October 13, 2015
Last night, or sometime this morning, I had a total of two dreams where I was interacting with wolves. I don’t know for sure if the dreams are related, or they were two, separate experiences.
In the past, I’ve had dreams of seeing a single wolf, that I shared in the unpublished draft, “Dream of Wolf and Dolphins in Swimming Pool” (published later and inserted link) and then a dream of three wolves a few weeks ago.
Note: Image on right above found next to link => wallpapercave.com (thank you)
In the post, “Releasing Fearful Oudated Beliefs, Freely Flowing, Swimming, Healing, & Trusting,” I mentioned the following:
“Two nights ago, I also had a dream of three, black wolves who turned into three male beings, which is the first time that I recall seeing more than one wolf in my dreams.
But that’s another post, which I will connect to an old draft about a wolf and dolphin within a swimming pool dream that I had a while back , as well as how I trust that they’re related to my recent water experiences and the healing of my sacral chakra […]”
Note: Image on left above found next to link => thanisan.deviantart.com/Three black wolves by Thanisan (thank you)
In the above dream, I appeared to be in a barn-like environment. I saw three, black wolves, and rushed over to a very small shed with another (don’t recall who).
As I was about to close the door, I could see the three, black wolves right in front of me. I quickly splashed some water on them from the crack of the door, and then watched them slowly transform into what appeared to be three gentle, human-like, male beings in a sleep state.
I don’t recall what happened afterwards. When I woke up, I wondered if the number three and the color black were symbolic of trinity and the unknown, as well as the wolf animal spirit guide.
Note: Image on right above found next to link => tapiture.com (thank you)
Several years ago, I had a dream of a small, brown bear chasing me, and when I arrived at a well, I splashed water on it.
Some time afterwards, I had a dream of swimming and playing in a lake with a large, brown bear, that I already shared within my blog.
I wondered why I splashed water on the little bear, as well as the wolves.
Note: Image on left above found next to link => www.jonpaulgallery.com (thank you)
Water and some animal spirit guides that I dream about (to include a black panther, an elephant, dragon, etc.) seem to be connected, which I sense has to do with deep healing, like the whale’s unconditional loving energies within the vast depth of Mother Nature’s dark to pitch dark ocean.
Note: Image on right above found next to link => oceanleadership.org (thank you)
I’ve journaled about my various dreams of animal spirit guides, so I wondered why I kept avoiding the one about the wolves.
I kept pushing it off, and now I realize it’s time to finally face one of my deepest fears—this unknown wolf energy within.
Note: Image on left above found next to link => www.pinterest.com (thank you)
In one of the dreams of seeing many wolves, I saw what appeared to be a huge cage-like environment that wasn’t the shape of a square or rectangle, but like a cylinder; in addition, the cage-like barrier was made of wood rather than the typical metal.
I saw many wolves within this wooden cage-like area. I had no doubt that they were wolves, though in the dream recorded in the post, “Running with Bears and Dogs in Dream State,” I had a feeling that the dozens of wolf-like creatures running and following my Siberian Husky dog were other huskies.
My black and white dog strangely appeared taller in this dream, though in others dreams, he looks the way he does in my waking physical reality; however, he wasn’t thick like the wolves were. The wolves, to include black ones, were bigger and looked fierce.
At one point, Kami—pronounced like Tommy but with a K, and meaning spirit of nature in Japanese—jumped into this cage-like area where he was surrounded by these wolves.
I shouted to him because I feared for his life, but it seemed as though he couldn’t even hear me. I then noticed big rocks on the ground, so I picked two up and threw them at a couple of the wolves near him.
Like a scene from a comedy show, I watched as each rock landed right on top of the wolves’ heads. As soon as they were hit, they looked up at me and started coming after me.
I proceeded to climb up this cage-like barrier in a hurry—when I noticed that it was made of wood—and saw wolves approaching me on all sides.
There seemed to be breaks in-between scenes because I only remember bits and pieces, probably due to my lower, physical mind unable to recall all the details.
At one point, I saw other people around me, and I asked some male being if he had seen my dog, and gave him a description of him. At another point, I saw my dog, and checked his body to see if he had any injuries, and he didn’t.
When I woke up, I wondered if my dog was protecting me from “dark” energies (ultimately from within), especially after receiving a reading yesterday (which I later wrote about in post, “A Message to Scammers and The Scammed“).
But then I reminded myself that I’ve intended to fully release beliefs about victimhood and needing to be rescued by another.
I now trust that my dog was merely guiding me to the wolves in order to be healed and empowered. Kami showed through his fearlessness—jumping into the cage-like area—that there was no need to be afraid of the wolves. In addition, when I found him towards the end of the “dramatic event,” he was perfectly fine.
I was then reminded—forgot where I read it—that we have many opportunities while in Earth school to label things, people, events, situations, ideas, etc. as “bad” or “evil” “right” or “wrong” etc., but that the ultimate goal is to truly see (with much clarity) beyond the outer surface of duality within 3D reality, and to remember (at a soul level) that all interconnected Life—regardless of their earthly labels—are ultimately many parts of the whole/The One/All That Is.
