The following are subtitles to the main title above:
The Experiences Correlating with the Co-creation of each Aspect of Divine Goddess-
- Mother Aspect of Goddess Within
- Medial Aspect of Goddess Within: Black Wasp & Wolf (Journal May 19th and 20th 2015)
- Amazon Aspect of Goddess Within: Assertive One & Bear (Journal May 21, 2015)
- Lover Aspect of Goddess Within: Child & Gift from Father (Journal May 22, 2015)
Queen Aspect of Goddess Within: Crystals & Schoolhouse (Journal May 22, 2015)
- Dream 1 of Queen Aspect of Goddess Within (Journal June 2, 2015)
- Intention Statements Co-created from Dream 1
- An Interpretation of the Number 36 from Dream 1
- Dream 2 of Queen Aspect of Goddess Within (Journal June 2, 2015)
- Dream 3 of Queen Aspect of Goddess Within (Journal June 2, 2015)
Note: Second image on right above found next to link => www.motherearthship.com (thank you)
I co-created the artwork within certain images throughout this post, and also used background images from Google to enhance some of them (e.g., Image on left).
I trust that these figures will be helpful to those who are also interested in creating a Divine Goddess altar, but could use some examples.
The key is to enjoy the creative process. 😉 By the way, I learned from my hubby that you can use PIXLR Editor to make all kinds of fun changes to photos, like cropping, drawing with different point-size pens, adding multiple layers of background colors and images, and much more.
Note: Background image on left above found next to link => pxpod.com (merging moon and sun)—thank you—and integrated with personal artwork using PIXLR app.
The Experiences Correlating with the Co-creation of each Aspect of Divine Goddess
About a year ago, after reading the thought-provoking and interesting article, “The Archetypes of Sacred Feminine Initiation,” from the website Temple of the Sacred Feminine, I decided to create a Divine Goddess altar (as suggested in reading).
Note: Image on right found next to link => www.telegraph.co.uk (thank you). Also, in case you were wondering, I selected the above underlined phrase “Divine Goddess altar” as a link instead of the article title because I was informed by my web-savvy hubby that it helps others out with their site ranking.
The inner child within me felt much excitement as I went to our local art supply store and bought mixed media—to include clay, sparkling black fabric-like thick paper, a bag of shredded paper, white wires, different textured cloths, pretty multi-colored fabric with designs on them, various button-like adornments (e.g., silver stars, red glitter hearts, various styled high-heel pumps, gold flowers, etc.), and other items.
Note: Image on left above found next to link => kitchenandkids.com (thank you)
Mother Aspect of Goddess Within
After thinking about how to go about the project, and becoming somewhat impatient, I then created, in a bit of a hurry, the Mother aspect of the Divine Goddess (as shown on right), as well as a medicine wheel made from a bare wreath template with added fake flowers.
In the center of the circle, I added crystal-like, aqua beads to give it a sparkling, paradise water effect; the water itself symbolizes the flow of the Divine Feminine energies.
I then attempted to create the Medial aspect of the Divine Goddess, but then became frustrated due to not having any ideas that I liked.
So I just placed the Mother aspect of the Divine Goddess within the circular altar, along with my tiny, glass, angel figures, and three pictures of my kids and I when they were younger.
I didn’t realize this then, but now I deeply understand that I wasn’t fully present while working on the project.
My impatience with creating the Mother aspect of the Divine Goddess was due to being in somewhat of a hurry to improve my relationship with my teenage kids; and I believed that creating the Mother aspect figurine (and bringing it to life) would assist me to do so.
I now have compassion for my fearful ego self’s anxieties at the time, as well as the unnecessary need to receive acceptance and approval from others, to include loved ones.
I was also reminded (from higher self) that often times, being a teenager can be tough; I remember. Therefore, teenagers in general may feel the most comfortable taking out A LOT of their built-up negative thoughts and emotions out on those they trust will continue to accept and love them unconditionally.
Throughout almost a year, I had mixed feelings about the unfinished project. A part of me kept reminding me to continue working on the artwork—like someone trying to force me to walk up a steep hill—and another part of me just didn’t feel like it, and was okay with it—like someone nudging me to take the practically effortless path downhill.
At times, I even wondered why I was no longer passionate about it. I thought, “Do I not believe in my ability to create an altar because I’m being a perfectionist, or is it just not perfect timing?”
Note: Image on right above found next to link => www.jacobspaulsen.com (thank you)
Recently, I came upon a very helpful, uplifting, empowering, and inspiring post, “Altar – Why Every Goddess NEEDS One!” which I trust happened in Divine perfect timing and order. I shared with the loving blogger—in the comment section—of what I thought (at the time) the reason was for my delay in co-creating a Divine Goddess altar, which was as follows:
“Now, I have a strong feeling this was due to an old and outdated fearful belief (blockage) conditioned within my subconscious mind that my conscious mind wasn’t aware of at the time—perhaps a fear of the unknown Divine power within intertwined with Divine Love and Divine Wisdom […]”
I now realize that the above paragraph was my truth at the time, from my ego self’s 3D perspective; however, I trust that there are many truths in every present Moment of Now, depending on how one chooses to perceive a particular situation.
