What are some of the earthly and otherworldly puzzle pieces to the BIGGER PICTURE of COVID-19?
I shared the following long@$$ comment for the video, “COVID-19 (A Manifestation of Narcissism)“:
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I’m pretty sure I saw this video a while back, but I had a strong urge to watch it again, so I trusted my inner guidance/Heart/intuition/feelings, and I’m grateful that I did, since I not only gained some Light (further mind/heart/eye-opening information), but I also felt inspired from within to share my own message with Teal.
Thank you Teal for sharing some helpful information within your message, that includes some great points. Granted, it does seem to lean more towards one side, rather than show the bigger picture.
On the flip side of the WHOLE coin, of what you shared, I feel that this pandemic has also “forced”—or even encouraged, uplifted, empowered, liberated and/or inspired—many to experience some invaluable, solitude time to reconnect with their sacred, inner Self, rather than continue to be an energizer bunny on crack, lost in the extremely logical DO DO DO lifestyle of our too busy world.
I have learned from the wolf totem animal/spirit guide about the important balance and harmony of ALONE time with COMMUNITY time, which is the natural ebb and flow within the Cosmic Dance of so-called opposites/contrasts/duality/polarity.
Neither alone time or community time are meant to heavily lean towards one side. It’s just like Unconditional Love (for self/others), is not meant to only love others, and GIVE GIVE GIVE to OTHERS (while neglecting the self)—something that the Church, worldly religions, and other rigid belief systems have taught and conditioned humanity to believe for so long.
We cannot unconditionally, fully, and generously give to others from an empty or barely-filled cup.
So it’s vital to gift self some solitude time, balanced with social time, though it’s not about going to the opposite extreme and living in the mountains by oneself for an extended amount of time.
So just because one chooses solitude at times, does not automatically imply that one is lonely and is lost within separation consciousness.
When one is deeply connected, and in alignment with their inner Self, then one does NOT feel lonely, though alone, since one is in the state of Unity Consciousness, where one is connected to ALL of Life within this world and beyond.
If you’ve ever experienced traveling to whatever locations of this world ALONE, and FEELING so grateful, peaceful and JOYful for the Soul adventures—where you can also connect with so-called strangers at times—you’ll know what I’m talking about.
If not, you’ll never KNOW—from experiential knowledge/profound LIVING wisdom—and they will only remain as shiny concepts, like the ones we only gather from reading many books, watching many YouTube videos, shows and movies, and living vicariously through others’ personal experiences, etc..
I’m reminded that if we can’t even enJOY our own company—FEEL safe, comfortable, and happy within our own vibrational frequency—then our half@$$ presence with others will only stem from a need to fill a deep void within, rather than from truly desiring a heartfelt, Soul connection from the state of Being Fully Present, WHOLE within, authentic, and Unconditionally Loving.
Like you mentioned within this video, if we allow fear to cause us to blindly follow what others say and do—without even checking in with our own inner guidance/Heart/intuition—then we would definitely buy whatever material items others convince us we need to buy for their own benefit and profit (e.g., more pills for many health issues, more makeup, more spiritual sessions, etc.).
And if another convinces us that we are being hopelessly alone and feeling very lonely, due to an epidemic and pandemic, it would make sense that one of the solutions the other would offer would be to buy a book about loneliness (which can be helpful, but can also be a band aid).
I’ve embraced the full-potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE you a while ago—despite multiple moments where what you shared didn’t FEEL right/light/true to my Heart—since I had experienced more of the opposite, and realized even more that, ultimately, we are not separate either, but part of interconnected Life within this world and beyond.
Therefore, I’d like to share something that may trigger you, because I have no doubt that it will highly benefit you, should you choose to be very open-minded and open-hearted about it.
Ever since I attended your NYC event years ago, it became crystal clear that ending up alone is one of your deepest fears; hence, your strong need to constantly be surrounded by your community.
IF (hypothetically) your team suddenly decided to leave you—not because they no longer love you, but because it’s time—it would devastate you (IF you’re not ready). But the goal would be to be at peace with either way.
