What is Freedom? If we don’t have complete freedom in outer world, should we not at least Be Free from within—from our inner world conflicts, battles, and wars?

Some profoundly wise Soul Teachers have shared this empowering teaching in their own ways, (to include, but not limited to: Carl Jung,  Alan Watts, Sadhguru, Bashar channeled by Darryl Anka, Abraham-Ester Hicks, Jamye Price, etc.)?

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Within our mostly masculine energy dominant, physical mind, fear-based Collective Consciousness, there has been a strong belief—that’s been deeply ingrained by society (religions, government, politics, military, etc.)—that we must earn our freedom through seemingly never-ending conflicts, battles, and wars.

But at what cost? And when does this form of ongoing drama and chaos finally end, that has caused an IMMENSE, measurable and immeasurable amount of injuries, deaths, torture, destruction, diseases, pain, heartaches, suicides, hopelessness, and suffering?

I trust that ultimate freedom is at a much deeper level (from within), a Divine birthright for ALL of Life.

And the The Return of the Mother Goddess/Heart/Unconditional Love essence—merging with the mature and wise version of the mind and masculine energies (The Divine Masculine God/Higher Mind/Light essence)— has been, and will continue to BE a MAJOR GAME CHANGER for this (and similar) vicious cycle of OLD, OUTDATED, FEAR-BASED, and IMMATURE, energies.

Lately, I’ve noticed that more of the old and outdated energies energies have been resurfacing to be: noticed, recognized, acknowledged (as parts of the WHOLE), embraced and integrated into WHOLE Self (Spiritual Self)/self (physical self).

And I realized that my old version of self would’ve reacted from a fear-based state; but I’m getting better at responding from a love-based state.

A recent example: My husband and I went to a BBQ restaurant—one of his favorite foods—soon after we filed our harmonious divorce paperwork (after over 16 years of marriage, and knowing one another for 18).

And I observed how super friendly and chatty the Caucasian, elderly man owner was to two, Caucasian customers (the only other customers in the restaurant besides us).

But yet, to my husband and I—I happen to be Asian and he’s half Hispanic and half white—he was distant, avoided eye contact and communication, and didn’t even respond when I wished them a Happy New Year as we left.

The elderly woman (perhaps the man’s wife) was initially unwelcoming and distant as well, but then became kind (that felt sincere).

I was reminded from within that we cannot give to others what we’re not connected to at whatever moments—like an open mind and open heart—especially kindness (whether conditional or unconditional kindness).

Plus, I recalled one of the Pleiadians’ teachings a while back—from Barbara Marciniak’s channeled books—that we’re not here to collect various forms of love from others, though when genuinely given, we can deeply appreciate it.

Anyway, the fear-based energies like rudeness, discrimination, and racism, have been some of the most challenging aspects to embrace and integrate; they used to easily trigger me. 😡😤😄

But over the years, I’ve been able to SEE 👁️👀  with more CLARITY that I can be these (and many other) aspects too, at times—though not habitually and in lesser degrees.

And I’ve also been able to more deeply understand WHY we humans can be these fear-based ways.

The other day, I received an unexpected newsletter email, that I had unsubscribed to years ago (reason within long comment/message below).

This has happened many times before with other companies, and I would simply unsubscribe again, or even contact the company if needed.

However, this time, I followed my inner guidance and embraced this surprise, that led to some helpful words of wisdom (see 3 of 4 screenshots of Teal’s recent posters at the bottom of this post).

And as I’ve shared before, I love learning from outer world Soul Teachers, regardless of their earthly and/or otherworldly labels—to include (but not limited to): human, E.T., Angelic Realm, Higher Beings of the Spiritual Realm, children, land and sea animals and other creatures of Mother Nature & Mother Earth.

But I choose to always follow my inner guidance FIRST AND FOREMOST—aka Spirit/Heart/Goddess/God/MASTER: Teacher, Healer, Alchemist, Builder/intuition/inner-wisdom/insights/discernment/and other Light & Love-based energies—and only take onboard what FEELS light to my Heart, and discard whatever information doesn’t.

Granted, I’ve learned from wise Teal Swan to not “throw out the baby with the bathwater”; hence, I’ve been open to reading, listening to, and watching whatever I’m initially drawn to, while appreciating helpful information, and not necessarily needing the entire reading, video, TV show, or movie to fully resonate with me.

And sometimes, I’ll start reading, listening to, or watching someone or something, and if the information continues to FEEL heavy, I simply choose to no longer focus on it.

The following is the message I shared in response to Teal 🦢’s YouTube video, “Could You Make This Hard Choice?”:

I would like to share some expanded perspectives that may help anyone—who tunes into this vibrational frequency channel—to SEE with CLARITY 💖👁️👀 the BIGGER picture.