Perhaps my ego self assumed that not completing a project in a “timely” fashion was due to my fear of something, rather than accepting that I was just not in the mood to create an altar, although I was creative in other ways.
Note: Image on left found next to link => www.martinprint.com.au (thank you)
I used to think that it was my fearful ego self that kept avoiding the project, but I now realize that the mere act of pressuring one to do something using guilt-inducing thoughts stems from my ego self who was conditioned—especially during the super busy, 13-15 hours per day Army life—to being on strict schedules of the 3D physical reality, completing goals on time, and feeling successful throughout the process.
I’ve learned/remembered that the Mother aspect of Goddess within simply embraces what is in every present Moment of Now without judgment; hence, when that aspect of self is no longer in shadow–unknown, feared, denied, rejected, etc.—she can help us to unconditionally accept and love all aspects of ourselves just the way we are in every moment, no matter what we’re doing or simply Being.
Note: Image on right above found next to link => www.pinterest.com (thank you)
When we’re not doing something that our ego self is conditioned to do on a daily basis by society, we may end up feeling guilty because we believe that we’re being unmotivated or lazy.
However, when we trust to just follow our path of excitement and passion in every present Moment of Now, to the best of our ability (even to the smallest degree), even if it means doing something other than continuing a started project, then we know that we are on the “right” path—one that is in alignment with our integrated soul/Spirit.
Note: Image on left above found next to link => www.thrillofthechases.com (thank you)
After full-heartedly, excitedly and patiently continuing to work on the art project this past couple of weeks, starting May 19th, and enjoying some out-of-this-world kind of music (see bottom of post) in the process, I completed the Divine Goddess altar.
As I stared at it while not being aware of the passage of time, I realized that every one of them turned out Divinely perfect in my eyes, though it may not appear so according to society’s eyes; each figurine matched how I felt about each aspect of Goddess within.
I couldn’t believe how beautiful they turned out, especially the clay figurines that I had never made before. I trust that an initially unknown, highly creative aspect of me took over and…Voila! I felt so grateful and often caught myself staring at the completed artwork in awe.
Note: Image on right above found next to link => www.yelp.com (thank you)
So what was different this time? Before co-creating each aspect of Divine Goddess, I asked and thanked my Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within/Twin Flame within (aka God, Goddess, and Divine Spirit/All That Is) for the co-creation, since the Divine Masculine energies of Being active, determined, focused, etc. are also helpful.
I also communicated to my inner child, “Let’s have fun!” which I trust stemmed from the Mother aspect of Goddess within working her magic.
Note: Background image on left found next to link => kimgraaemunch.wordpress.com (aligning moon, earth and sun)—thank you—and integrated with personal artwork using PIXLR ap
I set up my desk and surrounding area to be a highly stimulating environment for my
creative abilities to flourish—pictures of me and my kids, crystals, sandalwood incense, sri yantra printed image, 
poster board of inspiring images from dream state and positive affirmations, a daily picked Law of Attraction card (to wealth and prosperity), and last but not least, the Divine Goddess altar in whatever state it was in during the creative process.
After completing each aspect, I placed the figurines within a much larger circular altar, since the original one (wreath of white flowers) was too tight of a space for all the figurines to fit comfortably.
I’ve been working on following my path of excitement and passion (even to the smallest degree) in every present Moment of Now to the best of my ability (this sentence repeated intentionally), so I now trust that my lack or absence of excitement and passion to work on the project throughout the past year was simply because it wasn’t the “right” path at the time.
Note: I learned the above from a Bashar teaching (channeled through Darryl Anka) as well as from the book, Bringers of the Dawn: Teachings from the Pleiadians
In addition, I’ve been working on trusting that everything happens in Divine perfect timing and order, and that “I’m always at the right place at the right time doing the right thing” (from the book, Bringers of the Dawn: Teachings from the Pleiadians); hence, I’m reminded, once again, to just go with the flow and trust what is.
Note: Background image on left above found next to link => beforeitsnews.com (Universe)—-thank you)—and integrated with personal poster board using PIXLR ap
I also realized, as I practice more and more of living and just Being in the present Moment of Now as higher version of self—higher vibratory frequency/Multidimensional Self (4th dimension/4D and beyond)—I’m able to have multiple perspectives.
Therefore, I’m able to remind myself that “a year ago” may seem like a long time to me in this physical reality where time exists; however, in 5D and beyond/every present Moment of Now, everything happens simultaneously, to include past, present, and future.
So when I perceive the so-called “unproductive” situation from a higher perspective—“above the dark valley” so to speak—then I realize that I didn’t finish the project “too late” afterall. 😉
In addition, I now forgive myself for having judged myself at times throughout the past year as not motivated, uninspired, procrastinator, lazy, etc.; I was being my fearful ego self who has been conditioned to judge by society.
I’ve learned/remembered that always trusting what is in every present Moment of Now, and unconditionally accepting/loving ALL aspects of self (and others) is Being true self.
