I had a dream a while back that I had forgotten about and didn’t bother recording, until a certain action triggered that memory.
I have no doubt that it happened in Divine perfect timing and order, since I wasn’t ready to receive insights (from within) at the time I had the dream.
Back then, I sensed there was great significance to the dream—like a message from Spirit within—but because my logical mind couldn’t comprehend it, I moved on by going with the flow.
Yesterday, I was working on the post, “A Gift from Source: Galactic Lightworks in the Sky,” which is about communication—in dream state—with various extensions of the Infinite Creator.
While I was summarizing a particular dream that I had about gently communicating with God (in post, “The Response to ‘God, I’m Scared‘”), I then remembered the dream I had forgotten about where I shouted, “God!!!”
I was laying down on a bed within a very small room, just large enough to fit the bed with some space around it.
Though the room was pretty dark, the presence of some grayish lighting enabled me to see a square shadow on the wall above the foot of my bed, in-between the bedroom floor and the ceiling.
As I was watching the square—which I trust (at least in waking reality) represents the physical world—I noticed a somewhat slender, human-like male figure (or maybe flat-chested female) slowly step out of the square as though the shape suddenly created an opening from another dimension/world/parallel reality.
The being appeared to have on a black, skintight outfit with a black, material fitting mask, and black goggles on top of it.
I became very fearful and tried to move as it started slowly approaching me in a sneaky, thief-like manner while seemingly scoping out the room.
When I realized I wasn’t able to move, I shouted (gradually louder and louder) an extended, “GOD!!!” I woke myself up shouting, as well as my husband.
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UPDATE
Inserted into this section of the post on 6/1/2018.
The following is an excerpt from the post, “Being Cognizant of Truths Mixed with Lies Which Can Create Confusion“:
So far, I’ve read two books about the Anunnaki by Zechariah Sitchin, and there were a lot of intriguing information (though not all) that I highly resonated with, to include one of the book’s image of Goddess Inanna in a spacesuit and gear (ancient astronaut), whom I instantly recognized from a dream I had recorded in the post, “The Response to ‘God, I’m Scared.‘”
My curiosity led me to a video today that tested my ability to discern; so though the overall experience wasn’t exactly pleasant, I’m grateful that I had the opportunity to grow from it.
Despite the seemingly SHINY title of the 28:50 long video, “Anunnaki – Amazing Documentary (MUST WATCH !!!),” subtle red flags to a blazingly obvious one helped me to decide to discontinue watching it.
Note: I usually create a link to a title of a reading or video, but I don’t care to for this one. Images above found next to links =>1) Pinterest and 2) Gnostic Warrior
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Continuing from original recording in this post…
I recall wondering at the time if God had rescued me from the unknown being who invaded my personal space; but I’m glad that I didn’t dwell on that fearful thought because—I now realize—it would’ve supported some fearful beliefs that I had deep within me–unknown to my physically conscious mind—that needed to be transmuted, healed and released back to Source.
First of all, the belief of needing to be “rescued” by another stems from an old and outdated 3D belief that one is some type of helpless victim, which is very dis-empowering for the soul/Spirit within.
I find it amazing that while I’m co-creating within this blog, I often gain additional insights in the process, which I trust is a sign that this blog is truly one, of many forms of healing work, that’s meant to highly benefit me first and foremost.
Afterall, how can I help others, if I can’t even help myself? Therefore, I’m reminded not to be concerned (even a tiny bit) that this blog seems to be completely invisible to readers other than spammers.
The insight that I gained moments after typing about releasing the old and outdated belief of ‘needing to be rescued’ has to do with a particular experience that I had in 2001.
I included the stories within the post, “Dreams of Jesus“—which also contains other dreams of the Holy Spirit, flying into a cave, and a glowing skeleton—where I basically shouted, “Jesus!!!” three times, within two different dreams, during what appeared to be hell-like environments. Note: In this, and other older posts, I referred to myself in the third person (as Bobbie, my nickname that my family and close friends called me; hence, my old blog: bobbieslife.wordpress.com)
I used to believe that Jesus had rescued me, literally Being my savior via personal experience.