I served in the Army for a little over a decade, and though the various training throughout—i.e., Basic Combat Training, 2 different AITs, CEWEOC, Primary & Secondary Leadership Courses, Instructor Course, Cryptologic Linguist Course, HUMINT Course, Senior Interrogator Course, etc.—were definitely VERY INTENSE on all energetic levels (mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually)…

there were also softer, encouraging, uplifting, empowering and inspiring parts to the WHOLE 🌚🌝🌓 experience as well.

Just like everything else in Life, there’s a rainbow 🌈 spectrum of (ultimately neutral) aspects, and this includes all parts of the military.

Yes, there were certain violent aspects to the training—e.g., learning different skills: combat arms, how to use an M16 rifle (and M4), how to throw a grenade, etc.—but it wasn’t one-sided.

As a matter of fact, it’s been no ancient Japorean 🇯🇵🇰🇷 secret that the regular military—especially the Marine Corps & Army (the most physically challenging branches)—has become softer and easier over the years and decades, unlike back in the day, where it was extremely tough.

Granted, hands down the most demanding and difficult challenges are within the various types of elite military members, like the Special Forces, to include the Green Beret, Delta Force, Navy Seals, Rangers, etc.

And I imagine their training doesn’t become easier, since they’re the top 2-3 % for a good reason.

But even with them, they are not only violently trained, but some of whom I’ve met have their wonderful qualities too, to include: a powerful yet comfortable Full Presence, deep soulful eye contact, unmatched professionalism, bold yet humble confidence, assertive yet gentle demeanor, very high intelligence, many skills (to include great communication skills), honor, loyalty, authenticity, refreshing honesty, and more.

Though I’m deeply grateful that I decided to leave the hectic military life, I continue to be deeply grateful for all the obvious blessings and blessings in disguise I had experienced, not only with the Army (of both U.S. 🇺🇸 & ROK 🇰🇷), but with Joint military members of all branches throughout the world as well (and even with some members of the 3 letter agencies, especially a very thoughtful FBI agent who gifted me their coin).

I’ve been inspired by a handful of amazing, True Leaders, whom I desired to emulate.

And I’ve also learned from the polar opposite leaders—who misused or abused their positions, titles, rank, and power—and other types of leaders in-between.

Due to my invaluable military experiences, I also had the golden opportunity to discover many more, once UNKNOWN/(Golden) SHADOW/DARK aspects of Full-Potential 🌱🪴🌿🌲🌳, Multidimensional 🦄, WHOLE 🌓 (🌚🌝)☯️✡️💖 Self (Spiritual Self: Goddess & God essence)/self (human self) that I didn’t know (via experiential knowledge/Living Wisdom) I was capable of, on all energetic levels.

Since I‘ve been extra small my entire life—always the shortest person in my class since kindergarten—and only 4’9” since 7th grade or so (and even in my 50’s),I was deeply ingrained to believe that someone like me isn’t capable of many things that normal size people can do.

But I learned that despite my tiny size, I was able to even achieve what many Soldiers weren’t able to, though they were…

physically bigger and taller than me, more educated (via a college or university degree or more), and even intellectually smarter than me via standardized texts scores, to include military tests and IQ tests.

On a physical level, I passed the most difficult challenge that surprised myself, my peers, and my leadership at the time, because there were many who didn’t make it.

It was a 12 mile ruck march carrying almost half my weight (with heavy: rucksack, kevlar, tactical vest, M16 rifle, and company guidon, the latter of which one of my female Drill Sergeants handed to me, and I initially hated her for it, because I thought she was discriminating, being racist, and/or spiteful).

But she turned out to be one of the most encouraging, uplifting, empowering, inspiring, and helpful Drill Sergeants.

She once gently said to me, with soulful eyes and a heartfelt tone of voice, “NEVER say I can’t.” So though she had a very feisty side to her, I ended up loving all of her WHOLE essence.

Mentally, I never imagined that I could pass two of the most difficult jobs in the Army—Cryptologic Linguist/Voice Interceptor/Long-Term Analyst & then Human Intelligence Collector/Analyst/Interrogator.

Why didn’t I believe in myself? Because I was behind in English since elementary school—due to speaking mostly Korean at home with my mother while my adoptive, American dad was mostly gone on “business trips.”

I had to take special classes, to include reading and handwriting, though I ended up with very beautiful writing (I’ve been told by many, and I agreed and thanked them).

I also never imagined that I would be able to run as fast as 2 miles in 14:47 minutes, do an average of 60 or more pushups, and a max of 82 sit-ups during the Army physical fitness tests.

