Note: This post is connected to the previously published post, “Facing an Unknown Fear: Embracing the Wolf Spirit Guide Within,” though the dates they were created are about a year apart
November 14, 2014 (exactly a year ago)
Sometime last night or this morning, I had what I believe to be my first dream of a wolf. It’s interesting to me because the day before yesterday, I had my first dream of an elephant.
In this vivid and life-like dream, I went to a swimming pool to obtain something which I don’t recall. I felt as though I was a male being, although I wasn’t able to see myself.
It was around late afternoon, before sunset, and as I peeked into the swimming pool from outside the fence, I saw what appeared to be the shiny, gray backs of several dolphins weaving in and out of the water, as though they were swimming laps side by side.
As I entered the pool area, I noticed a dark gray wolf staring at me on the opposite side of the pool. I slowly and cautiously walked towards the right while maintaining strong eye contact.
I then saw the gray wolf dive into the pool,which caught me off guard. Even though I felt somewhat frightened by the wolf’s presence, I decided to enter the pool which appeared to be the darker, deep end of it.
After that moment, I don’t recall what happened; but at one point, I came out of the pool, and some being—felt like a male, though this part of the dream wasn’t as vivid—had the gray wolf on a leash and was seemingly waiting for me.
I was no longer afraid of the wolf, although it was behaving in a somewhat aggressive manner when I first saw it as I was coming out of the pool.
That’s all I remember about that particular dream. I made an intention statement, “It is my intention to recall any details of my dreams that’s highly beneficial for my accelerated, individual and collective soul growth and evolution,” so I trust that it will be so.
This fearful state that I was in is similar to the dream in post, “Adventures with Cetaceans in Dream State” where I—fearful ego aspect of self—was afraid of the orcas surrounding my dog (black and white Siberian Husky) in a circular formation with their faces pointing toward him in a swimming pool. It was as if my dog had an invisible, circular force surrounding him that the orcas weren’t able to penetrate.
Speaking of this dream of orcas, this dream—with the wolf and dolphins in a swimming pool—is similar to the dream in the post mentioned above, where I also saw dolphins in the pool prior to seeing the orcas.
I trust that Divine Spirit is communicating to me again an important message that I apparently overlooked. I AM effortlessly intending to intuitively know the meaning of these interconnected dream messages.
I’m reminded that there were times when I was afraid of certain animals in my dream state in the past—a small brown bear, a polar bear, dolphins and orcas in a swimming pool, and now a wolf.
However, there were also times when I wasn’t afraid of certain animals in my dream state in the past—earthly creatures such as a huge brown bear in a lake, rattlesnakes, an alligator, sharks, horses, wild black dogs, and the day before yesterday an elephant.
In addition, I also wasn’t afraid of otherworldly creatures such as talking tigers standing upright in a forest, a black monkey with rainbow-colored fur on its forearms, rainbow-colored lions at a market, a hawk-like bird my size, a greenish brown dragon in a body of water, a large white snake standing upright, fluorescent blue big insect, a large fish with a bright turquoise-like color, dolphins and a whale in the ocean, and a rectangular formation of large brown and black bears and huskies.
As I mentioned in the cetaceans post, I trust that my still fearful aspect of me are the remnants of my individual ego self/unhealed masculine energy/wounded inner-child, and the fearless aspect of me is my Divine Masculine aspect of Soul/Energy/Consciousness.
So, with all that typed out for clearer viewing, I’m now able to see with clarity that I still need to work on remembering and bringing to life the spirit energies of the polar bear, dolphins and orcas in a swimming pool, and wolf within me in order to fully Be who I truly am.
I have a feeling that I am going deeper into my emotional energy body (i.e, often dreaming of various spirit animals in a body of water) to face my deepest fears, as well as recall my most powerful aspects of my True Self.
After typing the above insights, I’ve decided to read, as well as review, the following meanings and writings of spirit animals—wolf, polar bear, dolphins, and orcas—as well as make note of a dream symbolism from an often used dream dictionary (all outer reflections of my soul’s inner-knowing until my inner-knowing no longer requires the reflections):
Dream Dictionary:
To see a swimming pool in your dream symbolizes relaxation, calmness, luxury and ease. You need to take a break. Alternatively, a swimming pool suggests that you need to acknowledge and understand your feelings. It is time to dive in and deal with those emotions. You need to cleanse yourself and wash away past hurts.
Consider the depth of the pool. If you were swimming on the deep end, then it means that those emotions are deeply seated and may be harder to confront. You will need to work through it, no more matter how difficult.
