Last night, or sometime in the dark morning, I had a very vivid dream of sitting down within a dimly lit living room of a high-rise apartment or condo complex.
As I was sitting there, I heard to the left of me sounds of back to back banging, as well as what sounded like a high-pitched, muffled voice under water, in panic mode.
Strangely, rather than looking to my left right away—the way I have no doubt that I would do in this physical reality—I sat facing the wall and just listened to the seemingly unfamiliar sounds a bit longer, even realizing that I was ignoring whoever was making those sounds.
Again, for whatever reason, I didn’t even feel guilty about it, which would’ve been the opposite of how I would’ve felt in this physical reality.
I have a feeling that I probably didn’t feel the urge to immediately respond in “rescue” mode, or even feel guilty about ignoring another, because I was merely observing the situation as “The [neutral] Observer” Self—which I sometimes experience in dream state and physical reality—rather than thinking about and worrying about the situation as my fearful ego self.
At one point, I started calmly walking towards what appeared to be a little, cupid angel—that I’ve never seen before in my dreams—making the strange sounds, with its wings rapidly flapping like a humming bird.
He/she was definitely making an effort to communicate a message to me, but all I heard were muffled, high-pitched sounds.
In this physical reality, I would’ve been ecstatic for the golden opportunity to witness an actual angel, but I wasn’t. Again, I trust that this was due to Being in a neutral state.
I then looked behind the little angel, and noticed in the dusk atmosphere, an airplane that had a hole on its side as though it had been hit by something, which took a big chunk out of it.
As I watched it descend in slow motion, I further noticed meteors falling from the sky all around it.
I didn’t feel scared, but just stared at them as though they were snowflakes gracefully making its way down to the ground.
I don’t recall what happened after that, but when I woke up in the middle of the darkness in a semi-asleep state, I was instantly reminded of the angelic realm.
Last night, prior to going to bed, I placed the following crystals in my pillowcase, which I haven’t done in a while—1 and 2) two chunks of Rose Quartz (reminds me of Unconditional Love), 3) Rhodochrosite (reminds me of Love and Balance), 4) Chryscolla (reminds me of Harmony on a specific and universal level; also, “Goddess” crystal), 5) Lepidolite (reminds me of better connection to higher self), and 6) Brazilian Agate (reminds me of balancing four energy bodies—physical, mental, emotional and spiritual).
I chose these six crystals, out of the collection of 33 small ones that I have (to include a pyramid crystal) because I knew that I could use some assistance from other aspects and extensions of Divinity within me to unconditionally accept/love all aspects of self…that I haven’t been able to fully do lately.
I realized this was due my own remnants of guilt within me that stems from the old and outdated belief that I had failed miserably at having a healthy and happy relationship with my own adult daughter, who makes it very obvious that she can’t stand me. Who can blame her? Not me.
I’ll always love her regardless if shes hates me; I just need to set healthier boundaries since I can’t rely upon others to unconditionally forgive me for being imperfect.
When I build enough courage to dig deeper, I realize. that ultimately…my daughter is merely reflecting back to me (like a mirror) my own inability to unconditionally forgive and fully love myself.
I’ve made intention statements to fully release old beliefs that no longer highly benefit my individual and collective soul growth and evolution, so I trust that it will happen in Divine perfect timing and order.
In a parallel reality, my inability to wake up from that world’s outer illusions, and to fully and unconditionally accept/love all aspects of self, led to my inability to fully and unconditionally accept/love all aspects of humanity; hence, that belief within my inner reality was mirrored back to me in an outer reality.
I strongly sensed that my unconditionally loving crystal beings—an extension of my Multidimensional Self/God & Goddess Self within—along with my unconditionally loving angelic realm and GOD literally knows who else, have assisted me in letting go of at least one of the old beliefs that I wasn’t aware of at a conscious level…that I believed that I would be part of the end of days in this particular physical reality due to my unworthiness.
This was the first dream of an angel with wings that I recall having. In the past, I’ve had at least two other dreams that I trust were angelic in nature, though neither one of them had wings; I trust that they were members of the Family of Light.
I wrote about these experiences within my blog: in one of them, I was traveling through what appeared to be a dark realm. While standing up, I noticed that I was surround by what appeared to be tall, translucent, light beings whom all looked alike.
When I looked to my left, I noticed a shadow-like being stare at me at we slowly passed by it, and I didn’t feel scared. When I looked down, I noticed a bright blue light beneath me. I don’t recall the rest.
Upon waking up, I sensed that I knew whoever I was with since I felt safe with them. I wondered if they were either the Pleiadians or Arcturians, but I suppose they could’ve been any member of the Family of Light.
In the other dream, I saw a tall, blond and blue-eyed being who gracefully landed from higher ground, which I wrote about in the post, “Choosing Balance and Harmony Over Duality.”
In the dream mentioned in the post above, I was also reminded of the show, Ancient Aliens (one of my favorite shows), where they once (at least) discussed the probability that when our ancestors depicted angels with wings—beings who may not have had actual wings—perhaps that was the best way they were able to describe beings capable of flight back in those days, where vocabulary dealing with flight was limited to insects, birds, and other similar creatures with wings.
I may not know, yet, the full meaning of this dream, but I choose to continue trusting that whatever we need to know for our soul/Spirit’s highest benefit, we will in Divine perfect timing and order, which could happen in a nanosecond.
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6/18/2022
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