Note: Four background images used within image on right above found next to inks => findwallpaper.info (panther), wall.alphacoders.com (tiger), www.fanpop.com (cat) and cjoynes1.wordpress.com (leopard)—thank you—and integrated with personal artwork using PIXLR app (thank you)
Medial Aspect of Goddess Within: Black Wasp & Wolf
Recorded May 19, 2015
Yesterday, I started the art project that I discontinued almost a year ago after only making one aspect of the Divine Goddess altar.
I’ve almost completed the Medial aspect of Goddess within. The following italicized section is from the reading mentioned above, “The Archetypes of Sacred Feminine Initiation” that inspired me to start the artwork in the first place:
The Medial is the archetypal energy in us that sends us on a search for knowledge: spiritual, metaphysical, psychological, intellectual, scientific, technical—all kinds.
She draws us to the Unknown—or the Unknown draws us to it via the Medial archetype. Initiation teaches us to fall in love with the Unknown, and get comfortable with not knowing anything. It’s such a paradox. The Medial loves to understand how things work, and often becomes a “technician” of the sacred, serving as healer, shaman, ritual maker, and priestess […]
This morning, it dawned on me that the co-creating of the Medial aspect of Goddess within—which I chose black, sparkling paper-like material for because it reminded me of the starry night sky—was connected to the black wasp that flew into the house yesterday. From the reading above, I recalled the message, “Nature is a pure reflection.”
Note: Image on left above found next to link => www.reddit.com (thank you)
I did my best to telepathically communicate to the wasp that I didn’t wish to harm it; hence, it needed to go to the back door so that I could set it free.
I’ve been practicing my telepathic abilities (whether or not it’s working), mostly with trees, plants, flowers, birds, and insects.
Although I haven’t technically received official feedback that I know of yet, I just pretend, for instance, that the movement of the trees’ leaves are them returning my greetings of “Namaste” or “Good morning.”
Note: Image on right above found next to link => commons.wikimedia.org (thank you)
Anyway, I sent the black wasp a telepathic message by first imagining that I was interconnected with it via an invisible energy field/web (something I learned from a book that I was gifted, I AM God and So Are You by wonderful James Wilhelm) and by sending a message within a geometric pattern, like a pyramid (something I learned from an Arcturian teaching/reading a while back by, I think, Suzanne Lie).
Note: Image on left found net to link => www.flickr.com (thank you)
The wasp kept flying around frantically, seemingly crashing its body into every wall it came into contact with; perhaps it feared an unknown place, and felt lost.
I could just feel its intense anxiety, which I now trust was merely reflecting back to me my own fear of the unknown—especially my current challenges in life.
Note: Image on right found next to link => gmazza.deviantart.com (thank you)
The wise wasp spirit guide—which I trust was an extension of the Medial aspect of Goddess within me and manifested in my outer reality—helped me to see my own situation through it’s own fearful behavior that represented my physical self’s fearful thoughts, which are my own obstacle-like walls in this physical reality.
After following the wasp around for a brief moment, I then had an idea (that I trust was from my Multidimensional Self) to open the glass, sliding back door and then close the screen door.
Note: Image on left found next to link => www.vespa-crabro.de (thank you)
To my great relief, the wasp landed on it, and I was able to quickly open the screen door, and set it free to its natural environment.
I now trust that action was symbolic of me releasing my own fear of the unknown shadow aspects of self; hence, just Being in my own natural state (core essence), which is true self who embraces the unknown, and perhaps even falls in love with it one magical day. 🙂
Note: Image on right found next to link => nanotechweb.org (thank you)
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Although encountering a wasp in physical reality isn’t a dream, I decided to use the following quoted interpretation for the color black (only the parts that resonate with me) from a dream dictionary that I often use as a guidance tool:
“Black symbolizes the unknown, the unconscious […], mystery, darkness, death, mourning, […] The color invites you to delve deeper in your unconscious in order to gain a better understanding of yourself […] More positively, black represents potential and possibilities. It is like a clean or blank slate.”
Note: Image on left above found next to link => www.penny4nasa.org (thank you)
The following are links to various interpretations for the wasp spirit guide, as well as quotes from the reading:
from the website Whats-Your-Sign (click on link to view in another window) => Symbolic Wasp Meanings : “The wasp can also help in areas of building, whether it be a new home, or building on a dream – the wasp is a master architect and can guide you with the planning of any building project you have in mind.”- from the website, Spirit Animal Totems => Wasp comes buzzing into your life: “‘Wake Up! Be true to yourself!’ -Wasp”
- from the website, Crystal Wind Oracle: => WASP/HORNET/YELLOW JACKET’S WISDOM: “WASP is the powerful female warrior and shamanic healer, prompting us to take a good look at our lives and ask if we are fighting the good fight […}”
Note: Image on right above found next to link => pixshark.com (thank you)
Medial Aspect of Goddess Within: Black Wasp & Wolf (Continuing)
May 20, 2015 (W)
Yesterday, I completed the Medial aspect of Goddess Altar. As mentioned under the previous subtitle, the afternoon of May 18th, I saw a black wasp which I trust to be correlated with the Medial aspect of Goddess.
