Initially Confusing 😵‍💫 Changes, But Still Trusting Heart / Intuition 💖 & Synchronicity, Plus Signs of Souls on Accelerated Paths

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I shared the following message for video, “Leo Don’t Miss Epic Breakthrough!“ (and later did a few edits, plus added additional short stories and further insights):

Yesterday, I had my second dream of you Chris, but not in a weird way 😄.

I was going to share, but I had a court appointment in another city.

The only details I recall from yesterday’s dream was that you appeared happy; so I asked and thanked my spiritual team for helping me to recall other details if it’s beneficial for all.

For the first dream sometime this year, and in a nutshell, I was in line at a cafeteria, and I think you were hypoglycemic, since you became suddenly irritated after handing me my order of a huge corn dog, but then seemed content after eating something behind me at a table.

Since all aspects of a dream can ultimately be symbolic of all aspects of ourselves, I wondered if my unconscious mind was communicating that you and/or I have hypoglycemia (and/or it’s symbolic).

I have annual VA appointments, that includes lab results, so no red flags so far, though I do get slightly irritable when I don’t eat soon after I get hungry. I’ll find out.

Anyhoo, thank you for sharing helpful info within this video, to include SPOT ON details.

The coyote and canary cards instantly reminded me of recent experiences, since the coyote spirit guide has been showing up (in this physical reality) whenever I need to lighten up, or it’s time to be creative while incorporating humor (hence, open 🎤 comedy).

I went to Las Vegas with my now ex-husband/Soul brother friend recently, since we had planned this trip a while ago.

He has his annual realtor event, and I go there to perform open mic comedy as a hobby whenever I get a chance.

What initially baffled me—and this goes with the coyote Divine detour card you talked about—was that I had been experiencing a series of synchronicity while creating open mic sets and rehearsing (after receiving downloads of ideas).

I noticed many signs daily from the Universe, fully trusted my inner guidance/Heart/intuition/inner-wisdom/insights/ideas/and other uplifting vibrational frequencies.

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Even when Wise Guys Comedy Club didn’t reply to my sign-up email a week prior, I still chose to sign up for their bucket list open mic comedy another night, though strangely, their line-up was all the usual local comedians, which happened another night for the back-up list.

I even met and briefly talked to a newcomer comic, and he didn’t make the bucket list as well.

My husband at the time shared that they weren’t actually picking names from the bucket or back up list (though they announced that they were)—hence, not allowing new comers or out of towners to perform as well—but just supported local performers.

This loyalty is completely understandable from one perspective; but from an expanded, honest perspective, why call events what they’re NOT; that’s misleading, false advertising.

Last year, when I signed up a week ahead, this female replied that the spots had already been filled up.

I replied:

“Interesting, you sent this reply yesterday evening (Wednesday)—stating that email requests can be submitted BEGINNING Thursday (today)—but yet, this week’s list is already full, though it’s only around 5 am PST.

I could be wrong, but this seems like a contradiction; but if it is something questionable (out of integrity/not honest), then it’s not my loss.”

And then she replied, “CONGRATULATIONS!! You got a SPOT! […]”; but when I arrived, I was told that I had to sign up again (so didn’t perform that night either).

I wanted to give them a benefit of a doubt this year, but I won’t be returning there anymore.

Granted, the older, white lady (with light, long hair) that works at the entrance area of the bucket list event—sister location of Wise Guys Comedy Club—was genuinely friendly.

And so was a tall, black guy named Kacy (spelling??) who seemed authentic, honest, and very kind (and worked at both locations as well).

I had an intriguing feeling that I would be sharing this story one day…in public (other than this blog), when I succeed via open mic comedy according to this outer world…

though from inner world, I AM Ultimate Success, since I acknowledge that we’re always experiencing EVERY STEPPING STONE OF SPIRIT/SOUL SUCCESS.

I found two other places that do open mic comedy while in Vegas—which hasn’t been easy to find—and the second one had cartoon on the wall of a woman with semen all over her mouth.

So we left, though the emcee seemed pretty cool, and I thanked him for being kind.

