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Hi there Soul Family 🙂. If you happen to be experiencing some very challenging times in Life—especially as an Old Soul, HSP, Ultra-Sensitive Empath and/or Blue Ray, Indigo, Lightworker, Starseed, Earth Angel, Worker of Oneness, Spiritual Teacher, Witch, Wizard, Mystic, Guru, Shaman, Healer, Psychic, Ancient One, and/or other MERGED (or MERGING) Heart/Mind 💖led Beings of (or towards) WHOLENESS…
I invite you to explore an opportunity to discover any gems of Profound Wisdom 💝💖 within this message, that can help you on your own life’s journey 👣🏞️🛤️🛣️ in this 🌎🌏🌍.
Yesterday, I shared something with my harmonious partner—recently divorced husband of almost 18 years—who’s my greatest Soul teacher right after my mother, and then biological father, adopted father, step-mother, and a handful of others.
I realized more than ever before, how profoundly important and invaluable my connection to my (non-religious) Spirit & Soul journey has been, and continues to be.
Because without this inner world, Divine foundation, most of my seemingly chaotic (at times), and very challenging life—especially from early childhood throughout 3 decades of adulthood—doesn’t make much logical sense.
And this not only includes the many, immense challenges of this particular, physical reality…
but within many other earthly and otherworldly realities of parallel and alternate Universes that I’ve recalled from dream state since 2001 (but mostly within this past 13 years).
And blogging has been a huge part of this deeply healing and transformative process, which I’ve been inspired by Spirit within to share with humanity and beyond…
though many times, I didn’t want to—hence, would switch this blog from public to private view, and vice versa—due to my own lack of Self/self-belief, that included doubts that it was even beneficial for Self/self/others/Life.
However, I recently experienced more obvious, supportive signs from the Universe—unconventional (and conventional), POWERFUL, Soul-igniting and/or deeply heartfelt video messages shared by so-called others (under the subtitle at bottom, along with some of my feedback):
Thank You Soul Families for Your Loving Support
And one of these encouraging, uplifting, empowering, inspiriting, and Consciousness expanding messages, was from a video—by YouTube channel Spiritual Manifestation—that FELT like Soul Home 💖, and deeply moved me 🥹.
It was about the Divine Feminine & Divine Masculine Essence within us and around us, entering into Spirit-inspired, receiving mode, and preparing for massive incoming.
The video link and my feedback are further below, under this post’s subtitle, “The Gift That Provided Further CLARITY to the Already Existing Wealth Within“…
along with an abundance of puzzle pieces 🧩 of insights I received afterwards.
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Lately, I’ve been noticing an intriguing energy dynamic within, where there seems to exist a 3rd party, WITNESS 👁️ essence unknown within this particular, physical reality, though I have experienced The Observer 👁️ Presence within dream state.
For instance, one example within many dreams, is playfully wrestling with an unknown male within a foreign atmosphere world, and then ZOOMING OUT, SHIFTING PERSPECTIVES, and then SEEING 👁️myself as a humanoid extraterrestrial (that I shared).
Throughout this very challenging year of 2024–where MAJOR CHANGES and TRANSFORMATIONS occurred, or are still happening (i.e., 2nd divorce after knowing each other for almost 20 years, full name change, new spiritual/physical career, new life, etc.)—I’ve been fluctuating very noticeably.
There were very peaceful, calm, and confident moments where I would make BOLD decisions, to include effortlessly LETTING GO of relationships and the material stuff of Life that no longer serve.
And then noticing a WAVE of many signs from the Universe in the form of that particular series of Divine Synchronicity (number synchronicity, symbolic dream messages, Animal Spirit Guides, etc.)
For example, telling my former husband (now good friend) at the beginning of this year that he can have everything—to include our house 🏡 in Sedona—since all I needed were two suitcases 🧳 and probably a couple of boxes of my books to be sent to wherever I end up.
Plus, I trusted that this “releasing of most of the material attachments of my old life” would create a very easy, smooth, and harmonious divorce process; and it did.
I trust my Higher Self/Spirit/Source within—aka Goddess & God/Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse—knew ahead of time, since S/He SEES 👁️with CLARITY the BIGGER picture of Life (like a hawk flying above the valley).