Last night or this morning, I had various dreams, but don’t recall the details. However, one thing stood out for sure, and that was a flash image of a very vivid and I think aggressive looking wolf staring at me; I only saw its face right in front of me.
Or, perhaps I interpreted the wolf image as aggressive due to my own fear of its intense energies. This is the second or third wolf dream that I’ve had so far.
Note: Image on left above found next to link => www.pinterest.com (thank you)
The following are links to various interpretations for the wolf spirit guide, as well as quotes from the reading:
from the website Spirit animals and Animal Totems: wolf spirit animal : “The wolf offers some of the most striking animal meanings in the realm of spirit animals. The power of the wolf brings forth instinct, intelligence, appetite for freedom, and awareness of the importance of social connections. This animal can also symbolize fear of being threatened and lack of trust. When the wolf shows up in your life, pay attention to what your intuition is telling you […]”- from the interesting website Shamanic Journey => wolf spirit
guide: “The wolf, is a symbol of the night. This time can seem lonesome and scary to us. But it is also the time when through dreams, we may discover valuable things about ourselves. This is a lonely path. To truly come to understand yourself, you must be alone, undeterred by the beliefs, judgements and views of others. The wolf teaches us to learn about our inner self and to discover our inner power and strength. However, to achieve this, we must take risks and face our deepest fears […]
Wolf teaches you to balance between the needs your family has of you and the needs you have for yourself. Wolves are totally loyal to the pack but do not give up their identity to the pack […]
Wolfs qualities, his medicine, are the ability to learn knew ideas and then teach them to others. Wolf is thought to be an independent explorer coming back to his pack to teach what he has discovered […]”
Note: Three images right above above found next to links => eurogenes.blogspot.com (pack of interacting and howling wolves), www.goodreads.com (black wolf on right side), and www.chickensmoothie.com (big family of wolves)
Amazon Aspect of Goddess Within: Assertive One & Bear
May 21, 2015
Yesterday (May 20th), I completed the Amazon aspect of Goddess altar, and last night or this morning, I had a dream that a childhood friend of mine was carrying me, I think on top of his shoulders, and I was laughing like a kid. I then assertively told him to put me down right away.
I trust that this dream has reflected back to me the Amazon aspect of Goddess within knowing when to draw boundaries that my free-spirited Lover aspect of Goddess within doesn’t do, as stated in the quoted section below from the article, “The Archetypes of Sacred Feminine Initiation” (from the website Temple of the Sacred Feminine):
“The Lover in us usually feels that more is better, and is not crazy about boundaries. To have healthy relationships, we have to have boundaries and the help of our Amazon […]”
I also had a dream that while making a super shake, I noticed a black bear statue in the blender; I thought it was odd and took it out. I have no doubt that this dream was symbolic as well.
The following are a close interpretation of a statue (though the statue was a bear instead of a human), as well as an interpretation of a blender from a dream dictionary that I often use as a guidance tool:
To see people you know as statues in your dream symbolize a lack of communication with that person. You feel that the relationship is inflexible, unyielding or going nowhere. Alternatively, it may represent someone you idealize and admire. You are putting someone on a pedestal. Perhaps the dream is analogous to their statuesque and nice figure.
To see a blender in your dream symbolizes your ability to blend various ideas into a harmonious whole.
I saw 12:12 (on May 22, 2015) right after typing the previous sentence above (about the bear dream), which often reminds me of the key words and phrases Realization, Wholeness/Balance and Christ Consciousness/Spiraling Consciousness/Star of David Frequency/Merkaba that I read about a while back.
I also trust that my Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within/Twin Flame within has just reminded me that, despite my doubts at times, our communication is not lacking, is flexible, yielding and definitely going somewhere very special (symbolized by statue).
In addition, with the assistance of bear spirit guide within me (symbolized by bear), I’m able to blend various aspects of self into a harmonious whole (symbolized by blender).
The following are links to various interpretations for the bear spirit guide, as well as quotes from the reading:
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from the website Spirit Animal Totems => bear spirit guide : “‘Don’t be afraid to show how powerful you are.’ -Bear” & “If Bear comes drifting through your Dreams: It could signify that it is time to explore your thoughts. Are you caught in the rut of compulsive thinking? Perhaps you have allowed other to do your thinking for you! Step back and re-assess things. Go inward and find your true feeling on this matter and follow what you know is right in your heart.” - from the very helpful website Shamanic Journey => bear spirit guide:
“Some anthropologists say that the Bear was one of the first animals to be revered by humans. Celtic tradition holds that the Primal Mother is the Bear goddess Artio, a fierce protector […]
Beliefs state that the power of the Great Spirit lives through the bear, therefore making them highly sought after guides due to their fearless medicine […]
Be fearless in standing up for what you believe in. You are also encouraged to use your abilities as a natural healer.
Bear is linked to trees, considered to be natural antennas, joining the heavens and the Earth. Bear also has ties to the seven colour rays of the Universal Light, as well as Lunar associations, linking the conscious and subconscious mind.
Bear is active day and night, not like other animals, symbolising his connection with solar energy, strength and power, lunar energy and intuition. This enhances and teaches us how to develop these qualities within ourselves.
