It’s ironic that I’ve been blogging for over 13 years…
and have even effortlessly connected with many strangers throughout the world.
But yet, it has been the most challenging to create a blog message for my adult children.
I had written them a handwritten letter long ago, when they were younger…
but perhaps the absence of a response instilled further fear deep within my being.
Our greatest pain can be buried within the unknown/dark abyss of our most sacred space.
However, as I further dive deep into the depths of my heart, I feel ready to express more of my inner truths.
And I fully trust that the previous category blog page from yesterday—“Recognizing a So-called Other 👤 Mirroring🪞Once Lost Aspects 👥 of WHOLE 🌚🌓🌝 Self ☯️✡️🕉️, & Further 🌱🌿🌳 Remembering ✨ Invaluable 💎, Divine 💖 Self ✴️ Worth 👸🏻💰💰”—initiated this next step.
The following message to my adult children was initially an UPDATE to the page right above.
However, I felt intuitively guided to share it as it’s own page.
I choose to fully trust that my adult daughter and son will tune into a lot of helpful information that I’ve been sharing within this blog for over 13 years…
since I wasn’t able to teach them what I didn’t know at the time.
Thank you for forgiving me 🙏 for not being a good, let alone amazing mother that you both deserved.
However, I’m still deeply grateful that you had Mary and your dad, who are great parents.
I’m also deeply grateful that I didn’t pass down to both of you even more hurt…
especially a tremendous amount of HEAVY: traumas, human dramas, heart and Soul wounds, ancestral wounds, poverty consciousness, hardship, pain and suffering from many lifetimes…
to include this last lifetime of EXTREME, hell on earth-like experiences, that was highly beneficial for me to mostly process (and heal from) while physically separated from you both (though not separated via our HEARTS).
The hard to share truth is…via seemingly countless earthly and otherworldly Life experiences…
especially recalled from vivid, numinous, cosmic, and epic dreams (and even terrifying “nightmares”/blessings in disguise)…
I have been MANY DIFFERENT ASPECTS AND EXTENSIONS OF THE WHOLE / THE ONE.
And this included not only playing the “good guy,” and even various forms of the Divine (like a Priestess toning in ancient Egypt and an unknown cave, a Goddess walking with 2 lions by my side, a God flying through a wormhole, a Shaman in ancient Korea, an Avatar shooting big balls of light from my hands)…
and even being wise and powerful extraterrestrials, traveling with Lightbeings, confidently walking towards an active machine gun, etc.
But I’ve also had some experiences playing the “bad guy,” or even “pure evil” being—as Mary once called me (though she later shared how she misspoke)—since I may have misused or abused my power at times (due to not being spiritually evolved).
A few examples that I recalled are: being out of breath while surrounded by seemingly miles of bloody corpses in one reality (like Goddess Hathor who transformed into Goddess Sekhmet when humanity was corrupt);…
having stabbed a young female in a kimono with a sword 🗡️ , in a back in the day village, and then feeling sad;…
walking by Hitler right in front of him—though he didn’t seem to see me (but sensed my energetic presence)—as though I was invisible, etc.
I chose to fully forgive myself today—for ALL the fear-based ways I was during certain past lives, and having deeply hurt both of you, and missing out so much in your lives.
That way, I can move on in life; otherwise, at times, I have no desires and future to look forward to, and very little to no will power to live within all worlds.
Because no matter how many “WHY’s” I did my best to come up with…
that can inspire and motivate me to live a better life (than childhood through adulthood)…
there was always something that kept holding me back, like an IMMENSELY HEAVY ANCHOR ⚓️ within my heart ❤️🩹.
I NOW choose to fully LIBERATE WHOLE Self/self from ALL remnants of past pain and suffering; and I deeply wish this 💔❤️🩹💝💖❤️🔥 for both of you as well.
When I further expand my perspective, I’m able to SEE 👁️👀 (with CLARITY) the BIGGER picture.
As I’ve shared in a past letter—as well as the About page of this blog—I intuitively know that my main Life Purpose and Life Path is to experience the full, rainbow 🌈 spectrum (and beyond) of many lives.