Seemingly, according to my Higher Self’s EXPANDED, Multidimensional, perspective, this was a BRAND NEW BEGINNING 🌱…
a NEW, AMAZING 😲😃🤩🥰, and EXCITING 🐸🤗 Life 🌼 (like own version of Heaven 🌅🏞️🌄🌌🌠🫠 on Earth 🌏🌎🌍)…
a REBIRTH 🐣 to an increasingly greater version of Full-Potential 🌱🌿🌲🌳, Multidimensional 🦄, WHOLE 💖☯️✡️🕉️⛎🌓 Self 🌚/self 🌝…
and many open doors 🚪 of GOLDEN OPPORTUNITIES to EXPLORE much more of Life, while traveling throughout the world (something I’ve been enJOYing most of the time throughout my life).
However COMMA…for another part of WHOLE self/self—known as the fear-based, individual and Collective Ego self—sporadic thoughts of such ILLOGICAL, UNBELIEVABLE, and seemingly CRAzy 😳 decisions would cause me to tune into moments of deep fear 😥😨😱😫😭.
And this includes the realization that my physical self is technically homeless—a very deep, individual and Collective fear—if it weren’t for my now kind and generous friend (former husband) welcoming me to stay at his now, beautiful and peaceful home 🏡 until I find my own place.
I allowed myself to cry a lot during this very challenging phase of my life—another Dark Night of the Soul that I’m very familiar with, where I SEEMINGLY further lose more of this world’s identity and life.
I’m still learning to have deep self-compassion, and not just compassion for others, which I’ve been doing most of my life (putting others’ needs, desires, wants, preferences, focus, etc. before my own).
This phase of my life has recently reminded me of this blog’s previous homepage (title link below), that I changed due to no longer wanting to hit rock bottom, to discover whether or not I can unconditionally love WHOLE Self/self. It was just TOO MUCH.
Speaking of “rock bottom,” I just realized I had even experienced this in a recent, symbolic dream (related screenshots below), that was Spirit’s way of reminding me that once we reach the “bottom” of Life—which doesn’t necessarily need to end in losing EVERYTHING—we can BOUNCE BACK UP:
(you can click on each screenshot ⬆️⬇️ to read a much larger version, and then click back arrow 🔙 to return to this page; OR, here’s a link for the entire post, “Profound Yearning of the Soul 🕯️, An Answer 🙏 to the White Dove 🕊️ Aircraft & Island 🏝️ Dream, Plus 2 Recent Dreams: Calmly Descending into Deep Water & 🐦🔥➕a Rhinoceros 🦏 Charging at a 👱♂️Man 3 Times“)
The following is the related excerpt from, “Home: Remembering the Masterpiece Within”:
I have heard more than enough, mostly mind-centered—rather than MERGED Heart/Mind centered—people, “spiritual” teachers and/or healers judge, criticize, and/or ridicule our individual and Collective Ego.
And this includes somewhat well-known to famous (well-meaning) ones who appeared on interviews with Oprah—one shouting, “Kill the ego!!”…
and another basically denying that he even has an ego; hence, why I discontinued watching these shows years ago.
Just because someone or something is popular within this ass-backwards world, doesn’t necessarily mean that it’s true, wise (let alone profoundly wise), highly beneficial, and stemming from Unconditional/True Love (for the Self/self/others/Life).
Regardless of what part of this world we’re in, when we (as humans) think of the word, KILL, it doesn’t exactly remind us of anything positive and/or loving.
As a matter of fact, it can often be associated with words like heartless or heartlackness—don’t think this is one, whole word 😅, but OH WELL 🤷🏻♀️.
Plus, any time we GO AGAINST ANY “negative” aspects / parts of our WHOLE Selves/selves that we’re NOT able to get rid of, we end up STUCK within the CHAOTIC STORM OF CONFLICT of our inner world.
If or when we’re being TRANSPARENTLY HONEST with ourselves, we ALL have within us ALL (ultimately NEUTRAL) aspects of the WHOLE Self/self to varying degrees (whether active, dormant, or semi-active)…
the so-called positive and negative, right and wrong, good and bad, light and dark, known and unknown, love and fear, ETC..