Bear medicine teaches us introspection, aiding us to digest our experiences and to discover that we have within ourselves the answers to all our questions […]
Due to this Bear is regarded as a symbol of the deepest inner wisdom, of the dreamtime and transformation […]
As we delve deep into our identities and lose our egos, going back to our primal and elemental natures, we find we are part of Infinity and of All That Is/The Universe/One […]
Thus, when our world appears negative, dark and confused, when our physical senses and reason and logic seem to fail us, when it feels there is no path to follow, we go with-in to discover our deepest resources, and the light of inner knowing and intuition aids us in finding our way home […]
If Bear crosses your path, pay attention to how you think, act and interact. Use discernment in everything you do and say, discriminate with care. You are shown how to make decisions from a place of power.”
Note: Background image used in image on right above found next to link => www.pinterest.com (Cosmic Bear)—thank you—and integrated with personal artwork using PIXLR app
Lover Aspect of Goddess Within: Child & Gift from Father
Yesterday, I completed the Lover aspect of Goddess Altar. Last night or this morning, I had several dreams, most of which felt as though I was in the process of releasing what no longer serves me, to be healed and transmuted.
I think I was at a playground with another woman and a toddler. The toddler fell into a pile of sand within a sandbox and was covered from head to toe.
I wasn’t able to tell the child’s gender because he/she had sand all over his/her face. I recall feeling somewhat annoyed about the situation.
In another moment, the child had a runny nose, so I asked the unknown woman in front of me (who seemed Asian as well, and probably a reflection of me) for tissue, and wiped off the toddler’s nose .
Upon waking up, I wondered why I didn’t brush off the child, the way I would be inclined to do in this physical reality.
I then had a strong feeling that the Lover aspect of Goddess within me was helping me (my judgmental ego self/wounded inner child) to release the need to be so tidy (symbolic of being too serious) when it comes to my inner child (the free-spirited aspect of ego self/other side of same coin), and to just allow my inner child to play and Be free, even if it means getting dirty every now and then (symbolic of making mistakes and seemingly “failing”).
I trust that me being annoyed with the child getting dirty was my ego self (wounded inner child) who was conditioned by my parents—environmentally by mother and genetically by absent bio father—to be super neat (symbolic of perfectionism).
I’ve been working on fully releasing perfectionism, and replacing it with excellence instead, which to me, is doing and being to the best of our ability in every moment without the need to judge ourselves for whatever details seems imperfect.
In another dream, I got into a taxi cab and asked the driver to take me to the library. Upon arrival, as I was about to pay him with stacks of silver coins, he reached over and attempted to take more than I owed him. So I gave him a piece of my mind, and then started writing down his information so that I could report him.
Note: Image on left found next to link => vimeo.com (thank you)
After reading the interpretations (below) to certain keywords within my dreams, I have a strong feeling that my assertiveness and willingness to take action in the dream is symbolic of my Divine Masculine power, dominance, and energy within (symbolized by stacked coins)—-transformed ego self/wounded inner child—setting healthy boundaries so that I can’t be taken advantage of by others (symbolized by cab ride).
My search for knowledge, hunger for ideas, and my efforts to seek out new meanings to life (symbolized by my desire to go to the library) has led me to further expanding spirituality, intuition, values, and my sense of self-worth (symbolized by the silver coins).
I trust that the Lover aspect of Goddess within me continues to ignite my yearning to Self-realization as mentioned in the quote below from the article, “The Archetypes of Sacred Feminine Initiation” (website Temple of the Sacred Feminine):
“The Lover within us fires our longing for the Mystery and sources our journey Home to Self realization […]'”
Note: Two images above found next to links => www.yelp.com (yellow cab) and imgsoup.com (silver coins) thank you
In the last dream that I recall, I saw my adoptive dad (Daniel, who had passed away in 2011), and he had just returned from a bar, and said that he had drank five beers and ate some tacos, which he described in detail (but I don’t recall).
After reading the interpretations below to certain keywords within my dreams, I have a strong feeling that my dad is symbolic of the Divine Masculine Consciousness within (i.e., healed, transmuted, and higher version of ego self/wounded inner child within), as opposed to the dream dictionary meaning below, and that I’m being blessed with warmth and comfort (symbolized by tacos), happiness, relaxation, and inspiration (symbolized by beer)—which are like a link between heaven and earth (symbolized by the #5). I AM free of worries and enjoying the moment (also symbolized by beer).
Note: Image on right above found next to link => exopermaculture.com (thank you)
The following dream interpretations are for the underlined key words below (which I only used the parts that resonate with me), and are from a dream dictionary that I often use as a guidance tool:
To dream that you are in a library signifies your search for knowledge and your hunger for ideas. You may be trying to seek out new meanings to life. You need to study and evaluate your situation before taking action.
To dream that you are in a cab indicates that you are being taken for a ride. Someone is taking advantage of you.
Silver coins represent spirituality, intuition, values, and your sense of self-worth. Copper coins indicates healing.
To see coins stacked in your dream symbolize masculine power, dominance, and energy.