And this IS as a so-called Monad (which I had a dream of)/Spirit that has an OverSoul experiencing within MANY earthly and otherworldly physical bodies from past/preset/future—especially within this particular Earth world.
And this expansive experience includes many, so-called “OPPOSITES” of Life—aka CONTRASTs/DUALITY/POLARITY—that naturally comes with the package deal of physical worlds, since they are very effective as teaching tools.
For instance, I was meant to experience being a “terrible” mother—one of the seemingly countless aspects that the Mother Goddess is known as—in order to one day experience, and deeply appreciate its polar opposite aspect…
an Unconditionally Loving mother essence—that the Mother Goddess/Prime Creator/Creator of ALL Creation/WHOLEy-Holy Spirit 🕊️/The One of Many Names (but ultimately The Nameless—is also known as.
And this isn’t just for my own biological, Earth children and Earth families, but many Souls within this world/Galaxy/Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse and beyond…
that I’ve also recalled from daily dream state since 2001, and mostly in the past 13 years.
I’ve even experienced unconditionally forgiving and unconditionally loving what many within humanity have considered wrong, bad, and even evil (to include my parents, other immediate, extended and unknown Earth and otherworldly Soul families, and other versions of Self).
I’ve even experienced unconditionally embracing, and even deeply loving, many earthly and otherworldly Life forms considered disgusting, repulsive, dangerous, annoying, aggressive, bad luck, monstrous, meaningless, worthless, unreal, etc…
like black cats 🐈⬛, snakes 🐍, spiders 🕷️, cockroaches🪳, mosquitoes 🦟, flies 🪰, ants 🐜, grasshoppers and crickets 🦗, beetles 🪲, wasps and bees 🐝, worms 🪱, lizards🦎, frogs 🐸, wolves 🐺, bats 🦇, alligators and crocodiles 🐊, skunks 🦨, a”mythical” dragons 🐲🐉 (saw gentle water dragon in dream), unknown creatures, actual monster-like beings, etc.
This is why I KNOW I was meant to experience THE MOST PROFOUND VERSION OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE…
so that I can share these experiences with interconnected Life of many worlds (since I’ve also been teaching so-called strangers what I’ve learned in dream state as well).
Granted, sometimes I forget, and shift back into the contracting, shrinking, limited, and disempowering, human perspective (fear-based, separation consciousness, where I perceive Life as separate from one another).
But that’s completely okay and natural—since we’re also human beings (and not just Spiritual Beings having a human experience)—so I’m still learning to embrace ALL energetic states with grace.
Plus, I often BOUNCE BACK into the expansive, unlimited, and empowering Spirit & Soul perspective (Unity Consciousness of interconnected Life within this world and way beyond).
THIS IS WHAT MATTERS THE MOST…TO NEVER GIVE UP…
despite temporary, challenging, outer world circumstances.
And if I can do this, so can both of you, and all other Souls who are willing to further open their minds (with discernment)…
and further open their hearts (with healthy boundaries).
I’ve shared with both of you in the past, in various ways, of how AMAZING you are.
I’M VERY PROUD OF WHO YOU BOTH ARE AT YOUR CORE ESSENCE…
WHO YOU WERE IN THE PAST…
WHO YOU’VE GROWN TO BECOME THUS FAR…
WHO YOU CURRENTLY ARE IN THE PRESENT MOMENTS OF NOW…
AND WHO YOU WILL BE IN THE FUTURE , AS GREATER VERSIONS OF YOUR FULL-POTENTIAL, MULTIDIMENSIONAL, WHOLE SELVES.
And everything else, to include what you’ve done (or haven’t), and what you continue to do (or not) are extra bonuses.
I have not shared personal details about either of you within this blog, because of my protective instinct; and I prefer to keep it that way for now.
Though there’s been many times that I was reminded of the lyrics to the old Def Leopard song, “It’s Too Late for Love” (only the main title that can be applied to all forms of love, and not just romantic)…
leaving me to believe that absolutely NOTHING can ever make up for the precious moments I had lost with both of you…
I now choose to fully release that old, outdated, and false belief…
and choose a brand NEW, uplifting and empowering belief that ANYTHING can be healed 💝✝️💗💓💕💔❤️🩹❤️🔥, transformed 🐍🪲🐛🦋 and created 🕷️🕸️…
within the Cosmic Womb 🤰🏻& Heart 💗of the Mother Goddess (& God)/The Quantum Field of Unlimited Possibilities.