And to DENY this—by thinking and/or saying phrases like, “Oh I can NEVER be _______ (fill in the blank)”— is just lying 🤥 to ourselves AND others. 💩😷
As I’ve been sharing within this blog, the more I become FULLY AWARE of these already existing aspects within, the more I can EMBRACE and INTEGRATE them into WHOLE Self/self…
so that we can Be/be a Harmonious Team of ONE, for the highest benefit of Self/self/others/Life within this world and way beyond.
THAT WAY, these UNKNOWN—and especially fear-based/negative energy aspects—are NOT taking over the WHOLE ship 🚢 (WHOLE Self/self) in out of control, non-beneficial ways, because they don’t know how to Be a Wise Captain (due to NOT being taught how).
Examples:
If I acknowledge that I’m feeling angry, but choose to express my anger in healthy ways, or better yet, INTRODUCE to this anger energy expanded perspectives of wisdom (as The Captain of the Ship 🛳️ )…
then, I can SOOTHE 🏞️ my anger emotion with the NEW and LIGHT thoughts, which helps me to FEEL 🫠 lighter and better.
If the anger energy within is TOO INTENSE , I can sit in a pleasant area that’s quiet and peaceful…
close my eyes, take a few deep breaths 🌬️, and simply OBSERVE 👁️👀 my negative thoughts, emotions, and feelings…
without judgement, the way one would gently hold sacred space (like a hug 🫂 ) for an upset child.
And then notice how the anger energy seemingly dissipates and then vanishes…like MAGIC 🪄 (or a MIRACLE ✨).
I haven’t mastered these methods yet, but I trust that with more AWARENESS and PRACTICE, it’s completely doable for all of us with a further opening mind and heart.
However COMMA, If I tell myself, “I NEVER get angry!! 😡🤬😤” and hence, SHOVE DOWN / SUPPRESS this “unacceptable” aspect within…
via fake smiles and laughter, inauthentic toxic positivity (like “HIGH VIBES ONLY DUDE!“), depression pills, stuffing my face with excessive (keyword) comfort food, alcohol, other addictions, etc…
then these ANGER 😡🤬😤 energies won’t go anywhere else, but will MARINATE, BUBBLE AND STEW from within, until one magical day 😯🫢🫣….
💣🧨 BAM 💥⚡️🔥🌪️💨🌊!!!!!
OUT OF CONTROL EXPLOSIONS 🌋 OF ANGER AND Even RAGE 🙀…
or even the indirect, SEEPING OUT of PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVE energies 😈…
to include but not limited to:
TAKING IT OUT ON LOVED ONES, MAKING PATRONIZING OR CONDESCENDING REMARKS, USING HUMOR TO COVER UP MEANNESS, REACTING IN UNREASONABLE WAYS, DOING ROAD RAGE, GOING APE-SHIT CRAZY, 🦇💩 CRAZY, GOING POSTAL, DOING SCHOOL SHOOTINGS, BECOMING AN 🪓 MURDERER, ETC.
Moving on to happy thoughts 🌞🌈🌷.
As long as we are an INDIVIDUAL, PHYSICAL being—and NOT just “Spiritual Beings having a human experience”–we will always have an ego.
But it’s highly beneficial to have a healthy version of ego, rather than a HABITUALLY (KEYWORD) out of control, very fear-based, insecure, disempowered, selfish, reactive, unhealthy ego (that’s simply deeply ingrainded, UNawake, UNaware, LOST, suffering, and afraid, NOT bad or evil).
As I further EXPAND my individual and Collective Consciousness, I noticed that I become not highly, but ULTRA sensitive to more and more aspects / parts of interconnected 🕸️, WHOLE Life, as if they are me, and I am them (because we are ultimately ONE).
So even people talking about “killing” the ego hasn’t felt light to my Heart.
Therefore, I choose to DEEPLY HEAL and help TRANSFORM my ego aspect of Self/self, into its empowered, EXALTED state…
rather than further separating, judging, criticizing, condemning, ridiculing, denying, suppressing, killing or destroying it.