However, I realized that there was a very good reason why I didn’t see the typical, religious depiction of Jesus in those dreams; because if I did, that might have led me back to the Christian church—that I discontinued attending due to the habitual, overall hypocrisy, strict and ridonkulous rules, superiority and righteousness complex over others, etc.).
Within both dreams of Jesus, I felt a strong and undeniable presence in-between “fearful ego self” me and whatever I feared at that moment.
Now, without a shadow of a doubt, I trust that this presence was indeed what I’ve come to learn/remember as my Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within—of both Divine Masculine (God) and Divine Feminine (Goddess) energies/consciousness/Divine Spirit/All That Is.
It’s just that during that time-frame (2001)—and basically my entire life up to my early forties—I was not aware of our Beloved I AM Presence, with the “Christ within” being Christ/Unity/Cosmic Consciousness, that is available to all who intend to communicate or commune with such Divine Presence, and not just within a church; the closest thing that my mind could comprehend at the time was Jesus, who I was familiar with.
I trust that Soul/Spirit within us all always does its best to communicate and commune with us by using whatever tools necessary, to include, whatever stored data in our memory banks (to include many images, thoughts, words, feelings, symbols, signs, etc.)
Now back to the first dream of shouting, “GOD!!!”: Secondly, the belief of needing protection stems from an old and outdated belief that there is “good” vs “bad” which is a 3D way of thinking, basically being stuck within duality—believing that the seemingly opposites in life are separate—rather than having an expanded perspective of polarity—intuitively knowing that the seemingly opposites in life are not separate, but two merging extremes of the same thing (e.g., hot and cold merges as warm).
Last but not least, when we choose to see everything within us and outside of us through the ancient eyes of Christ within, we realize that there is no “my personal space” since we’re all interconnected through the one and only “space” of The One/All That Is.
I’m reminded that I, as highest version of self within, assign meaning to everything—something I had learned from one of Neale Donald Walsch’s books over a decade ago.
When I choose to perceive the dream in a positive light as literal, I can imagine the unknown being actually being an androgynous future self/higher self who had chosen to come into this physical world—through the square portal—in order to visit human version of self.
Since outer reality mirrors inner reality, perhaps I, as fearful ego self, instinctively and passionately shouted, “GOD!!!” because the fearless and intuitive aspect of soul recognized my future self as being higher or highest self/God or GOD.
As I shared in the post, “A Deeper Love for Self and Others Thanks to Super Blood Moon Energies from Within,” I, as higher or highest self (aka God or Goddess of both Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine energies/consciousness), would definitely love to visit human version of self.
I would do everything in my power to assist self with my accelerated, individual and collective soul growth and evolution, especially by sending much loving energies—such as Divine guidance, support, encouragement, upliftment, empowerment, inspiration, healing energies, insights, Divine synchronicities (to include number synchronicities) abundance prosperity and wealth on all levels of my being, and much more…the way a loving parent would love to give to their child/children with discernment—not spoiling the child rotten.
Speaking of which, I’m reminded of great information (aka Light/data from web of Life/ancient knowledge) that a wonderful family friend shared with me after I had shared with him (via a letter) a curiosity of mine regarding my cosmic parents.
Jim (aka James Wilhelm, author of book, I AM God and So Are You) reminded me—aspect of my soul that had forgotten its essence—that I, as highest self within, am my own cosmic parents, which totally blew my mind.
And after co-creating the post, “A Deeper Love for Self and Others Thanks to Super Blood Moon Energies from Within,” I realized that profoundly wise Jim, had indeed shared a great Truth with me, that applies to all interconnected souls/SPirit.
When I choose to perceive the dream in a positive light as symbolic, the being dressed in black from head to toe represents the unknown aspect of Self (to my ego self who has forgotten its essence)—the color black representing the unknown—who chose to manifest itself in the physical realm in order to make its presence known to me (physical, ego self/personality self/wounded inner child) via my third eye sight.
Though humans’ greatest fear is the fear of the unknown—hence, often reacting (from fear energy) rather than responding (from love energy)—that can change the moment we create a new and sincere intention.
And that new intention can be something like, “It is my intention to release all of my fears, worries, and doubts to the angels and Ascended Masters within me—for transmutation and healing—so that I can fully and freely embrace all of Life/All That Is (to include the unknown), which are merely countless parts of the whole/The One.
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