As we re-member more as Souls, and further expand our awareness—individual and Collective Consciousness—then we can co-create…
a more fulfilled, happier, and abundant life—stemming from Prosperity Consciousness—within the past/present 💝/future MOMENTS OF NOW…
ALL simultaneously happening ALL AT ONCE (from Spirit & Soul’s multidimensional perspective); hence, also deeply healing past/present/future.
One day, as I TUNE INTO more inner-strength, courage, Self/self-TRUST, and Self/self-BELIEF…
I intend to share much more profound wisdom I’ve learned from so many challenges of Life within numerous worlds (blessings in disguise).
I feel ready to share in other creative ways that can be helpful—to include a book(s), a course(s), videos, open-mic comedy performances, etc.
Like the rest of humanity and beyond, I’m still exploring, experiencing, experimenting, remembering (as Spirit & Soul)…
learning (as physical selves, to include so many versions of Soul via other earthly and otherworldly, parallel and alternate realities recalled from dream state: human, extraterrestrial, animal, otherworldly creature, etc.).
I’m also still growing, and evolving on all energetic levels (mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual; and even financial and material, remembering to Be Inner Wealth first and foremost as a SOLID, POWERFUL, FOUNDATION).
Before I depart this world, I intend to leave you both whatever invaluable gifts 💝💖🎁 I can share…
that can help you and your loved ones to Be your uplifting, empowering, and inspirational, Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE Selves/selves…
and to live your own, fulfilled lives, your own version of Heaven on Earth.
LOVE YOU FOREVER NO MATTER WHAT 😘💝💖❤️🔥💗💓💕
🐻🫂
Mama (though Mary—whom you’ve been referring to as Mother Mary—will always be the precious mother who mostly raised you, and whom you dearly love)
Updates
8/15/2024
Related post: “🫂 & Integrating ☯️✡️🕉️⛎ Into WHOLE 🌓 Self 🌚/self 🌝: Aspects of Devil 🔱 & Angel 👶🏻, All Earthly 🌎 & Otherworldly Lives, & Atheist Moments“
8/17/2024
Also shared:
🖤🤍❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩶💖❤️🔥
More Deeply Healing 💔❤️🩹💖❤️🔥 & Transformational 🐍🪲🐛🦋 Divine Feminine 💗 & 🕯️ Divine Masculine Energies 💖💓💕💞 Below, That I Wish 🙏🌌🌠 for My Inner Children & Adult Children to Fully Embrace 🫂, Integrate 🌚🌓🌝 & Incorporate into Full-Potential 🌱🌿🌲🌳🪷 , Multidimensional 🌈🌅🌌🦄, WHOLE ☯️✡️🕉️ Self/self
8/18/2024
I shared the following message for video, “How to stop being BROKE and attract more $$$ FAST“:
🫵🏼 ARE ON FIRE 🔥🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥 Jaelyn!! 🐸 Very well said.
I, too, have learned over the years to increasingly LET GO of OLD, OUTDATED, FEAR-BASED BELIEFS, DEEPLY INGRAINED BY THIS WORLD SINCE CHILDHOOD…
to include what my unintentional mother kept repeating to me since early childhood—that was passed down to her for generations—that rich people are bad.
And since repeating thoughts creates beliefs—whether positive or negative—until we RECOGNIZE these non-beneficial, false belief PATTERNS…
these SUBCONSCIOUS beliefs will dominate our lives and create our SAME OLD realities that we DON’T prefer over and over again.
So I’m continuing to practice Being Prosperity Consciousness—rather than poverty consciousness (lack mentality)—which I trust I’ve been improving on.
I’ve also met, interacted with, and know people who are rich, who are open-minded, open-hearted, authentic, genuinely kind, honest, have integrity, and other pleasant aspects.