Wolf
Note: Click on underlined titles/links below to enjoy the full reading in another window. Also, I underlined and/or bolded whatever key phrases or sentences that most highly resonates with me
The reading under the sub-title, “Further connect with your wolf spirit animal” was helpful, especially the question, “Do you need to find more isolation to ‘collect’ yourself and reconnect to your personal, spiritual quest?” which reminded me of implosion of the soul—remembering/collecting all aspects of whole SELF which my blog is based upon.
Wolf:
The introduction to this reading highly resonates with me: “You are safe and protected at all times. The barriers you have erected to protect yourself, mentally, physically and emotionally and psychically are no longer necessary. -Wolf”
The following quoted section reminds me of the total freedom that I deeply yearn for, as well as the memory of me fearlessly staring at a lone wolf from a distance—who was staring back at me—as I was standing outside of a house; I was around five years old and at my father’s close friend’s ranch in Colorado:
“If Wolf has made his presence known in your life; Is reminding us that although we see ourselves as civilized creatures – we are still animals with our own wild spirit. He is here to teach us about our inner selves and to discover our own hidden power and stamina. To see a wolf is to see a social and highly organized animal. One that understands the order of things and the balance of harmony and discipline. When a lone wolf is spotted in the wilderness it embodies freedom.”
Wolf, Power Animal, Symbol of Wildness, Social and Family Values:
The following introduction from this reading speaks to me:
“Native American and Celtic custom regard Wolf as the way of find the deepest levels of self, of inner knowing and intuition. This is symbolized by the image of the wolf howling at the moon. Native Americans have long regarded wolves as teachers or pathfinders.
In astrology, Wolf is represented by the Dog, Sirius, thought by many aboriginal tribes to be the home of the Ancients […]
The wolf, is a symbol of the night. This time can seem lonesome and scary to us. But it is also the time when through dreams, we may discover valuable things about ourselves. This is a lonely path.
To truly come to understand yourself, you must be alone, undeterred by the beliefs, judgments and views of others.
The wolf teaches us to learn about our inner self and to discover our inner power and strength. However, to achieve this, we must take risks and face our deepest fears. Wolf requires sincerity.
Though demanding a lot of us, much is given in return; a spirit helper that is always there to help, giving us extraordinary powers of endurance.
Learn to hear the voice within yourself, which in silence is as clear as the sound of the wolf howling in the night […]”
After reading the above paragraphs, I received an insight from my Higher Self that my other extensions of Divinity within me—in this case, Sirians (symbolized by the dolphins again, as well as the wolf)—are assisting me with my current and major life choice regarding whether or not it’s in my best interest to become a member of the Ancient and Mystical Order Rosae Crucis (AMORC), whom I’ve recently encountered at a wholistic festival.
As I was reading through some contents of their booklets, I recalled a lesson of the importance of solitude in the book, Bringers of the Dawn: Teachings from the Pleiadians which highly resonated with me at the time, and still does.
In addition, although the words of the pages seemed to be perfectly worded, and a part of me was curious, I sensed that I was somewhat hesitant about continuing on this path, perhaps due to not quite being ready to be a part of an established mystical community.
Therefore, I asked my Higher Self—and all other extensions of my Divinity within me—for assistance with my individual and collective soul growth/evolution.
When I continued reading from link above, I received my answer in the following quoted paragraphs:
“We can truly use wolf as an example in our lives. We can understand that there doesn’t need to be a hard separation between the solitary and social paths.
Wolf teaches you to balance between the needs your family has of you and the needs you have for yourself. Wolves are totally loyal to the pack but do not give up their identity to the pack.
If wolf has come into your life you are must look at where you are being too dependent and where you may be too independent […]”
After reading the following quoted paragraphs (from this reading), I was reminded of two instances during my experience with the members of AMORC:
“Wolfs qualities, his medicine, are the ability to learn knew ideas and then teach them to others. Wolf is thought to be an independent explorer coming back to his pack to teach what he has discovered.
We too in exploring the hidden paths of consciousness, may come across new truths to share with the rest of our clan, human beings. Wolf brings faithfulness, inner strength and intuition when he enters our lives, and also teaches us to live with ourselves.
If Wolf finds you, this may be an indication that you are a great teacher or thinker. Or if this is not so, perhaps you need to ponder whether there may be something you need to expand your mind about.
Be receptive to new concepts/ideas. By doing so you can gain more wisdom. To increase your Wolf power, you can utilise your newly integrated wisdom and also share it with others.