And even though I signed up at the third place, Stake Out Bar & Grill—and the emcee and the crowd (mostly performers) seemed really fun and supportive—my then husband said he was feeling very tired (since he’d been up very early), so we ended up leaving.

I apologized to the emcee, and he said no problem, and to just cross off my name (which I forgot to do 😅).

He then asked if I was on Instagram, but I told him that I had deleted that account a while back, but that I may return next year (and he encouraged).

Soon after I left, I realized that I had signed my name as Mulantis, so he could look me up if he wanted to.

I was initially a bit frustrated that I had seemingly followed “breadcrumbs of joy” that led me to nowhere; and I even briefly wondered why I had wasted my focus, time, energy, and efforts.

I even started questioning my own ability to actually follow my own intuition, and all the Divine synchronicity that I’ve been experiencing since 2001, but mostly (daily) within the past 13 years.

However, I then realized that I didn’t waste my focus, time, energy, and efforts…EVER, though temporary, outer appearances can make it seem that way.

I had actually created two more open mic comedy sets—and rehearsed and memorized them—seemingly effortlessly since it felt so easy, time flew by, and I was enJOYing.

But had I not gone to Vegas, I may not have created and completed them.

So now I’m ready to continue practicing in order to perform at other locations within Arizona, and perhaps even in Dallas during the first week or weekend of May.

And performing at locations—with more honesty and integrity—matches perfectly with a surprise text message that I received right before going on this Vegas trip.

It was a text invitation from a new open mic comedy emcee from Kava Bar in Sedona.

She’s also a open-mic comic whom I had met, and briefly interacted with over a year ago.

I thought we had truly connected and could develop a friendship.

But after an open mic comedy performance one night, I watched a video that my husband (at the time) recorded the next day or so—something he usually does wherever I perform.

I’ve learned that watching our own performance can help us to see where we can improve (or not).

I noticed that she was sitting on a stool near me, directly in alignment with my husband recording the video.

And to my great surprise, she had her arms crossed with a stoic expression, looking all mad 😅.

I wondered if she was aware that my husband was recording my set.

I’m pretty sure, since he’s recorded all of my performances, and she’s been present at most.

I have noticed this pattern of non-support among many open mic comics throughout various states and cities (though less at Kava Bar).

I had heard from seasoned comics of years to over a decade experience that many open mic comics usually don’t support other open mic comics, which baffled me. 

And not too long ago, I came upon a Medium post, from a seasoned, open mic comedy emcee, who shared that many are non-supportive.

I realized this stemmed from the unhealthy version of competition, envy, and/or jealousy.

And I just now realized—which is why journaling our thoughts and feelings can be very helpful—that it can even be a lack of interest, or pure, authentic expressions of not finding whatever performance funny to the slightest degree.

And this is completely understandable.

Granted, I’ve been doing my best to look for each comic’s unique creativity, obvious or underlying messages, and unique sense of humor, and have been very supportive for everyone I’ve encountered.

Because, as many comic have mentioned before…

It’s NOT easy to perform in front of a bunch of strangers, let alone in front of a mostly unsupportive audience and/or unsupportive other open mic comics.

Granted, there have been some places that are supportive, even at this particular Kava Bar at times (there’s another one in Flagstaff I haven’t been to).

Are there open mic comics that are very challenging to listen to—especially the not so entertaining ones, or the ones who clearly didn’t even try to prepare any material…

[UPDATE inserted after typing the above paragraph: Soon after typing my embarrassing brainfart story further below, I experienced a 💡 moment for the last sentence in paragraph above; hence, I’m reminded to be more deeply understanding, if some comics seem like they didn’t prepare any material; maybe they did, had a brainfart, and were winging it as well 🤷🏻‍♀️. Regardless of the truth, by shifting my perspective, I can embrace such occurrences in self/others.]

over and over and over again, every week?

Absolutely! 😄 But I’ve embraced that it comes with the package.

And who knows? Maybe I’m that boring-ass comic! 😜

I realized that the belief of “non-supporters” can easily turn into a self-fulfilling prophecy (if it hasn’t already 🫢🤭).