So not ALL rich and wealthy people are “bad.”
Granted, regardless of what worldly backgrounds—to include financial status—ALL humans are a combo package mix of many aspects of the Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE Self/self (Spiritual Self & physical self); hence, way more complicated than just good or bad.
Does this include those who are HABITUALLY corrupt?
Sure, but I’m further learning NOT to focus on what all I DON’T prefer in Life, and focus more on what I do prefer, my own version of Heaven on Earth.
Because I’ve learned that WHATEVER WE CHOOSE TO FOCUS ON 🎯(negative or positive)…
our RETICULAR ACTIVATING SYSTEM (RAS)—part of our VERY POWERFUL SUBCONSCIOUS mind (that’s known to create 95% of our reality, which the CONSCIOUS mind only creates 5%)—will be like…
“OH YOU WANT MORE OF THAT? I GOT YOU!”
However, when we focus on encouraging, uplifting, empowering, liberating, and inspiring vibrational frequency states like:
GRATITUDE, Appreciation, Unconditional Love (for self/others), Inner Peace, Inner Freedom, Profound Wisdom, etc…
DESPITE temporary, outer circumstances…then we will increasingly experience positive, Divine Synchronicity, to include daily (which leads to increasing abundance on various levels).
That’s why when something “negative” happens early in the day—like stubbing your toe—it could literally turn into a negative version of synchronicity IF we focus on that, which our RAS will then look for other things that can go wrong.
But focusing on what can go right—like our dreams coming true—causes our RAS to further realize what’s important to us, hence, bring us more of it.
So I’m learning that the more I expand on all energetic levels—mental, emotional, physical 🧬, spiritual, financial and material—the more generously I can contribute to my Self/self, loved ones, Mother Earth/Nature, and the rest of interconnected Life within this Universe and beyond.
Thank you so much 🙏 Jaelyn for helping me on my journey! You have REIGNITED a FIRE 🔥 ❤️🔥 within me.
I deeply appreciate your precious existence, magnetic Goddess Essence, and invaluable contributions to humanity and way beyond.
One day, I would definitely love to invest in your Goddess Club that I ✅ed out. 🥰
Continue SHINING 🌟⭐️ BRIGHT 🌅🌄🌌🌠 BAD@$$ 😎 Soul Sister!
😘💝💗💖💓💕🐻🫂
🖤🤍❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩶💖❤️🔥
I shared this message for a very helpful video that a part of me wishes I had TUNED 🎛️ INTO when I was much younger (but trust the Divine perfect timing and order), “Dear Ladies: If it’s not a 100% YES, it’s a NO *trigger warning*“:
Jaelyn, you truly are a very wise Old Soul. I only watched almost a minute of this video, and I already feel deeply grateful 🙏 for this much needed message.
HELL YES, this Soul-igniting ⚡️information (Light)🕯️ would’ve been IMMENSELY HELPFUL 35 years ago (as a vulnerable teenager simply yearning to experience true love)…
and especially almost 20 years ago, BEFORE I started dating and then got married for almost 18 years to my second husband.
Looking back, my intuition and my body communicated to me in various ways that this relationship was definitely NOT a “HELL YES!!!”
However COMMA my fearful ego part of self felt that I was already in my thirties, already took a 3 year break from my first divorce—where my husband had an affair after we had 2 toddlers—so my low, self-worth and low, self-confidence regarding partner relationships—despite being very confident in other areas while in the Army as a Cryptologic Analyst—caused me to just lower my standards, and stay in this mostly unhealthy, sometimes psychologically abusive (mentally and emotionally), unfulfilling relationship (despite some of his positive qualities).
This year, I’m very grateful that I experienced a harmonious divorce with my second husband, after a mostly unsatisfying journey of roller coaster 🎢-like chaotic cycles of human dramas (due to both needing deep healing from many childhood through adulthood traumas and heart wounds; he’s also an Army Veteran).