Simply put, our ego is our individual and physical self, that’s been extremely conditioned by this world’s very old 🦖, outdated 📻📽️📼, left brain 🧠 dominant 🤖🏈⚽️🏀, mostly masculine energies 🗡️💣🥊🥇🏅, physical mind-centered 📊🗃️, fear-based 🗞️, manipulative 🥃🍬🍞🚬, controlling ⛽️💡💊, patriarchal world.
So our egos have been doing its best to protect us and help us to survive in this world, THE BEST IT KNOWS HOW (from its less evolved state of consciousness).
Our ego has NOT been taught by this world to Be a HEALTHY version of itself.
So now our Higher Selves can Be the NEW, Divine parents (as Goddess & God-Self) to our physical selves.
Our Divine within—Divine Love, Divine Wisdom, and Divine Power—can teach our egos HOW to Be a healthy, love-based version of ego/Ego, rather than the deeply ingrained fear-based version.
I FULLY TRUST this is a deeply loving way to embrace and integrate more and more (ultimately NEUTRAL) aspects of our WHOLE Self/self…
which helps our filled inner cup effortlessly overflow to Life of outer world.
Granted, despite the lovely state of feeling ONE with interconnected Life, I trust that it’s highly beneficial NOT to continually remain in this very high vibrational frequency state.
Otherwise, it would be extremely challenging to Be a physical being within this physical world.
I can only speak for myself, but if I only remained in a Unity Consciousness state, I wouldn’t want to harm ANYTHING in Life, not even plants like live lettuce (my favorite type of 🥬) .
Also, a while back, during a hike on dirt, I usually do my best to avoid stepping on any bugs or insects, to include ants 🐜.
However, once, while hiking, there were so many on the ground, that unless I started walking on air—or flying, like many times in dream state—I would have no choice but to step on some, in order to get to where I needed to go (back home).
That’s when I realized that being ultra-sensitive is highly beneficial when it comes with DISCERNMENT.
Plus, in an ongoing ONENESS STATE, I would NOT discriminate between self and others, to include maintaining healthy boundaries as an individual.
Therefore, if asked, I could even give away to the world my bank account number, my credit cards, my social security number, etc. (NOT SMART, WISE, AND BENEFICIAL while in this particular world).
Therefore, I trust it’s about a HARMONIOUS BALANCE between Being Spiritual & physical…
and not meditating 🧘🏻♀️ for hours, only living in cave or woods for the rest of one’s life (though some solitude time is highly beneficial for all), etc.
But instead, simply Being Fully Present 💖👁️👀 with Life, a very powerful, meditative state.
Plus, NOT pretending to have no emotions 🤖🦾🦿, to try and convince others that one is enlightened.
Because our rainbow 🌈 spectrum of emotions are simply invaluable, 🧭 compass-like tools…
that our Higher Selves can use effectively use, with deep appreciation (since emotions and feelings are part of being physical human).
Also, no parts of energetic Life (to include our ego aspect) wants to be KILLED—ranging from the tiniest insect or bug, to the largest, sentient mammal, like the magnificent, blue whale.
Even plants have been scientifically proven to send out chemicals of distress signals when they feel threatened.
For 13 years, I’ve been sharing many expanded perspectives within comments for YouTube videos, that showed cruelty like the examples below:
a horse panicking hysterically while on a moving belt platform leading to a slaughterhouse (for people who eat horse meat)…
whales 🐋 suffering while being dragged up to a ginormous ship by a huge, metal hook, tearing its insides…
bloody🩸dolphins 🐬 rounded up and repeatedly stabbed by very brutal Japanese fishermen (though most Japanese people apparently don’t support this)…
a seal pup looking up at a slaughterer, holding a big ax, with soulful eyes…
a cow 🐮 putting on the breaks with its hooves and body weight, while being dragged to a slaughterhouse…(Meat was helpful to survive since back in the day, but not to THRIVE today ⬅️ click link for video)
a chicken 🐔 resisting and dodging to be taken out of a cage…
lobsters struggling while being BBQed alive on a grill…
and even an octopus 🐙 trying to escape from being chopped up alive, or being thrown into a pot of boiling water.
I don’t like this about many insensitive Koreans—and like-others from various countries—despite being half myself, as a Japorean-American.