So what’s a great way to convince oneself that being alone is a harmful dis-ease? To convince others that being alone is ONLY about the ego wanting to be separate from others (i.e., projecting one’s own greatest fear).
This is like a child who doesn’t want to be separated from its comforting blanket (you know what I’m talking about).
I trust that you are a Master Teacher, but even great Soul Teachers must be a great student as well, and be willing to be transparently honest with self.
A part of me also fears being alone when my husband and I inevitably go on our own paths, since it’s becoming more apparent than ever that we’re in an overall, unfulfilled marriage for over 15 years (which stems from compromising, rather than fully enjoying each others’ company, which I learned from your other helpful videos).
But I intuitively know deep down, that I must make that difficult decision, despite loving him like a Soul brother.
And this is why a few other topics you’ve shared in several videos have triggered me in the past, since no one likes the feeling of another who makes them ashamed of themselves with their judgment masked as spiritual teachings.
It’s WAY too easy to often talk about the frowned upon, “undesirable” aspects such as NARCISSIM and CODPENDENCY, as if they DON’T apply to someone like you, who, like you said, is a “Universal Mirror for the Collective” (and who couldn’t bear living without her community).
But the truth is, these “negative” aspects DO apply to you as well, and me, and everyone else and their mamas and grandmamas (to whatever degree); and it’s time for us to fully OWN these once rejected aspects (like you’ve always taught; but it’s time to FULLY live by example, a sign of a true leader).
I admit, I can be a narcissist and codependent at times—along with many other “negative” aspects, to include the powerful B!+ch aspect that’s not meant to be misused and abused, but used wisely (as the exalted, higher versions)—and I’m grateful to have the opportunity to PERSONALLY EXPERIENCE these unsavory aspects that even, I, ran away from for many years.
Why? Because they’ve enabled me to DEEPLY UNDERSTAND and EMPATHIZE with them (i.e., why they are what they are, and how the lower/fear-based versions of these aspects ultimately stems from an absence or lack of Unconditional Love).
If we’ve never personally experienced something, we can, at best, SYMPATHIZE with others (from our logical mind), but NOT truly and deeply EMPATHIZE with others (from our FEELING Heart).
So it’s about embracing and integrating these “negative”/”dark”/unknown aspects, but NOT being stuck and lost within them, or allowing them to take over the whole ship (WHOLE self/Self) that they don’t know how to steer in a beneficial direction.
I don’t share this because I believe I’ve mastered Life, or because I’m better than you, but because we all forget at times, we all have that foggy mirror at times, and it helps when another comes along—even if they initially seem like a B!+ch, @$$hole, and/or “enemy”—and reignites that Soul memory, or wipes the glass for us so that we can truly SEE with CLARITY.
From one perspective, it’s actually easier to NOT give a rat’s @$$, to look away, to think or say, “Whatever dude, you’re on your own!”, to not type a long@$$ comment, to not possibly trigger others (which can then lead to angry, defensive replies from the Teal Tribe), etc.; but from an expanded perspective, at least for me, it FEELS like Unconditional Love to share our truths.
I’m reminded that MAGIC is TRANSFORMATION that occurs when two seemingly opposing forces come together—preferably gently and lovingly, but not necessarily, since, sometimes (or even often), the most powerful impact comes with butting heads, creating sparks, and even causing inner explosions. But then there’s the calm after the magnificent thunder storm.
Teal, you’ve helped me a lot throughout these years, and I deeply appreciate you and your team for your precious existence, and all the priceless gifts that you generously share with humanity and beyond, that highly contributes to our well-being, and the expansion of our individual and Collective Consciousness.
I fully trust that the more of us who choose to embrace and integrate, not only the easy, more acceptable “negative” aspects of WHOLE self/Self, but more of the REALLY “BAD” ones—that also have a Divine Purpose—the more powerful our combined and merged vibrational frequency will be to make our world a better place.
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