Because before Basic Combat Training (aka Boot Camp), I could barely jog without losing my breath, and I was only able to do a few push-ups and sit-ups.

But my most favorite Drill Sergeant—BAD@$$ 😎 Ranger/Sniper/Top 1%/DEEPLY COMPASSIONATE 💗, caring & thoughtful Senior Drill Sergeant, Randall Brown—inspired his Soldiers to practice nightly, in order to increase the number of push-ups we can do; so though most went to bed, I chose to believe his words, and gradually built up my physical strength.

On emotional and spiritual levels, I was able to deeply connect with and help many military members—especially my Soldiers who often came to me for support and advice (my favorite part of my Army career).

So these are examples of why the military isn’t just negative and non-beneficial.

Granted, the ongoing, seemingly never-ending conflicts, battles and wars are definitely OLD & OUTDATED, WAY TOO MANY LIVES have been unnecessarily lost, and MANY within humanity have IMMENSELY suffered due to THESE FEAR-BASED WAYS.

So that’s why, at my last unit, I INTENSELY FELT that I had to leave the military, though my logical mind had a hard time letting go.

Because I was fast-tracking in this career, to include being selected for leadership positions that were above my rank, after multiple Soldiers above me were considered.

However, I trust that Spirit/Heart/Goddess took over, and made an impulse decision that baffled my physical mind at the time.

But soon after I left the Army life in 2011, I experienced the 11:11 Soul activation “WAKE UP” code, that opened another set of the positive version of the pandora box💥🔥🔥🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥, that helped me to RE-MEMBER ✨ even more parts 🌈 of WHOLE ⚫️🔲 Self/Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse, to include but not limited to:

Highest Self/WHOLEy or Holy Spirit/Mother Goddess, Higher Selves (a greater version of God, Angelic Realm, Spiritual Realm, Ascended Masters, Elemental Realm, Galactic & Universal Soul Families from various star systems, etc.

and many parallel and alternate earthly and otherworldly physical selves: to include human, E.T., alien, and other earthly and otherworldly Beings/being/creatures/land& sea animals/insects/bugs, etc.).

Thank you all 🙏🏼 for sharing this video message, and helping me to remind others/myself of the Divine gifts 💝 of some of the most challenging and extremely difficult phases of my Life.

I’m currently going through another Dark Night of the Soul—a second (harmonious yet still challenging ) divorce, a full name change (first, middle and last), and a transition to a new life…diving deep into The Unknown again.

So it’s natural to have fluctuating thoughts and emotions during such major changes 🐍🪲🐛🦋.

But I’ve been doing my best to fully embrace my authentic thoughts and emotions—while expressing them in healthy ways (especially crying/releasing/healing)—and honoring my true feelings of my Heart.

Although I had unsubscribed to Teal 🦢 years ago—due to initially highly resonating with her and her earlier YouTube videos, but not so much years later—I trusted that she showed up in my life again in Divine perfect timing and order.

And rather than react in a fear-based way, by thinking, “I unsubscribed years ago, so what the hell?!” and feeling irritated, I chose to respond in a love-based way.

I have no doubt that there are more Soul gifts that I can receive from her, and perhaps that I can even share with her (and interconnected others) via sharing my own personal experiences and expanded perspectives.

I’m reminded of Divine Wisdom, that the 7th Essene Mirror🪞 teaches as well—that despite temporary, inner world states, and outer world circumstances, EVERYTHING within interconnected Life 🌳🌼 of this world 🌏🌎🌍 & beyond 🌌🌠♾️ IS “imperfectly” perfect AS IS.

And for the 7th Essene Mirror🪞, as long as there is no external, measuring yardstick that we compare with, we will be able to SEE & FEEL with CLARITY this Truth of ONEness (Unity Consciousness that INCLUDES separation consciousness, since Unconditional/True Love is INCLUSIVE).

Wishing 🎐 🌌🌠 all of 🫵🏼 a Very Exciting 🤗 & Happy 😲😃🤩🥰
New 🐣 Year 🎆🎇 of 2024 🐉🐲 & beyond ♾️, to include an ABUNDANCE 🌳 of Uplifting Blessings 💝 (& even blessings in disguise 🥸) !!

😘💖💓💕, 🐻🫂

❤️🧡💛end of above message💚🩵💙💜

Helpful Messages from Teal 🦢

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Update

1/6/2024 (day after publishing this post)

This morning, I received a free, e-book gift 💝 of quotes from Teal 🦢, and so far, it’s pretty impressive.