But I do understand that they’re not overall, bad people, just not in touch with Life (let alone at a deep, Heart & Soul level).
But yet, like many with humanity, a part of me has been insensitive at times, by NOT fully caring about these SENTIENT Beings.
Even though (for almost a decade), I’ve been choosing to mostly eating organic meat raised and slaughtered in humane ways—whenever it’s available (not at most restaurants)—I realized that I still continued to contribute to the slaughtering of sentient animals in an indirect, “looking the other way” kind of way, which is still somewhat cruel.
Because at least the butcher faces what he’s slaughtering.
I’ve been aware, that if a butcher were to ask me if I would like to watch him slaughter an animal, right before he brings it before me to cook and eat…
without hesitation, I would politely decline, because I’d rather eat something else.
But YET, why is it that I can easily eat meat at restaurants at times, where I don’t have to witness the inhumane process of raising and butchering sentient animals—to include many domesticated animals being butchered at HUGE, jam-packed, manure-filled, unsanitary facilities—KNOWING that this occurs?
Because DENIAL can be very convincing, even to the extreme point of TOXICITY.
It’s similar to being AWARE that innocent children are living within abusive environments, but looking the other way, and not taking any helpful actions, though one can.
Throughout childhood, I’ve lived in places (U.S. and Korea), where I would scream while being beaten by my deeply heartbroken, psychologically wounded, alcoholic, and unaware mother…
but none of the neighbors—to include apartments and houses connected above, below, and next to us—ever helped.
I later realized them turning a blind eye probably didn’t stem from them being heartless, bad people, but perhaps they were careLESS, ignorant, or even afraid to get involved.
Or maybe they didn’t hear 👂, or didn’t think it was a big deal, since many throughout humanity were abused growing up.
Pondering such thoughts, emotions, and feelings helps us to heal, and even better understand and KNOW ourselves (like well-known saying, “Know Thyself”).
Anyhoo, I recently returned to eating mostly vegetarian meals, not because I feel obligated due to others’ belief systems, but from my own inner guidance, and what I FEEL like doing for now.
And IF I happen to have a very strong craving for meat—whether at home or at restaurants (where it’s processing is unknown)—I will thank the animal, and bless the food as usual before consuming it.
One of the expanded perspectives shared by Abraham/Esther Hicks, is that domestic animals are here to unconditionally support our evolution; hence, they will become unconscious before passing away (being slaughtered).
Granted, this doesn’t mean that we need to misuse or abuse them as a society;
but rather, do our best to decrease or completely discontinue our support for intentionally (keyword) abusive, deceptive, and toxic businesses, companies and corporations.
I’ve also been taking these supplements below (since May 10, 2024), that I felt very grateful for existing, especially after I read the very thorough, scientific research behind the health benefits, to include the repair of damaged DNA 🧬 (btw, I’m not getting paid to advertise this):
When I had explored the vegan diet years ago—but didn’t enjoy most of the time (plus, there’s a lot of processed foods)—it was challenging to obtain a healthy amount of proteins without having to eat the same old, non-tasty foods (though occasional vegan meals were pleasant).
Plus, while at my first and only ayahuasca retreat in Brazil years ago—where I had an incredible experience (shared in blog)—I experienced one of the best buffets of my entire life.
And it was not only vegan, but saltless 😲(though very flavorful with natural seasonings).
But since I’m no vegan meal gourmet chef (or at least not yet ☺️)—like the ones who created this delicious, daily buffet of so much variety—I found it very challenging to stick with the vegan diet upon returning from this trip.
Even when it comes to one of my favorite foods in the world, kimchi—apparently 250 kinds or so, for the record—I did NOT care for vegan kimchi, since I prefer kimchi that includes anchovy and shrimp sauce in it.
Anyhoo, overall, I prefer to Be Free when it comes to what I eat, since sometimes I strongly crave a salad 🥗 and/or meat 🥩, while other times I have no desire for either one of them (or even feel strongly repulsed by meat).
So ultimately, I’ve developed a trust that my body communicates to me what I need.
And everyone’s different—and even same or similar—so it’s about following our own inner guidance/intuition 💖.
