Today is 12/12 (December 12th), and as I continue on this Soul & Spirit journey, I’m realizing more than ever before the importance of the integrated and merged Mind/Heart.

I have no doubt that it is highly beneficial for our individual and Collective lower mind/ego to follow our Heart/inner guidance/intuition/inner-wisdom/insights/exciting ideas/the spiritually evolved, profoundly wise, ancient Divine Feminine Goddess/Unconditional Love frequency/and like energies.

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Because only then can the younger, less spiritually evolved, and less mature, lower mind/ego re-member it’s core essence—which I fully trust is the much older, more mature, highly evolved, very wise, and discerning version of the male energy, the Divine Masculine/God/Light frequency, that doesn’t have the need or desire to misuse or abuse its Higher Mind and Divine Power.

Image by intographics from Pixabay [aka God Enki who co-created and assisted humanity (and other earthly names, but same Divine core essence of the merged Mind/Heart within, manifested into physical reality)]

The contents of this post (starting from below) was initially shared as “Updates 12/12/2021″ to a related, recent post, “Dream of Baby Porcupine or Echidna & 3 Fox Cubs & Further Reclaiming Inner Power“; but since today is 12/12, I felt guided to create its own post.

I’ve been noticing sacred number code 12:12 for almost a decade, not too long after experiencing the 11:11 Phenomenon in July of 2011 (after leaving the Army life), followed by many other number sequences within daily series of number synchronicity .

And though it has various angel number/activation codes/truth codes/etc. interpretations, the sacred number code, 12:12, 12/12, and 1212 have often reminded me for almost a decade of: I AM Presence within/Merge of God & Goddess within/Balance & Harmony/Spiraling Consciousness (that even creates Galaxies)/Star of David Frequency/MerKaBa—integrated and merged Heart & Mind/Yin & Yang/Moon & Sun/Water & Fire/Cold & Hot/Dark (Unknown) & Light (Known)/Spirit & Soul/Unconditional Love & Light core essence/Buddha Consciousness & Christ Consciousness/Goddess & God/I AM Presence, aka I (God) AM (Goddess) Presence/and like energies.

Yesterday, I created and published the related post, “Jesus/God/Light/Higher Mind & Female Christ/Goddess/Unconditional Love/Heart,“ which is no coincidence, but part of this particular series of Divine synchronicity.

This morning, I shared the following, last reply comment to the second EMF14 member (mentioned within this post) whom I butt heads with recently, and hadn’t replied to her last comments (that didn’t FEEL light/true to my Heart) until today:

After taking some time to reflect, doing some meditations, and asking Spirit within for clarity, I experienced a realization regarding this situation that still didn’t FEEL light/true to my Heart; and I owe it to myself to share this last comment with you S_____ .

Because the truth is, I had intuitively and strongly sensed that your comment ( S_____ ), and THE WAY you expressed it—which I asked you to REREAD twice, but you STONEWALLED instead—didn’t stem from innocent curiosity, but you were more than likely clearly aware that it could cause triggering.

There are members within our forum who have been sharing via our fb group and Community live calls our metaphysical experiences, to include seeing and hearing unusual things; and it takes a lot of courage to be that degree of vulnerable.

Yes, it was my mistake to initially reply to you in a ‘calling out’ manner that I did, and I apologized for that, and I meant it.

Plus, I’ve learned that I can be more tactful next time in my approach; but I don’t regret bringing it up since it’s not something that’s beneficial to sweep under the rug.

You, too, can work on being more cognizant on how you express your comments so that they’re much more clear rather than vague.

You pointed out that I was triggered, but yet, you were triggered by me as well. You stated that I was overreacting and lashing out, but you did as well. You made it seem like I’m the only one with a fearful ego, but you (too) have a fearful ego at times, as shown with our interactions.

So you see S_____ , its not a one-way street. You suggested that I allow myself to heal; well, I wish the same for you too. Take care.

