Like many interconnected Souls on planet Earth, I have no doubt that I was gifted the golden opportunity to learn much invaluable wisdom from a wide-range of colorful, life experiences on planet Earth.
From childhood through adulthood, I’ve experienced much of the intense “dark” and fear-based aspects of Life (and everything else in-between), in order to eventually and deeply appreciate its extreme opposites—aka contrast/duality/polarity within the whole rainbow spectrum of physical worlds.
This is ultimately Cosmic Light and profound, Unconditional True Love (for self and interconnected Life within this world and beyond).
After leaving the Army life in 2011—that came with its own mega package deal of blessings in disguise/challenges on all energetic levels (physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual)—I continued a new journey of deep, mystical, inner work/self-discovery and outer work (via inner-child work, shadow work, and a seemigly more Heart-based version of Mirror Work/The 7 Essene Mirrors gracefully taught by another Master Teacher & Master Healer Gregg Braden).
Throughout my life, I often experienced others (especially strangers) share with me how helpful certain personal stories, insights, and profound wisdom were to them.
And I’ve witnessed many become very emotional and teary-eye, or wept and/or bawled uncontrollably; and it was usually after I actively listened to their heartfelt stories.
I learned within various communities of Spirituality, that this is a form of deep healing.
So one day, I thought, why not share my stories publicly, just in case they’re helpful to others.
My first blog was https://bobbieslife.wordpress.com—that’s symbolic of my individual ego self—and it initially started from a small collection of my first hand-written journals that I created after my therapist at the time recommended it to me as a healing tool.
That old blog was later transferred to a new creative space, https://www.reunitingall.com/—that’s symbolic of ALL aspects and extensions within Multidimensional self (earthly and otherworldly physical selves)/Self (Source within: Spirit & Soul/Goddess & God/Higher Heart & Higher Mind/Yin & Yang/Moon & Sun/Water & Fire…
/Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse/The One of Many Names (but ultimately The Nameless).
So within this consolidated blog, I’ve been sharing the so-called right and wrong, good and bad, beautiful and ugly, light and dark, unconditionally loving and judgmental, etc.
I’ve had an abundance of earthly and otherworldly, personal experiences from many lives within this world/Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse and beyond.
I recalled these experiences through seemingly countless dreams of past/present/future Earth and other worlds parallel realities and alternate realities.
I have been on a spiritual journey for over four decades, to include seeking and praying to an unknown God in elementary school—after overhearing classmates talk about the book, “Are You There God? It’s Me Margaret”—exploring this world’s religions (mainly various denominations of Christianity) for a decade from 17-27 years old, and then being on a Mystic path since then.
Even when I was five years old, my mother told me that she heard me talking a lot in my bedroom (I was in kindergarten).
Since it just her and I in the house at the time, she peeked into my room to see what was going on.
I had lined up my stuffed animals and dolls in a classroom setting, and was acting like a teacher, which she thought was cute.
I’ve also been told by my mother and relatives, that during very early childhood, I used to act in strange ways, to include often wanting to spend time with much older people.
Plus, I often cleaned my grandmother’s house with rags in circular motions (like monks in temples) rather than play with toys like “normal” kids (my grandma raised me from 6 months to 3 years old).
And I was keenly observant, and would say unusual things in a confident manner, to include, “Daddy’s like a cat,” when I first met my adoptive dad at three years old.
I later realized I had sensed his cat-like qualities, to include his bright, blue eyes.
I have no doubt that this innate behavior of teaching “students” in a classroom at 5 years old—which can also be learned via observation—stemmed from Soul memories of having been a teacher, to include Master Teacher.
Decades later, I’ve had many earthly and otherworldly, past life dreams to confirm this; plus, an angel psychic—whom I had won a free, 30 minute session with at a Wholistic Festival—was deeply moved by this story.
And I only shared it with him because he had shared about 50% or more of surprisingly SPOT ON, non-general, very specific, personal information.
So I’ve grown to trust that I AM a Master Teacher, Master Healer, Master Alchemist, and Master Builder /Creator at the Spirit & Soul level.
Granted, I’m continuing to learn and remember more and more puzzle 🧩 pieces of Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE Self (Spiritual Self: Spirit & Soul/Goddess & God)/self (physical selves).
While sharing my first blog around 2010, I experienced something completely unexpected.
It was the most deeply heartfelt feedback I had ever received; and it also kept me inspired to continue sharing.
A former high school acquaintance whom I barely knew—who was a junior or senior when I was a freshman (and also played basketball for our school)—shared how helpful my blog was for her.
She said she found herself reading my posts one after another, because they made her laugh, cry, reflect, etc..
It occurred to me much later—today, 3/15/2023, and hence, adding this invaluable realization and memory to this intro—that they helped her to deeply FEEL many aspects of her WHOLE self (human self)/Self (Divine within: Soul & Spirit), our Multidimensional essence, a MERGE of the physical and spiritual.
I thanked her for the very helpful feedback, and that I was so glad they were helpful.
I also recalled this acquaintance—Asian Soul sister from another mister/dear Lisa—being friendly, free-spirited, and even playfully goofy, from my brief observations of her, which probably stemmed from us hardly ever crossing paths.