Some of the things that attracted me to Teal within 13 years ago (for her earlier YouTube videos)—were her mysterious, gentle-loving, Full Presence, straightforwardness, and words of wisdom that FELT light to my heart.

I deeply appreciated that she was so encouraging, uplifting, empowering, inspiring, and Consciousness expanding.

But as time went by, it felt like she had changed to a very judgmental, arrogant, and unkind person who sometimes projected onto the Collective what she didn’t respect and like about herself (to include her fear of ever being alone).

But I now realize that she had been hurt one too many times by her personal relationships and those within the collective who didn’t support her (like people who burned her artwork, because they feared whatever they believed her art represented).

Granted, the last time I noticed, she has many followers for her YouTube channel, which probably applies to her other social media platforms.

So there’s no need to be concerned or worry about those who don’t support (something we can embrace as is).

Plus, those “negative” ways of Teal were shadow aspects that I could benefit from further pondering about, embrace and integrate into WHOLE Self/self, especially how these aspects can apply to myself as well to whatever degree.

As I’ve shared before, it’s a highly beneficial habit to check ourselves daily, to ensure we’re not projecting onto others, and to more deeply understand and know ourselves (that helps us to better understand and know others).

As mentioned in the previous post, one of the cards I had chosen on Christmas Eve or Day was the oracle card, (healing from) “Grief” (which perfectly matched my current process of going through a divorce, full name change, and a new life into the unknown).

But what I noticed was that the artwork of the long-haired woman for this card, looks similar to Teal Sean, which is one of the reasons I embraced her newsletter email suddenly showing up this year, though I had unsubscribed years ago.

I was reminded of the story of Goddess Inanna—who I had dreams of within 13 years—and her sister,Goddess Erishkigal.

I had wished for them to make peace between them—and merge as One Divine Feminine Goddess essence—just as I had wished for Enki & Enlil to merge as One Divine Masculine God essence.

And I trust that this can be one of various ways it can be accomplished, since, ultimately, we are ALL aspects and extensions of interconnected Life of this world and beyond (ALL THAT IS).

And as I was reading her e-book of quotes, they reminded me that Teal is also very thought-provoking.

I’m aware that there are people in outer world who write e-books and physical books mostly from others’ knowledge and wisdom—rather than their own personal experiences—but since I don’t know for sure, I’d like to give Teal a benefit of a doubt.

I also read a while back that Teal was a big Abraham-Hicks fan, and apparently watched a lot of their videos before making her own.

But whether that’s true or not, I trust that she has obtained her own experiential knowledge to whatever degree, and has been doing her best to Be Living Wisdom as well (just like many of us).

By the way, page 30 of Teal’s e-book (message within a triangle) is about FREEING OURSELVES, which is related to this post.

Plus, what I shared about the main 2 Goddess & God aspects above, and them making peace within both inner and outer worlds—since they’ve been at war with one another since ancient times (regardless of different earthly name labels)—also leads to FREEDOM from the outdated, vicious cycles.

I was also reminded that Teal—within her YouTube video above (can click link to watch)—can let go of what’s out of her control as well, as she basically shared on pg. 30 (i.e., needing to passionately focus on the violent training of the military that also contains some extremists).

Throughout this world exists many forms of polar opposite extreme energies, and everything inbetween.

The question is, what benefits us to focus on?

As I’ve shared within a post several months ago, I crossed paths with a very anxious woman in Sedona (a gallery customer) who was this way (overly focusing on many world problems;, and she basically did a huge data dump for about 1.5 hours.

Even though I slowly walked towards the door, she continued talking like there’s no tomorrow for another 30 minutes.

I learned that I can develop stronger, healthier boundaries, so that next time, I can simply say to a customer that I have work related tasks I need to attend to (in a tactful way).

Granted, I soon left that job, which I intend to be my last, “9 to 5” job, especially within Sedona (though I wish them well).

I felt drained, but rather than take her suggestion to read her website that goes into many more details of the human trafficking corruption near Sedona, I chose to focus on fully trusting Beloved Self/Universe that all is well despite temporary, outer circumstances.

And sure enough, the next day, another customer showed up, an older gentleman with a calm, collected, and cool demeanor, and shared his business card with me.

To my delightful surprise, he’s apparently rich, and hires ex-special forces guys to help with human trafficking problems.

I thanked him for his service to humanity, and silently thanked the Beloved Self/Universe again.

Nonetheless, I’m grateful that Teal 🦢 showed back into my Life (at least for now).

However, I am in a state in my life where I have no room for habitual heaviness and drama from ANYONE; so I have no problem letting go and moving forward if need be.

I shared the following reply (since it was encouraged) for Teal’s e-book gift 🎁:

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