Though a part of me felt that I had wasted 2 decades of my precious life, to include my youth (and the future seemed hopeless at times)…
a greater part of WHOLE Self/self realized that I was in a karmic relationship that was meant to teach both us many Life lessons…
especially about unconditional forgiveness (of others and self), and most importantly SELF-LOVE (to include SELF-COMPASSION, HEALTHY BOUNDARIES, SELF-RESPECT, REMEMBERING DIVINE SELF-WORTH/SELF-ESTEEM, SELF-CONFIDENCE, SELF-LOYALTY, SELF-EMPOWERMENT, and other SELF-____.
Because I’ve learned that UNCONDITIONAL LOVE is meant for BOTH SELF AND OTHERS, and not just others (the way this patriarchal world, especially the church, has convinced humanity throughout the ages…to ONLY GIVE GIVE GIVE to others, while basically neglecting the Self/self).
It must be a balance and harmonious GIVING & RECEIVING; and this includes GIVING LOVE TO THE SELF AS WELL, ESPECIALLY WHEN SO-CALLED OTHERS ARE NOT ABLE TO (DUE TO THEIR OWN INNER CUP 💗BEING EMPTY).
I now SEE 💖👁️👀 with CLARITY ALL of my Earth and otherworldly relationships—especially my first and second husbands in this particular physical reality—as Soul Families who have crossed paths…
in order to IGNITE⚡️💥🕯️ in one another whatever’s highly beneficial for interconnected Life of many worlds.
And I say many worlds, because I have recalled since 2001 (during a spiritual initiation)—but mostly within the past 13+ years—MANY earthly and otherworldly dreams of…
past/present/future lives in parallel and alternate Universes (part of our individual and Collective Soul experiences and memories)…
ALL simultaneously happening in the present moments of NOW, from a Spirit & Soul’s Multidimensional, Expanded Perspective.
Just wanted to fully and freely express this 🌬️ before continuing to watch this video. That FELT SO LIBERATING 😮💨🫠 AND EMPOWERING ❤️🔥🥰.
Had to pause this video again 😄 due to additional, refreshingly 🌊 SPOT ON ⚡️🔥 ❤️🔥messages that Jaelyn shared.
Jaelyn, you asked to comment below if we’ve experienced times that you talked about before the 6 minute mark of this video.
HELL YES, SO MANY TIMES I’ve done my best to… [DELETED this section, but saved it into my person journal folder, since my adult children don’t need to read this]
I further realized that it had been the ultra-sensitive EMPATH aspect of WHOLE Self/self who wanted to help my second husband heal as well.
But I’ve further embraced this year of 2024–before and after our divorce—and ESPECIALLY RECENTLY…
that it is NOT my responsibility to also do his healing, spiritual, and transformational inner work.
AS I LEARNED TO LOVE MYSELF MORE, I DEVELOPED AND MAINTAINED STRONGER HEALTHY BOUNDARIES.
And to my great surprise, because I started respecting and loving myself more, my former second husband started to slowly and gradually MIRROR🪞TO ME MY OWN ENERGIES OF RESPECT AND EVEN LOVE AT TIMES.
And this included him honoring my assertive expression of not having sex with him unless I felt like it too (which hasn’t been for a while).
I’ve been noticing more positive aspects about him the past couple of months—a great sign that it’s TIME ⏳ to fully ⌛️ part ways soon, though we can stay in touch as Soul family-like friends, IF it’s for Life’s highest benefit; this is similar to how I chose to remain in an improved relationship with my mother, who’s in her mid-80’s.
HE’S BEEN MY GREATEST SOUL TEACHER, even more than all 4 of my dysfunctional, deeply wounded parents, which speaks VOLUMES…
especially for my deeply wounded, still alcoholic, mother, who had been extremely abusive from my childhood through adulthood…
until after 5 decades later, where I BOLDLY, LOVINGLY, GENTLY, ASSERTIVELY, AND FULLY STOOD UP FOR MYSELF MORE THAN EVER BEFORE; and even she seemingly did a 180, a so-called MIRACLE.
EXCELLENT 💫✨🏆 VIDEO.
THANK YOU SO MUCH 🙏 JAELYN, for this DEEPLY HEARTFELT, PASSIONATE ❤️🔥, AND SUPER HELPFUL VIDEO MESSAGE.