Wisdom is gained through experience, by walking the path. Another way to put it – practise what you preach […]”
In the first instance, I decided to check out this AMORC section of the wholistic festival because two booklets—one was titled Liber 777, and the other Liber 888—caught my attention because I’ve often experienced seeing the number sequences 777 and 888.
When I approached the first member of AMORC at this section, he greeted me with genuine friendliness and provided some information.
I was intrigued because I had intuitively sensed that I—as my Higher Self—had created and attracted this situation into my life because I had a deep yearning to one day experience a Mystery School, and to be part of a community of like-minded, Highly Evolved Beings.
During our conversation—since I also asked a few questions and added my knowledge—the man jokingly told me that I should be where he was standing and teaching.
As soon as I found out that the man’s name is Michael, I instantly thought it was very interesting because I recall reading somewhere to Be cognizant of whenever someone with that name shows up since the presence of Archangel Michael may be around.
My husband’s biological parents were going to give him the middle name Michael, but they decided to choose another; however, his first name is Angelo.
It’s been a few years now that I no longer believe in coincidences; I trust in Divine Synchronicities, where Divine Spirit/All That Is—in its countless forms, to include the angelic realm—communicates to us in many ways, if we would only care to pay attention and listen.
After I left the wholistic festival that day, and did some research at home, I found out that the Blue Angel Light (where I finally chose to experience my first intuitive reading from—in the middle of a huge room—after walking around the festival three times) is Archangel Michael’s energy :
I mentioned the following in the previous post, “A Dream Message From Divine Spirit as Elephant Energy”:
“…which I thought was interesting because I had recently bought (at the wholistic festival mentioned above) my first mala of 108 rosary beads (for inner work) from an Energy Worker of the Blue Angel Light Healing (whom I was drawn to out of the many after making three loops around the room) after doing my first intuitive reading—all part of this particular series of synchronicity.
In the second instance, my husband and I sat in a brief class given by another member of AMORC. Though he did a great job of presenting information, I noticed at times that he seemed to be struggling with expressing certain concepts.
I asked my angelic and spiritual realms, and thanked them ahead of time, for assisting the man. For some reason, I thought that the assistance would come to him as higher energies of Light and Love through his heart space, but I think Divine Spirit/All That Is had other plans.
One of my greatest fears since my experience in 7th grade (in post, “Humiliation“) has been speaking in a class setting, although I’ve had a few experiences since then that have helped me to slowly rise above that fear (e.g., in post, “Embracing a Setback to Set Forward” under sub-title, “Gradually Accepting Being Highly Sensitive”).
As I was sitting in that class, and enjoying the man’s brief, I experienced an intense energy within me—a very familiar experience that I mentioned in the last post above—that basically was informing me to speak up. So whenever the man asked a question, and no one else answered, I provided my answers.
However, during a couple of moments, when I sensed that the man was somewhat struggling to explain something, I resisted to say anything because he had mentioned earlier that he often asks his Higher Self for assistance.
I didn’t want to come off as correcting him (the briefer), so I askied my Higher Self for assistance.
Moments later, I felt the most intense inner and outer vibrations that I had never experienced before while sitting in a chair, for what felt like was around five minutes or so.
During those moments, I wondered if the BioMat that I had experienced for the first time earlier that day had caused the sudden increase in my vibrational frequency.
Afterall, a few minutes after getting off the mat, and talking to the very kind and informative lady who offered the experience (at a price), I started sensing intense inner vibrations as I was standing in front of her.
I shared that experience with her, which is very unusual because I’ve never told anyone in person (besides my husband and within my blog) about my inner vibration experiences; I apparently trusted her through my feelings, although I she was a so-called stranger.
Anyway, a part of me (my fearless Higher Self) felt excited that my vibrational frequency was rapidly increasing as I was sitting in the briefing room; however, another part of me (my fearful ego self) tried to control myself from appearing to shake uncontrollably in public.
I had a strong feeling that my Higher Self was communicating to me, “Speak up NOW.” So when Tom didn’t explain how we can tell whether or not we’re noticing our ego self and Higher Self in action within us, I provided my answer in the form of a question, basically asking for clarity on what I thought he meant.
I don’t recall what I had said verbatim, but it was something to the effect of:
“So we’re able to tell whether or not it’s our ego self or Higher Self because thoughts, emotions, words and actions that stem from fear energy are from the ego self, and those that stem from higher frequencies of light and love energy are from our Higher Self?”