I also submitted the following comment and question on Peter Sage’s “Submit Your Questions” page for our EMF program:

Peter, regarding outer world follows inner world, what is your expanded perspective when it comes to a situation that may be unique and uncommon, but still exists since I’ve heard of such situations from those who are familiar with shadow work (though the expanded perspective version, mirror work via The 7 Essene Mirrors, seems to provide much less room for this mystical work to be misused or abused [that Teal Swan, and even Gregg Braden, had mentioned before that some people misused and abused, similar to the example below]).

Example: Two people in a relationship are clearly aware of this teaching that outer world mirrors inner world.

And one, who is very clever and manipulative, decides to use it to their advantage due to their own insecurities; hence, wanting to make the other feel much smaller.

So s/he often mirrors chaos in the forms of negativity, dramas, “To Me” level of consciousness, etc.; and when the other brings this up in an honest and tactful manner, the one dramatizing all the chaos says something like, “Well, if you’re experiencing all this chaos in your outer world, and you’re triggered by it, then you clearly have A LOT of issues within your inner world. It all stems from your fearful ego that you need to let go of, the way I did; hence, I don’t have a fearful ego, I don’t get triggered, and I don’t experience a chaotic outer world.”

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The following are two, non-consecutive excerpts from “Dream Insights: Giant 1/2 Apple, Happy Times, Golden Shadow Aspects & 12:12“:

When I was debating on whether I should share this journal as a post, I noticed 12:12 on my laptop clock, which has often reminded me for years of Balance & Harmony within/Spiraling Consciousness/Star of David Frequency/MerKaBa—integrated and merged Heart & Mind/Yin & Yang/Moon & Sun/Dark (Unknown) & Light (Known)/Spirit & Soul/Unconditional Love & Light core essence/Buddha Consciousness & Christ Consciousness/Goddess & God/I AM Presence, aka I (God) AM (Goddess) Presence/etc..

Image by Gerd Altmann from Pixabay
When I came upon this image (on left), it expanded my perspective for the 1/2 apple dream I had (shared below), because it provided a visual of how two, half apples side by side—seemingly symbolic of me sharing a giant, half apple with another, unknown female—appears from an objective perspective.

Image by TatsianaVusava from Pixabay

It’s like two 8’s’ which reminds me of the infinity sign at a horizontal angle, which then reminds me of the above paragraph about wholeness, which somehow reminds me of Twin Soul/Twin Flames—2 mirroring to one another each other’s wholeness of 1—though I’ve intended to let go of this deep desire to experience this a while back, probably due to my ego’s logical mind convincing me that I’m not whole enough, and it’s seems too fairytale-like and highly unlikely to ever happen (though I’ve had many earthly and otherworldly dreams that seem to prove otherwise).

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Though I’m in a female body, I realized more over the years that my dominant, vibrational frequency felt more masculine than feminine.

And if this is true, then I wonder if this correlates with dreams I’ve had in the past where I have a deep, masculine voice—the same one that I heard within while reading the book, The Emerald Tablets of Thoth, the Atlantean by M. Doreal—-to include the dream recorded in post, “Dream of Shouting to Goddess While Flying Through Wormhole,“ and the one where I seemed like an E.T. male being observing what appeared to be a futuristic, metal sarcophagus, and compassionately asking another, “Is the human suffering?”

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Jerry Hollingsworth made a gentle, joking comment about the song relating to me (my smallness) when our choir class was singing (forgot the name of song), “I am but a small voice, I have but a small dream…the fragrance of a flower, in the unpolluted air….” […]

I realized that typing about this is a form of healing from what was perceived as a form of betrayal from a best friend whom I really liked and trusted back then, which could’ve affected how I wasn’t fully open to friends afterwards.

Carol was several aspects of my Golden Shadow Self (the positive aspects that were unknown to us) during middle school—someone I wished I could be, and not so much because of her popularity, which seemed more superficial even back then, but because she was so gorgeous, smart, stylish, and seemed to have it all, to include an older brother who cared about her, and parents who invested in her future; she even had a younger sister whom she adored.