To see and talk with your dead parents in your dreams represent your fears of losing them or your way of coping with the loss. You are using your dream as a last opportunity to say your final good-byes to them.
Five represents your persuasiveness, spontaneity, boldness, daring nature, action, and humanity. The number five represents the five human senses and thus may be telling you to be more “sensitive” and be more in tune to your senses. Alternatively, the number five may reflect a change in your path or that you need to alter your course. It is also the link between heaven and earth.
To see or drink beer in your dream represents happiness, relaxation, and/or inspiration. You are free of worries and enjoying the moment.
To see or eat a taco in your dream signifies warmth and comfort.
Queen Aspect of Goddess Within: Crystals & Schoolhouse
May 23, 2015
Yesterday, I started working on the Queen aspect of Goddess Altar using clay. Although it’s not complete yet, I’ve finished the majority of it.
Last night or this morning, I had a dream of heading towards some schoolhouse, and enroute, I noticed many colorful crystals that appeared to be glowing.
One appeared to be blue and pink, which I trust is a reflection of the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine within me.
The schoolhouse must have been Asian, because I was reminded to take my shoes off, and right before entering the schoolhouse, while outside, I also saw a tall Asian guy who looked so serious and unapproachable at first, but later turned out very friendly.
I don’t recall the conversation, but I do recall asking some young boy if he was being a pain in the ass, to which an Asian female giggled to while covering her mouth; perhaps she was Japanese.
Note: Background image used left above found next to link => www.supertightstuff.com (beautiful beach)—thank you—and integrated with personal artwork using PIXLR app.
I had a strong feeling that the schoolhouse—due to the presence of the glowing crystals—was from an ancient time, and/or was from another world.
I trust that I’m continuing to go through a “spiritual learning” experience in my waking life (symbolized by the school), and that my higher selves are assisting me to Be wholeness, purity, healing, development and unity (symbolized by the crystals).
Note: Image on right found next to link => rebloggy.com (thank you)
The following dream interpretations below are for the underlined key words (which I only used the parts that resonate with me), and are from a dream dictionary that I often use as a guidance tool:
To see a crystal in your dream signifies wholeness, purity, healing, development and unity. It represents your higher Self. The dream may be a metaphor for something in your life that is crystallizing or taking shape.
Alternatively, a dream that takes place in school may be a metaphor for the lessons that you are learning from your waking life. You may be going through a “spiritual learning” experience.
Dream 1 of Queen Aspect of Goddess Within
June 2, 2015 (TU)
I’ve been developing the habit of visiting my Goddess altar at least once a day.
I also swing by my altar dedicated to my angels, Archangels, and Ascended Masters/Family of Light (pic on right) and poster board (mentioned above), saying “Good morning!” as well as expressing my gratitude and appreciation for all aspects of extensions of Divinity within me (up to Prime Creator and Infinite Creator), to include my Multidimensional Self.
This morning, I woke up a few times, but was so drained that I couldn’t get up during the usual time.
It was one of those days that I had a busy night of dreams, and felt extremely sleepy as though I had been drugged or something.
I also felt stronger than usual inner-body vibrations, which always reminds me of what the Pleiadians mentioned in the book, Bringers of the Dawn: Teachings from the Pleiadians. I was also reminded to unconditionally love my body, allowing it to rest whenever needed without judgment that I was being lazy.
This morning, right after my husband and dog went for a run, I fell back asleep and had a dream, which is unusual since I usually don’t dream if I fall back asleep in the mornings after 6 a.m. or so.
Note: Background image on left above found next to link => hdwpics.com (moon lightning storm)—thank you—and integrated with personal artwork using PIXLR app
The dream was very vivid and real life like, but the details were elusive. I was running on bright green grass in my pink long johns because I think I had just woken up and was running late for something—like a bus that was about to depart.
However, instead of being stressed about it, I was having fun running, like a kid, and I even rolled on the ground at some point knowing that it would dirty my clothes.
There was someone running with me, but I couldn’t see who. Although I don’t recall seeing her, she felt like an elderly female, like my grandma, encouraging and guiding me while running.
Note: Image on right above found next to link => www.goodfon.su (thank you)
By the time we arrived at our destination, I also heard someone say that they couldn’t believe that someone (I think me) was 36 years old, and someone else (perhaps the elderly lady who was with me) was ninety something years old.
Whenever I hear or see a number within a dream, I make note of it because I trust that it contains a message from Divinity within.
I wondered if the elderly female figure was the ancient and wise Mother and/or Queen aspect of the Divine Goddess within me (like Mother Nature/Gaia), assisting me to stay grounded.
Note: Image on left above found next to link => www.balancedbusinesswomen.com (thank you)
Side Note
My hubby teased me for still wearing winter long johns when its Spring time and the house temperature is set to 76 degrees.
However, I’ve been paying more attention to and taking care of my body’s needs ever since I made an intention statement to unconditional accept and love all aspects of self, and despite what’s going on outside of me (i.e., Spring time), I do what’s best for me, which includes dressing extra warmly whenever I get very cold, and even using a thick blanket on my side of the bed.