So since I appreciate a supportive crowd of open mic comic performers, as well as the audience, I’m going to practice VISUALIZING and FEELING this NEW version of what I PREFER to experience, and then shift into that parallel reality.

A while back—the very first time I actually had a small group of people come watch and support me (whom I had met at a day event)—I had a complete brain fart 🤯 (and she was there too; and now I do recall her same facial expression).

So I went to access my phone note, and it froze 😳😩🫣🫢🤭.

I ended up winging it, but felt disappointed in my Self/self/entire angelic and spiritual team, whom I had asked (and thanked ahead of time) for teamwork assistance (something I‘ve been doing before every performance).

However, I later chose to trust that something highly beneficial would be birthed from this “negative” experience, since my Multidimensional Cosmic Team has been there for MANY times throughout my entire life.

One of the older ladies (a very nice Japanese-American woman) had even invited her husband, who’s also Japanese-American, and a comic book writer.

And he walked out with an annoyed facial expression, soon after my performance 🥶.

She politely explained that he had to make a phone call, which could be true.

But because she’s super polite, I wondered if it was true. ☺️

Due to an old and outdated habit—that I intend to fully release—I focused more on the negative rather than the positive (that I recovered from the brain fart the best I could, which ISN’T easy to do).

I felt bad that perhaps I had wasted the lady’s husband time with a messed up performance, that appeared as though I hadn’t even prepared (though I did, and never had a complete brain fart experience before).

I apologized to the small group who came out to support me, and they all were very kind and understanding about it.

One older Caucasian lady—who lead that day’s spiritual event—approached me and shared with soulful eyes, an uplifting gift 💖 of encouragement .

She said something to the effect that it didn’t matter if I had a brain fart, since I confidently bounced back (which I didn’t realize I did, the confident part that is; hence, feedback from others help a lot).

She also added that the rest of my performance—especially the way I performed, with much passion—reminded her of the Saturday Night Live show, and that she could see me there one day.

I thanked her for sharing and being inspirational. 

Anyhoo, open mic at Kava Bar in Sedona is for various types of talent—to include open mic comedy (and surprisingly dancing 💃🏻 too)—happens every second Sunday of the month.

So I will one day perform a unique and fun set there—dedicated to Souls who resonate with Spirituality (1 of 3 sets that I had created before going to Vegas, but didn’t choose this one for there, since most or all probably wouldn’t get what I was sharing).

I’m grateful that I’m typing this out, a form of journaling.

I wasn’t going to express this outwardly, but it does clear any remnants of inner world clutter, like doubts, and even not so pleasant feelings around a situation and/or person (or people).

I still have an interest in continuing to create videos for TikTok and YouTube—and learning from your course—but I’m going to be gentle on myself these days, since I’m going through major changes (divorce finalized, full name change finalized, and prepping to Be a Multidimensional Life Coach for at least part-time).

Like you shared in your recent newsletter email, it’s beneficial for all of us to do all the “RE____’s” like rest, relax, rejuvenate, recharge, reorganize, etc. during the Mercury Retrograde.

I’ve been feeling very tired lately—and hence, resting more—which has been happening within 13 years for a combination of reasons: Cosmic energies, Full or New Moon, Eclipses, Solar Storms or Flares, many earthly and/or otherworldly dreams, hearing various tones to include musical ones (Music of The Spheres), other accelerated ascension symptoms, once dormant DNA 🧬 Light Body activations, etc.

What many within humanity don’t realize, is that there’s an increase of awakening Souls—especially Workers of ONEness, Starseeds, Masters, Earth Angels, etc.—who are doing A LOT of immensely challenging Soul Purpose work within many worlds, not just this one.

And I’ve read that it takes A LOT OF ENERGY to do much energetic work within this Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse.

And this makes complete sense, since I still remember how INTENSE it FELT while traveling through a blue wormhole while my husband was waking me up a while back.

Granted, most of the time, traveling through a wormhole during a meditative state was seemingly effortless, peaceful, comfortable and liberating.

