning at the time from a website that I often use as a guidance tool, ANGEL NUMBERS -Joanne Sacred Scribes—ONLY extracting what most highly resonates with me—I noticed some red flags.
I’ve been adding the phrase, “ONLY extracting what most highly resonates with me” within my blog for a while now, when it comes to the above website, because I’ve noticed that there were certain messages within the website that didn’t feel quite right.
I now realize for sure that some of the interpretations of the number codes stems from poverty consciousness—often talking about being diligent, working hard, and basically earning one’s right to receive monetary abundance.
When we allow ourselves to simply Be authentic self at every moment effortlessly, not judging but unconditionally accepting/loving ALL aspects of self (which helps us to fully do so for others as well), we are being our true selves.
In addition, when the idea feels exciting again, I will complete my first draft book that I’ve been working on, but discontinued a while back—that will also include my artwork, poems, and songs.
Perhaps the completion of this specific project will open doors to an influx of abundance on all levels of my Being—mental, emotional, physical, financial, material and spiritual—and my blog space has been a preparation phase where I’m not meant to make money from it, but rather, freely gift it to self/soul/Spirit within, interconnected Humanity, Mother Earth, merging worlds, and beyond.
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Continuing…
However, I was grateful for the ability to catch myself in the negative thought process—which can spiral down to negatively affecting one’s feelings and lowering one’s vibrational frequency—because that’s a sign of awareness, and with awareness, there’s potential for change.
I was reminded from Spirit within to respond to this occurrence from a state of love energy, rather than react from a state of fear energy.
I first chose to open my mind and heart in order to see (with clarity) a bigger picture. I wondered why my Higher Self–-aka integrated Soul/Spirit within/Twin Flame merged with Divine Spirit/Beloved I (God) AM (Goddess) Presence/Christ Buddha Spiraling Consciousness within—or ultimately, Highest Self (aka Holy Spirit/Divine Mother Goddess/Source/Prime Creator within), would gift me with seemingly contradicting experiences (i.e., a repetition of good news, then bad news and so on).
From many past experiences (as shared within this blog), I noticed that whenever I wonder about something, and even forget about it at times, I receive an answer(s) in Divine perfect timing and order, which leads to a, “Ohhh, I see now.”
I now trust that this cycle of “good” news followed by “bad” news, and vice versa, are profound, life lessons regarding living and Being in the present Moment of Now, going with the flow of Life (without resistance), emotional non-attachment, and unconditional acceptance.
For instance, shortly after I heard the good news of my husband potentially closing two accounts soon, totaling almost one and a half million dollars, I was reminded from within not to get overly excited.
There’s nothing wrong with feeling excited about good news, it’s just beneficial and wise not to get too emotionally attached to it. Why?
Because it can leave our lives just as instantly as it showed up, and our over attachment can quickly turn to disappointment, confusion, heartbreak, devastation, depression, anger and even rage.
I’m reminded that Life is constantly changing at every instant, and when we allow our inner-peace, well-being, and happiness to completely depend upon certain, outer happenings, objects, and people in our lives, we leave room for downward spirals.
Another example that’s more familiar to us all is when we start a new relationship, whether it be friendship, a romantic relationship, and/or a marriage.
When we go into a relationship from a state of conditional love (which has mostly occurred throughout human history), and things don’t quite work out as expected, we may end up experiencing much heartache, pain, and suffering.
However, when we enter a relationship from a state of unconditional acceptance/love (our essence), and things don’t quite work out as expected, we’re able to move on with Life with much more grace and ease trusting that, no matter what happens in Life, it’s meant to most highly benefit the interconnected All That Is (which includes self/soul/Spirit within).
This repetitive cycle of good news to bad news to good news and so forth, has reminded me that 1) life situations will indeed repeat itself (like a blinking neon sign) until the lesson has been learned, and 2) everything in Life is impermanent.
So by embracing whatever changes show up—rather than resisting them—we further liberate ourselves from the prison that can often be our lower/physical/limited minds, and instead, Be integrated and balanced Higher Mind/Heart (aka Soul/Spirit) that can see the much bigger picture, like a hawk above the dark valley that sees beyond earthly illusions.
Though our lower, ego self’s mind and physical eyes may only see a loss upon hearing “bad” news, I trust that our Higher Mind/Heart intuitively knows that by simply embracing what is at whatever moment, we’re open to “better” (something or someone that more highly resonates with us) that’s on its way.
Or, more accurately, by simply embracing what is at whatever moment, we’re open to that “better” something or someone that’s already there, and always has been, but we’re only now able to perceive the blessings due to our expanded, multidimensional perspective.
If our so-called prayers were answered every time the way we expect them to be answered, it would be too easy to have this thing called faith.
However, what does it mean to have an unshakable faith rather than mere hope or the commonly understood faith? Perhaps this would be fully trusting full-potential Self, and/or an intuitive and confident knowing.
By learning the life lesson, and gaining the wisdom, that Soul/Spirit within (with it s expanded perspective) can always lead us to silver and gold (and not just material riches and wealth), whereas our ego self can only lead us to lead or aluminum with its tunnel vision, we can effortlessly let go of what we think needs to happen at whatever moment, and simply embrace whatever shows up and leaves at any given point in our lives.
So whenever blessings show up, we can express our gratitude to Spirit within, deeply appreciate it, and unconditionally accept/love it; but when it’s time for it to leave our lives, we can simply say “Thank you gift (or disguised gift) for all that you’ve shared with me. I wish you well,” and then be open to further blessings (or blessings in disguise).
Although it may appear (on the outer surface) as though my husband and I lost a golden opportunity to gain monetary abundance, I trust that we’ve gained something immensely more valuable and imperishable—an addition to our treasure collection of spiritual wisdom/riches/prosperity/wealth (Prosperity Consciousness).
In Divine perfect timing and order, I trust that we will tune into other forms of abundance, to include financial freedom.
Update
As of 10/27/2016, the old couple mentioned in the intro above (post link at top) changed their minds again, and decided to go with, yet, another realtor.
We’re just grateful that we are now free from their very anxious vibrational frequencies. Perhaps our own anxious energies attracted them in the first place.
6/3/2017
The old couple mentioned above decided to no longer work with my husband (their realtor) for the second time, since their previous realtor (whom they left because she was avoiding their calls) promised them that she would sell their house within two weeks; that never happened.
They also didn’t have any showings for the longest time, and they just recently sold their house for less that a buyer had offered them while they were working with my husband.
In addition, they had to pay $10,000 a month just in maintenance fees for their huge house that only they lived in. So overall, because they refused to go a little lower than the price they had set with my husband, they ended up losing almost $100,000 within a year.
I’m just grateful that it was shown to them that it wasn’t my husband (AGAIN), that they blamed twice for their house not selling. Thank you Holy Spirit/Divine Mother Goddess.
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