I seemingly digressed onto another tangent, but this theme is connected to the varying degrees of INSENSITIVITY of many humans within this world (a lack or absence of Heart connection).
The Gift That Provided Further CLARITY to the Already Existing Wealth Within
Recently, I shared the following message for video, “The Universe Is Blessing You Abundantly But You MUST Watch Out For This ✨“ by YouTube channel Spiritual Manifestation:
Thank you so much for this Soul-igniting 💖and deeply heartfelt ❤️🔥 message that moved me 🥹 to tears of gratitude and deep appreciation.
This message was SPOT ON in many ways, further adding INVALUABLE, earthly and otherworldly puzzle pieces 🧩 of profound wisdom to the BIGGER picture of interconnected 🕸️ Life 🌳🌼, and GIFTING 💝💖 me with CRYSTAL CLARITY.
Your essence FEELS like unconditionally loving, supportive, encouraging, uplifting, empowering, inspiring, and Consciousness EXPANDING Soul Family.
May you receive, a thousandfold, ALL the love-based generosity you’ve been sharing with You/you/humanity/Life within this world/Galaxy/Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse & beyond.
Namaste 🙏 Soul Sis🌟
Continue SHINING ⭐️ BRIGHT 🌅🌄🌌🌠!!!
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Mulantis 🕊️🐲|🐮🐯|💖
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The following screenshots are just some of many examples phrases from the above video message, that perfectly match excerpts (within blog posts) I had been sharing, especially within a few months or so—to include recently, which again, are more puzzle pieces 🧩 to the BIGGER picture—as well as angel number messages, and other forms of Divine Synchronicity:
Activation to Fully Receive
Enveloped by Spirit
Support from Soul Families
1212
Attracting Powerful Masculine Energies
Discernment
Intuitively Led to Act? Trust Impulse
Honor Preferences
Incorporate Self-Love Too
What Do 🫵🏼😯🐸😃🤩😍❤️🔥🥰🫠🤗🤭😋😛🤪☺️😄🤣🥹😌?
Aligning With True Essence
Divine Birthright
Divine Perfect Timing & Order
Challenges Breaking Harmful Cycles
Meant to Be Full-Potential, Multidimensional, WHOLE Self/self
Paths of Self & Others
111 (part of username below)
666 (total number of likes 👍🏼 for this YouTube video; before I even started watching it, I gave it the 666th 👍🏼 , because I intuitively and confidently knew that I was meant to receive this message / Divine gift 💝, ultimately from Spirit 💖/ Source within, though via this channel)
Divine Mother Goddess Hathor 🐮-Sekhmet 🐯
The Thunder Perfect Mind
Some Examples of Inner & Outer Wealth: Many Aspects & Extensions of WHOLE Self
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Thank You Soul Families for Your Loving Support
I’m very grateful for all the wealth of very helpful information 🕯️and profound wisdom that’s been showing up.
The following are some, main examples of what outer world, Soul Family-like Beings have shared (and these POWERFUL messages are definitely worth reviewing until they become HIGHLY BENEFICIAL, SOLID, and STRONG FOUNDATIONS of NEW BELIEFS):
The main part of this post (further below ⬇️), started as a comment / message shared for the Divine Feminine video (screenshot right above ⬆️), that brought together more puzzle pieces 🧩 of this particular series of Divine Synchronicity (title link of video, along with many insights, further below)
“The One Person Who Can Make Your Life Wonderful”
”Become Free From Your Genetics”
“How to Trust the Flow of Life: From Disappointment To Power | BASHAR”
“Only State Of Being Matters | BASHAR”
“The Universe Will Restore All Your Wasted Years ✨ Once You Do This! ✅ Abraham Hicks 2024” (This video message reminded me of an incredible experience recorded in post, “Most Rapid Manifestation, Not Just High Vibes Only & Living Wisdom (Not End Goal) of Enlightenment”)
“Decide To Get LAZY & Watch What Happens” (added on 6/9/2024)
Acronym K.I.S.S 🫶🏼 (added on 6/9/2024)
“You’re Moving Into The Biggest Chapter Of Your Life ✨ Just Get Ready ✅ Abraham Hicks 2024” (added on 6/9/2024)