I trust that my sensitivity to heat and cold, among other things, is due to ascension symptoms, although I don’t recall reading about why we experience extreme cold at times.
Note: Image on right above found next to link => thefederationoflight.ning.com (thank you)
I googled, “ascension symptoms feeling cold” and checked out a few websites. The following is a quote from a reading that resonates with me the most => “Ascension Symptoms, or “What is Happening to Me?” – Part 2“:
“When we are moving into a much higher dimension after much integrating, detoxing, and other ascension processes, we get very cold. We are in between and preparing to move up [..]”
Note: Image on left found next to link => dianaartistry.com (thank you)
The following is from a dream dictionary that I often use:
To see or wear pajamas in your dream suggests that you need to relax and get some rest. In particular, if you dream that you are wearing pajamas in public, then it means that you are unaware of something important that may be right in front of you. You are drifting through life without fully paying attention to what is going on around you.
Pink represents love, joy, sweetness, happiness, affection and kindness. Being in love or healing through love is also implied with this color.
To see green fields in your dream symbolize great abundance, freedom, and happiness.
To dream that you are running with someone signifies cooperation.
Intention Statements Co-created from Dream 1
It is my intention to fully pay attention to what is going on within and around me in every present Moment of Now that is important and is right in front of me at all times (symbolized by me wearing pajamas in public), and that is Unconditional Love (symbolized by the color pink).
It is my intention to be able to see in this physical reality—through the cooperation of all aspects of the Divine Feminine Goddess within me (symbolized by someone running with me) —great abundance, freedom, and happiness that already exists in my life (symbolized by green fields).
An Interpretation of the Number 36 from Dream 1
The following is from the website, ANGEL NUMBERS – Joanne Sacred Scribes, that I often used as a guidance tool, as well as my own conclusion about it (click on link “36” to view in another window):
ANGEL NUMBER 36
“Number 36 is made up of the attributes and energies of the number 3 and number 6 […]
The number 36 is a number of ‘thought-word-action’, creativity and enthusiasm; coupled with the ability to use the imagination and the intellect combined to bring about desired results.
Angel Number 36 is a message from your angels and that you are being assisted by the Ascended Masters with manifesting provision of your material needs, and you are asked to release your fears of lack or loss. Your angels and Ascended Masters want for you to live your soul mission and Divine life purpose with passion and enthusiasm.
Angel Number 36 is a message to shift your focus from the financial and monetary aspects of the physical world to your inner spirituality and a place of unconditional love.
It is a message that your prayers and positive affirmations regarding your material wants and needs (eg money, home, food etc) are being answered and responded to.
Have faith and trust that your needs will be met and you and your loved ones will have all that you require in your lives.
The Angel Number 36 asks you to trust that all of your material needs will be provided as you serve your Divine life purpose.”
Note: Images above found next to links => lightworkers.org (white pure heart image), firstcontactgroundcrewteam.com (Angelic Goddess,) www.starseeds.net (this image similar to angel-like, light beings who protected me in a dream during our travel), www.buzzle.com (Celestial Beings/Arcturians/Supporters of Sananda, former Ascended Master Jesus the Christ)
The above message reminded me that I had, indeed, become temporarily lost in the earthly dramas of being concerned with my current, so-called financial challenges in life.
However, I noticed that when I chose to continue the art project of the Goddess altar recently, despite outer “negative” appearances, I became more concerned with just living and simply Being in the present Moment of Now, with no worries of the past, and no anxieties about the future.
Note: Image on left found next to link => semelexerri.co.uk (thank you)
The following quoted section is also from the helpful website that I mentioned above, “Ascension Symptoms, or “What is Happening to Me?” – Part 2,” and provides a great reminder of how we can all finally see—through the ancient eyes of our Christ within/Beloved I AM Presence/Monad/Twin Flame within—our already co-created and existing Heaven on Earth reality:
Note: Image on right found next to link => intuitivesoulhealings.com (Monad/I AM Presence/Christ-Within/Twin Flame Within/12:12/Spiraling Frequency)
“There is a jewel in the length of the process though, and a necessary and perfectly intended by-product.
We cannot create from the ego. We have to get to a place where we are OK no matter what is going on.
Feeling disappointment for what seems like forever eventually makes us realize that we will never get anything that we cannot live without.
Note: Image on left found next to link => spiritualityhealth.com
When we learn to detach and release all attachments, we always get precisely what we want.
It is like magic and a very key part of the ascension process to let go of all attachments.
When we arrive in this space, we are truly in heaven as nothing can affect us here and we also get whatever we desire, even though we desire nothing.
This is a true symptom of ‘arriving’ and one can only feel total peace from this point on […]”
Note: Image on right found next to link => janedoerecovery.com (thank you)
The following are also quoted sections from the reading/link above, which has not only informed me that suddenly crying can be triggered from new energy arriving into our Being, but has also helped me to better accept and love my highly sensitive aspect of self unconditionally (I can deeply relate to the writer’s note in the last paragraph below—thank you Karen for Being authentic and sharing your truths):
Note: Image on left found next to link => www.huffingtonpost.com (thank you)
“When we are releasing, we can cry at the drop of a hat. A sad movie can make us cry, or even a sad commercial. We can cry when we experience kindness. We can cry when we feel relief. We can cry when we see any kind of suffering.