Right after I spoke, I noticed that a woman sitting across the isle next to me was staring deeply at me with loving eyes of curiosity. Looking back, she was reflecting back to me my Divine Feminine Energy/Consciousness.
The man’s name is Tom, and as soon as I heard it, I was reminded of the quote that I included on the Hompage of my blog, and for a very good reason.
At one point, Tom mentioned something to the effect that we needed to raise our vibrational frequency and Be Balance in our way of living and Being so that we’re no longer stuck on this physical path.
As soon as he said that, I was reminded of the quote below, as well as my interpretation of the quote, that I had shared on my blog Homepage:
His disciples said to him, “When will the Kingdom come?” Jesus said, “It will not come by waiting for it. It will not be a matter of saying, ‘Here it is, or there it is’; rather, the Kingdom of the Father is spread out upon the earth, and people do not see it.” The Gospel of Thomas 1:13
I believe the message above means that God/The Kingdom of Heaven is all around us (which includes ALL creations/EVERYTHING—ALL people, ALL other Beings, Mother Nature, things, etc.), and that we must live every Moment of Now with much gratitude and appreciation for having been given the golden opportunity to experience beautiful Earth as a spiritual being having a human being experience.
And when we’re finally able to see (as God sees) our outer world as a Heaven on Earth, we will then realize that it is merely reflecting (like a mirror) our heavenly state of Being within.
Although I wanted to share the above information with Tom, I sensed that it wasn’t a beneficial time and place, and that he would receive the Light in Divine perfect timing and order.
My Intention Statements
The following intentions statements have been created with the helpful wisdom from the wolf spirit reading/link mentioned above (Wolf, Power Animal, Symbol of Wildness, Social and Family Values:):
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to discover the deepest levels of self/Self/SELF and all the valuable things about self/Self/SELF.
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to learn about my inner self and to discover my inner power, inner-strength, inner-knowing and intuition.
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to face my deepest fears with sincerity.
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to take control of my life and to do so with harmony and discipline.
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to Be Balance between the solitary and social paths.
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to have the ability to learn knew ideas and then teach them to others.
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to continue to expand my consciousness, and to be receptive to new concepts/ideas.
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to increase my Wolf power, by utilizing my newly integrated wisdom and also sharing it with others.
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to always remember that Wisdom is gained through experience, by walking the path; hence, I must practice what I preach.
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to be total Freedom, part of my Divine essence.
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to continue developing my ESP abilities in Divine perfect timing and order to be used to best fulfill the Divine Will within me.
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to continue studying the art of body language to increase my perception of this power animal.
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to Be stamina and strength, to know who I AM, and to develop further strength and confidence in what I do.
With the wolf spirit guide within me, it is my intention to incorporate “Wolf’s medicine which includes death and rebirth, facing death with dignity and courage, Spirit teaching, guidance in dreams and meditations, instinct linked with intelligence, social and family values, steadfastness, skill in protection of self and family, outwitting enemies [disguised blessings], ability to pass unseen, [and] taking advantage of change.”
I also intend to create a new post of intentions statements and various dolphin images using the helpful wisdom from the reading/link, “Dolphin Power Animal Symbol Of Breath Of Life Love Balance And Community,” from the website Shamanic Journey.
Added 12/4/15: Facing an Unknown Love: Embracing the Dolphin Spirit Guide Within
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Added December 4, 2015
My husband and I were looking to see if there were any great movies coming soon on Redbox—we usually only go to the movie theater for movies that are best experienced on the big screen—and when we saw the trailer for Wolf Totem (coming 12/15/15), I became very excited, as well as deeply moved.
I don’t recall ever watching a trailer that made me cry, though I consider myself ultra-sensitive, often crying while watching sad scenes on TV or in the movies ever since I was a child (e.g., the classic movie E.T.).
The following are two trailers, and after watching them, I have no doubt that this movie is going to be amazing:
I also found a You Tube video—Wolf Totem Featurette – Wolf Training (2015) – Shaofeng Feng—on how the director, Andrew Simpson (animal trainer) and their team raised and trained three generations of Mongolian wolves for four years in order to make this movie, while also incorporating some scenes when the wolves were pups. It’s impressive and heartfelt, and the lovableness, intriguing nature, intelligence, demeanor and behavior of the wolves—ranging from newborn pups to beautiful adults—reminded me of my dog, a black and white Siberian Husky whom I’ve shared stories about throughout my blog, especially the dream adventures that we share together.
Had we seen the previews on TV for this movie, I would’ve chosen to see this movie at the theater; oh well, it is what it is. When we let go of the old, better is always on its way.