At times, I felt like parts of my Spirit & Soul had been slowly dying for decades—to include losing interest in partner relationships with men (and having sex)—but you have REIGNITED ⚡️💥🕯️ this FIRE 🔥 within me.
I will be donating to show my deep appreciation, and will definitely be joining your Goddess Club soon…
since after 3 decades, you feel like one of the few most highly resonating, ancient Soul Family.
Continue Being an UNAPOLOGETIC 🐅, BAD@$$ 😎, TRAILBLAZING 🔥🔥🔥, PASSIONATE ❤️🔥 Goddess ✴️.
😘💝💗💖💓💕🐻🫂
🖤🤍❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩶💖❤️🔥
Shared comment for this video, “Uncover the Secret to Changing Your Life Forever! ✨| Let go of your STORY”:
Noticed 16:16 within left screenshot right below (link after 😇# 1616 posters):
For this video, “HOW TO ATTRACT GOOD MEN BY DUMPING THE TRASH 👀✨” (plus 4 related screenshots below)…
shared a comment further below;
also, I’d like to make it clear that a so-called “good or great man” doesn’t necessarily need to be rich or wealthy;
however COMMA—and this applies to all genders—if one is NOT even working towards Being INNER WEALTH, let alone have any degree of outer abundance, riches, or wealth, then that’s HURTING on all energetic levels.
But I trust that those who are habitually connecting with their Heart and Souls will TUNE 🎛️ INTO various forms and non-forms of outer abundance, riches, and/or wealth, in Divine perfect timing and order
Saw 7777 (first screenshot below):
Shared comment below for video link above (she asked for her audience to share a comment starting with, “OF COURSE I get to…”)
OF COURSE 👌🏼🫶🏼 I get to TUNE 🎛️ INTO my own version of Heaven on Earth 🏞️, effortlessly and daily Being Full-Potential 🌱🌿🌲🌳🪷, Multidimensional ⚫️🔲🌈🦄, WHOLE 🌚🌓🌝/🌞, MERGED Heart/Mind 💖, Fully Present 👁️👀, Self/self (Spiritual Self/physical self)…
living my AMAZING 😃🤩🥰 dream life that’s continually flowing 🪼🫠, grateful, appreciative 🥹, mindful 🐢🐌, peaceful 🕊️🦌, authentic 🐈⬛🐈, FREE 🐎, excellent 🦅 (not perfectionism), profoundly wise 🐢🦉🐋, Unconditionally Loving 🦮, loyal 🐕 (to self first and foremost, and others), compassionate, passionate ❤️🔥, connecting, communing, encouraging, uplifting 🐸, empowering 🐯, inspiring ❤️🔥, Consciousness expanding , flourishing, successful 🙌🏼, fulfilling, celebrating 🥳🎉🎊🎆🎇, luxurious (but not defined by brands), financially thriving 🤑💰💰💵💵, sensual, joyful 🐬, creative 🕷️🕸️, FUN 🐵, humorous ☺️😄🤣, delicious 😋😛, and generously contributing 🗣️💖💝🫂💸 to Self/self/loved ones/Mother Earth 🌏🌎🌍/Nature/humanity/interconnected 🕸️ Life 🌳🌼within this world and way beyond 🌌♾️.
Jaelyn, when you mentioned RETICULAR ACTIVATING SYSTEM (RAS)—that I actually shared a comment about in one of your previous videos I watched today—I intuitively and instantly knew this was an additional 🧩 confirmation that you are my tribe/Soul Family-like Soul Sister.
I also checked out 😇# 1616, since that’s the total time of this video, as well as 7777 (7,777 views when I tuned in).
Thank you again Gorgeous 🌹, SPICY 🌶️ & SASSY 💁🏾♀️Queen👸🏾!