These tears are a great cleanser and releaser. I always know when some New energy has arrived because I can simply cry while I am driving along in the car. This seems to be an on-going symptom that is here to stay for awhile. But at least it is fairly painless!
Note: Image on right found next to link => www.rexsy.com (thank you)
[KS: I have always been extremely sensitive to different energies, and crying at commercials, films, watching others interact in loving ways, has been common throughout my life. I’ve taken a fair amount of teasing and occasionally been admonished for this behavior, so I understand it and have compassion for it. It’s a wonderful thing to see so many hearts opening up, feeling love and compassion so deeply that their emotions are engaged to such a degree.]”
Note: Image on left found next to link => solium.ru (thank you)
Dream 2 of Queen Aspect of Goddess Within
In another dream the night of June 2, 2015, I saw some male (who appeared African American) making preparations for I think a ceremony for a queen.
He was instructing others to continue decorating the floor gold. When I had a glimpse of the queen-like figure from her back side, with her black hair, she had a gold flowing dress on with a gold and white hat-like adornment.
When I woke up this morning, that dream instantly reminded me of the Queen aspect of Divine Goddess within the altar that I had co-created using clay and gold adornments.
Note: background image on right above found next to ink => www.desktopaper.com (gold ocean)—thank you—and integrated with personal artwork using PIXLR app
Dream 3 of Queen Aspect of Goddess Within
In the last dream that I recall for the night of June 2, 2015, I very briefly saw a toddler boy in the back seat of a car who appeared frustrated.
When I woke up, I had a strong feeling that the dream was symbolic of my ego self (wounded inner child within) no longer in the driver’s seat of the vehicle which is my body, which explained why the child was upset and seemingly throwing a fit.
It’s definitely time for our ego selves to heal, transmute, and just Be the Divine Masculine Consciousness and energies that it truly is, integrated with the Divine Feminine Consciousness and energies, creating merged Soul/Spirit—Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within/Twin Flame within/Monad.
This wonderful video, “Transfoming the Female Wounded Warrior to the Divine Goddess´¯`·.¸.ღƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ,” has helped me to reconnect with the Divine Goddess within, and I’ve watched it several times, not only to fully absorb the words of wisdom, but to also enjoy the soul-touching music and singing.
By the way, I just muted the cancer commercial since I prefer to perceive any mutational changes within our bodies as Divine, rather than a dis-ease.
Note: Background image on left above found next to link => favim.com (solar system)—thank you—and integrated with personal artwork using PIXLR app
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As mentioned near top of post, the following are some of the out-of-this-world music that I love listening to while doing various things, to include visualization exercises, working on my blog, and co-creating artwork:
- 1-Hour Epic Music Mix | Most Beautiful & Powerful Music – Emotional Mix
- 2-Hours Epic Music Mix | Most Beautiful & Powerful Music – Emotional Mix Vol. 1
- 2-Hours Epic Music Mix | Most Beautiful & Powerful Music – Emotional Mix Vol. 2
If you resonate with the videos above, there are plenty more on the right-hand column of You Tube that you can choose from.
Added May 15, 2015
A very helpful reading that I trust will assist us to release old and outdated beliefs that block us from tuning into our Divine birthright of abundance, prosperity, wealth and Divine power—all of which are tools meant to be used wisely and with Unconditional Love/Unity Consciousness to better serve Divine Spirit/All That Is, Mother Earth/Gaia, humanity and beyond => Becoming a Prosperous Teacher, Part I
The following is a section of the reading above that reminded me how polarity can teach us great wisdom (e.g. the experience of feeling hatred toward another/self—which stems from fear energy—can lead us to the experience of deep understanding, empathy, compassion, unconditional forgiveness, unconditional acceptance, and/or embrace, which can then lead to the experience of profound unconditional love/unity consciousness):
“My feeling about this one is: money and fame give people power and the more they become powerful the less they can be manipulated. The systems of earth are designed to keep us powerless. In order to do so they need to indoctrinate us in beliefs that support their agenda. Of course we agreed to this before we incarnated so that we would have to work our way out of a state of powerlessness in order to understand our power. I don’t believe we can truly understand power until we have experienced powerlessness. In addition, we cannot lead people out of a state of powerlessness unless we have had the personal experience of finding our own way out. So, I do not feel any of us are victims here. We just need to see these beliefs and those who perpetrate them from the highest perspective, thank them for the lessons and move on […]”
Added June 24, 2015
Bashar on Simplicity, Abundance and The Natural Self : I love this very helpful, empowering, and inspirational message from Bashar (channeled through Darryl Anka), as well as the video, The Absolute BEST 1-hour BASHAR (Anka) Interview, that provides a clear understanding of channeling itself (something that probably everyone does at some point, even as our own Spirit within expressing through us).
The following are some intention statements that I co-created with my Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within/Twin Flame within, after watching the above Bashar videos:
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