But I fully trust that we showed up for one another in Divine perfect timing and order—over 20 years since high school—because our Souls knew it was highly beneficial for both.
This particular MIRROR of Life also reminded me of why the best (keyword) K-dramas—internationally very popular Korean drama series—are deeply loved by so many within humanity, and have ignited many to laugh, cry, reflect, etc..
The best K-dramas do an AMAZING job of incorporating many aspects of Life, especially:
Soul-igniting and deeply heartfelt stories, the embracing of authentic emotions (and expressing them in healthy ways)…
honoring of true feelings, healing, becoming mentally and emotionally healthier, developing and maintaining healthy boundaries…
transforming, encouraging uplifting empowering and inspiring self and others, the building of interesting characters, relatable situations, engaging dialogues, Soul connections…
very effective CONTRASTS/OPPOSITES (right vs wrong, good vs bad, light vs dark, positive vs negative, etc.), Unconditional Love (for the self/others), compassion…
unconditional forgiveness, inner peace, loyalty, romance, creativity, HUMOR, freedom…
drama, action, intriguing suspense, courage, resilience, wisdom, helpful analogies, and much more.
A growing number within humanity LOVE K-dramas, because these many parts of the whole intuitively remind us all of our authentic, Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE self/Self/others/Life within this world and way beyond.
When I first started blogging, I learned from some readings online what one is supposed to do in order to be a “good” and/or popular blogger.
This included creating a blog within general society’s approved, cookie cutter format (e.g., everyone and their mamas and grandmamas’ blogs looking similar, keeping everything very brief and to the point, only expressing what’s considered acceptable, proper, right, or good by the Collective Ego/our human society, etc.).
However, I chose to follow my own inner guidance—eaka Heart/breadcrumbs of joy/path of excitement/intuition/inner-wisdom/feelings (language of the soul)—and simply Be authentic self (to the best of my ability), and only do whatever I felt like doing, even if that meant having hardly any traffic to my blog.
I suppose the rebel in me didn’t feel like playing within the limited suggestions and strict rules of general society. I just love freely and fully expressing ALL aspects and extensions of Multidimensional self/Self—to include the so-called good and bad, right and wrong, light and dark, etc.—without any restrictions, to include the length of posts.
But I do understand that many within humanity are very busy with their lives in today’s instant gratification society. So there’s a part of me that desires to extract the most beneficial information from my personal experiences—aka experiential knowledge/wisdom—transform those LONG stories into somewhat short, yet, soul-igniting memoirs, and create and publish my first book in Divine perfect timing and order (which I’ve already started working on for a while, a little over 50 chapters).
I trust that this completed creation of amazing stories, deeply heartfelt insights, and personal artwork, will powerfully contribute to the further opening of our minds and hearts—to integrated Mind/Heart, Soul/Spirit, Yang/Yin, Sun/Moon, Christ Consciousness/Buddha Consciousness, Light/Love, God/Goddess, aka the expansion of our our individual and collective consciousness; and become a major game changer in our lives.
I’m currently in the process of learning to fully release poverty consciousness—that many within humanity have struggled with and suffered from throughout the ages—and Be the very loving, wise, and powerful vibrational frequency of whole, full-potential, Multidimensional self/Self, which includes the state of Prosperity Consciousness (where we can experience various uplifting abundance in our lives on all energetic levels—physical, mental, emotional, financial, and spiritual).
I’m also learning to be open to receiving various forms of Unconditional Love and uplifting abundance from interconnected others (something I’m getting used to); so if you’d like to donate to the invaluable work that’s been contributed to this blog, it would be deeply appreciated.
As a hobby, I’ve also been participating in open-mic comedy as an unconventional, Multidimensional comic who can incorporate much humor with themes of profound wisdom and unconditional love.
So we’ll see how these planted seeds will turn out during harvest time; it is my intention for them to SPROUT like Chinese bamboo trees! ^_^
Namaste…Barbara/Mulantis
Updates
1/9/2024
I was drawn to this video, “10 Clear Signs You Are A Spiritual Healer # Dolores Cannon,” that showed up within my YouTube homepage this morning.
And it not only matched many related, personal stories I’ve shared within this blog for over 13 years, but it also washed away small remnants of doubts I had about my ability to deeply heal self/others.
Below is a screenshot of a summary (though for the 4th bullet, I would replace the word “fixing” with the phrase “help remembering more of their Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE Self/self”):
1/7/2024
I was drawn to this video, “8 Clear Signs You Are Channeling Dolores Cannon,” that showed up within my YouTube homepage this morning, and it washed away remnants of doubts I had about my ability to channel Spirit.