Saw 888 ✌🏼 (first screenshot below):
Also 👁️👀 4444 & 3333. While checking out 4444 messages, noticed some negative ones, which has happened before, but I choose NOT to pay attention to those (REMEMBER THIS for all number sequences, since fear-instilling ones that are not love-based and uplifting, are NOT from the angelic realm):
“Activate your Goddess Energy (get whatever you want)✨| Divine Femininity 101✨🔮🌙“ [👁️👀 6:22 am / 😇#622 for “RECEIVE” 2nd screenshot below]
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I’m reminded that listening 👂🏼 to positive affirmations videos 🗣️💖💓💕💞 with a pleasant music 🎶 background…
that we TRULY enjoy 🫠 (and NOT just because a video title claims what it is, see if it FEELS light 🕯️🪶 to you 💗)…
can help us to create highly beneficial, EMPOWERING, NEW 🌱🐣 beliefs within our SUBCONSCIOUS mind (that creates 95% of our reality).
Otherwise, many of the old, outdated, fear-based, disempowering, individual and Collective beliefs, that’s been unintentionally passed down for generations…
can repeatedly create the same old, negative patterns within our reality, that are not truly fulfilling…
whether it’s finances, various types of relationships, job or career, triggers, problems, challenges, etc.
Below are some example ideas💡that we can use to create our own one day, since hearing our own voices speak 🗣️💖 to ourselves is known to be extra powerful:
“BECOME A HIGH VALUE WOMAN While you SLEEP! Attract Money,Luxe, Beauty & Men | Goddess Affirmations👑”
“Become a Rich Goddess while you SLEEP | Wealth and Luxury Goddess Affirmations💰”
“MANIFEST WEALTH, BEAUTY, LOVE AND JOY while you SLEEP 💰❤️✨ | Goddess Energy Sleep Affirmations (1hr)“
8/23/2024
Shared this message for video, “10 SIGNS YOU’RE OVERLY MASCULINE
(You’re blocking your magnetism, sis) 👀“ (To my adult daughter who, like me, has been much more masculine energies, which is completely understandable, since it was a way to protect ourselves from further hurt):
Funny how my first boyfriend in high school (over 30 years ago)—who I later found out was rich, kind, witty, trilingual, highly intelligent, etc. (on top of being gorgeous with a toned body)— was the closest guy to embody the Divine Masculine in a relationship, and very great at speaking his mind, taking charge, being very protective, being lovey dovey, being vulnerable, confident, assertive, etc.
However COMMA I somehow ended up downgrading as I became older, to include attracting several, very questionable guys while very briefly dating (like 1-3 hours each)…
and two ex-husbands who—despite their positive qualities and loving ways at times—were both mostly in their deeply wounded, emotionally immature, mostly insecure, somewhat passive, passive-aggressive, aggressive, poor communication, lack of protection, and overall OPPOSITE version of the Divine masculine energies (ego male energies). 😳😵💫
Even when I would ask a simple question like, “What would you like to (eat, do, go) today?”…
they would often (not always) give a whatever or it doesn’t matter answer; hence, I would end up taking charge.
I’m super grateful that my second husband and I experienced a harmonious divorce this year, after almost 18 years of marriage, and almost 20 years of knowing one another.
I still love and care for him like a Soul brother, family-like friend—that we agreed to be (since he don’t have family)—but I REALIZED more than ever before that for my next partner in the future…
I need to be in sacred relationship that matches my who I intend to CONSISTENTLY AND HABITUALLY Be (WHOLE)—a harmonious dance 💃🏻 of both the Divine Feminine & Divine Masculine within, while also being able to freely and fully step into the Goddess Essence as a woman.
I just received an INSIGHT as to why I “downgraded” when it comes to relationships with men.
My boyfriend broke up with me at the end—before he went off to college—despite me giving him a few chances throughout the years to get back together (because he begged in various ways, to include writing “I love you” 100 times in a letter).
Granted, I noticed a PATTERN throughout my life, of certain guys—to include my first boyfriend—RETURNING years through decades later, wanting to reconnect, though I had made a peaceful closure with them; and I’d simply wish them well.
Plus, my adoptive father—who promised to pay for my college since elementary school, if I did good throughout school—backed out after I was accepted to a university (due to marrying his mistress).
I forgave both of them AGAIN (did multiple times), but then they continued to lie and betray that trust throughout the years.