There are times where I go through very challenging, otherworldly obstacle courses (perhaps for training), I train with small group teams at unbelievable places with otherworldly animal-like creatures, highly  evolved E.T.’s, or aliens, I experience “dark realms” that many would be frightened of, and even have INTENSE (or extremely terrifying) experiences that many and most people couldn’t handle.

Once, a while back, I was fighting off zombies while telling my grown daughter to run towards a certain direction.

Added Insights: Some people may believe that zombies aren’t real, but when you experience them in whatever reality, it feels very real during those moments.

Plus, to believe that various stuff of Life can’t exist, is severely lacking imagination.

Years ago, I enjoyed watching many episodes of the TV show, Ancient Aliens, though we didn’t finish watching all of them for whatever reason.

I highly respected and admired all those open-minded and open-hearted Souls who dared to BOLDLY share an abundance of unconventional and fascinating information.

So I was surprised when the poofy-haired dude—who looked like Einstein’s Latino or Italian grandnephew—said that there’s no such things as dragons, and that people from back in the day actually saw UFO’s that looked like dragons. 😳

Granted, this is probable as well; however COMMA did people from around the world coincidentally create intricate artwork of what looked like the same or similar dragon 🐉🐲?

Were they that near-sighted that they couldn’t distinguish between an aircraft and a physical body being?

I just wanted to shave his head bald 👩‍🦲 for saying some knuckleheaded 🐂 💩 like that.

Years ago, I had a vivid dream of being in front of a very calm, peaceful, green water dragon—and we were probably in the ocean—so I know from experiential knowledge/wisdom that they do exist.

Humanity and planet Earth is a super tiny fraction of our GINORMOUS Galaxy, let alone our EVEN MORE VAST Universe.

So to think, believe, and say that there’s no such thing as _______ (especially Extraterrestrials), is extremely arrogant and ignorant (as American Physicist Michio Kaku has even shared a while back, among many other highly intelligent and wise Souls).

Just observe Mother Nature’s genius creativity with seemingly countless forms of Life just within this world alone, most of which hasn’t even been explored yet (like the vast and deep oceans and deserts).

Anyhoo, sometimes these dreams are symbolic, but other times, they feel very real; and once in a while, I’ll be able to smell, feel, and taste in dream state, though I’m usually only able to see and/or hear.

Often times in these vivid, epic, cosmic, or numinous dreams, I have much more psychic abilities that I do in this particular, physical world, which blows me away.

And this includes confidently and boldly walking towards a machine gun going off, or scanning people’s eyes while walking through a busy city street.

So because I actually KNOW what it FEELS like to have many of these otherworldly experiences—that I trust many have these abilities upon activating more spiritual DNA 🧬 —I trust that I can continue practicing already Being a higher version of self on a daily basis (though challenging at times when I forget).

Even science has proven that our brain 🧠 doesn’t know the difference between what’s imagined, visualized and FELT, vs what’s experienced in this particular physical reality.

I’m also usually fearless in dream state, though at times I’m afraid (more than likely depending on my vibrational frequency and consciousness state at whatever moments).

So when many from outer world often stated that not being continually productive in this world is procrastination, laziness, a lack of ambition, etc., it used to frustrate me.

However COMMA I’ve been learning to more fully embrace that my path is not the typical path, and NO ONE defines me but Self/self (Spiritual Self/physical self).

So whenever I wake up from doing a lot of Soul work in many worlds—especially other Earth parallel or alternate realities for years and sometimes daily lately—and I’m feeling exhausted, I can continue taking care of my needs (self-care), to include much rest, relaxation, and enjoyment, and especially Be self-love (to include self-understanding, self-knowing, and self-compassion).

I’ve also been further developing and maintaining healthier boundaries, choosing NOT to allow outer world to drain me of my precious and invaluable focus, energy, time, and efforts.

I’ve felt that you and a handful of other Souls online have been like a supportive Soul Family, often encouraging, uplifting, empowering, inspiring, and Consciousness expanding.

So thank you again Chris, and continue to SHINE 🌟⭐️ BRIGHT 🌅 wonderful Being!!

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