Below is a screenshot of a comment I shared:
1/13/2023
A NEW Kind of Open-Mic Comedian: Multidimensional, Japorean Goddess
1/10/2023
“Honoring The Divine Within First & Foremost, Plus Realizing Life Purpose“
10/23/2022
“What Is It Like to Simply Exist and Be? Experiences of Remembering & Realizing“
“Integrating a Perspective of One’s Life Without Purpose, Meaning & The Divine“
10/17/2022
“Various Perspectives, Relationship Mirrors, Non-Attachment & A Roller Coaster Cycle“
10/7/2022
“Experiential Knowledge / Living Wisdom vs Often Regurgitated Conceptual Knowledge“
9/25/2022 (New Moon):
“Raven Spirit & Integrating the Powerful DARK/UNKNOWN Side of WHOLE Self“
9/24/2022
“Exploring Passions, Reasons, Intentions & Insights for an Open Mic Comedy Path“
9/23/2022
“Science & Spirituality Merging & Further Revealing The Divine Mother Goddess“
8/12/2022
“Freedom to Simply BE“
8/8/2022
“READY to Experience Your Truly Authentic, WHOLE, Powerful & Free Self?“
8/7/2022
“Who’s in Charge of Ourselves? The Stuff of Outer World or Divine Self Within?“
8/4/2022
“A NEW Kind of Open Mic Comedy: An Invaluable, Multidimensional Experience“
8/6/2022
“Signs to Have the Courage to Speak Up, OR Embracing Not Being Able to Express”
7/31/2022
“Different, Yet, Effective Ways of Teaching via Unconditional Love“
5/21/2022
“A Major Game Changer: Becoming Healthier on All Energetic Levels“
5/21/2022
“To What Depth Are We Willing to Know & Unconditionally Love Ourselves?”
5/19/2022
I shared this comment for this MUST HEAR video, “528 HZ Language of Light/DNA Karma Clearing/Soul Level Sadness & Trauma/Open to Spiritual Self“:
Wow, such angelic, soul-soothing, beautiful sacred sounds. Afterwards, I started hearing subtle, musical tones that I’ve been experiencing at times within a decade. Thank you Shekina for co-creating this Divine gift with your team. I will share it.
3/26/2022
“Fully Embracing an Unconventional Path of Unlimited Possibilities & Probabilities“
1/28/2022
Update post, “Wisely Using Negative Aspects to Assist Us with an Amazing NEW Life“
Post (1/23/2022):
“An Epiphany, Insights & Solutions For Emotionally Triggering Challenges“
Post (1/22/22):
“Making Progress with Mastering Relationships With Self & Others“
11/20/21
Next Post, “The Most Priceless Of Treasures, Riches & Wealth Within This World & Beyond“
Update
8/21/21
The following is an excerpt from the post, “Learning More About Triggers, Beliefs & Unconditional Love That Affect Our Lives” related to this About page:
I could’ve easily hid these “wrong”/”bad”/”undesirable”/”negative”/unacceptable” parts of self, but I chose to be authentic (to the best of my ability), and I don’t regret it.
I prefer to Be full-potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE self/Self, than only “right” and “good” (only one side of the whole coin).
Thanks to the first commenter mentioned above, I was able to get a further taste of what many bloggers and YouTubers have shared that they’ve experienced (i.e., subtle insensitive through downright mean commenters, to include the extreme trolls, and even death threats apparently).
When I found out about that, I felt very grateful that I hardly have any traffic to my blog, and I don’t have to deal with that kind of heavy/dense/low-vibration drama, that doesn’t feel right/light/true to my Heart.
But then again, I need to remember why I even started blogging in the first place, which is to help, not only self, but others as well.
So if this means that if 100 people read my blog, and I receive 99 negative comments, but, yet, end up helping 1 person (whether they provide feedback or not), then it’s totally worth it.
Because there have been times in my life, where I felt SO HOPELESS, and I’d end up crossing paths with some loving Soul—whether in person or online (via a blog, website, YouTube video, etc.)—and s/he would share their authenticity, unconditional kindness, profound wisdom, encouragement, upliftment, empowerment, and/or inspiration, and they would give me the invaluable gift of hope and optimism to move forward in Life,
In addition, I realize that the more I explore the vast, deep, and dark (unknown) oceans of humanity—especially while performing open-mic comedy at times, and potentially doing a future TEDx Talk—I need to be FULLY READY for UNacceptance and UNapproval from people, and be completely okay with that; since what matters most is that I UNconditionally accept/approve of/embrace/love myself first and foremost.
I also need to be FULLY READY for something NEW that I may also fear at a deeper level; and that is something that I haven’t been habitually used to since childhood—an ABUNDANCE of Unconditional Love, which must start from within, so that my full, inner cup/Heart then effortlessly overflows to interconnected Life within this world and beyond, and it naturally circles back, since ultimately, we are ONE.
The most memorable experience I ever had of that was when I was in high school 30 years ago (during summer hire work), and my very kind, American boss and Korean coworkers threw me a surprise birthday party, which gifted me with an unforgettable, priceless experience, recorded in post, “Tears of Joy”.
It was so deeply heartfelt because I had experienced the CONTRAST of that experience before, where my parents seemed to not care to celebrate anything I accomplished during that timeframe, to include my birth (since the doctors initially said that I was briefly brown and dead, though I’m Japorean).
Anyhoo, after I thanked the above mentioned guy for the helpful feedback—I think I also mentioned that the could be tactful next time—I haven’t received a negative comment since then; and I chose to trust that it was due to my heart-based intention to embrace whatever shows up, and my willingness to SEE (with clarity) the silver lining.