So my growing lack of INVALUABLE TRUST in men caused me to create a strong belief…
that men are NOT trustworthy (plus, my mom often told me this too); hence, my reality started repeatedly REFLECTING to back me (like a MIRROR🪞) these fear-based beliefs, since beliefs are VERY POWERFUL.
Granted, throughout decades of my life—even after my first boyfriend broke up with me—I have often attracted both men and women (even lesbians) that seemed effortless.
I NOW TRUST this MAGNETISM 🧲 has been naturally within me 💖.
Even while living in Okinawa, many FINE gentlemen or HOT🔥 and friendly, U.S. Marines wanted to date me, to include a handsome, gentle-kind, and confident pilot.
But because my self-worth and confidence had (in some ways) dwindled down during that timeframe, I politely declined.
My young step-mother at the time/my dad’s decade-long mistress turned wife—told me that because I didn’t have a good family background, didn’t have much money, and didn’t graduate from a university, not many men (and their families) will want to marry someone like me.
She asked me not to take it the wrong way—since she was just sharing a truth—but that I should just quickly marry whoever asks (which I did, since my own Korean mother had the same, false beliefs).
DECADES LATER, I REALIZED that both my Korean step-mom and bio mom had unintentionally DUMPED their own cultural beliefs—stemming from the collective poverty consciousness—onto me, that was passed down for generations.
NOW I HAVE FURTHER SHINED LIGHT 🕯️ ONTO A ONCE VAGUE BLOCKAGE, AND FULLY RELEASED THIS FALSE BELIEF. 😮💨
Thank you so much 🙏Jaelyn for this Soul-igniting 💥, heartfelt 💓, informative 🕯️, empowering 🐅, ON FIRE 🔥🔥🔥, creative 🕷️🕸️,hilarious 🤣 (“full meal delicious part”), and helpful video message 🗣️💖❤️🔥.
Going to continue watching…
🖤🤍❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩶💖❤️🔥
UPDATE to above video and message, added on 8/24/2024:
This is one of the many reasons why I LOVE and DEEPLY APPRECIATE Divine Synchronicity.
Yesterday, I paused from watching the above video by Jaelyn, since I needed to get ready for an appointment.
Today—as I followed my inner guidance as usual (and did what felt the most exciting)— I was drawn to Dean Graziosi’s video that hit (Soul) home.
I shared a gratitude message as a comment, which I then turned into a blog page (not blog post; differences after 4 screenshots below):
Blog Pages below:
Anyhoo, after further sharing this new blog page via TikTok today, I noticed 1:11 time for the last screenshot of this TikTok post (1st screenshot below), which instantly reminded me of the Mother Goddess (& God) Essence 💖 of 111 sacred code:
I then continued watching yesterday’s video (link above), and sure enough, Jaelyn expressed what I basically did today (in my own way) for Dean’s video, in her message:
I fully trust that we had both TUNED 🎛️ INTO Inner Source Energies 👁️💖…
aka Higher Heart 💗/Unconditional Love Frequency ❤️🔥/Divine Feminine 🚺/Goddess Essence ✴️ & Higher Mind 💭 /Light Frequency 🕯️/Divine Masculine 🚹/God Essence 🔱.
UPDATE
Continued watching the video mentioned further above (1st screenshot below), and added this comment:
Regarding the competition part of this video, I actually need to embrace and integrate more of the healthy version of the competitive energy aspect into WHOLE Self/self.
I realized more than ever this year, because I lacked this healthy version of competitive energy—especially doing better towards an improved version of Self/self—I would even lose interest in even going for my passionate dreams.
Even during open mic comedy performances—when most unsupportive comic guys would give dirty looks with their arms crossed—there would be a part of me that would very briefly think…
“BRING IT B!+che$, I’LL DO CIRCLES AROUND YOUR @$$,”…
this “I’ll show you” energy would quickly dissipate, and I simply would lose interest in dealing with such an overly competitive crowd, who would even walk off after I’d genuinely share positive feedback for their performance.
Even during my Army days, I slowed my running down two different times—during a physical fitness test—because I was aware that these two, very competitive Soldiers really needed to pass me and win.
🤍❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩶💖❤️🔥
Update
8/28/2024