Perhaps the wolves caged in the wooden, cylinder-like area is symbolic of my greatest fears stored within my root chakra—where we are meant to learn the life lessons of:
- survival: that death is merely a transformation of energy state, and that we continue to live in various physical and non-physical forms throughout the omniverse
- security: that we always have everything—abundance—that our soul/Spirit needs to experience life at every moment, despite how it may appear on the outer surface
- safety: that we don’t need protection from other stuff of life that seem “bad” or “evil” because, ultimately, everything that we see in our outer world is a reflection of our inner world; so they are parts of our whole self/Self/SELF)
- self-love:the more we unconditionally accept/love all aspects of self and others, the more we remember our self-worth—a Divine birthright for all of life
I strongly sense that the curves of the cylinder-like area is symbolic of the Divine Feminine energies, and the wood is also symbolic of Mother Earth/Gaia—an extension of the Great Mother Goddess.
In the other wolf dream, I was with a group of people—I think mostly women—and we were out in the middle of what appeared to be a forest at night, and in a line formation.
Before I even saw the wolves, I sensed their presence, and we prepared fire sticks to protect ourselves. I recall telling our group that we needed to stay close together.
I also prepared what appeared to be a spray bottle of some type of oil, so that we could spray them while waving the fire in front of them.
As we were walking slowly to whatever destination we were heading to, I noticed that our line formation had started separating, forming gaps in-between us.
It was at that moment that I also noticed the silhouette of wolves slowly approaching us from the darkness. I yelled at some female for not following instructions, and then blamed her for putting us in that situation. That’s all I can recall.
I sensed that the version of self blaming the female—who was leading the group—was symbolic of my fearful ego self (wounded inner child/aspect of soul), and the female who was being blamed was symbolic of my Divine Feminine’s guidance within.
I sense that the Divine Feminine within intentionally formed gaps in-between the line formation because it represents the ending/death of linear thinking, living and being.
I trust that the Mother aspect of the Divine Feminine Goddess is not only that which creates and gives birth to Life, but also, that which destroys what no longer highly benefits the interconnected whole.
Once my ego self noticed that the line formation was broken up, and noticed the silhouettes of the wolves emerging from the darkness (symbolic of the unknown), it was a golden opportunity for self to not only the face of one of my greatest fears (of being separated from others and being alone), but to fully embrace the unknown aspects within me—to include the truth that ultimately, we’re never alone, since all of Life/All That Is is interconnected.
This magnificent Divine dichotomy of being both a part, as well as the interconnected whole (individual and collective consciousness) is balance and harmony, and was symbolized by wolf spirit guide who has the ability to balance being both independent as well as being part of a community.
Note: Two images above found next to links => www.pinterest.com (lone wolf on right) and www.pinterest.com (pack of wolves on left)
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The following section is from the reading, “Power Animals from Crystal Links” (right after the subtitle, “Post-Shamanic”) that confirmed my strong sensing that my Siberian Husky was with me in past lives/parallel realities since I often dreamt of him in otherworldly adventures:
Many power animals are our spirit guardians that exist in other realms. Some animals were with us from past lives but may have been another physical form.
Example: We might have had a wolf or other wild animal as a friend or protector. In this timeline the animal incarnates as a dog.
How Wolves Change Rivers (4:33 video): The amazing web of interconnected Life
Native American Flute Music: Meditation Music for Shamanic Astral Projection, Healing Music: Beautiful, soul-touching, healing music.
Animals in Dreams: Shamans, Spirit Guides and Shapeshifters: A helpful reading and reminder to Be Neutral, Balanced, and Harmony with All That Is—to Be in this world, but not of it.
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Added December 4, 2015
My husband and I were looking to see if there were any great movies coming soon on Redbox—we usually only go to the movie theater for movies that are best experienced on the big screen—and when we saw the trailer for Wolf Totem (coming 12/15/15), I became very excited, as well as deeply moved.
I don’t recall ever watching a trailer that made me cry, though I consider myself ultra-sensitive, often crying while watching sad scenes on TV or in the movies ever since I was a child (e.g., the classic movie E.T.).
The following are two trailers, and after watching them, I have no doubt that this movie is going to be amazing:
I also found a You Tube video—Wolf Totem Featurette – Wolf Training (2015) – Shaofeng Feng—on how the director, Andrew Simpson (animal trainer) and their team raised and trained three generations of Mongolian wolves for four years in order to make this movie, while also incorporating some scenes when the wolves were pups. It’s impressive and heartfelt, and the lovableness, intriguing nature, intelligence, demeanor and behavior of the wolves—ranging from newborn pups to beautiful adults—reminded me of my dog, a black and white Siberian Husky whom I’ve shared stories about throughout my blog, especially the dream adventures that we share together.
Had we seen the previews on TV for this movie, I would’ve chosen to see this movie at the theater; oh well, it is what it is. When we let go of the old, better is always on its way.
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